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Oct 21 · 120
Saturday January 4, 2020
291 days ago
It was a time of chaos for me
It was a night I met someone who made me feel free.
I couldn't believe that in a moment of fear, anger,
torment and despair, I would be touched with so much care.

I can't compare
those moments so long ago were so rare,
the desire I still bear.

291 days ago I spent 22 hours with you,
despite of what I went through,
I wish I could go back to those nights it was just us two.
I told myself
"I will have a great day"
We tell ourselves things that are so cliche
but makes us feel even more isolate.

Despite the positive affirmations
I felt so unmotivated and everything I did or told myself I will do
made it feel like it was obligated.
I wish I
had the guts
to walk away and forget
about what we had,
but I can't because I know
you won't come after me
and that's what hurts the most.
by unknown
Sep 14 · 522
You still left me
"As long as I
don't lose you
I am ok"

Those words will forever
be embedded in my brain,
because you still left me
what a shame.
They are exactly like a mirror
that has been punched and
d
r
o
p
p
e
d
on the floor into p
                             i
                               e
                                 c
                                    e
                                       s
and been joined back
together

when you stand in front of them,
the create hundreds of different  incomplete
                                                                                  υoγ ʇo  ƨnoiɈɔɘlʇɘɿ
It's important to remember that missing someone who hurt you

does not make you a *******,

and it does not make you damaged.

In fact, it only speaks even louder the fact that

your love was too big for them to hold.

So miss people. Miss them even though they don't deserve to be missed.
Aug 29 · 370
Lonely and Empty
Somedays I'd just rather
be alone than being with people
that make me feel lonely.

Other days I'd rather be
alone and unbothered
because I want to feel nothing,
exactly nothing at all.
Aug 24 · 105
Victim
as long as I don't talk about it , then
it never happened.
Aug 21 · 111
Survey says......
Tell me what it is
that causes my
unhappiness
despite having
everything?
Aug 21 · 317
A Cry for Help
Last night I was
in pain,
I cried loud and clear
but no one heard me,
people were around
but
no one helped me
despite my plea.
Aug 15 · 293
I guess I lied
I know I
said I wouldn't
be capable of
breaking someone's
heart,
but I guess I lied
because I have broken the
hearts of those I never
loved in return.
Someone asked me
"What does happiness feel like?"
and it took me a while
to answer.

then I said,
"I'm not sure but
I hope happiness feels
like what a fat kid feels
when eating cake"
Aug 14 · 219
Phrases gone to waste
You are the only
girl for me

I only want you
and no one else

I promise
I will always
love you
phrases said by no one ever
Aug 12 · 286
Stories of My Heart
I always felt
that I was not
capable of being
wanted.
I didn't believe
that I was enough
for anyone.
I have always felt
worthless, rejected,
and that I couldn't
be loved.
Aug 10 · 896
Nothing but the truth
I don't think
I am capable
of breaking someone's
heart,

because I know
too well
what it is like
to have one.
Aug 6 · 248
I l l u s i o n
I got tired of waiting for you to be
the person you were


I began to accept the fact that the
person I loved was simply just an
illusion
Aug 5 · 220
Unrighteous Fire
I am
deeply
falling
in love
with someone
who I can't have
because I am
not a man.
Aug 1 · 358
Isolation
I've become so into my image and the way I look that I choose isolation as my consolation.
I don't want to be seen in the public eye.
I feel ashamed of my body and I don't wish for others to see.
I don't want others to see me like this.
I feel better when I'm alone.
But I am scared to be by myself.
I wish to tear my body apart
I can't sleep
This is my version of What it's like to have difficulty sleeping and hating your body
Jul 31 · 1.0k
The End
If someone
does not want me
it is not the end
of the world
but
if I do not want me
the world is nothing
but endings
Jul 31 · 97
Untitled
When I die
don't you dare
come  to my grave
and tell me
you love me

because those words
were the only thing
I would have needed
to stay.
Jul 31 · 593
Immersed
I don't know what's worse;
Drowning beneath the waves
or dying from the thirst.

Some days
I feel everything at once.
Other days I feel nothing at all.
Jul 31 · 114
Overpowered
I want you
to undress
your heart,
and show me
how much it hurts,
so that
I can show you
how I intend
to make it
stop.

-jl
Jul 23 · 254
To First Heartbreaks
You're the first person
who broke my heart.

For the rest of my life,
you will always be the one
who hurt me the most.

Don't forget that
Our first heartbreak will be the most memorable one, at least on my part.
Jul 23 · 216
Cher âme sœur....
quel est
belle en moi
et ce que je laisse
en moi

c'est toujours
peu importe comment
tu as essayé de me faire
se sentir dur à aimer

il y a tous ces beaux
et des choses tendres en moi ...
t o u j o u r s
belle
et des choses tendres en moi ...
papillons se levant
Jul 23 · 370
Hidden
I never can hide myself from me,

I see what others may never see,

I know what others may never know,

I never can fool myself- and so,

Whatever happens, I want to be

Self-respecting and conscience free
It's hard being yourself when everyone around you wants you to be different..
But being different is an advantage
Jul 22 · 169
I Hope You Find Me
Imagine
Metting someone
who wanted to learn from your past
not to punish or judge you,

but to understand
how you needed to be loved
What it really means is

Feeling I'm Nothing to Everyone
It means that I need someone,
anyone to help get me out of my own mind.
Jul 17 · 142
Unrequited Love
There is this girl,
she is beautiful.

She has short dark blonde hair,
I can notice her anywhere.

At first, we were just friends
but now it all depends

does she know my love for her
is sincere?
Mein Leben ohne dich ist so viel besser

Aber mein Lieber, ich habe deine
Liebesbriefe noch einmal gelesen
Es ist so ein kurzes Gedicht, aber es hat so viel Bedeutung und ist gleichzeitig traurig
Jul 12 · 85
I Don't Love As You Do
I don't know how to love someone
by lying about caring for them

I don't know how to love someone
by pretending to be someone I am not

I don't know how to love someone
by making them feel worthless

I don't know how to love someone
if I don't trust them

I Don't Love As You Do
Jul 11 · 133
Toujours là
tu étais toi et j'étais moi

nous étions deux avant notre temps

J'étais à toi avant de savoir

et tu as toujours été à moi aussi
C'est mon poème préféré traduit de l'anglais
Jul 11 · 390
My Mother Angela
My real mother,
her name is Angela
She invests her heart and soul into
a child that she did not birth.

She loves, has a selfless sacrifice for someone else's kid in all of her,
while ignoring her own comfort.

She could never replace my biological mother,
but every child needs her mother
and nothing can change how much
I love her
To my mother
Jul 11 · 97
Silent tears
Shh...listen, don't you hear?
I'm crying, but they are silent tears.
I'm crying on the inside so you can't see
all the pain running through me.
I cry for you, I cry for me.
I cry for the times I can't,
so if you listen, you may hear my silent tears.
Jul 11 · 164
Fragments
the sky dropped
              its invisible whiteness

             we saw  pass out
                                   nowhere

                        empty the blue  

                              stars

          our summer
                                on the ground


            like last night another
                                             time

                    in fragments
Jul 10 · 159
I'm Nobody's Priority
I really want to tell someone
about the things that go in my head,
bu the truth is,
everyone else is busy with someone else.

I' nobody's priority
I chose not to bother anyone
with meaningless problems
that they don't want to hear.
Jul 10 · 277
YOU WILL HATE ME
My biggest fear is that

eventually

you will see me

the way that

I see myself
Jul 8 · 229
that's how it was
You know it wasn’t my fault
You just left me without saying anything to me
And even though I cry as I’ve never done before
I was still in love with you

But you left
And you didn’t say if you were coming back
And without anything else, I don’t know
But that's how it was, that's how it was

I wished the best of luck
I promised not to speak to you nor to see you again
And now you’re back there’s nothing here
I can´t love you, I must not love you

I don’t love you anymore
I´ve fallen in love of a divine being
Of a great love
Who taught me to forget
And forgive
How do you get over a heartbreak?
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I will always be there for you
I will always care about you
I will always fight for you
I will always love you

you were never there for me
you never cared, your silence was the key
you never fought for me, instead, you broke me free
you didn't love me, you  never accepted you and me
because you  judged a person I was never meant to be

Someday you'll realize I was there when no one else was.
That I loved you like no other, and I didn't judge you like the others
Makes me wonder, why do I still bother?
Jul 7 · 116
I wish I could forget
Sometimes I feel unimaginable pain.
It's always in my mind, within my brain.
It dwells inside all of my heart
And inside my veins

I wish I could forget...
Forget all the tears and pain,
Forget all the hurt and shame,
Forget all the things of my past

I can't sleep my body is aching
the pain in my chest, my heart is breaking.
The bond that we share I thought was so strong,
but obviously I was so wrong.

You forced yourself on me, along with your touch.
I pleaded for you to stop, but you still wouldn't get off.
I closed my eyes tightly, wishing I were somewhere else.
Wishing someone had been here to help
I never thought that someone who I thought I loved would hurt me so much...
Maria Hernandez

I wasn't expecting to be broken
All I wanted was to be loved
but all I ever got was short-spoken.

It didn't matter what I said
It didn't matter what I wanted
To you, it only matters what I spread.

Didn't you hear me say NO the first time?
Why did I ever think you would hear me the third one?
The way I felt inside was a crime
I wasn't expecting to be broken

— The End —