Saumya: Poems

Dec 2017 · 330

The Truth (part: 3)

Saumya Dec 2017

The Truth (part: 3)

Trust not the faces, they lie often!.
Trust actions, and you'll be on the right track, most often.

Dec 2017 · 327

Now, That The Year's At End

Saumya Dec 2017

Now, That The Year's At End

It started with happiness,
And a half smile then,
But ah! It's so soon,
That the year's at end.

It started with people,
I then called friends,
But, Oh! Those friends
Didn't last till end
And Now, Will no more
As the Years at end.

It started with hope,
To achieve most since then,
But sigh* who knew,
God had different plans?
But then, what can be done,
Instead of acceptance
That Now, The year's at end.

It started with joys,
A sense of content,
That things are in control
Every now and then.
But ah! It pains
That it's end,
Took off all the happiness,
I earned.
And now, what's left
Instead of acceptance?
Acceptance of the fact,
That the years at end.

Fact.
2017 has been the most pathetic year of my life.What I wished, is exactly what I didn't get. What I deserved, was taken away from me....I hope this was enough to make you feel, what this year blessed me with...Yes, despair obviously!
I just hope, the next year turns out to be the best one for us all

Dec 2017 · 596

Happy To Be Yours

Saumya Dec 2017

Happy To Be Yours

Your eyes,
makes me smile more,
Your voice,
has all cures,
Your lips,
I crave, having more and more,
Your hugs,
alleys all feelings of being alone,
I'm so happy...so glad....and so blessed
To be yours.

I'm happy, happy to be yours.

Minutes, Hours and Days passed.
And so did the years,
oh how quickly they last.
We fought,
We laughed,
We shared,
And cared,
We smiled,
We giggled,
We cried,
And it all went through every year,
In time and tides.
I knew you then,
But i know you now,
My frowns are replaced,
By my blush now.
I'm so happy....so glad...and so blessed
To be yours.

I'm happy, happy to be yours.

How could I not see this you,
That I can see now,
I was so blind, so unaware,
and such a fool to not understand.
Our fights made us wise,
Our tears made us strong.
And we were always there for each other,
In all storms.
I always loved the way how
You patched up.
You wept more, when
things were messed up.
Your smile was something,
That could heal my weeping soul,
And your cuddles were something,
That I relished most..
I'm glad that those arms are mine now,
Mine forever, and mine for now.
I'm so happy...so glad...and so blessed
To be yours.

I'm happy, happy to be yours.

You've made me smile,
In times I felt like crying,
You saved my soul,
When I was all alone..
You perceived me,
When I was expressionless.
You've made me, 'me'
When I had everything
Except, that faith in me .
You induced courage,
When I lacked that in me.
You taught me everything i needed to know,
And made my world,
Beautiful than snow.

You're a pure treasure, treasure to my soul,
And I'd love to be imprisoned,
Imprisoned in your heart and soul.
Not just for this day, Not just for the coming days
But for the years, that I can witness more..
I'm so glad, so happy...and so blessed
To be yours.*

I'm happy, happy to be yours.

© 2017 Saumya

Dec 2017 · 243

...Listen

Saumya Dec 2017

...Listen

The silence,
It cries...
Of disdain and despise
...Listen.

The cries,
It hides,
Things you mustn't avoid
...Listen.

The misfortunes,
It whispers,
Life's all about keeping up the fight
...Listen.*

The success,
It chides,
Don't be full of pride
For humbleness takes one, Miles
...Listen.

Just a scribbly pondering :)

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Dec 2017 · 187

The Truth(part-2)

Saumya Dec 2017

The Truth(part-2)

'Life' is but a mysterious road we tred on.We'll intially start treading, with the caution and warmth of two magical soul, who'll guide us about every tips and tricks to tread safely on this road, but many unfortunate ones of us, may lack that light too.many may even not be blessed with such souls, or maybe deprived from them since the very beginning.
But life, for all goes on and on, and we gotta walk and walk.

We'll meet many new strangers, from time to time, and the list will expand eventually, but at a certain phase, some stranges will change the path, and choose the different one, you're not treading on.You still will have to make sure, you keeping treading, if possible, with the ones you now have with you

Eventually, there will be some out out this sum of people, who'll change their path too.Bur what you'll always have to remember while treading, is 'you' never gotta hold on' because everyone has a different map, to tread on, and not every traveller can accompany you everywhere, tho they wish too.

Their eventually, will some a big wide crossroad, where, all these people who accompanied you yet, will depart, tho they wished hard to stay with you.You'll lose and miss them, for sure, but then, you'll meet another set of people, who'll be there to wellcome you on your journey with the roads still to be tread.This obviously will be new, and kinda unadaptable at the beginning, but things will sooner be fine, as to learn to adapt.Basically, there will be many roads you'll tread on, but the thing you'll Exactly need to learn here, is 'The more adaptable you are, the better journey you'll have'.

There will be many ups and downs, pits and blotches in your way, but then, you'll have to enjoy, whatever comes your way.Finally, there you'll be introduced to a big, wide, long, dusty, crossroad of life, where you'll all be alone, almost helpless, lacking the energy you intially had when you started the journey, but then, the mere blessing you'll have is an evolved body, heart, mind and soul, and your consciousness.
This road may either be rough, or smooth depending on the journey you've had, the values you've inculcated, and finally, you'll be back to somebody who actually gave this roadmap, with all the strategies and your validity. Happily sad, or maybe sadly happy to have you back :)

That's Life, that's the truth.
And guess what? It's completely inevitable :)

Dec 2017 · 258

The Truth..

Saumya Dec 2017

The Truth..

'Man' is the creature of circumstancial hormones, he knows things, but does just what his mere hormones allow!

Dec 2017 · 317

Uncertainity

Saumya Dec 2017

Uncertainity

There are times, when the only thing you can do, is work, work hard , and keep working harder till you achieve the goal you've had, buy what if the no. Of attempts you get, isn't enough as the degree of hope you possess?
The incessant work, the toil, that dedication, all kinda wells up our eyes, but the pain inside is too deep for those tears even to ease!

Theres a thing, called 'misfortune' that comes into light, then.When a person is unfortunate, at a phase of time, no matter what he or she does, with whatever degree of dedication, the fate rejects all the honesty, and what we exactly get is what we never wished and deserved then.But as the saying goes, 'time rules everything'.'Nobody ever reaped the good harvest before time didn't nod, and I feel nobody ever will.

'Uncertainity' rules life! We can work dedicatedly, be honest with everything and be sincere, yet the chapter called 'Uncertainity' governs life, the people, us, and everything associated with everyone. What we actually wish and expect, isn't what we get, when we actually want, and what we getvis often given at a time, when we are least in need of it.Sadly, that's life.A life, which is indeed so wierdly uncertain!

A deep thought and experience.

Dec 2017 · 448

Amidst Mightnight Breeze

Saumya Dec 2017

Amidst Mightnight Breeze

Amidst midnight breeze,
I wander, I wonder
Life's streets.

Amidst midnight breeze,
I miss, I wish,
A presence.. Bittersweet.

Amidst midnight breeze,
I see, I feel
the birds...Sleep.

Amidst midnight breeze,
I feels the love,
So painfully sweet.

Amidst midnight breeze,
The fog tickles,
Teases me deep.

Amidst midnight breeze,
I feel a silence,
So calm, so deep.

Amidst Mightnight breeze,
I feel the stars,
Wish luck to seas.

Amidst midnight breeze,
I see, I feel
The earth prepares it
For the morning feast.

Just a thought :)
Thankyou for reading, Commenting a d reacting.

-Saumya

Nov 2017 · 763

..She..

Saumya Nov 2017

..She..

She,
Who's perceives,
Your deepest mystery.

She,
Who adores nature,
Just more, more than me.

She,
Who's a fresh air,
That can so well heal.

She,
Who listens,
But will never judge you
To be silly.

She,
Who can smile,
In her greatest miseries.

She,
Who loves,
And sees all as a good being.

She
Who's sans, sans a family,
But blessed and pampered
By her pets daily,

She,
Who'll prove,
'Age is just a number,
In intimacy.'

She,
Who's heart, is so,so lively
A heart, that Pours love pious, incessantly.

She,
Who dwells in a heaven on earth,
Nests in her alluring heavenly hearth,
Amidst the birds, plants and beasts.
And is so, so fond of nature's mirth

She,
Who's fond of nature and tree.

She,
Who so loves writing poetry.
And Is a pro,
At this proficient artistry

She,
Who'll spread happiness,
Wherever she'll be.

Is my sweet,
sweet aunt-friend
My dear aunt and friend
Called 'Margie'!

Margie is a friend of mine, I met on Niume.

This is a poem, I wrote for her.
Lemme know how's it.
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Nov 2017 · 775

Only If You Knew

Saumya Nov 2017

Only If You Knew

Now, that you're gone,
And left me in dew,
I wish there were things,
You better knew...

The peace
The silence
Will always be due,
The peace,
The silence
That were then so true.

Your talks, my laughs
Your persevering view,
Made me smile,
With nods for you
Like it was just, just you!

The fights, the frown,
Were then still still cute,
Maybe because,
It was with you!

You left, Not asked,
With a lame excuse,
An excuse ,I know
That was just so not true.

I wish you stayed,
could perceive the truth,
That there was somebody,
Who loved, loved you.

There's still a voice,
That connects me with you,
That makes me smile, shed tears for you
and often makes me miss you,

But now you're gone,
I don't have you,
I wish my love,
You could see the truth.

But then it's late,
To be in the dew,
And I hope,
That was all
...Only If you knew.

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All your comments and feedbacks are most welcome.

Nov 2017 · 399

To Somebody Who Will Never Know..

Saumya Nov 2017

To Somebody Who Will Never Know..

I dreamt of a moon,
While they wished for stars
You meant much more,
More than a star.

The breeze that blew then,
Healed all my scars,
But who knew then,
It was but a start.

Days went by,
We came so far,
But the space between
Turned into a space
Ever unreachable this far.

You were a moon then,
You're a moon now,
With a mere difference,
That you were my planets moon then
But  opted some other planet
To revolve around now.

I remember the days,
That made us laugh,
I remember the days,
That no more  last.

Now that you're other's moon,
I cry, I smile, and pray you bloom,
Pray in the hope I  see you soon.
But somewhere this piece of the abodoned heart,
Misses the part...My empty heart.

To love a moon,
Is a great, great thing
The memories still leave me smiling,
When then it makes me
Realize the scars,
That sure can't be healed any far.

The night so dark,
Stiched in glimmering stars,
Often makes me wonder far,
Wonder if you see me from the stars.

When I look deep into the pearly sky,
I feel them blink, and ask me why
Why Oh girl, we see you cry?
I smile, I smile, with a tear filled eye,
Tell them of a moon, who was so, so fine.

They glimmer, glimmer in pure delight
But end up in pain and helpless sigh,
Knowing the moon now,
Can never me nine.

The midnight breeze,
Caressess my cheeks,
Smiles thoughtfully,
Kissing my cheeks.

I close my eyes,
I disdain and grief,
And compel myself
To let them sleep.
And while my eyes
Shed a tear in grief,
It dries it off,
And sings me to sleep.
With its serene, serene lullaby.

Just a pondering :)

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Nov 2017 · 3.1k

Alphabetical (ABCD....WXYZ) Poem on 'Nature & The Sky Above'

Saumya Nov 2017

Alphabetical (ABCD....WXYZ) Poem on 'Nature & The Sky Above'

Although the skies appear blue,
Blueish white, with cottony hue.
Coloured orange, with fainted red
Dazzles bright at each sunset.

Evening sky, intensely blue,
Fainted is the sunset hue.
Glowworms dance, adorn the hue
Happiness spreads in the world anew
Into this landscapic purplish blue.

Juggling, days
Klucking nights
Lying stunned in this hue so right
Man, the creature, so curiously few.
No matter it's a day or two,
some hues amaze like a landscapic view!

Orange red, with deep yellow in blue,
Pearly stars, adorn the view.
Quilty cold, in the days with dew
Rosemary looks majestically new!

Sun, the ball of fire for few
Teaches, turns a page each new,
Unknown, interesting, perceivable to few
Vanity is so pale, to take,
Wander, wither, breath well each day.

Xmas may not come each day,
Yawn, smile, admire all days, as uncertain are night somedays
Z**enith meets only the braves, let zephyrs cuddle, embrace your zealousy face.

ABC Poem/Alphabetical poem:

ABC poetry is a short form of poetry. It is normally written to show feeling. It contains five to six lines in each stanza. You may begin your poem with any letter of the alphabet.
The next three lines must follow sequence. So if you start with the letter "G" the next line must start with the letter "H". The last line can begin with any letter of the alphabet.
______________________________________________
Example :

Remembrance

Sleepless, fitful nights, (first four lines follow the order of the alphabet)
Thoughts of you adhere.
Untouchable, love abounds.
Visions haunt me;
Memories sustain me. (last line begins with any letter)
- Anonymous.
______________________________________________

Read and lemme know how was the poem.Thankyou for reading, reacting, and Commenting!

#nature #sky #star #us

Nov 2017 · 818

Go With The Flow...

Saumya Nov 2017

Go With The Flow...

People come
And people go
Some turn into friends
Some turn into foes
Some stay for years,
Some even more
But some may
Leave you lost in hopes.*

Yet all we need,
Is to learn and know,
What once comes,
will one day go.
And that we need
To go with the flow,
Letting go
What is no more.

Reality.

Nov 2017 · 222

~Those Arms~

Saumya Nov 2017

~Those Arms~

The nights,
Not bright,
That Hide all light,
Blushing... Waiting
For the love
That's gonna happen tonight.

Your arms,
The Place that holds us tight,
Your arms,
The place, I adore being all night.
Your arms,
The place, that knows good faith.
Your arms,
The place, that cuddles so great.

The giggles, the fights,
All end up allright,
In your warmest shelter,
With a grin each night.

We start so bad,
And end up mad,
Yet your warmth,
Your arms,
Make us smile,
And relax.

I love those arms,
The hugs we have,
It grips us tight,
In the love we have.

Those arms,
I wish, are forever mine,
For they define best,
The term called 'divine'.

Just a thought :)

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Nov 2017 · 1.9k

The soil of life

Saumya Nov 2017

The soil of life

A tree stands tall on soil,
A human on earth,
The ground,
forming soils upper 'crust'.
But what would thou be,
If sans was the soil first?

We origunated from the soil,
Evolve through it,
One day, we'll be this soil
The soil, on which thou may never sit.

Life still isn't a thing,
without this mere soil.
It endures so much,
Yet gives back peace.
And complains not,
Of its strife's and greifs!

The food we eat,
The air we breathe,
Will all be futile,
Sans soil beneath.

There wouldn't be trees,
Would fresh air we'd breath?
The water we drink,
Would'en really be free?
And Oh, the ground that
Endures you feet,
Would you be standing,
Without the soil beneath?

The soil forms lifes,
Aids us live,
But little we know,
Of its sincerest deeds!

It burns itself,
To prevent us from heat,
It wettens itself,
And absorbs all heat.

The birds,
The beasts,
the tinniest creatue indeed,
Are the elements indebted
to soil in brief.

Thou life is but this soil,
The soil that reings life,
we are the trees,
Who stand on it,
Who laugh, endure,
Learn, speak,
Yet keeps so much,
like those little seeds.

Thy parent are seeds,
And the roots to be
Thy friends are leaves,
That may shed in weeks,
Thy siblings the arms,
Those helping hands in deeds.

The soil of life,
Sees success, misfortune and griefs,
Yet fertile is the one,
Who masters to smile even in adversities.
The soil is major part of eternity,
And our lives an essential part,
The part, we then call as an 'evergrowing tree'

Just a thought :)

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#life #soil #tree #us

Nov 2017 · 574

Insomnia (Collaboration with Jobira)

Saumya Nov 2017

Insomnia (Collaboration with Jobira)

Sleep, that sets weariness aside,
Eyes that dream so free each night,
Of life to be a pure delight,
Yet wanders off to the darker sides.

I kept drowning further deep
To catch-up with your pace
But as I get closer and sway,
I seem to not touch your face

Your love is taking me
A place I have never been
To a heavenly garden
Where grows no pain

Darkness has fallen
Nobody is insight
My eyes are wide shut
But I see your guiding light

A light that makes me
Blush in delight!
The garden grape green,
The flowers smelling serene,
The glowworms glitters,
In this landscape yellow, reds and greens.

From your gardens of fruits
I want to have a tasty feast
For you’re the pleasure I seek
Take me home before I’m awake

Not for me,
Not for you,
Not for us,
But for the 'love' that entangles us,
Entangles hearts and soul.
Take me home,
For the heaven's sake.
Take me home, please
Before I'm awake.

I am sleeping in my dreams
But wide awake in yours
I feel completely addled
And lost my ways of truths

If insomnia has a different side
I would remain sleeping
I need not wake up soon
From this pleasant view dreaming.

For it makes me cry,
It makes me smile
Like a happy child
With hopes so high,
Those hopes,
I know, shall never die!

@jobira &
@Saumya

**=Jobira's lines.

Lemme know how it was
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#insomnia #sleep

Nov 2017 · 269

Silence Speaks It All...

Saumya Nov 2017

Silence Speaks It All...

Ever wondered why everyone who speaks a lot, speaks not anything at a state, where they could just speak a lot?

Well, that's a condition, when the mind tells us something else, the soul reflects something else, and in between all these loud voice, the 'heart' merely throbs, and whispers things,that one themselves can't understand and figure out! And it is then, one becomes, 'Silent'.

Silence, is a very pious condition, a being can be in.It is this silence, that connects us, to ourselves, to our surroundings, to nature, and the creator.It is because of this fact, that one who is depressed, or is suffering from anxiety isues, often wish to be in solitude.

Silence heals, silence helps one perceive the unperceivable things, silence helps one figure out the situation, and silence, shows us the 'right way' because we involve God's consent in whatever we do then.

Silence again, is a virtue not possessed by many! While there will be some, who are hardly quiet, there also are people who hardly talk.To know exactly when and till when should one be quiet, and when should one never be quiet is an art.And that's exactly what differentiates people from other people.

The wiser ones are the most quiet ones often.They don't exaggerate things, and Exactly opposite to them are the fools.Ever seen a bird complaining about the bad weather or the grains she didn't bget from your house? Obviously not!Even birds complain not, and fight not, for what they didn't get.They stay quiet, and find some other way to get what they need.

Maybe this is why there's such peace, such seerinity in our holy places, no matter how much of a crowd gathers there! Ever seen a priest getting agitated by the noises crowds make?
No, they respect people, and they have patience to deal with the crowd, because they know, people's habit can't be changed, as each habit takes months and years to be foemwd.everyone is different, and so are they.and most of all, we all are the children if God.

Anything that holds knowledge is mostly quiet, and patient.Whether it's the sun, the moon, the winds, the sea, the breeze, the daylight, the dark, and Most importantly Our 'Creator'.

It is because they are quiet, we respect them.The day nature, and the Gods start speaking, they'll speak stuffs that we'll not want to hear again.For it is human nature, to respect people and things, only till the time, they don't harm and react.The day, it happens, we'll leave and lose respect for such people and things, forever .

It is therefore very important to speak less, listen more., For they who listen much are much listened and respected.Value Silence, Value Yourself!

Just a thought :)

Lemme know how it was.

Nov 2017 · 383

Do what needs to be done!

Saumya Nov 2017

Do what needs to be done!

They smile and let go when they need to act?
Good!
Do the same, when it's your turn.

They laugh, when they need to understand?
Great!
Smile, and wait for your turn.

They ridicule when they gootta respect you as a human?
Great!
Dare, show em' the ground where they still stand.

Tolerate not disrespect, and disdain.
Respect people till they do, and not untill you can.
Be a humble cow, humble enough to
Love, care and understand.
But dont hesitate using your thorns to **** them off,
If they treat you with disrespect
And nobody ought not to do that
To any other women and man!

Forget not, you've got your hands,
Not just to pray, and work as you can,
Use those hands, if a punch is exactly
What they deserve then!

Dare not stopping your legs,
To March towards right,
And do what exactly needs to be done.

Being humble, and sweet is a virtue
That everyone should have in them,
But never let that humbleness,
Affect your peace by any chance.

Stand for right,
Fight for your worth,
If that's what needs to done.

Treat people exactly the way they treat you
As that's what they're worth.
Treat them better,
Treat them worse,
And in both cases,
You'll anyway lose them!

Nobody and nothing stays forever,
Nor will then this disrespect and disdain.
Stand up, fight for the right, fight for things that you feel are undone.

Fear not anything, as time will adjust
If you perform right actions.
Fear not people who leave you in this mess,
As they showed they were just 'Fake friends'
Love yourself, love others
Treat yourself right, treat them right.

Fight for right,
Forgive not such despise!
Because, that's what exactly needs to done.

Your comments please?

Thankyou for reading :)

Oct 2017 · 293

Webbed

Saumya Oct 2017

Webbed

If that small headed spider
Knew the fate of web
Built Days and nights
For his comfort and rest,

Would on day
Turn out
To be but his 'caged deathbed'!

He'd never ever think of making a web.

If we new our expectations,
Were not more like this
Spiders Thready glimmering web,
We sure would be free,
From remorse and regret.

The spider makes it web,
And we make our expectations
Unquenchable instead.

Knowing not the truth,
That we are sure born free,
But a chain webs us,
Ironically here and there
Much similar like the spider's web.

Just a thought. :)

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#chain #spider #webedwe #us

Oct 2017 · 366

I Dream Of You Tonight

Saumya Oct 2017

I Dream Of You Tonight

Breeze,
Flowing, flowing
From West to east
Soothing me.

The sea across which is our little heaven,
Sparkles, glitters,
In the moonlit night.

My hairs,
Moving to and fro,
Fast and slow,
Reminding me of my man

The starry night,
Staring at me
Waiting for you each moment.

The water,
Splashing my mouth,
Splashing me now & then

But ah! Your arrival
Lits up these moments.

The moon dims it's light,
The star in awe... Hide
The cottony cloud, cover the sparkling sky.

The owls shrills it's cries,
The breeze blows wild,
The sea rests for a while.

The nature,
The stars,
The moon,
The sea.
And the fading moonlight.
Smiles.

Waiting, waiting for all
that will be pure delight..

You come so close,
And kiss my nose.
Hug me tight,
Like I'm always yours.

Your eyes meets mine,
My eyes meets yours,
Wishing this sights
Lasts forevermore.

I smile,
You grin,
At stare naughtily,
That maybe just yours.

We are at the window,
Enjoying our love tango.
And later you smile,
And close the door.

My heart throbs fast,
With your steps so fast,
You come in to the window,
Now so close.

You kiss my cheeks,
And play with my nose,
And as I giggle,
Your hands make my eyes close.

You take me in my arm,
And you smell so nice,
Taking us to our bed,
My lovely, night.

You kiss my eyes,
When we are just in bed,
Oh, what I see!
Is my man, naked
Smirking,
Kissing my forehead.

I kiss your lips,
And lick your lips,
Bitting them,
Like my favorite chips.

You kiss my neck
And bite me,
We keep turning us,
On and on.

I feel you members,
So, so divine,
And caress the one,
That's growing to be mine

You smile, your smirk
And kiss my head,
While I circle
You *****, and your head.

I squeeze it hard,
As hard as you moan,
It so soothing
To so you moan.

You kiss me fast,
with a wilder last,
You do that thing,
That beautiful thing.

Now you're my king,
And I'm your queen,
It's so good to be us
After all this thing.

I smile, and smile,
Turn on and on
You grin and grin
Like my favorite storm.

We toiled in us,
All this night,
To watch you in my dreams,
Could wet anyone in delight!

Just a pondering :)

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#you #me #us #dream #night #sea

Oct 2017 · 411

A Leaf's Cry..

Saumya Oct 2017

A Leaf's Cry..

Seed...
...placed , watered in the soil
With the hope, of Turing into
'Tree'

Seed...
...Forming cotyl
... That eventually differentiates
In epicotyl & hypocotyl
To turn into a leafy stem,
And a fibrous root to be...

Stem...
Growing, developing
...Into a bigger one indeed!
Gradually, happily forming leaves!
Bifurcating into two and many branches to be....

Roots...Helping the stem
Stem... Helping roots
growing in water & sunny heat.

Stems...Now branches
Branches...Now leafy branches
Happily exhibiting their grape green leaves!

The leaves, being a proud elements
Of the latter tree to be,
Working, dedicating,
All their energy
To fulfill their needs.

But oh! These leaves,
These generous ones indeed,
Are unaware , so unaware
Busy working days and nights,
Devoid of greed.

They rejoice at  the tree yielding its fruits,
They rejoice when the tree ripens it's fruits,
they rejoice, when these see birds and beasts,
Relishing how yummiliciously sweet it is.

It all passes,
Never worrying them about grosses.
The young leaves come,
And greener it becomes.
And the old grow pale,
Time for the fall.

The tree grows big,
So happy in its veil
Carefree about the leaves,
Who toiled night & day
Growing pale & pale
Pale enough
To even Carbon dioxide's  inhale.

Seeing the tree who no more cares,
Fruits & seeds, busy pampered & care d,
They get one thing,
We all should sing,

Nature gives what
It one day takes,
We came from it
Will one day be it's waste.

What is so ours,
Isnt really ours,
Time rules,
And nature mocks!

Oh humans,
Oh birds,
Oh women,
Oh men,
Listen, listen,
As I won't repeat it again,

Hope, hope as much as you can,
But never expect as you always can!
As Hope takes high,
But Expectations drain.

For nature gives,
For nature takes.
It makes you young,
To work most of what  you can!
It makes you old,
To live your last lost plans.

Enjoy this life,
As much as you can,
Enjoy what comes,
Regregreting not  your  pasts 'I cans'.

Care for you as much as you can,
Know, know that somebodydy else will
But nobody forever can!

I'm now but a growing leaf,
At my deathbeds highest peak,
Teaching you as much I can.

Life your life, as you always would.
Be proud of what you can and could.

I was a leaf,
I am a leaf,
An now a jaded, old pale, trashed one.

I came from soil,
As a part of seed,
The seed that yielded a bigger tree.
The tree is happy,
With its flowers and fruits
The fruits yield now,
Many, many seedy fruits.

But oh, this tree this busy one indeed,
Knows not thay it's but the leaves make it!

Today that it has many,
It misses not me,
But oh, I feel pity,
But heart sobs much in misery,
Remembering, reminiscing
That first parent seed
For it was the seed,
That loved & blessed ,
Blessed enough to be a tall
Tall, yet a 'selfish' tree.

Just a pondering.

Thankyou for reading.lemme know how it was :)

#tree #stem #root #leaf

Oct 2017 · 280

The impossible 'Us'

Saumya Oct 2017

The impossible 'Us'

Words that I say,
You don't get.
Heart that I pour out,
You distrust.

All things I do for you,
You interrupt.
You take my love for granted,
Misconidering it, to be 'lust'

We are far,
Far to be friends,
Far to even trust,
Far enough, to distrust,
Misinterpreting things to lust!
I guess, tears, remorse
And laments all

That will ever be the element,
Of the impossible 'Us'

A real story.

Thanks for reading :)

Oct 2017 · 842

Who Am I?

Saumya Oct 2017

Who Am I?

I have witnessed many, who are so confident & eloquent about what they are, what they need etc.But yes, when this question is asked to me, I start asking myself, who actually am I?
Lol..I know that sounds funny, but I do have a logical reason behind that.Well what's that? That exactly is, because I'm what I see myself to be, and to honest, I'm not the same as I was yesterday, and if you see what's me wrt. Tommorow, I'm not the same person, I'm today.

I see, I learn, I grow & I am a new me everyday! I know, there may not me many, who'd like to talk to me personally, but those, who have ever had a chat or talk in real, with me, know the real me

When it comes to my personality and my behavior etc, know this very clearly, 'Im what exactly you're to me.No more no less '
Normally I'm a very sweet, caring, and humble kinda person, but when it comes to liars, backstabbers, cheaters etc. You'll find me an intolerable demon, that won't regret throwing you outta my life. I'm sweet as sugar, bitter as gourd, and will be strong enough to burn you into ashes, if you mess with me for wrong this, cheat etc.
For me, life's a one way thing.Either I accept people, and accept them with all my heart, never treating them as an after/ second thought, else I treat them as 'strangers' whom I never knew anyway.And if at all there comes a phase, when you once had been a friend,good friend etc. And I start treating you as a strangee, know that you did something wrong that was unforgivable & with that, you lost your respect in my eyes 'forever'.
I'm normally a forgiver, but I don't forget .Things like Temporary, half, fake etc. Mean nothing to me when it comes to people.either, it's completely true and honest, mutual, or better completely nothing.

I never judge people.But when, you continuously cheat & fool around,you lessen your chance on me trusting you, and event you'll mean nothing to me.
Whether it's people on or offline, I take them seriously, and expect the same, don't take the risk of taking me for granted

I love reading, I love writing, & I love painting too .As fir writing, my favorite genres are : Adventure, philosophy, ****** etc.( These will normally be the genres you'll see my writings in) also, I love the genre "horror' though I haven't written a piece in this genre, so far.I love collaboration, so if you want someone to join you, feel free to ask :)

I'm a very open-minded person, and talk freely about any & everything.Nothing's bad, it's just ones perspective .

I'm a Hindu, but I love & respect all religions.Christmas carols are my favorite

Let me know if there's still any detail required.
Thankyou for reading. :)
Have a great day!

#i #me #myself

Sep 2017 · 438

Pretendence

Saumya Sep 2017

Pretendence

I m good to you
And great with others
You see?
But oh, I'm the one
Who isn't me indeed.

I please you you today,
May please others the comming day,
And thats how
'People pleasing' flows in my way.

But you know what,
What I wanna want you know today?
'People pleasing helps one
In no ways!'

You mind may applaud you now and then,
But you heart soul will noway,
Because pretending
What you aren't
Is sheer disgrace!

Be proud of you,
Smile and say,
'Im good, I'm great
And I follow my heart's way,
Because it's me and myself
That knows our ways.

Why to pretend,
Why to be afraid
Pretending never helps
One anyway!

Random piece...Just a thought

Sep 2017 · 413

We into Us

Saumya Sep 2017

We into Us

Your eyes
My eyes
..Staring, gazing , watching us..

Your lips
My lips
..Tasting, relishing the sweet us..

Your face
My face
..Moving here, there, caressing us..

Your neck
My neck
..Embracing, bitting, and licking us..

Your ears
My ears
..bittibg, *******, licking us..

Your shoulders,
My shoulders,
.. Pressing, compressing, cupoing moving deep in us..

Your stomach
My stomach
...Pressing, pressing us...

Your fruit
My fruit
... rubbing, mixing, shaking, dancing, going deep, making us, 'us'...

Your hands
My hands
...touching, pressing , caressing us..

Your mouth,
My mouth
..Moving up and down
Sharing the juices on & on us...

Your tongue,
My tongue,
.. Travelling, tastings, relishing the depth of us...

Your thighs
My thighs
...Clenched, entangled in each other's ..

Your body
My body
...*******, discovering, relishing, ...
The love
The lust
The hunger
The thirst
And the hot Furnace is us.

You
Lost in me
I
Lost in you
We
Lost into each us.

I am in you
You are in me
And we are
'Into us'
*Smiling

Sensual & ****** .

Lemme know how it was :) Thanx for reading.

#you #me #us #lovelust #*** #into #lost

Sep 2017 · 469

Your reminants

Saumya Sep 2017

Your reminants

It's been these two years
Since we don't talk,
No chats,
No calls.

Yet I miss you
Every day, Every hour.
My mind wants to forget
But never does the heart.

Oh why did u?
Why did you depart.
You asked me to block you forever,
That something you knew
I couldn't think of ever.

You said I unfriended you,
And you knew I could'nt ever.
You were to me so dear,
You still are dear.

But the thoughts of you,
Fill my heart with fear.
You asked me to leave
Giving a lame excuse.

I still ponder,
What took us there?
I was cute, & sweet
U were smart and clever.

But the reason u gave is still unclear,
How could you, or a guy anywhere,
Would think of ******* her sister!
That's a bond so piously precious.
And you could do this
Just because a child, she can never bear?

If you just said,
You've got someone else
That sure would be hard to hear,
But the fact that you left me for sister,
Is something that haunts me everywhere.

I did all things
A friend should do,
I regret the fact,
U never understood.

U lied,
U cheated,
And left this unclear,
Making me think what led us there.

I cry, I weep, and smile in despair,
Tis even today
I miss you with regrets and tears.

Why did you love,
When you had to leave,
When I needed you
Devoid of greed?

You fooled, You lied,
And ruined my life,
I was soo wrong then,
Thinking you were but the reason
Behind my smiles.

You try even today,
To text and call,
But I'm no more the one
Who desperately died to
Accept your calls.

Sometimes what's harsh,
And tears off one's heart,
Is but the best cure,
For a sobbing heart.

You played with me,
Abusing the young gal and childishness in me,
But sigh* you never knew the real me!

The one who cared for you,
More than herself,
Crossed all barriers,
She never even crossed for herself.

Simply because she loved you,
More than herself.

You left her saying,
You gotta **** your sister,
Boy, I feel pity for a sister!
She has a bro,
Who's but a monster,
Who'll never know
It's shamefully sin,
For a bro, to **** her sister!

This poem is more a real.story about a boy, one of my friends met on a writing site, online.Intially they used to be very good friends, later, they exchanged no.s and things went more to night talks, and day chats etc. (The boy was 26, while the gal was 21) Since the very first day, when they first heard each other's voices on call, the boy behaved like he was so into the gal...And started asking the gal for a kiss. It was way to wierd and uncomfortable for her (For a good girl, obviously, things like these happening all of a sudden is quite uncomfortable, but she managed delaying things, and waiting patiently till he properly knew what kind of a guy he was) this boy, litterally forced her for the kiss, everytime they were on call, but never even took the effort of doing so...If he was so desperate lol, he himself could have done it  ;).well, things stayed the same for around 4 years, he used to play the game of blocking , and unblocking the gal, thinking she was innocent and could do what he wished anyway.(He never knew, that the gal was way more stubborn than innocent she was, and did exactly what she felt Ryt, and exactly at the time she felt was OK) she continued delaying, and the guy continued his games and pranks on her
One fine day, when he thought this wasn't working with this gal, He asked her to do one thing for her, what was it? She asked her to block him from all places, where they could  contact. It was obviously wierd ,why was he asking this all of a sudden. Plus, since the gal actually loved him it was both tough and unacceptable for her to think of it. Sigh* thank heaven ! These two never saw each other in person....This gal was weeping incessantly, yet was brave enough to chat with him like she was not much agitated.
She asked the guy why should she block him? He answered, ' things work one way with me, either talk, and enjoy all the sexually abusive  kind of thing I talk about, else leave me forever! She said what?&;He clarified with a yet new strange reply, saying, 'see, I'm an *** person (idk what is it) and I want you to block me, since my mother checks my phone everyday, and I can't manage blocking you, plus, my I've a sister, who's married and is having problem in conception, since her husband has ******* problem, and therefore she has asked me to do it for them!
This was seriously the most rediculous things, this gal could've even thought of! She asked him if he was serious? And there came a one word reply, 'yes!' ...The gal lost her control, and asked it for he last tym with the message, 'So, you seriously want to leave me forever?' and then there came a reply, 'please block me, I have to go today too..TCR.' she saw the message, and replied, ' Thankyou for everything, Bye forever :(' and then came the reply, 'Thankyou for blocking'.

But it was hard for her to block him so she left. It was after 3 days, there came a message '?' this things geared her boiling anger and then she blocked him. Later after 3 months he unblocked him.
Also he blamed her before she blocked him, that she had already unfriended him on Facebook, which actually he had, not she, a forgot, and wasn't ready to accept. She blocked him there, and he's still blocked there, next when she checked the writing site they met on, she discovered that he had blocked him there, too, and full of rage, she blocked him there too.
But yes, neither the gal, nor the guy had blocked each other's no. For phone calls. But that day, she strictly warned him not to call or text her again, but after that blocking thing, he tried calling the gal ;sometimes, but she either ignored his calls, or switched off her phone.

Afterall, after all this there was nothing left to talk about.and even if she managed receiving his call, she wouldn't be able to talk since she had immense pain in her heart, and his voice could only let the tears flow incessant, barely allowing her to speak.
Also, she decided never to be a problem in his life anymore, by completely taking her out if this otherwise love and lust triangle.

Feel free to let me know your honest thoughts, suggestion, etc on this.
Thankyou for reading :)

#he #she #they #her #him #sister #love #need #greed #lust

Sep 2017 · 349

To See You Sleep

Saumya Sep 2017

To See You Sleep

Your eyes are sights
So calm ,so deep
They hold so much
When you least speak.

And while you close them
Diving in slumber so deep
They are the sights
That steal my sleep.

I grin
I smile
And blush indeed
I wish I could
Then kiss you deep.

But oh, I don't
Wish to interrupt your sleep.
As seeing you sleep
Looks really sweet.

My eyes wait for yours
To wake up and speak
Oh, there you are
My cutie creep!

Smiling
Winking
Tingling
Giggling
Hugging tight
And kissing them deep
Relishing, embracing
Like two see's meet.

Seeing you sleep is a pleasure indeed
Your look adorably adorable.
When you're asleep.

Random piece.

Lemme know how was it :)

Thanks for reading.

#sleep #creep #cute

Sep 2017 · 434

Go with the Flow

Saumya Sep 2017

Go with the Flow

People   come
And people go
Some  turn into  friends
Some turn into foes
Some stay for years,
Some even more
But some may
Leave you lost in hopes.

Yet all we need,
Is to learn and know,
What once comes,
will one day go

And that we need
To go with the flow,
letting  go
What isn't anymore.

Just a random thought :) lemme know how was it ?
Also feel free to suggest the title for it.

Thankyou for reading :)

#people #never #remain #the #same #forever

Sep 2017 · 1.9k

My Desires For You

Saumya Sep 2017

My Desires For You

The sun shines bright
Causing daylight
The moon shines low
Between those milky clowds below.

You are my sun,
You are the moon.
You are the autumn
That lets me bloom

I love you baby,
Like your stares
I love it
How you stare me there

You smile at me
And I smile back to you
Salivating high
With something due.

Let's make this night,
The one for us
Let's make us know
How deep can we  love.

You shut the door,
As enter in our room
I know my love,
You want our union
To be at its fullest bloom
To be calmer and soothing like moon

You take my hands
And clutch them in your hand
And keep them on your shoulders
Comming closer, closer to me
As much as you can
Like a brave soldier.
Smiling wider as he can.

You look in my eyes
I look in yours.
Your eyes tell more
Than your mouth for sure .

You grab me close,
Closer to you
Putting your tongue inside my mouth.
We lick and ****
We lick and ****
Quenching, quenching
Our wild thirst
Oh how delicious are your lips when they are pink and glimmering wet.

I grab you close
Touch your mouth
By my nose
And turn and sit on your lap
And toes.

I kiss you neck,
With a deep, deep sigh
Nibbling, bitting , tickling
You all over
Asking
Is this pure delight?

And while you smirked
And bit back my neck,
I put my hand
Inside your pant.

I loved that smirk
I loved that grin,
I loved how you folded your chin.

I squeezed it hard,
Which was so so hard,
And oh! Your ****
Was so huge and stark.

I took off ur pant,
And made you stand,
And  I bent down
To **** your rod, from top to end.
Squeezed your *****
And encircled it with my hands.

You smiled and smirked
Caressed my hair
And relished my worship
Here and there.

And oh, while I was
******* your ****
You unhooked my bra
As you seemed naughitly thirsty.

You asked me to stop
And so did I
You turned me back
Shaked and squeezed
My ***** with pride.

I moaned and moaned
And so did you
You took me in your arms
And ****** my milk jugs
Like a cute baby.
I caressed ur cheeks
And moaned sweetly.

And oh, while you were
******* them so good
You slid your hand
Inside my thing.

And ahhh ahhh my love,
You started rubbing hard
caressing, and kissing deep
My thing.
You smiled and grinned
And so did we
Taking off my pants
Brightened your views.

I blushed and blushed,
And smiled at you
You smirked and grinned
Whispering,
Ahhh baabbby I soo love you!!

You opened your mouth.
Driiped in your saliva
And started licking in
And ferociously outside.

You grabbed my thighs
Putting your wetter tongue deeper deeper inside.
You were busy eating it
Like your favorite pudding.

You relished it all.
I relished it too
I still  smile and giggle alone
Reminiscing how you engulfed it whole.

Your squeezed my *****
With both your hands
Licking licking
Me all over again

I asked you to stop
And so did you.
And while we sighed heavily.
You jumped on my top
******* me hard
And slowly, slowly.
Inserting your ****
In my flower

We moaned and groaned,
And you slid it in.
Kissed my cheeks
And covered my mouth with your palm.

And as your **** was all in me,
It made me yours
And you were mine.
Making us feel so divine.

You pushed  it in
Ahhhh....Ahhhhh
You pulled it out.
Ahhhh.ahhhh
Muuuah... Muuuaaaaahhhh
we relished our oneness
Till we both came
came to numbness.

I hugged you tight
With a big bright smile
You grinned at us
Complementing and chanting
You my  love
Are beautiful than that sky
Prettier that the stars
That sparkle so bright.

I love you now,
will love you forever
My lovely ****** goddess
my forever beautifully hot and  lovely wife!!

This is my first attempt to writing an ****** piece. Please let me know how it was :)
. Thankyou for reading :)

#love #forever #****** #poem

Sep 2017 · 678

Reflective Pondering

Saumya Sep 2017

Reflective Pondering

Sometimes it feels like
The only thing you've ever wanted
Is the only thing
That doesn't wants you back.

Sometimes it feels like
The only thing you used to be so good at
Doesn't want you to be
Anymore good to it back.

Sometimes it feels like
The only things you ever thought
Were yours
Doesn't wish to be yours anymore.

Sometimes it feels like
all virtues you've always had
Are making their way
Far, faraway from you.

Sometimes it feels like
There isn't anything left
The heart's so frustrated
The brain tired
And our soul
Misses, misses
It's inner sire.

This is a random poem from me.
Lemme know how it was to you :)

Thankyou for reading, liking & commenting.

#soul #heart #mind

Sep 2017 · 270

Amidst Trees

Saumya Sep 2017

Amidst Trees

Sweet, sweet, compelling breeze
Flowing, flowing twrds the streets.
Whispering, tickling the honeybees
Smiling at the birds and beasts.

Caring, soothing, devoid of greed
Chucking at the world so neat.
Acting like a friend in need
Whispering, whispering the words of peace.

And, oh! When it reaches the fields
It smiles thoughtfully in the lush indeed.
It cuddles, comforts, and moves through trees,
Telling the woods it's adventurous need
But while it reaches the mountains peak,
It takes in it in the pine seeds,
And burst happily into deep orange spring.

I yearned for health, I yearned for peace
But never knew that a breeze could heal!

All you feedbacks on this are most welcome :)

#breeze #trees #sweet

Aug 2017 · 606

The Ballad Of An Old Man

Saumya Aug 2017

The Ballad Of An Old Man

Santiago set out to catch some fish,
He sailed out further, then had his want
And waited patiently with the prayer and wish
With the remorseless lament.

For awhile the boy, Malolin
Joined this ole man, to learn fishing
But the old man was, so dreary and weak
Weak enough, to let go months resting.

Manolin was a a fair young kid,
A kid of twelve or more
Santiago was an old man,
A man of eighty four!

The boy got annoyed,
And decided to leave
Thinking the old man,
Was disgruntled to perceive.

But one fine day, when the sun smiled at this case
The old man tried to set off his dismay
He thought to go fishing & get his bait
Like he did so happily, in his boyhood days!

He set out, set again and caught some fish
He sailed out further, and had his want.
He saw a birdie, leading him to sea
He caught more tuna, and one bigger fish that fullfilled his want.

He relished the tunas, the sea offered as gift
He loved how yummy, yummy it looked.
But hardly noticed the deep line,
the bigger fish had something big on it, that may further get him hooked.

He used a small line,
To snug a dolphin.
That had in it two small fish
They hid it it, Shining and smiling.

He fought his need for sleep and fatigue,
Of constantly keeping hold of line
Before he saw the bigger fish,
Suddenly circling his boat's outline.

He assumed the fish's weight to be twice of his boat
He stabbed the fish with a masterstroke.
He used his hope to the utmost
Tied the fish to a side of his boat,somewhere thinking to take it to shore.

He let the current have him whole,
Fearing the sharks might sniff
Sniff the blood off the big fish,
In some hours or just a jiff.

The first shark took the hefty bite,
Before he got stabbed by Santiago's harpoon,
The second one took just a quarter bite,
But before these two got dead soon, they took with em the half harpoon.

The old man fashioned a yet new harpoon,
Fixing the knife to an oak stick,
He used it then for the sharks to come,
But , oh! It split on a new shark's skull click.

He fought, and fought, but oh, at last,
The old man won, with the major loss
He returned to the shore in moonlit night,
& Found the fish just had a residual skeletal mass.

He reached the shore, with tears of remorse
Oh, how bravely did the old man fought!
Though it was a ' Victorious loss'
He thought while dragging the mast to shore while Monolin came running, discussing how he fought.

The boy smiled at the bravery, the old man showed,
He smiled at the old man like he saw a hero,
He hugged him tight, & smiled in delight
And called Santiago, 'His brave hero'!

And so you see , this sad story
Ends
Santiago tried to help himself,
But he needed the help of his
Friend,
To provide him with some worldly wealth.

This is my first attempt to ballad :) lemme know how it was to you? If you've anything that I need to know bout editing this, please send me your suggestion through ur messages.

Thankyou

#santiago #ballad #manolin #old #man

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