What it really means is

Feeling I'm Nothing to Everyone

There is this girl,
she is beautiful.

She has short dark blonde hair,
I can notice her anywhere.

At first, we were just friends
but now it all depends

does she know my love for her
is sincere?

Mein Leben ohne dich ist so viel besser

Aber mein Lieber, ich habe deine
Liebesbriefe noch einmal gelesen

I don't know how to love someone
by lying about caring for them

I don't know how to love someone
by pretending to be someone I am not

I don't know how to love someone
by making them feel worthless

I don't know how to love someone
if I don't trust them

I Don't Love As You Do

tu étais toi et j'étais moi

nous étions deux avant notre temps

J'étais à toi avant de savoir

et tu as toujours été à moi aussi

My real mother,
her name is Angela
She invests her heart and soul into
a child that she did not birth.

She loves, has a selfless sacrifice for someone else's kid in all of her,
while ignoring her own comfort.

She could never replace my biological mother,
but every child needs her mother
and nothing can change how much
I love her

Shh...listen, don't you hear?
I'm crying, but they are silent tears.
I'm crying on the inside so you can't see
all the pain running through me.
I cry for you, I cry for me.
I cry for the times I can't,
so if you listen, you may hear my silent tears.

the sky dropped
              its invisible whiteness

             we saw  pass out
                                   nowhere

                        empty the blue  

                              stars

          our summer
                                on the ground


            like last night another
                                             time

                    in fragments

I really want to tell someone
about the things that go in my head,
bu the truth is,
everyone else is busy with someone else.

I' nobody's priority
I chose not to bother anyone
with meaningless problems
that they don't want to hear.

You know it wasn’t my fault
You just left me without saying anything to me
And even though I cry as I’ve never done before
I was still in love with you

But you left
And you didn’t say if you were coming back
And without anything else, I don’t know
But that's how it was, that's how it was

I wished the best of luck
I promised not to speak to you nor to see you again
And now you’re back there’s nothing here
I can´t love you, I must not love you

I don’t love you anymore
I´ve fallen in love of a divine being
Of a great love
Who taught me to forget
And forgive

I will always be there for you
I will always care about you
I will always fight for you
I will always love you

you were never there for me
you never cared, your silence was the key
you never fought for me, instead, you broke me free
you didn't love me, you  never accepted you and me
because you  judged a person I was never meant to be

Someday you'll realize I was there when no one else was.
That I loved you like no other, and I didn't judge you like the others
Makes me wonder, why do I still bother?

Sometimes I feel unimaginable pain.
It's always in my mind, within my brain.
It dwells inside all of my heart
And inside my veins

I wish I could forget...
Forget all the tears and pain,
Forget all the hurt and shame,
Forget all the things of my past

I can't sleep my body is aching
the pain in my chest, my heart is breaking.
The bond that we share I thought was so strong,
but obviously I was so wrong.

You forced yourself on me, along with your touch.
I pleaded for you to stop, but you still wouldn't get off.
I closed my eyes tightly, wishing I were somewhere else.
Wishing someone had been here to help