I'd rather miss you than have my heart break every other week
I'd rather let you go now than have you leave next week
I'd rather feel the pain of losing you than feel it in a week
I'd rather have my heart broken now than have you break it a week from now
I'd rather say bye now than have to say bye every 7 days
I'd rather Love you than lose that feeling for you
I'd rather cry now than cry week by week
I'd rather you stay every week instead of leave

When will my eyes run out of tears
My heart no longer be filled with pain
When will my eyes no longer long for your face
My mind stop racing with old memories
When will I let you go

I wish I never met you and I wish we never did it.
When you said hey I should of said bye.
When you said lets hang I should of said no.
When you leaned in to kiss me I should of stopped you.
When you said baby ill never leave you I shouldn't of believed you. When you said I want to be the first I should of asked why. 
 When we were laying in your bed we should of watched the movie. When you said you aren't worth it.
I should of asked you why you pushed it.
When you said I freaked you out when I panicked.
I should of asked you why you did it.
Just because I said I wanted it and covered the fact I was terrified.
Didn't mean you had to treat me like I knew what I was doing.

I want to believe
Im who I want to be
But what if who I want to be
Isn't who I'm meant to be
Im meant to be who I am
Im gonna be who Im meant to be

Why'd you'd have to go
And leave me with a broken heart
Why'd you have to go
And leave me with nothing but memories
Why'd you have to go
And leave me with nothing but tears
Why'd you have to go

You don't need it
I can be your drug
Because you are mine
When I kiss you its like I took a hit
When you touch me its like I had a line
When we kiss my heart starts beating fast
Mind starts racing
I want you to be addicted to my love not a drug
Baby put it down and let me love you

Our love was brewed up by a storm
I was like a twister out of control and dying
You were like lightening flashing rain falling
And together we destroyed everything thing in our paths
Including ourselves  
You rained on my heart as I tore you apart
Now that I look back I see the destructive path we were on
And I wish I could stop us

Is there ever gonna be a time where you wish you have me back
When you're laying in bed or dreaming about me
Someone says something that reminds you of me
Will you ever miss me
Ever know what you truly lost
Crave my touch my voice
Will you ever truly know what you had  
What you let slip through you finger tips

I need to live without you
Breathe without you
Be without you
Find me without you
Love me without you

Our story is
Worn out pages
Untold chapters
Covered in tear stains
It tells the story of pain and heartbreak
With a beginning and a middle
But written without a ending

You come and turn my world upside down
My heart inside out
Tears fall like rain
I want to take cover
But the only safe place I find is you

In your eyes I see hope and love
I see something that you're working so hard to get
Something that I can't give you
I care enough to care but not enough to love
That part of me broke when he left
It isn't your fault there's nothing wrong with you
If anything theres something wrong with me
Im the one that can't let go of someone that broke my heart

I don't know where you've been
And I can only imagine
Your soul is lost
Heart as cold as ice
When was the moment
You turned into such a tortured soul
What made you so cold
When did your heart break
Who let you down
So bad you broke
Where was I
When you had no one
Why didn't I know you then

Your love is like rain
When it pours it could be a storm
Or it could be beautiful
Sometimes there is thunder and lighting
Sometimes it rains while the sunshines
Sometimes the rain makes the flowers grow
And sometimes it beats them down
Your love is like rain
Sometimes its good
Sometimes its bad
Your love is like rain
The earth needs rain as much as I need you
Your love is like rain

You say you love me you say you care
But when it comes to the nitty gritty you aren't there
Even if it doesn't seem important you
I need you
Even if it seems childish or stupid
Even if it doesn't make sense to you
I need you
Where are you
Because you aren't here

I loved you through the tears you caused
I wanted you even after the pain
I thought about you even when I was falling apart
All I ever wanted was you
And you took that away from me

The day I heard your voice
It broke my heart all over again
It brought me back to that night
When you broke my heart
I was reminded of the tears
The pain of losing you
It also took me back to old times
When all it took was your voice to make me smile
Late nights talking in your room
You making up silly games to past the time
It took me back to when you used to be mine
And I was yours