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2.1k · Jun 2021
The Deadliest Sin
Yoh Esters Jun 2021
๐น๐‘œ๐“‡ ๐๐ซ๐ข๐๐ž๐Ÿฆ ๐’ท๐‘’๐’พ๐“ƒ๐‘” ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐‘”๐“‡๐‘’๐’ถ๐“‰๐‘’๐“ˆ๐“‰ ๐“ˆ๐’พ๐“ƒ ๐‘œ๐’ป ๐’ถ๐“๐“, ๐’น๐“Š๐‘’ ๐“‰๐‘œ ๐’พ๐“‰ ๐“‡๐‘’๐“ˆ๐’พ๐’น๐’พ๐“ƒ๐‘” ๐“Œ๐’พ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐’พ๐“ƒ ๐’ถ๐“๐“ ๐‘œ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’๐“‡๐“ˆ. ๐’ฏ๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐“ˆ๐’พ๐“ƒ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐’ถ๐“‰ ๐“ˆ๐“‰๐’ถ๐“ƒ๐’น๐“ˆ ๐’ถ๐“‰ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐“…๐’พ๐“ƒ๐“ƒ๐’ถ๐’ธ๐“๐‘’ ๐‘œ๐’ป ๐’ถ๐“๐“ ๐‘œ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’๐“‡๐“ˆ. ๐น๐‘œ๐“‡ ๐‘œ๐“ƒ๐‘’ ๐’พ๐“ˆ ๐“…๐“‡๐’พ๐’น๐‘’๐’ป๐“Š๐“ ๐’พ๐“ƒ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’๐’พ๐“‡ ๐‹๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ๐Ÿ‘„. ๐น๐‘œ๐“‡ ๐‘œ๐“ƒ๐‘’ ๐’ฝ๐‘œ๐“๐’น๐“ˆ ๐“…๐“‡๐’พ๐’น๐‘’ ๐“‰๐‘œ ๐“ƒ๐‘œ๐“‰ ๐“ˆ๐’ฝ๐’ถ๐“‡๐‘’ ๐’น๐“Š๐‘’ ๐“‰๐‘œ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’๐’พ๐“‡ ๐†๐ฅ๐ฎ๐ญ๐ญ๐จ๐ง๐ฒ๐Ÿ”๐Ÿท. ๐น๐‘œ๐“‡ ๐‘œ๐“ƒ๐‘’'๐“ˆ ๐“…๐“‡๐’พ๐’น๐‘’ ๐’น๐‘œ๐‘’๐“ˆ๐“ƒ'๐“‰ ๐“ˆ๐’ฝ๐‘œ๐“Œ ๐’ธ๐’ฝ๐’ถ๐“‡๐’พ๐“‰๐“Ž ๐’พ๐“ƒ ๐†๐ซ๐ž๐ž๐๐Ÿ’ฐ. ๐น๐‘œ๐“‡ ๐‘œ๐“ƒ๐‘’ ๐“๐‘’๐“‰๐“ˆ ๐“…๐“‡๐’พ๐’น๐‘’ ๐’น๐’พ๐’ธ๐“‰๐’ถ๐“‰๐‘’ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’๐’พ๐“‡ ๐’น๐“Š๐“‰๐’พ๐‘’๐“ˆ ๐“‰๐‘œ ๐“ˆ๐“๐‘’๐‘’๐“… ๐’ถ๐“Œ๐’ถ๐“Ž ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐’น๐’ถ๐“Ž๐“ˆ ๐’พ๐“ƒ ๐’๐ฅ๐จ๐ญ๐ก๐Ÿฆฅ. ๐น๐‘œ๐“‡ ๐‘œ๐“ƒ๐‘’ ๐’ถ๐“๐“๐‘œ๐“Œ๐“ˆ ๐“…๐“‡๐’พ๐’น๐‘’ ๐“‰๐‘œ ๐’ป๐“Š๐“‡๐“ƒ๐’ถ๐’ธ๐‘’ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’๐’พ๐“‡ ๐’ถ๐“ƒ๐‘”๐‘’๐“‡ ๐“‰๐‘œ ๐‘’๐“‡๐“Š๐“…๐“‰ ๐’พ๐“ƒ ๐–๐ซ๐š๐ญ๐กโšก. ๐น๐‘œ๐“‡ ๐‘œ๐“ƒ๐‘’'๐“ˆ ๐“…๐“‡๐’พ๐’น๐‘’ ๐’ธ๐’ถ๐“ƒ ๐“‰๐’ถ๐“€๐‘’ ๐“‚๐’ถ๐“ƒ๐“Ž ๐“ˆ๐’ฝ๐’ถ๐“…๐‘’๐“ˆ ๐“Œ๐’ฝ๐‘’๐“ƒ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’๐“Ž ๐„๐ง๐ฏ๐ฒ๐Ÿ ๐‘œ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’๐“‡๐“ˆ' ๐’ท๐‘’๐“๐‘œ๐“ƒ๐‘”๐’พ๐“ƒ๐‘”๐“ˆ.

๐“•๐“ธ๐“ป ๐“ฝ๐“ฑ๐“ฒ๐“ผ ๐“ฒ๐“ผ ๐”€๐“ฑ๐”‚ ๐“Ÿ๐“ป๐“ฒ๐“ญ๐“ฎ ๐“ฒ๐“ผ ๐“ฝ๐“ฑ๐“ฎ ๐“ป๐“ธ๐“ธ๐“ฝ ๐“ธ๐“ฏ ๐“ช๐“ต๐“ต ๐“ข๐“ฒ๐“ท.
Yoh Esters Aug 2021
~๐˜›~๐˜ณ๐˜บ
~๐˜™~๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฏ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ
~๐˜ˆ~๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜บ
~๐˜œ~๐˜ณ
~๐˜”~๐˜ฆ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ฆ๐˜ด
~๐˜ˆ~๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ
~๐˜›~๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ
~๐˜~๐˜ฏ
~๐˜Š~­๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ฐ๐˜ด

~๐˜”~๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ-๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ
~๐˜Œ~๐˜ท๐˜ช๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ค๐˜ฆ
~๐˜”~๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ
~๐˜–~๐˜ฎ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ด๐˜ญ๐˜บ
~๐˜™~๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ
~๐˜~๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ค๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ฃ๐˜ข๐˜ฃ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ
~๐˜Œ~๐˜ฎ­๐˜ฐ๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ข๐˜ญ
~๐˜š~๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ค๐˜ต๐˜ถ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜บ
1.0k · Nov 2022
Blind Promise
Yoh Esters Nov 2022
She told me it was like a thick fog. Orphan clouds that will never see the world from above. The way she described her blindness was like taking the next step in hope it doesn't lead you off the cliff.

Sheย ย saw the world through her hands. Her touch gave her the canvas, while her mind was the paint brush. Yet, she wanted to see it all. Surgery was the only option.

My Past Self Asked: "What didn't you know back then?"
My Present Self Answered: "I know now that love hurts as much as it heals. I made a
๐ast
๐‘eassurance
๐Žpening
๐Œemories
๐ˆntroducing
๐’timulated
๐„xpect­ations
to be there for her eye surgery. I'll be the first face she sees, but I wasn't there for her. So she only saw herself.......... she only saw the world without me in it."
945 · Mar 2021
Emilia
Yoh Esters Mar 2021
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โœตโœนโœฐโœงโ˜…โœด
๐š†๐š‘๐šŠ๐š'๐šœ ๐š’๐š–๐š™๐š˜๐š›๐š๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š’๐šœ๐š—'๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š‹๐šŽ๐š๐š’๐š—๐š—๐š’๐š—๐š, ๐š–๐š’๐š๐š๐š•๐šŽ, ๐šŽ๐š—๐š, ๐š˜๐š› ๐šŽ๐šŸ๐šŽ๐š— ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š“๐š˜๐šž๐š›๐š—๐šŽ๐šข. ๐™ธ๐š'๐šœ ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š–๐š˜๐š–๐šŽ๐š—๐š๐šœ ๐šŒ๐š›๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ๐š ๐š๐š‘๐š›๐š˜๐šž๐š๐š‘๐š˜๐šž๐š ๐š’๐š ๐šŠ๐š•๐š•. ๐šƒ๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š–๐šŽ๐š–๐š˜๐š›๐š’๐šŽ๐šœ ๐š๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐š ๐šŽ๐š›๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜๐š›๐š–๐šŽ๐š ๐š’๐š— ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š™๐šŠ๐šœ๐š ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š‘๐š’๐šœ๐š๐š˜๐š›๐šข ๐š’๐š ๐š ๐š’๐š•๐š• ๐š๐šŽ๐š•๐š• ๐š’๐š— ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š๐šž๐š๐šž๐š›๐šŽ.
โœตโœนโœฐโœงโ˜…โœด
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650 · Jan 2020
Bonfire
Yoh Esters Jan 2020
The soft crisp of heat ever glowing in the air. The fire quickly heating the vicinity with a warm embrace.

I've never had the confidence to tell you how I truly feel.
As you look deep into that bonfire and let your shadow outcast your past.

I'm going to step in your shadow and say the words "I Love You" in hope just like your shadow these feelings will follow you for the rest of your life.

Just until the day, I have the courage to tell your heart directly.....
639 · Sep 2022
Addiction
Yoh Esters Sep 2022
Love? Oh, no, I strive for your addiction. The impact I leave on your life will have you always comparing me to your future boyfriend. You will continue to drown their insecurities with my superior achievements. So, just like your shadow you will never get rid of me even in your sunny days.
Yoh Esters Feb 2021
You say you know better. You have been on this Earth longer than me.

You saw the culmination of faults write the books I've read in school.

You saw the Moon go many shades and the Sun still light your life.

You act like a giant and say I stand upon your shoulders.

Yet, the water is still above my head.

The sacrifices you made weren't enough to afford me a life vest.

So, I'm drowning...maybe....just maybe I'll drown your demons along with mine.
544 · Sep 2019
Shape of Your Voice
Yoh Esters Sep 2019
The sounds that riddle out from her. It plays an instrumental tune as it bounces in the atmosphere.~

Too soft yet still noticeable, light enough to find me when I'm lost and strong enough to lift me up when I'm down.~

This is the shape of her voice.~
421 · Mar 2019
Evergreen Eternity
Yoh Esters Mar 2019
~E~legant
~V~ast
~E~vangelical
~R~oses
~G~row
~R~elevant
~E~nough­
~E~very
~N~ight

~E~ven
~T~ime
~E~xhausts
~R~emnants
~N~atural
~­I~n
~T~he
~Y~outh
415 · Oct 2023
Songful Stories
Yoh Esters Oct 2023
There are stories in her voice.
I just hope all of them ended with Happily Ever After.
Yoh Esters May 2021
Oh, magic mirror on the wall, who is the one I see before?

A mirror is set to reflect my present self. If so, why do I see portions of my past and evidence of my future. Is there a contradiction in this glass surface.

The bags underneath my eyes shows my sleep deprived past. The hair on my face shows my bearded future. Yet the sound of my heart beat shows my living present.
361 · Sep 2019
Our Constellation
Yoh Esters Sep 2019
Our love is like a constellation. You can see it in the sky. Look at the stars, watch it align. Itโ€™s something that is always easy to find. The capability of it transcending time the longer it sticks together it cannot be categorized as an imaginary outline.~

The pattern it takes has the celestial beings engraving it in galactic history. Tougher than Orionโ€™s belt, holding more weight than the Big Dipper, souring higher in the sky than Aquila, and more ferocious than Leo.~

So, take a deep breath, let the cosmos in your soul burn. Letโ€™s sit down on our front porch, extend our hands up towards the sky to draw out our stars that will forever align.~
356 · Aug 2020
Melancholic
Yoh Esters Aug 2020
A head empty with lies and water shallow enough to drown.
A clock never on time and a road always lost.
323 · Jun 2020
Nightly Mirror
Yoh Esters Jun 2020
People fail to see that darkness can be reflected too. Because in those dark times we begin to realize who we truly are inside.
ย ย The shallow waters in a dark pond still give off a reflection. Just the ones we tend to avoid at night.
308 · Feb 2019
Soulmate Love
Yoh Esters Feb 2019
~Her eyes light up the moment.
~Her laughter changes the atmosphere.
~Her smile is hard to find now and days.

You see I donโ€™t want to be like everyone else that uses the phrase โ€œI love youโ€ when it only serves as a mask just to show how much an individual can be infatuated.

No, the moment I say the words โ€œI love youโ€ is the moment I am ready to marry you. It is the moment I have glanced into our future and beyond and deemed that we are truly soulmates.

It is the moment when I can no longer love anybody else because when I said โ€œI love youโ€ I meant it...
Yoh Esters Jun 24
She asked me what itโ€™s like to fall in love with someone that previously lost their first love to Grim.

I explained that unlike other couples that work together to lay one brick on another to make their own home.

Iโ€™ve been repairing a house after it was bombed. This house had marks from the bombing here and there. Deep down in her heart there is a room title first love.

Itโ€™s a room I should never open up even if everyone in this world opens up to look at it.

Iโ€™ll set my foundation in this home. And remind her that while repairing this house. She wonโ€™t have to worry about remodeling ever being done on that roomโ€ฆ.
280 · Apr 2023
Smile For Me
Yoh Esters Apr 2023
I'm your long lost soulmate. I traveled across the world just to take you on a date. What can I say this is Fate๐Ÿ˜ค

A girls smile is what makes up their lovely personality. Once that smile fades its like erasing their very existence.
230 · Nov 2020
Collateral Beauty
Yoh Esters Nov 2020
The stones of my ancestors will not be turned over by my descendants.

For Time has been the concept of an illusion, the perception of what is and isn't.

For Love has been in everything, from pleasure to pain it is still present.

For Death has been the collector, writing away the essences that are here and therefor.

So while eons pass, be sure to remember me and notice the collateral beauty.
216 · Jan 2020
I lost balance
Yoh Esters Jan 2020
They say there is a thin line between genius and madness.
I'm doing my best to balance between both realities at a time.
Smart enough to know the difference between good and bad.
Mad enough to still commit these sins, which is sad.
The path I decided to take no longer host light and captures darkness.
I guess you can say its more of a slipping off point.....

— The End —