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"mortgage" poems
Dear Miss ********, We regret to inform you that unfortunately at this time we do not have space for you at our company. Yours, Xxxx xxxxxxxx Dear Miss *******, We regret to inform you that unfortunately at this time we cannot offer you a place with our company as you are under qualified. Yours ** xxxxx Dear Miss ********, Thank you for your application. We regret to inform you that you are over-qualified for the position. Yours,  xxxxxxx *** Dear Miss ******, I don’t think so love. This isn’t even a letter, this is my managerial position on you handing me your cv. Cheers, bahbye now Dear Miss *******, This isn’t really a letter either, but despite how un-pc this is, we can’t hire you due to your gender. Thanks anyway, save your paper. Dear Miss ********, Thank you for your application, unfortunately we had stronger applicants. Yours, etc.,  aaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaa Dear Miss ********, Thank you for your application. Unfortunately we are not hiring at the moment even though we had advertised the job you applied for. Yours, xxxxxxxxx xxxxx Dear Miss ********, We had left it between you and another applicant, and couldn’t decide so we flipped a coin, and she won. You’re a lovely girl though. Yours, fffffff ffff fffff Dear Miss ********, I refer to your claim for Jobseekers Benefit/Assistance at VVVVVV’s CCCCCC local office. Jobseekers Benefit/Assistance claims are subject to periodic review, consequently, I would appreciate if you would attend this office for interview on the 31/17/78 and bring the following : 1. Proof of Identity (i.e. Passport or Driving Licence or Long version of your Birth Certificate) 2.  Proof of Residency (e.g. Letter from landlord/ Rent Book/ Lease/ Mortgage Receipt/ Letter from Parents + Household Bill) 3. Written Proof of recent job applications and replies. 4. Proof of job applications made through FAS 5. FAS courses applied for. 6. A copy of your Curriculum Vitae (CV): unemployed from 7. If your spouse/partner is an adult dependent on your claim, please bring his/her GNIB and Passport/Travel Documents. Failure to respond to this letter may lead to suspension or disallowance of claim. Yours sincerely, **** ***** Local Officer
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Feb 15, 2013
Feb 15, 2013 at 10:26 AM UTC
Rejection
Dear Miss ********, We regret to inform you that unfortunately at this time we do not have space for you at our company. Yours, Xxxx xxxxxxxx Dear Miss *******, We regret to inform you that unfortunately at this time we cannot offer you a place with our company as you are under qualified. Yours ** xxxxx Dear Miss ********, Thank you for your application. We regret to inform you that you are over-qualified for the position. Yours,  xxxxxxx *** Dear Miss ******, I don’t think so love. This isn’t even a letter, this is my managerial position on you handing me your cv. Cheers, bahbye now Dear Miss *******, This isn’t really a letter either, but despite how un-pc this is, we can’t hire you due to your gender. Thanks anyway, save your paper. Dear Miss ********, Thank you for your application, unfortunately we had stronger applicants. Yours, etc.,  aaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaa Dear Miss ********, Thank you for your application. Unfortunately we are not hiring at the moment even though we had advertised the job you applied for. Yours, xxxxxxxxx xxxxx Dear Miss ********, We had left it between you and another applicant, and couldn’t decide so we flipped a coin, and she won. You’re a lovely girl though. Yours, fffffff ffff fffff Dear Miss ********, I refer to your claim for Jobseekers Benefit/Assistance at VVVVVV’s CCCCCC local office. Jobseekers Benefit/Assistance claims are subject to periodic review, consequently, I would appreciate if you would attend this office for interview on the 31/17/78 and bring the following : 1. Proof of Identity (i.e. Passport or Driving Licence or Long version of your Birth Certificate) 2.  Proof of Residency (e.g. Letter from landlord/ Rent Book/ Lease/ Mortgage Receipt/ Letter from Parents + Household Bill) 3. Written Proof of recent job applications and replies. 4. Proof of job applications made through FAS 5. FAS courses applied for. 6. A copy of your Curriculum Vitae (CV): unemployed from 7. If your spouse/partner is an adult dependent on your claim, please bring his/her GNIB and Passport/Travel Documents. Failure to respond to this letter may lead to suspension or disallowance of claim. Yours sincerely, **** ***** Local Officer
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last week i told you that the inevitability of the end was near you couldn't stop it i am a patch of black ice and you are a semi but we refuse to let go, refuse to throw out what we have just because we're young and stupid and you can't fall in love until you have a college diploma on the office wall and a mortgage to pay a hundred thousand regrets and a lost love who you gave up on simply because you didn't believe in the resilience of young love we fell in love in spring, and there's something to say about the innocence of that first love unparalleled spontaneity and discovery that will never be duplicated so why would you throw it away? your forever is shorter than mine, so i'll never promise forever all i can promise you is now
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Apr 22, 2014
Apr 22, 2014 at 12:14 AM UTC
resilience
They say home is wherever you lay your head at night That must be true because my former house has a lock on the door now; a lock to keep me out. I never realized this is how it is to be homeless, the endless wandering of a place to rest at night the endless cycle of hunger and thirst and protection I walk out of work with not a place to be in the world and if I’m being honest it should frighten me. I am a wanderer. I have no sense of direction, no moral pull, nothing to lose and everything to gain. I have this endless feeling of discomfort and an airy breeze where the good in my heart and soul should be. I am a girl, not a very beautiful or talented one. I belong to anyone who belongs to everyone. Home is where I rest my head for a night. Home is a backseat Home is a smoke filled room at 2 am Home is a parking garage Home is a strangers bedroom Home is a feeling rather than a location, but those who have a lock and key and a mortgage fee will never understand.
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May 21, 2014
May 21, 2014 at 12:07 PM UTC
Homeless
~ *Tonight underneath debris Family foreclosure ... Heaven's legs dawn through window Offer artificial hope ... Employee to love Dressed for escape ... Pleasure town angel A multi-colored pretty thing ... Mom questions way Daughter drives to parties ... Empty lips talk **** reflection patterns ... Death inside mom and dad Beautifully cold skin ... War god kiss Midnight blue people (at dinner table) ... Young shadows flower Final stars fire ... Money born cloud Raining on remnants of family ... Is there nothing Left to mortgage?* ~
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Jul 4, 2025
Jul 4, 2025 at 9:49 AM UTC
Failure to Receive Repayment Will Put Your House at Risk
Agony and Pain, Filled in the eyes, Gaze seeing beyond.. Future is unpredictable Life is futureless Yet, You, My Farmers you toil the soil... Year after year, You keep on working Tilling the land, Sowing the seeds, Waiting for the rain.. And watch clouds pass by... The shower doesn't happen, The seeds don't germinate, The crop doesn't turn up . Yet again, One more year of despair...! The pain in eyes.. Hurts the heart but, Lips always smile.. They have a task of, Explaining your child About how next year... We will buy New dress New toy New shoes New bag It's been years since your child saw anything new... Since your wife bought a new dress.. You anyways are not even in list... The family understands.. The years foods is collected, Bare minimum... Child education should continue Regardless.. But... The loan goes Higher... Bigger Humongous.. You cannot bear the thought... The farm being in mortgage.. You don't know what to do... Finally, You are tired, You decide, as your neighbor.. You shall too end your life... Go away in peace.. Away from all these... Hurt is too much To bear, Pain is too much To wear, Life is miserable And Lips refuse to smile.. Child s haunting eyes, You can't decipher... Finally... You end your life.... . . . Your wife now bears it all... All alone... Life continues....!! Sparkle In Wisdom Dec 2018
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Dec 25, 2018
Dec 25, 2018 at 7:01 AM UTC
Farmers Plight
I'm not too lucky when I gamble I lose more than I win I would probably do better If I tossed my money in a bin Gambling is not just luck It's timing and some skill Some gamble for the fun of it Some gamble for the thrill To define exactly what it means To risk money that you've earned Means throwing out sensible thought And not heeding what you've learned For example, I played poker And I lost most every cent I lost my mortgage payment Now, I'm living in a tent To win it back I chose to go And bet double at the track The first horse that I bet on Fell and broke his back The second horse was scratched I was in for a bad night My fifth horse only had three legs And he could just turn right The next one had a jockey Who's eyes were badly crossed I won't tell you how he finished But, I'll tell you that he lost To gain back my small pittance I went to the greyhound track My first dog had a rider A small monkey on his back In the third race I got daring And I bet on number three Once the race got started He had to stop and *** I picked a dog in the fifth race Just because I liked his name It was the best one I had ever heard "I'MBETYOU'RESORRYTHATYOUCAME" The odds were long but what the hell I was now gambling just for fun Not only did he catch the rabbit My ****** dog had won I think I've got the secret now I know just how to win If I get tempted to go back and bet I'll throw my money in the bin.
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Sep 6, 2012
Sep 6, 2012 at 5:16 PM UTC
Gambling
Two fine films: The Lost City and Blood Diamond. I joined Blood Diamond during a village massacre and said to my wife A gun in every home. Those devils would think twice before razing the village and seizing the boys. A well-regulated militia. The local militia the most interesting moment in a strong film with motive (economic, emotional), action (chases,       fights) and a **** sexless love story. Use of violence by the local militia for a limited purpose: protect the       community, the young from the janjaweed. The crop from the **** Limited scope and defensive posture but armed and coordinated, cooperative, the men (and the women)       side by side. Warriors at the gate, you will not run, you will not bargain. Just violence = limited scope, defensive posture. Great music. Cuba, Africa. The Lost City, when the communists tell the club owner under threat       of violence No saxophones in the band. The saxophone! Invented by a Belgian--Look what the Belgians are doing in the       Congo! When the state's violence is turned against the citizenry for non-violent acts. This quiet neighborhood, July, undergirded by violence, force. That's a given-- any farmer, custodian, EMT will tell you that. Without just violence Gandhi's scope, and King's, might be vanishingly limited, negligible (but not non-existent)?                                                        Regarding King the matter is simple -- he was non-violent but dependent upon federal force to counter the South's violence. No doubt without the larger force, the non-violent would be       overwhelmed by southern violence. Here, non-violence was a tactic, not an ethic. Gandhi, however, had no violent partner to protect him from the       British. Or did he? 1. There was the potential violence of the population, which Gandhi     restrained but could release which the British feared, and 2. It was the restrained (limited scope) violence of the British that     allowed Gandhi to exist rather than be extinguished--this restraint     was a (British) cultural imperative (limited scope) as well as     emanating from Britain's view of India as a protectorate and     valued citizen of the United Kingdom (defensive posture). What about violence or threat of violence to compel compliance with       community as in mortgage foreclosure, driving without license, drug possession. Perhaps it is necessary violence to maintain orderly commerce, the       common space, and preempt bad behaviors associated with       otherwise neutral, private acts. The defensive posture is the common good; the limited scope is       forgoing deadly force. But the citizen, too, must maintain a disciplined, armed non-violence, in case the state (the janjaweed) engages in an unjust, autoimmune       violence. Hence, a gun in every home.
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Aug 11, 2015
Aug 11, 2015 at 9:56 AM UTC
A Gun in Every Home
Two fine films: The Lost City and Blood Diamond. I joined Blood Diamond during a village massacre and said to my wife A gun in every home. Those devils would think twice before razing the village and seizing the boys. A well-regulated militia. The local militia the most interesting moment in a strong film with motive (economic, emotional), action (chases,       fights) and a **** sexless love story. Use of violence by the local militia for a limited purpose: protect the       community, the young from the janjaweed. The crop from the **** Limited scope and defensive posture but armed and coordinated, cooperative, the men (and the women)       side by side. Warriors at the gate, you will not run, you will not bargain. Just violence = limited scope, defensive posture. Great music. Cuba, Africa. The Lost City, when the communists tell the club owner under threat       of violence No saxophones in the band. The saxophone! Invented by a Belgian--Look what the Belgians are doing in the       Congo! When the state's violence is turned against the citizenry for non-violent acts. This quiet neighborhood, July, undergirded by violence, force. That's a given-- any farmer, custodian, EMT will tell you that. Without just violence Gandhi's scope, and King's, might be vanishingly limited, negligible (but not non-existent)?                                                        Regarding King the matter is simple -- he was non-violent but dependent upon federal force to counter the South's violence. No doubt without the larger force, the non-violent would be       overwhelmed by southern violence. Here, non-violence was a tactic, not an ethic. Gandhi, however, had no violent partner to protect him from the       British. Or did he? 1. There was the potential violence of the population, which Gandhi     restrained but could release which the British feared, and 2. It was the restrained (limited scope) violence of the British that     allowed Gandhi to exist rather than be extinguished--this restraint     was a (British) cultural imperative (limited scope) as well as     emanating from Britain's view of India as a protectorate and     valued citizen of the United Kingdom (defensive posture). What about violence or threat of violence to compel compliance with       community as in mortgage foreclosure, driving without license, drug possession. Perhaps it is necessary violence to maintain orderly commerce, the       common space, and preempt bad behaviors associated with       otherwise neutral, private acts. The defensive posture is the common good; the limited scope is       forgoing deadly force. But the citizen, too, must maintain a disciplined, armed non-violence, in case the state (the janjaweed) engages in an unjust, autoimmune       violence. Hence, a gun in every home.
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(memories from a lost youth) When i was small the world was a big place and there were lions at the bottom of our garden. I never knew what a mortgage was and i was never allowed to stay up late! You got lots of presents at Christmas and on birthdays we played postman knocks and kissed girls in dark cuboards, he he. Our toilet was at the bottom of the garden, mum said our garden looked like a jungle; so you learnt to hold your *** after dark. Cos there was Lions at the bottom of our garden!
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Jan 22, 2015
Jan 22, 2015 at 9:20 AM UTC
Lions
Please explain inflation Why do prices rise For when I go out shopping They change before my eyes I just don't seem to get it why some go up and down Why a red car's more expensive Than a new car that is brown I tried to do some simple math I went back to the books Now I think that all economists Are just white collar crooks Follow me on this one, now.. A buck in 1970 is now worth near five fifty I don't know how they did it But I think it's kind of shifty A funeral costs much more today But this one is a pickle For in western movies I have seen My life's worth a plugged nickel That hasn't changed in many years So, I made a decision It has to do with the new math And that ****** new long division Wheat is up, and so is beer And theres one that I resent To put my worth in when it's asked It's still just two **** cents A house...well, that's a nightmare Some cost more than you will earn You'll be owing for a lifetime Your mortgage you won't burn Water, there's another thing It's now worth more than gas But now, our nice tap water It's quality won't pass Six cents would get you postage To send a letter, that's not bad Today..it's almost ten times that And that is really sad But here's one that's confusing Of all the things you've bought This one's never varied It's still a penny for your thoughts two bits could get a haircut And it would also get a shave But now to get this combo It takes two weeks to save Hockey cards they cost a dime And baseball cards did too But, now they're an investment And a dime won't buy you two. Please think on this real hard now It's a tale that's really old Let's find how Rumplestiltskin Could spin straw into gold Inflation is a ****** It's all over the earth I say smile, and then bend over And that's my two cents worth!
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May 31, 2012
May 31, 2012 at 5:02 PM UTC
Inflation
Please explain inflation Why do prices rise For when I go out shopping They change before my eyes I just don't seem to get it why some go up and down Why a red car's more expensive Than a new car that is brown I tried to do some simple math I went back to the books Now I think that all economists Are just white collar crooks Follow me on this one, now.. A buck in 1970 is now worth near five fifty I don't know how they did it But I think it's kind of shifty A funeral costs much more today But this one is a pickle For in western movies I have seen My life's worth a plugged nickel That hasn't changed in many years So, I made a decision It has to do with the new math And that ****** new long division Wheat is up, and so is beer And theres one that I resent To put my worth in when it's asked It's still just two **** cents A house...well, that's a nightmare Some cost more than you will earn You'll be owing for a lifetime Your mortgage you won't burn Water, there's another thing It's now worth more than gas But now, our nice tap water It's quality won't pass Six cents would get you postage To send a letter, that's not bad Today..it's almost ten times that And that is really sad But here's one that's confusing Of all the things you've bought This one's never varied It's still a penny for your thoughts two bits could get a haircut And it would also get a shave But now to get this combo It takes two weeks to save Hockey cards they cost a dime And baseball cards did too But, now they're an investment And a dime won't buy you two. Please think on this real hard now It's a tale that's really old Let's find how Rumplestiltskin Could spin straw into gold Inflation is a ****** It's all over the earth I say smile, and then bend over And that's my two cents worth!
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Abigail slides the glass door shut. As beads of water percolate off her body and land on the faux stone tile, the smell of chlorine from her swim and the smell of coffee from my brewing *** blend. My uncle, Abigail's father, and my mother are seated at the sticky, spilt soda kitchen table beside me. "Go get ready for dinner," my mother's brother says, sending Abigail's bikini'd frame through doorway and around the bend. The brew idles, and I'm all porcelain and sugar substitute for a moment, then back by my uncle and mother. "Abigail has gotten so thin," my mother says. "Is she eating?" my mother asks. "I know it's tough for girls her age. When they're looking to marry," my mother says. I want to bash the smoking cup into her face. My uncle says she's been training for a marathon. My neurons get tidy and taper off. So, it's out of the kitchen and into an empty living room to park my *** on an empty piano bench. I set the coffee on top, and press eight of my fingers down on black keys. I hear toes-to-heels, toes-to-heels. I gaze over my shoulder. Now, Abigail's in a black, black dress. Mid-thigh. In her left hand, red fuck-me-shoes with a heel that could turn a curious man blind; in her right hand, black pantyhose and cherry lipgloss. "You should have swam," Abigail delivers with hushed precision, like she'd been reciting the line throughout the duration of her swim. Abigail has long brunette hair, and it's sticking to her neck. Deep permanent dimples frame her lips. She's a nurse in Waco. Each time I see her, I think about Bukowski's 103-pound "Texan". It makes me rash, violent, a heady monstrosity, and trembling sick. "I forgot my trunks." "That's no excuse." I would respond, but she's sliding the hose up her leg. In the living room. While my uncle talks a second mortgage around the bend. Her right leg crosses her left, an overpass and an interstate. My forehead overheats in a flash, and I feel like she's staring back at me. When my leering eyes shift from her toes to her eyes, the pupils beckon: "All roads lead to me."
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Jun 18, 2012
Jun 18, 2012 at 12:48 AM UTC
**** the **** cousins
Abigail slides the glass door shut. As beads of water percolate off her body and land on the faux stone tile, the smell of chlorine from her swim and the smell of coffee from my brewing *** blend. My uncle, Abigail's father, and my mother are seated at the sticky, spilt soda kitchen table beside me. "Go get ready for dinner," my mother's brother says, sending Abigail's bikini'd frame through doorway and around the bend. The brew idles, and I'm all porcelain and sugar substitute for a moment, then back by my uncle and mother. "Abigail has gotten so thin," my mother says. "Is she eating?" my mother asks. "I know it's tough for girls her age. When they're looking to marry," my mother says. I want to bash the smoking cup into her face. My uncle says she's been training for a marathon. My neurons get tidy and taper off. So, it's out of the kitchen and into an empty living room to park my *** on an empty piano bench. I set the coffee on top, and press eight of my fingers down on black keys. I hear toes-to-heels, toes-to-heels. I gaze over my shoulder. Now, Abigail's in a black, black dress. Mid-thigh. In her left hand, red fuck-me-shoes with a heel that could turn a curious man blind; in her right hand, black pantyhose and cherry lipgloss. "You should have swam," Abigail delivers with hushed precision, like she'd been reciting the line throughout the duration of her swim. Abigail has long brunette hair, and it's sticking to her neck. Deep permanent dimples frame her lips. She's a nurse in Waco. Each time I see her, I think about Bukowski's 103-pound "Texan". It makes me rash, violent, a heady monstrosity, and trembling sick. "I forgot my trunks." "That's no excuse." I would respond, but she's sliding the hose up her leg. In the living room. While my uncle talks a second mortgage around the bend. Her right leg crosses her left, an overpass and an interstate. My forehead overheats in a flash, and I feel like she's staring back at me. When my leering eyes shift from her toes to her eyes, the pupils beckon: "All roads lead to me."
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a bottle of scotch had bad dreams. bullets twitch, junk sick in 3 inch thick mustard **** toe nails clipped from yeti lay strewn about the **** stained corpse of a motel six dixie cup - root canal trophy, next to a black fez with scab tassel upended. down in it. belching apnea propaganda and belladonna waiting for curious george to find a shotgun and a yellow hat and a brick banana. blowflies inhale the rank damp of a fresh **** the odd dog whines like a clown in - a blender. [ the ] house wins with a marked card; jabbing fat fingers into acned rosacea bloated with sleep lack and mortgage back stab chasing twenty ****** with a hollow point pull from an acid flask while hailing a black cab. tinsel sutures stitch eyelids as a mercy shattered bone knit hand-grenade cozies old glory, at half mast half wasted fifty stars, no light dragging on the grounds of immunity to do a line of coke stock with a basset hounds' finesse. your taxes at work in columbia, hiding from a lost farm in Idaho your american dream turning tricks in shanghai for a counterfeit egga roll your meme, devoid like an ice cube tombstone your freedom, parking cars for italian escorts smoking skin flutes for ferraris and white teeth. your integrity, sold to a hedge fund for astroglide and a pez dispenser packed with prozac pressed by ' Jose the butcher' s abuela in a narco slum that ain't seen radio since cinder blocks had wings.
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Dec 26, 2012
Dec 26, 2012 at 2:40 PM UTC
Black Cab Charybdis
Happiness is what? Three point five kids and a mortgage That won't last as the boundaries change Instead of happiness look at the little pockets of happy Oh they pass you each day Make them your purpose Accomplish that and you have happiness
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Mar 25, 2013
Mar 25, 2013 at 8:24 PM UTC
happiness
The best way to get over an issue, Is really quite simple in my eyes, Simply stop viewing it as a problem, And it becomes a nice surprise. A death becomes a family day out- Put the fun back into funeral! The deceased has probably moved on, To a place that's far more beautiful. Your lovers left you? Not to worry, The memories are here to stay, And if we're going to honest, She's probably happier this way. Can't afford to pay off the mortgage? Cheer up, silly - let's go camping! It was just bricks and mortar anyway, And the place needed revamping. If you lose your job keep that chin up, What you have now's a holiday! Let's be honest - your boss was a **** And you won't miss him anyway. You've got writers block and poetry, Flows no longer from your pencil? Me too! That's why I forced these rhymes, And I show lack of potential!
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Jan 6, 2016
Jan 6, 2016 at 1:34 AM UTC
Positive Thinking With Writers Block
**** the religion, **** the division, **** the crony capitalism, **** the drug war, **** the shady cops, and **** all the prisons, **** the suits, **** the boots, **** the watches, **** the rings, and for that matter, **** the foolish pursuit of material things, **** monopolies on property **** this country's fake democracy, **** the corporate aristocracy, and **** the leaders' proud hypocrisy **** the layered social classes, **** the non-apportioned taxes, **** the cars that run on gas, its 2015, aren't we past this? **** mortgage debt, **** student loans, and **** the tanks, and **** the drones **** Wall Street, **** stocks and bonds **** the wars and **** the bombs, and **** indoctrination, **** the public education, and **** the institutional racism, **** my mind for always racing, and **** the American Dream, the one that's sold in magazines, and **** me having to say **** a bunch, so I can vent some steam, but Is this the best that we can do? I look around, it can't be true, but If the answer to that question's 'yes,' I'll kindly say: 'FUCK YOU!'
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Jan 3, 2015
Jan 3, 2015 at 10:31 PM UTC
**** This ****
Drums of Autumn tell us, grandmother, what did they mean? Did you ever get the Lincoln cane? Did you cry? Kenny, I'as a orphan. I never knew. ---That happened, Kenny was my name. I looked past the rim, there was the Corn Mother, I think that's what I coulda seen, but then it's only Grandma, with a grin. Kenneth means know, Grandma said, I gave you that name. kenning handy, a knower, by God, not handsome in that vain way they have today, handy, winsome in puzzles 'n' riddles 'n' such Kokopelli's play mate, some day. Mistooken words rot, if they lie, idle, in the dust meaning nothing ever. I shall not want, I was taught a mistooken truth, I took it, gript it tight, Get a job. Live with some class, join a club that takes your kind. Some churches used to use the Rotary test, if you could pass that test you could eat, after the message at the mission. true? fair? goodwill? wait if the first test is failed, what matters? fair good will benes d'vitas? from the treaty bound liars who called my grand mothers savages, all of them, right by right of conquest. their treaty verified it to me, then they gave me blankets, General Leonardwood, nope, Lord Jeff Amherst did that, then we died. Read the treaty, 1763, small print. Blankets. From the small pox ward, went unsaid. That was just, after the French and Indian war, where the father of the force that claims world-wide military superiority sufficient unto the evil of today, George, the man on the horse, surveyor for the future, fought injuns, so the king could sell their measured land to freed slaves, thus making the mortgage chain, so popular today. Build a casino, get rich quick, it's in the treaty, lotsajobs, busboy, bus driver, maid, Sioux chef and so many, many more. Grandma, in my vision, turned and walked into the desert. I took her word. Brushed the dust and breathed it in. Then I spit against the wind, winked at you and rode my wind away. Free is easy, if you can ride on wind.
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Oct 17, 2018
Oct 17, 2018 at 4:38 PM UTC
Mistooken lies in dust
Drums of Autumn tell us, grandmother, what did they mean? Did you ever get the Lincoln cane? Did you cry? Kenny, I'as a orphan. I never knew. ---That happened, Kenny was my name. I looked past the rim, there was the Corn Mother, I think that's what I coulda seen, but then it's only Grandma, with a grin. Kenneth means know, Grandma said, I gave you that name. kenning handy, a knower, by God, not handsome in that vain way they have today, handy, winsome in puzzles 'n' riddles 'n' such Kokopelli's play mate, some day. Mistooken words rot, if they lie, idle, in the dust meaning nothing ever. I shall not want, I was taught a mistooken truth, I took it, gript it tight, Get a job. Live with some class, join a club that takes your kind. Some churches used to use the Rotary test, if you could pass that test you could eat, after the message at the mission. true? fair? goodwill? wait if the first test is failed, what matters? fair good will benes d'vitas? from the treaty bound liars who called my grand mothers savages, all of them, right by right of conquest. their treaty verified it to me, then they gave me blankets, General Leonardwood, nope, Lord Jeff Amherst did that, then we died. Read the treaty, 1763, small print. Blankets. From the small pox ward, went unsaid. That was just, after the French and Indian war, where the father of the force that claims world-wide military superiority sufficient unto the evil of today, George, the man on the horse, surveyor for the future, fought injuns, so the king could sell their measured land to freed slaves, thus making the mortgage chain, so popular today. Build a casino, get rich quick, it's in the treaty, lotsajobs, busboy, bus driver, maid, Sioux chef and so many, many more. Grandma, in my vision, turned and walked into the desert. I took her word. Brushed the dust and breathed it in. Then I spit against the wind, winked at you and rode my wind away. Free is easy, if you can ride on wind.
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When I get too blue I laugh at myself pick up the leash and take Mr. Brown to the dog park. He shows me how to be carefree will jump and bark drink a gallon of water and lick whomever he chooses without a worry in the world. Everybody admires his ***** What kind of dog is that? He’s a Rhodesian Ridgeback. an African lion hound, but he’s scared shitless of my cat. what’s yours? A Visla. Looks like yours, only smaller. Did you see that American Foxhound? That s.o.b. can jump! Yeah, too bad he can’t pay my mortgage. The young photographer shows off his brilliant Doberman’s latest trick – a double backflip catching the Frisbee ten feet high landing on all fours. The old lady with the blind daschund says, “Oh, oh, isn’t he wonderful?” She claps her hands in delight. The canine Noah's arc show runs all day with the entry of pugnacious Sharpeis the arrogance of Poodles the inscrutability of giant Malamutes. the pride of leash-holders. Gradually tree shadows darken the sawdust and people start parading home, the **** athletic girls with their boyfriends’ Shepherds the slow old men with their greying Labradors the lady real estate agents with their tiny Shih Tzus. And then it’s silent I’m the last one there alone in the gathering dusk still hearing echoes of joyful barks realizing how funny it is that so many people look just like their dogs but I don’t think about it, I just marvel at all this joy.
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Feb 17, 2013
Feb 17, 2013 at 6:16 PM UTC
Dog Park
perfunctory actions zombie habits sheep normalcy blindly following the cud chewers lemmings fall to their deaths slowly genetically engineered crops dusted with pharmaceutical poison laced with irradiated petroleum pesticides fed to the babies of the poor – wealthy voyeurs eagerly tune-in as the impoverished masses rot for viewing pleasure leisurely strolling across manicured lawns those in power scoff at the growing spectacle unaware that the cake is stale and the masses smell blood – hurriedly, accountants shuffle tax rates mix those with interest credit season it with mortgage fees and serve it on wall street place mats taking stock of stock market gains gamblers do double gainers off high rises adding to the flesh being consumed by the under class under classed – underclassmen, underpaid, stretch under ware elastic as waistlines expand with the debt ceiling both symbolizing the slow decline of the American dream screaming into the sewer fewer eyes look back as disease dulls the iris loss of the inner shine glowing reflection of living organisms fading as the day slips into the blue-black – night falls on a nation of imbeciles brain dead patients broken by depression and weight-loss scams hearts crying out for care personal and compassionate instead are met with sterile robotics and sanitary “C” students dressed in white fearful of lawsuits and spiders they prescribe to symptoms without knowing insurance number 87319A23-S1 is a human being, just like them also living in fear of the same establishment –
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Jun 24, 2014
Jun 24, 2014 at 1:33 PM UTC
trip to the Dr.
perfunctory actions zombie habits sheep normalcy blindly following the cud chewers lemmings fall to their deaths slowly genetically engineered crops dusted with pharmaceutical poison laced with irradiated petroleum pesticides fed to the babies of the poor – wealthy voyeurs eagerly tune-in as the impoverished masses rot for viewing pleasure leisurely strolling across manicured lawns those in power scoff at the growing spectacle unaware that the cake is stale and the masses smell blood – hurriedly, accountants shuffle tax rates mix those with interest credit season it with mortgage fees and serve it on wall street place mats taking stock of stock market gains gamblers do double gainers off high rises adding to the flesh being consumed by the under class under classed – underclassmen, underpaid, stretch under ware elastic as waistlines expand with the debt ceiling both symbolizing the slow decline of the American dream screaming into the sewer fewer eyes look back as disease dulls the iris loss of the inner shine glowing reflection of living organisms fading as the day slips into the blue-black – night falls on a nation of imbeciles brain dead patients broken by depression and weight-loss scams hearts crying out for care personal and compassionate instead are met with sterile robotics and sanitary “C” students dressed in white fearful of lawsuits and spiders they prescribe to symptoms without knowing insurance number 87319A23-S1 is a human being, just like them also living in fear of the same establishment –
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I think often Of breastfeeding The tip of my ****** tickling his skin-thin upper gum. In my imagination It is many minutes of calm I cup his head Which fits into a palm and a half My body is full With his quiet innocence. I imagine trying to imagine How much he doesn’t know All the ***** things This action may mean one day How he doesn’t know What a kitchen is Or a mortgage or an income His fears are not boring. Mine are of finances and guilt His involve teethed creatures and deaf silences. He does not know what it means For the time to be 3:15 Nor can he comprehend The recentness of his existence. I and the cat are nocturnal He lives in intervals. We associate babies With a soft pink I imagine Looking into his eyes Two wrinkly slits Wondering how to Confirm this.
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Nov 27, 2013
Nov 27, 2013 at 1:18 AM UTC
Breast-Fed Musings
Unconditional love: 1. noun; when you willingly pay the consequences for the actions of the one you love at the expense of your very existence without even knowing if he understands or can appreciate just how much those consequences have cost you; (I wonder if you can get a second mortgage on your soul?) also, 2. when you're able to smile at him even as you watch him take the left-over pieces of memories from your garage-sale of a life and put them in another woman's home, while the time that was supposed to be your final treasured moments and/or memories together, melts away like yesterday's makeup oozes down my clammy face on an unusually humid Palm Springs summer morning. And, even though you knew this was coming, and you tried and tried to warn him, you just smile and wonder in which bloated bag of odd but familiar, priceless knick-knacks your heart ended up in and hope he recognizes it if he ever accidentally runs across it. (Today I learned the definition of unconditional love.)
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Aug 19, 2014
Aug 19, 2014 at 5:37 PM UTC
The Definition of Unconditional Love
***** ***** ***** ***** ***** and moan about us drinking all the milk that you didn't help pay for and then drink each last beer that you didn't help pay for while the guy who bought them and got to drink none is busting *** at work making him able to buy yet more things for you to take for granted. With friends like these.. By the way, where's the last few months' rent? You know, for all the months sense your parents stopped payin' it? Oh, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to assume that you would assume some responsibility like the rest of us to whom you ceaselessly complain about how un-fucking-fair your spoiled ******* brat lifestyle is. You can't even keep a plant you want for personal reasons, so how is it even fair to assume you could get and keep a job? How foolish of me! At least you can roll a good joint with **** you didn't acquire and papers you didn't buy. A ******* professional, you are. By the way, that soldering iron you neglected to leave the house to pick up would be ******* fantastic to have, but even a walk half a mile to the post office is too ******* strenuous for you. By the way, do you want ants? Because your heap of cans, bottles and dishes is a great way to get ants, but you get all vindictive and indignant if anyone tries to clean "your space" in my ******* house you haven't even paid to live in for many months. While Money is far from everything, and I wish it was a non-issue, kindness and good intentions will not even begin to pay the bills, the mortgage or these exorbitant Californian property taxes; and, even if they did, I fear you'd still fall rather short. Perhaps- no, not even perhaps: I've been far too nice far too long to people who couldn't be ****** to show some ******* respect.
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Nov 11, 2013
Nov 11, 2013 at 12:50 PM UTC
**** ungrateful Roomates
***** ***** ***** ***** ***** and moan about us drinking all the milk that you didn't help pay for and then drink each last beer that you didn't help pay for while the guy who bought them and got to drink none is busting *** at work making him able to buy yet more things for you to take for granted. With friends like these.. By the way, where's the last few months' rent? You know, for all the months sense your parents stopped payin' it? Oh, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to assume that you would assume some responsibility like the rest of us to whom you ceaselessly complain about how un-fucking-fair your spoiled ******* brat lifestyle is. You can't even keep a plant you want for personal reasons, so how is it even fair to assume you could get and keep a job? How foolish of me! At least you can roll a good joint with **** you didn't acquire and papers you didn't buy. A ******* professional, you are. By the way, that soldering iron you neglected to leave the house to pick up would be ******* fantastic to have, but even a walk half a mile to the post office is too ******* strenuous for you. By the way, do you want ants? Because your heap of cans, bottles and dishes is a great way to get ants, but you get all vindictive and indignant if anyone tries to clean "your space" in my ******* house you haven't even paid to live in for many months. While Money is far from everything, and I wish it was a non-issue, kindness and good intentions will not even begin to pay the bills, the mortgage or these exorbitant Californian property taxes; and, even if they did, I fear you'd still fall rather short. Perhaps- no, not even perhaps: I've been far too nice far too long to people who couldn't be ****** to show some ******* respect.
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Caesar Has No Authority Over The Grammarians (Caesar non supra grammaticos) I am licensed to drive. I am licensed to broke. I am licensed to be birthed. I am licensed to marry, divorce and someday I will be coroner-permission"end" to die. If I so choose, I can be state approved to cut your hair, have my own business, weld, own a dog, panhandle, play tennis in Central Park, dance in my own cabaret, even commit suicide legally. These United States were a refuge for my foreign born parents, Bless you both for privileging me such, you gifted me a country where my voice, clear and unashamedly, unguarded can speak here unafraid, for our Caesar has no authority over the grammarians. Tho the IRS gonna come after me, and king phony Barack, Gonna eavesdrop on my privacy, As long as I can write my poetry free and clear, untaxed, won't ever mortgage my soul to any government hack I will carry my U.S. passport in my left pocket over my heart, Till they take my freedom to speak away. Then I will get a gun for free speech is worth dying for...
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Aug 21, 2013
Aug 21, 2013 at 8:21 PM UTC
Caesar Has No Authority Over The Grammarians
I read a digital sign today, it went something like this..             "Some mistakes are too ****** cool to make only once" To which my head replied... 'or twice for that matter'. I don't understand myself when everything goes my way but I carry a big ten inch snit... This morning I found a silver ring and an empty bottle of                                FIREBALL Cinnamon Whisky.     I have never drank the stuff but it sounds as bad as White Shark, a hanged over in a glass vessel. What a way to start the day, day two on the way to breaking the cigarette habit..                                  I have to on the count of they're killing me.. But I love my smoke.     Thank you God for the e-cigarette.. I love love, love you, oh thank you Lord!          And the puff-puff-pass doesn't help, I have to buy stock in Halls Cough Drops,   I use them so much I've had to take a second mortgage out on the house that I will never own. Anyway, the lady's gone to bed and I have music floatin' in my head.. was ****** most of the day               but you can't keep a good man down. end © 2014
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Jan 13, 2014
Jan 13, 2014 at 10:24 PM UTC
******
Oh, to be a tortoise and never need a house. No realtors, no mortgage, never a call for roofers, plumbers... or ever to build a shelf!
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Mar 3, 2012
Mar 3, 2012 at 12:01 PM UTC
The Chelonian abode
My mom offers me a bowl of oatmeal she cooked at seven. It is eight. Sitting on the stove, it looks clumpy and cold — a mash drowning raisins. I pretend like I don’t see it. But it calls my name as I start my day, even though it looks repulsive and I have avoided oatmeal since college. I toast some bread. She glances over the counter to see if I am paying attention  — a reflex from my childhood. Because as a child,  my parents said I had selective attention. — sometimes I listened and other times I didn’t. When they got divorced, it got worse. I was distracted by the bristle of my dad's 5 o’clock shadow and the sigh in my mom's voice when they asked me separately, What time I needed to leave? and If all my stuff was packed? But all  I kept thinking was: Is that all there is? You get married, get divorced, and cart around your kids. The thought of swallowing this is repulsive. like leftover oatmeal,  it stares me in the face. I don't want it. Most girls I know are raisins — They already have their whole wedding planned on Pinterest, and their kids names picked out. Everytime, I  see engagements on FB, I can't help but forsee divorce and I wonder why people run for a partner, kids, and a mortgage, when in college their ambitions were more. I wonder when their mid-life crisis will be, or when they'll wake up and want more than 9 to 5 to fulfill a lie patriarchy put forth. So I spread peanut butter on  toast and murmur, “I put the oatmeal in the fridge — someone will eat it.” My mom puts her head down and finishes her coffee. I eat my peanut butter sandwich. I am stuck trying to answer an impossible question, as she begins sentences like "Once you get settled, you'll want to look for someone..." I tune out. I don't have selective attention, just the perception that everyone is ignoring this important question: Is that all there is?
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Sep 2, 2014
Sep 2, 2014 at 3:06 PM UTC
Is this all there is?
My mom offers me a bowl of oatmeal she cooked at seven. It is eight. Sitting on the stove, it looks clumpy and cold — a mash drowning raisins. I pretend like I don’t see it. But it calls my name as I start my day, even though it looks repulsive and I have avoided oatmeal since college. I toast some bread. She glances over the counter to see if I am paying attention  — a reflex from my childhood. Because as a child,  my parents said I had selective attention. — sometimes I listened and other times I didn’t. When they got divorced, it got worse. I was distracted by the bristle of my dad's 5 o’clock shadow and the sigh in my mom's voice when they asked me separately, What time I needed to leave? and If all my stuff was packed? But all  I kept thinking was: Is that all there is? You get married, get divorced, and cart around your kids. The thought of swallowing this is repulsive. like leftover oatmeal,  it stares me in the face. I don't want it. Most girls I know are raisins — They already have their whole wedding planned on Pinterest, and their kids names picked out. Everytime, I  see engagements on FB, I can't help but forsee divorce and I wonder why people run for a partner, kids, and a mortgage, when in college their ambitions were more. I wonder when their mid-life crisis will be, or when they'll wake up and want more than 9 to 5 to fulfill a lie patriarchy put forth. So I spread peanut butter on  toast and murmur, “I put the oatmeal in the fridge — someone will eat it.” My mom puts her head down and finishes her coffee. I eat my peanut butter sandwich. I am stuck trying to answer an impossible question, as she begins sentences like "Once you get settled, you'll want to look for someone..." I tune out. I don't have selective attention, just the perception that everyone is ignoring this important question: Is that all there is?
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man leisured by the least obliging functioning of what he terms “proper” manual endeavours of the biceps will clearly resolve the matter being his last adventure that’s consumerism, creating as many menial jobs as possible without the freedom to enjoy hardish and the elements; but of course man’s life will become easier, but his adventure seeking will simply become a zoology, a safari, a safety netting - consumerism is hardly an adventure, it’s a bicycle schematic: one wheel produces, another wheel consumes; most of the jobs under the hammer were not menial, they became menial only when heidegger’s hammer was involved and the rebellion came when hammering nails in turned into discussing philosophy; it’s hard to commence an emergence of philosophy window shopping, woman’s new kitchen area: you know how many marriages i have seen fail because of over-cooked pasta? too many. you know how many glass houses i’ve seen constructed by women peering into shop windows at mannequins? too many. i sometimes think about sartre’s c.c.t.v. voyeurism pervasive in english society alongside paedophilia, and i guess the jigsaw parts fit... they do; once dubbed the nation of shopkeepers, now dubbed the nation of integrally ~foreign mortgage lenders (nation of property developers / landlords... indeed, once a nation of shopkeepers, now a nation of landlords): or a nation re-evaluating communism by importing slavs to talk of the ups and lows of communism by trying to curb capitalistic egoism and turn it into a collective without communism’s egoism father stalin:                             or queen bee or queen ant china.
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Jan 19, 2016
Jan 19, 2016 at 8:08 PM UTC
nation of shopkeepers turned into a nation of landlords
man leisured by the least obliging functioning of what he terms “proper” manual endeavours of the biceps will clearly resolve the matter being his last adventure that’s consumerism, creating as many menial jobs as possible without the freedom to enjoy hardish and the elements; but of course man’s life will become easier, but his adventure seeking will simply become a zoology, a safari, a safety netting - consumerism is hardly an adventure, it’s a bicycle schematic: one wheel produces, another wheel consumes; most of the jobs under the hammer were not menial, they became menial only when heidegger’s hammer was involved and the rebellion came when hammering nails in turned into discussing philosophy; it’s hard to commence an emergence of philosophy window shopping, woman’s new kitchen area: you know how many marriages i have seen fail because of over-cooked pasta? too many. you know how many glass houses i’ve seen constructed by women peering into shop windows at mannequins? too many. i sometimes think about sartre’s c.c.t.v. voyeurism pervasive in english society alongside paedophilia, and i guess the jigsaw parts fit... they do; once dubbed the nation of shopkeepers, now dubbed the nation of integrally ~foreign mortgage lenders (nation of property developers / landlords... indeed, once a nation of shopkeepers, now a nation of landlords): or a nation re-evaluating communism by importing slavs to talk of the ups and lows of communism by trying to curb capitalistic egoism and turn it into a collective without communism’s egoism father stalin:                             or queen bee or queen ant china.
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