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Always Ally Jul 2014
You know that feeling when time freezes
You're hand starts to shake a little
You can't help smiling when you know for a fact how stupid you look
They're the only thought on your mind first thing in the morning and last at night
Always Ally Jul 2014
I fell in love with your eyes
The same ones that sparkle
Through all your years
I love how they crinkle
When you gently flutter your eyelashes
I'm completely hypnotized
I see all your feelings flash
behind those hazel eyes
Always Ally Jul 2014
I'm lying there but I'm still imagining you at my side
Maybe you're reading a book
Maybe you're rubbing your eyes
You could be yelling at the tv
You could be crunching too loudly
You could be here but you're not
Always Ally Jul 2014
If I close my eyes you're here

But I'm not real

But you're here and you're alive
You're breathing

But I'm not real, I'm not alive

But touching you feels real
Your hands, so soft
I remember them being soft

Don't you understand
This isn't really me
I'm gone

I don't understand anything
You're here and why can't that be okay

Because I'm not really here
it's not okay for you to go on this way
You must let go

I tried and isn't that worth something
Can't I be allowed this moment of bliss with you

I'm not real
This isn't real
Let go Milo, let go
I'm dead and you must let go

I'll never let go
You're gone but my love will never leave
Forever is a simple thing
Death isn't an easy thing, When you lose somebody, it takes its toll on everyone. Some people react differently and have different ways of coping.
Always Ally Jul 2014
I always thought imperfections were beautiful
And you didn't need to be perfect to be loved

I always thought pain was temporary and necessary
In order to know true happiness

I always thought love fought through the hurt
Because love is a surviving thing

I always thought you'd be here
But I guess I was wrong

I always thought many things were true
But that was before I lost you
Always Ally Jul 2014
Body, mind, and soul
All grow tired
All grow old

Heart strong as a lion
Once so true and brave
Lie six feet under in a watery grave

Inevitable
Life and death
Work then die
Look forward to a future that leads to our inevitable death
Wonder why we try
Always Ally Mar 2014
It makes me sad to lose you
You were something I never had
Never will have and thanks to her
She's not to blame
That I am sure
Only myself
Because she is better
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