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"girlfriends" poems
if you’re going to try, go all the way. otherwise, don’t even start. if you’re going to try, go all the way. this could mean losing girlfriends, wives, relatives, jobs and maybe your mind. go all the way. it could mean not eating for 3 or 4 days. it could mean freezing on a park bench. it could mean jail, it could mean derision, mockery, isolation. isolation is the gift, all the others are a test of your endurance, of how much you really want to do it. and you’ll do it despite rejection and the worst odds and it will be better than anything else you can imagine. if you’re going to try, go all the way. there is no other feeling like that. you will be alone with the gods and the nights will flame with fire. do it, do it, do it. do it. all the way all the way. you will ride life straight to perfect laughter, it’s the only good fight there is.
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Roll the Dice
the women of the past keep phoning. there was another yesterday arrived from out of state. she wanted to see me. I told her "no." I don't want to see them, I won't see them. it would be awkward gruesome and useless. I know some people who can watch the same movie more than once. not me. once I know the plot once I know the ending whether it's happy or unhappy or just plain dumb, then for me that movie is finished forever and that's why I refuse to let any of my old movies play over and over again for years.
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Girlfriends
a girlfriend came in built me a bed scrubbed and waxed the kitchen floor scrubbed the walls vacuumed cleaned the toilet the bathtub scrubbed the bathroom floor and cut my toenails and my hair. then all on the same day the plumber came and fixed the kitchen faucet and the toilet and the gas man fixed the heater and the phone man fixed the phone. noe I sit in all this perfection. it is quiet. I have broken off with all 3 of my girlfriends. I felt better when everything was in disorder. it will take me some months to get back to normal: I can't even find a roach to commune with. I have lost my rythm. I can't sleep. I can't eat. I have been robbed of my filth.
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Metamorphosis
we were at this table, men and women, after dinner. somehow the conversation got around to *** one of the ladies stated firmly that the only cure for *** was old age. there were other remarks that I have forgotten, except for one which came from this German guest once married, now divorced also, I had seen him with any number of beautiful young girlfriends. anyhow, after quietly listening to our conversation for some time he asked us, "what's *** now here was one truly touched by the angels. the light was so bright we all looked away.
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such luck
no weapons, no drugs. he had the eyeballs of an aztlan prince. touches water. touches hot-grill to meat /repeat/ /replete with cerveza.                 to roil in love of sun said lights, all things lovely.                 to return by city driven lights, lake to shore to shoulder. [to sleep.] [to dream.] dad is on the grill, cookin’ up something scorched. swill is on the lake, skiin’ up something else. sweat & stretching lungs, the sun busting gut. unseen, bikini pink & green sauce. pass the tortillas. winterous: awake. ice-fish and stoke the pipes of flash and holy hash. ice-fish our favorite frozen mass. we all grow beards, untrusting of men who wobble blades to their faces on the daily. spring sprung and spigot. we return to blushing shores of wet rocks & girlfriends. girl bands exploding amps from atop houseboats in styles of the highly drunk and tameless. plucked in memory of the ******* to come before them.
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Nov 21, 2014
Nov 21, 2014 at 7:31 PM UTC
avian
Dating gay guys works For women now and then. You might end up dating them Over and over again. Many are good dancers And dress in current style. And while you won’t get laid You’ll have fun for a while. After dating all those jerks You’ll surely wonder why You never had the idea of Going out with a gay guy. You can dress pretty and Never need to wear a mask. He won’t make a move on you No matter how you ask. Dating gay guys works For women and gay men. You might end up dating them Over and over again. Many are good dancers And dress in current style. And while you won’t get laid You’ll have fun for a while. Your girlfriends will see you With a guy who is lava hot. And if he isn’t to femmy They won’t ask whether or not. They’ll just see you at bars And dancing the night away. They’ll never think to ask If that big hunk is gay. Dating gay guys works For women and gay men. You might end up dating them Over and over again. Many are good dancers And dress in current style. And while you won’t get laid You’ll have fun for a while. And the girl talk you can have About all the smoking guys About their gorgeous bodies Their smiles and their eyes. If you pick the right guy You can find out right away Which other guys in the club Are actually secretly gay. Dating gay guys works For women and gay men. You might end up dating them Over and over again. Many are good dancers And dress in current style. And while you won’t get laid You’ll have fun for a while.
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Feb 5, 2016
Feb 5, 2016 at 8:26 PM UTC
DATING GAY GUYS
Dating gay guys works For women now and then. You might end up dating them Over and over again. Many are good dancers And dress in current style. And while you won’t get laid You’ll have fun for a while. After dating all those jerks You’ll surely wonder why You never had the idea of Going out with a gay guy. You can dress pretty and Never need to wear a mask. He won’t make a move on you No matter how you ask. Dating gay guys works For women and gay men. You might end up dating them Over and over again. Many are good dancers And dress in current style. And while you won’t get laid You’ll have fun for a while. Your girlfriends will see you With a guy who is lava hot. And if he isn’t to femmy They won’t ask whether or not. They’ll just see you at bars And dancing the night away. They’ll never think to ask If that big hunk is gay. Dating gay guys works For women and gay men. You might end up dating them Over and over again. Many are good dancers And dress in current style. And while you won’t get laid You’ll have fun for a while. And the girl talk you can have About all the smoking guys About their gorgeous bodies Their smiles and their eyes. If you pick the right guy You can find out right away Which other guys in the club Are actually secretly gay. Dating gay guys works For women and gay men. You might end up dating them Over and over again. Many are good dancers And dress in current style. And while you won’t get laid You’ll have fun for a while.
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hit the road i’ve been bold talking in my sleep i grit my teeth walking the streets at night i’ve decided that everything is emptiness everything as i know it, is emptiness how refreshing life is how incredibly refreshing my mind is my mind is emptiness my heart is emptiness my lust is emptiness my love is emptiness my thoughts, my theories, my ambitions, my abortions, my cheating, lying habits, my dreams, my girlfriends, my world, my room, my hate, my anger, my joy, my pain are all emptiness nothing happens nothing is a word and words don’t exist the way that i am tied to words is emptiness the alcoholism is emptiness the drugs are emptiness the friends are emptiness my family is emptiness i am emptiness there is no support, no conflict, no harbored poor emotions, no bold ideas, no sympathy, no death, no life and no person. thank god, allah, buddha, shiva, abraham, dalai lama, bob dobbs, the cosmos, myself and all those other wonderful concepts that don’t exist because they are mere words.
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Nov 5, 2012
Nov 5, 2012 at 5:54 PM UTC
..desolation, no, enlightenment..
You think youve won Youve got it all Finally; It all makes sense. All of the pain, The struggle, The hopelessness-- It all led up to what you thought Was your reward For staying strong For keeping on Keeping on. And now, Things are in pieces again. Nothing makes sense Again. Just like that Gone. **** Goodbye Bliss. Im sorry That i didnt cherish you when i had you. Im sorry That your wife is gay And that your girlfriend is a free bird.
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Sep 13, 2018
Sep 13, 2018 at 8:03 PM UTC
Im sorry that your wife is a lesbian and your girlfriends a gypsy.
It's not that I don't love you. It's the time I read my mom's old journals and every other paragraph included my fathers name. It's that he cheated on every girlfriend he had with my mom. It's that my mom didn't care she was a second choice or a one night stand. It's that my mother never talked to anyone about him after he got married to one of the many girlfriends. It's that she took twenty sleeping pills on the night of what would've been their anniversary. It's that he doesn't even know she's dead. It's not that I don't love you. It's the couple I overheard in the bread aisle arguing over wheat or white. It's that I heard the woman say a lot of "she" and **** and I saw her crumble to the ground. It's that he just shook his head and said he was sorry over and over again. It's not that I don't love you. It's that my best friend is in love with a boy on the other side of the country. It's the morning she took a shower and cried over him. It's that he wasn't even awake to do anything about it. It's that he's always three hours behind and thousands too many miles away. It's that I mean both physically and mentally sometimes. It's not that I don't love you. It's my geometry teacher, who brought up her husband when she taught me tangents. It's that she also brought up her husband when she taught me the circle unit too. It's that she gets quiet and smiles after she talks about him. It's that he's been passed away for seven years now and she still has so much to say. It's that she still wears her wedding ring. It's that when she taught me special right triangles, I wondered what her laugh might sound like if he were still here. What I'm trying to say is; It's not that I don't love you. It's that I do.
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Jun 15, 2014
Jun 15, 2014 at 10:44 AM UTC
It's Not That I Don't Love You
It's not that I don't love you. It's the time I read my mom's old journals and every other paragraph included my fathers name. It's that he cheated on every girlfriend he had with my mom. It's that my mom didn't care she was a second choice or a one night stand. It's that my mother never talked to anyone about him after he got married to one of the many girlfriends. It's that she took twenty sleeping pills on the night of what would've been their anniversary. It's that he doesn't even know she's dead. It's not that I don't love you. It's the couple I overheard in the bread aisle arguing over wheat or white. It's that I heard the woman say a lot of "she" and **** and I saw her crumble to the ground. It's that he just shook his head and said he was sorry over and over again. It's not that I don't love you. It's that my best friend is in love with a boy on the other side of the country. It's the morning she took a shower and cried over him. It's that he wasn't even awake to do anything about it. It's that he's always three hours behind and thousands too many miles away. It's that I mean both physically and mentally sometimes. It's not that I don't love you. It's my geometry teacher, who brought up her husband when she taught me tangents. It's that she also brought up her husband when she taught me the circle unit too. It's that she gets quiet and smiles after she talks about him. It's that he's been passed away for seven years now and she still has so much to say. It's that she still wears her wedding ring. It's that when she taught me special right triangles, I wondered what her laugh might sound like if he were still here. What I'm trying to say is; It's not that I don't love you. It's that I do.
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They're huddled 'round their periodic lunch tables, square and socially pyramidal, and I'm at the bottom. But they're just fluorine factions, bullies at heart trying to steal my e-lectricity with their negativity. Because I'm light, Ultra-violet violence to the eyes, Magnesium burning. Anti-matter meets matter. And that catalytic, cataclysmic energy is attractive. And they see me. They see, see, see, But I've got too many Cs on this side of my false, metallic personality. I'd better balance myself Or I'm not getting a good reaction. Classic ionic, ironic idiocy. I've bonded with you, just compounding the issues. 'Cause you're a complete acetate without a solution: now all I've got are problems. Dot Diagrams are dotted lines separating you from me, because over the years what was a bond became a partially negative charge against me. I was your oxygen, and you were carbon -ated, bubbly and explosive. We would Combust. But now all's left but to see, oh, two of your new girlfriends flanking your sides, 'cause we've decomposed, split, gone off to better things. Monatomic monotones lace my speech, and I'm pining for something to complete this emp-d shell that is myself. 'Cause I miss what we had. We had chemistry.
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Mar 9, 2013
Mar 9, 2013 at 5:52 PM UTC
Chemistry
I recently have noticed how sick I look on you everytime you post a pic or share a moment I look sick following you Everytime that you try to make your life apart I look sick when I follow you not through dark alleys but on twitter, facebook or instagram I am not used to write odd modern poetry but you deserve a reason to why I started unfollowing you So, everytime you upload a last-night-party pic I want you to know I won't be there looking for every guy you were hanging around with Because lately I've noticed that I look sick not for following you exactly but for being aware of what you were doing I'm sick of being a post instead of being a memory I'm sick of social media and their way of twisting things Making us more a number or dates instead of making us "friends" (who says that you can't be friend with your ex? maybe ancient rules, maybe an idiot with post-traumatic-relationship-stress) I'm sick of "follows", "tweets", "likes" ex-boyfriends and ex-girlfriends I'm unfollowing you for my health I'm unfollowing the entire world 'cause constantly they remind me to you with all their fake friends and ***** guys and ***** girls; ******* attention that maybe they don't truely deserve Yeah, probably I should unfollow the world for my health
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Feb 26, 2018
Feb 26, 2018 at 7:47 PM UTC
Unfollow
Animals have an intuition about danger. Men have “gut feelings.”  I should have listened to mine.  The first time I saw her, I knew she was dangerous.  I could feel it, and it excited me.  She was a predator, a tigress, a seductress on the hunt, a wild, untamable savage woman who destroyed men.  She would destroy me.  I saw it in her eyes the first time I saw her.  She was walking by with her girlfriends, laughing and giggling. She looked up, caught my gaze, and my world suddenly froze. A thousand feelings were expressed in the blink of her eyes.  She told me I was prey.  She told me I would die. She smiled, releasing my gaze.  My world rushed back into focus with the abrupt harshness of a slap in the face.  I was sweating. I was afraid. I was excited as I  watched her disappear into the crowd. That was the first time I saw her. How could I forget.
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Mar 16, 2019
Mar 16, 2019 at 2:25 PM UTC
Séraphine, Chapitre no 1, The Seductress (vampire erotica)
And we’ve all been there, me and my lovers, we’ve all see our fair share of troubles. cause Romance is Chance in the form of a Dance and I’m sorry to say I still move like I did fifteen years ago. Macarena with me and I’ll sweep you off your feet, maybe someday I’ll learn to waltz and blow you away. Until it all comes crashing down.   Because inevitably it all comes crashing down even the Flintstones died millennia ago. My Anna Marie, I’m sorry you left, Europe ringed and you answered, I guess we couldn’t afford long distance (is that even still a thing?) and I couldn’t wait for you, I was too young and too ready to love again. Dear Jenna, Darling, as much fun as you are we move at different speeds, and mine’s stuck in the slow lane. I liked *** on the second date, but I wasn’t ready for the **** three weeks in. God knows I’d never try and change you even he doesn’t have the ***** to try. And God bless you Tiffany, cause it ***** to die, but it ***** even more stuck here saying goodbye. Bachelor Status reaffirmed: **** sites filled to capacity with self-made men of audacity come to satisfy their proclivities “Dear phantom girlfriends, you’re here to gratify Please entertain us in our fantasies and our impossibly similar tendencies. Also, it wouldn’t hurt if it’s all free.”
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Jun 11, 2015
Jun 11, 2015 at 12:40 AM UTC
Drama ****
Na amiro ki basti mein rhta hu Na hi gareebo ke aashiyane mein Middle class ka hua Middle mein rhta hu Na pahali pankti ki pehali seat pr baithta hu Na hi aakhar mein khada rhta hu Middle class ka hu Middle mein rhta hu Na croro ka kabaar  hai Na hi gulabi note hazar hai Middle class ka hu Meri jarurate saman hai Na luxury car hai Na nhi cycle apni bekar hai Middle class ka hu Auto,riksha, paddle chalna Apne liye aam hai Na meri girlfriends char hai Na hi single rhna izzat ka swaal hai Middle class ka hu Apne yaar,dost shandaar hai Na aasman chhuti imarto par likha apna naam hai Na hi sadak kinare bitati apni shaam hai Middle class ka hu In dono ke beech Kaat leta apni raat hu Na videsh ghoomnta hu Nahi sehar se bahar jaana muskil samjhta hu Middle class ka hu Apna desh pura ghoom lena bhi bahut samajhata hu Na sir jhukane wale log hai Na hi sir jhukane wale hum hai Middle class ka hu Sabko gale lagana hi Apna dharam hai Na hi ac mein kaam karta hu Na hi dhoop mein pasina sukhata hu Middle class ka hu Pankhe ke niche apna kaam karta hu Na suraksha karmi apne pass hai Na hi sarir apna lachar hai Middle class ka hu Apni jaan ki raksha apne hath hai Na chhapan pakwan banate apne maharaj hai Na hi khaali pet sota apna pariwaar hai Middle class ka hu Meri maa ke haath mein hi sara sawaad hai
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Aug 5, 2018
Aug 5, 2018 at 2:59 AM UTC
Middle class ka hu
Hopscotch Girlfriends running, twirling, too. Taking turns out in the sun. Skip and hop across the board. Leap over the marked one. Twister. Red right foot, Bodies blend. Green left hand Twist and bend Blue left foot, Over extend. Yellow right hand In a body pile, again. Chess Pawns in play, Knights abound. King in check, Queens around. Pieces falling one by one Check and Mate is the sound. Tag Tag! You're It. Running wild. Laughing, screaming, Swift little child. Jumprope Rope atwirling overhead. Jump when its under. Singsong chanting Sounds like thunder. Checkers Red men, Black men. Jump on a diagonal. King me, king me Gonna jump a handful Kick the Can Running down the street. Kicking that can. Swarm of kiddies Chasing past the man.
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Feb 11, 2011
Feb 11, 2011 at 7:30 PM UTC
Childhood Games
**** men, guys, dudes, boys... in fact anything that walks on two legs and has a ***** between those two legs, or any other kind of elongated genitalia for that matter. **** the simple ones who guzzle beer and scream at other men in a small box **** the sensitive ones who weep at the intensity of their emotions to you **** that cool ones who speak in a language of esoteric band and brand names **** the intellectual ones who have their opinions shoved so far up their **** it bleeds out their mouth **** the business types who's cool indifference is callous **** the health-conscious gym-working-out ones who's 9pm bed time leaves you star gazing alone **** the hippy ones who's lofty, hot air talk leaves you with a nasty feeling in your nose like you need to sneeze but it is stuck inside **** the ones who are "different" but an trip on the bus is more entertaining than their recycled conversation Last of all **** the decent, hard working, ones who have girlfriends that are non-flaky, pulled-together, skinny-organic-soy-latte-drinkers, only-wear-Karen-Walker, I-have-no-daddy-issues, law-majors **** it all really
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Feb 28, 2015
Feb 28, 2015 at 5:29 PM UTC
**** Being Single
12/30/2013 I Met the **** Hater Have you ever seen someone so beautiful that you felt like crying? Have you ever felt so utterly Disgusted by someone that you wished they were dying? Do you think I feel gay guts and gayness in my genes? Or did society manufacture me - one of their gay liberal machines. I'm not sure which is better, Either  way you'll make me a martyr. But I'll be your Hester Prynne baby with my Big Gay Letter. I cannot erase that look on his face. when he told me **** **** Go Away. I'll punch you in the face just for being Gay. A separation of message and mind. Hateful judgment is not hard to find. When I stand in the shower, or sit down on a park bench, I'm a **** to him clear as gay. It's like he thinks I ate some magic flower. My girlfriends don't fare much better - to him called a bar ***** This guy is the part of society that makes being gay scary to say. He thinks Gays making out in public can't be allowed. He thinks Legalized gay marriages should be disavowed. He thinks Animal *** ********** and ****** are because of gays. He thinks Gay **** between two women might be more okay. He thinks *** should **** more gay people. He thinks Criminalizing ****** would make things more equal. He thinks Adam's choice of Eve or Steve is all that matters. He doesn't care about myself, or your heart's fragile rathers. This man is the **** Hater. Not a rare breed at all. He could be your waiter, or your teacher, maybe even your sales assistant at the mall. I Met the **** Hater, while I made out with a guy at the bar. The **** Hater was kinda old, yet strong and tall. But I didn't fall down. or become dehumanized. When I caught a glimpse of his face and saw that utter look of Disgust that I just cannot erase. I saw it in his face - the **** Hater's 'Homo Hate.'
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Dec 30, 2013
Dec 30, 2013 at 6:58 PM UTC
I Met the **** Hater
12/30/2013 I Met the **** Hater Have you ever seen someone so beautiful that you felt like crying? Have you ever felt so utterly Disgusted by someone that you wished they were dying? Do you think I feel gay guts and gayness in my genes? Or did society manufacture me - one of their gay liberal machines. I'm not sure which is better, Either  way you'll make me a martyr. But I'll be your Hester Prynne baby with my Big Gay Letter. I cannot erase that look on his face. when he told me **** **** Go Away. I'll punch you in the face just for being Gay. A separation of message and mind. Hateful judgment is not hard to find. When I stand in the shower, or sit down on a park bench, I'm a **** to him clear as gay. It's like he thinks I ate some magic flower. My girlfriends don't fare much better - to him called a bar ***** This guy is the part of society that makes being gay scary to say. He thinks Gays making out in public can't be allowed. He thinks Legalized gay marriages should be disavowed. He thinks Animal *** ********** and ****** are because of gays. He thinks Gay **** between two women might be more okay. He thinks *** should **** more gay people. He thinks Criminalizing ****** would make things more equal. He thinks Adam's choice of Eve or Steve is all that matters. He doesn't care about myself, or your heart's fragile rathers. This man is the **** Hater. Not a rare breed at all. He could be your waiter, or your teacher, maybe even your sales assistant at the mall. I Met the **** Hater, while I made out with a guy at the bar. The **** Hater was kinda old, yet strong and tall. But I didn't fall down. or become dehumanized. When I caught a glimpse of his face and saw that utter look of Disgust that I just cannot erase. I saw it in his face - the **** Hater's 'Homo Hate.'
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Just because you have kids doesn't mean you are a man it just means that you are old or mature enough to contribute to humanity's population(if that is even the case) just because you have muscles doesn't mean you are a man it just means that you are strong enough to do physical labor for humanity just because you have tons of girlfriends doesn't mean you are a man it just means that you are in a stage where courtmanship is at it's peak for the benefit of humanity just because you have tons of money doesn't mean you are a man it just means that you have contributed something to humanity in which you are getting pay for it just because you went to war doesn't mean you are a man it just means that you had enough respect for the country and your family and consequences were dealt to you because of humanities behavior the list of masculinity traits can go on and on masculinity is primitive femininity is evolving and it is time for men to stop indulging in their primitive ways for the survival of humanity.
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Apr 16, 2014
Apr 16, 2014 at 9:47 AM UTC
Masculinity
I've never been good at Being touched. Though the fingers Of endless suitors Have traced incomparable Lines of affection, They all stroke The same wounds. New hands feel like Recycled lullabies, Humming promises Of a new melody, Singing a remedy for My impassivity. Whether words fall Passionate or Fearful, Endearment lines my lips With an expiration Long enough to convince me, But short enough to leave me. Reminding me: The disintegration of Indifference Remains My prerequisite For destruction. So before you Touch me with Promises of a new Orchestration, I'm already marking the Days until you leave. Because my skin Is tired of Intruders hidden Behind momentary Infatuation. So keep your hands to yourself.
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Jul 11, 2017
Jul 11, 2017 at 12:24 AM UTC
Stop Reaching For My Hand, Your Girlfriends is Getting Cold
I used to have an issue with my body. Three years ago. 2015. The year of horrors. My weight was 60 kilograms and I don’t remember if I had a few grams more, but it doesn’t a matter. The issues is that I was a bit fat. I have never been fat. I was sad about it and I had a lot of problems more in that year. My principal problem was that when all of my girlfriends developed their body, I had a little girl body. My body begins to develop and that was when I turned fat, I didn’t like myself, personal problems, more issues. I increased 15 kilograms. I was really depressed. I started hating me more. Between 2016 and 2017, my body started changing. I lost weight, I hadn’t got issues with me anymore. That was really amazing. End of 2017 and this year (2018), my body changed completely. I don’t have the body that I used to own in 2015. I am thin and happy, but sometimes when I look at myself in the mirror, unconsciously I see myself as I was in 2015, fat. That kills me. Kills me more knowing that I couldn’t talk with my mother about it, because she didn’t understand it. But I could talk with my best friend and with my auntie because they understand it. I’m thankful about it. What more kills me is the fact that I know that my body it’s thin but my mind shows me another thing, which I hate and makes me sad. But today, July 25, 2018. My weight is 48 kilograms. I see the real me. I see myself thin. Now my unconscious accepts that I’m thin again. I’m really happy now because that is the body that I had all my entire life, that is the body that I want and which I’m in love with. I’m glad that I got back what I always wanted.
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Jul 26, 2018
Jul 26, 2018 at 2:08 AM UTC
Body Issues.
I used to have an issue with my body. Three years ago. 2015. The year of horrors. My weight was 60 kilograms and I don’t remember if I had a few grams more, but it doesn’t a matter. The issues is that I was a bit fat. I have never been fat. I was sad about it and I had a lot of problems more in that year. My principal problem was that when all of my girlfriends developed their body, I had a little girl body. My body begins to develop and that was when I turned fat, I didn’t like myself, personal problems, more issues. I increased 15 kilograms. I was really depressed. I started hating me more. Between 2016 and 2017, my body started changing. I lost weight, I hadn’t got issues with me anymore. That was really amazing. End of 2017 and this year (2018), my body changed completely. I don’t have the body that I used to own in 2015. I am thin and happy, but sometimes when I look at myself in the mirror, unconsciously I see myself as I was in 2015, fat. That kills me. Kills me more knowing that I couldn’t talk with my mother about it, because she didn’t understand it. But I could talk with my best friend and with my auntie because they understand it. I’m thankful about it. What more kills me is the fact that I know that my body it’s thin but my mind shows me another thing, which I hate and makes me sad. But today, July 25, 2018. My weight is 48 kilograms. I see the real me. I see myself thin. Now my unconscious accepts that I’m thin again. I’m really happy now because that is the body that I had all my entire life, that is the body that I want and which I’m in love with. I’m glad that I got back what I always wanted.
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I'm starting to think that there's something very wrong with me, Because everyone I love, everyone I care about, Friends, boyfriends, girlfriends, They all leave me in the dust. It's like no matter how hard I try, No matter what I do, I'm just not good enough.
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Jan 5, 2015
Jan 5, 2015 at 11:49 AM UTC
No Matter.
Don’t judge us For we are people like you Just because I’m in the streets Holding my girlfriends hand Doesn’t give you the right to say anything For me and her are just like you … Human beings
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Jun 17, 2014
Jun 17, 2014 at 11:55 AM UTC
judged
**IMMEDIATELY PLEASE REMOVE ALL OF MY INFORMATION FROM YOUR DATA BASE FORTHWITH.  ALSO, ADVISE ANY AND ALL CONTRACTORS, SUB-CONTRACTORS, AGENTS, SUB-AGENTS, AFFILIATES, PARTNERS, COLLEAGUES, ASSOCIATES, CLIENTS, WEBMASTERS, WEB BASED LINKS, WINKS, TWINKS, COLONEL CLINCKS, BOSSES, CO-WORKERS, EMPLOYEES, VENDORS, SUPPLIERS, SALESMEN, ASCCOUNT REPS/EXCS, ACCOUNTANTS, BROKERS, CO-BROKERS, HACKERS, SLACKERS, WHACKERS, JERKS, PIMPS, HOES, HOBOS, BUMS, DERELICTS, DEGENERATES, DOPERS, DEALERS, TWEEKERS, GAMBLERS, RAMBLERS, SOLICITORS, SIDEKICKS, COHORTS, WINGMEN, WHEELMEN, LOOKOUTS, OUTLAWS, IN-LAWS, RELATIVES, FIANCES, GIRLFRIENDS, BOYFRIENDS, FAMILY, FRIENDS, ENEMIES, EVIL NEMISIS', CANVASSERS, INQUIRERS, QUEERS, QUEENS, COWBOYS, KINGS, **** DRAGS, HAGS, HETEROS, HOMOS, TONY ROMOS, FEMALE IMPERSONATORS, (PRE OR POST) MALE IMPERSONATORS, ***** ***** VAN ***** **** VAN **** LESBIANS, LIARS, BUYERS, CRYERS, CIGAR SMOKERS, CARPET MUNCHERS, RUG RATS, TODDLERS, TEENAGERS, YOUNGSTERS, SENIORS, SUCKERS, TRUCKERS, MOTHER shut yer mouth, LAW MAKERS, LAWYERS, ATTORNEYS, JUDGES, POLITICIANS, PECKERWOODS, LEADERS, FOLLOWERS, DISCIPLES, PROPHETS, EVANGELISTS, SAVIORS, SINNERS, SAINTS, SOOTHSAYERS, MEDICINE MEN, GYPSYS, TRAMPS, AND THIEVES, WITCHES, WARLOCKS, VAMPIRES, LYCANS, ZOMBIES, WAR MONGERS, PROTESTERS, SOLIDERS, GENERALS, GOVERNORS, PRESIDENTS, PATRIOTS, PACKERS, LIONS, BEARS, BROWNS, BLACKHAWKS, REDWINGS, RIGHT WING, LIBERALS, OR LAW BIDING CITIZENS, THEY ARE NOT TO CONTACT ME AND LOOSE MY NUMBER. BUT IF YOU SEE MY MOM, TELL HER TO CALL ME. ........................................................................BA-ZING....................................................................**
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Dec 27, 2013
Dec 27, 2013 at 9:47 AM UTC
SPAMMER SMACKDOWN
**IMMEDIATELY PLEASE REMOVE ALL OF MY INFORMATION FROM YOUR DATA BASE FORTHWITH.  ALSO, ADVISE ANY AND ALL CONTRACTORS, SUB-CONTRACTORS, AGENTS, SUB-AGENTS, AFFILIATES, PARTNERS, COLLEAGUES, ASSOCIATES, CLIENTS, WEBMASTERS, WEB BASED LINKS, WINKS, TWINKS, COLONEL CLINCKS, BOSSES, CO-WORKERS, EMPLOYEES, VENDORS, SUPPLIERS, SALESMEN, ASCCOUNT REPS/EXCS, ACCOUNTANTS, BROKERS, CO-BROKERS, HACKERS, SLACKERS, WHACKERS, JERKS, PIMPS, HOES, HOBOS, BUMS, DERELICTS, DEGENERATES, DOPERS, DEALERS, TWEEKERS, GAMBLERS, RAMBLERS, SOLICITORS, SIDEKICKS, COHORTS, WINGMEN, WHEELMEN, LOOKOUTS, OUTLAWS, IN-LAWS, RELATIVES, FIANCES, GIRLFRIENDS, BOYFRIENDS, FAMILY, FRIENDS, ENEMIES, EVIL NEMISIS', CANVASSERS, INQUIRERS, QUEERS, QUEENS, COWBOYS, KINGS, **** DRAGS, HAGS, HETEROS, HOMOS, TONY ROMOS, FEMALE IMPERSONATORS, (PRE OR POST) MALE IMPERSONATORS, ***** ***** VAN ***** **** VAN **** LESBIANS, LIARS, BUYERS, CRYERS, CIGAR SMOKERS, CARPET MUNCHERS, RUG RATS, TODDLERS, TEENAGERS, YOUNGSTERS, SENIORS, SUCKERS, TRUCKERS, MOTHER shut yer mouth, LAW MAKERS, LAWYERS, ATTORNEYS, JUDGES, POLITICIANS, PECKERWOODS, LEADERS, FOLLOWERS, DISCIPLES, PROPHETS, EVANGELISTS, SAVIORS, SINNERS, SAINTS, SOOTHSAYERS, MEDICINE MEN, GYPSYS, TRAMPS, AND THIEVES, WITCHES, WARLOCKS, VAMPIRES, LYCANS, ZOMBIES, WAR MONGERS, PROTESTERS, SOLIDERS, GENERALS, GOVERNORS, PRESIDENTS, PATRIOTS, PACKERS, LIONS, BEARS, BROWNS, BLACKHAWKS, REDWINGS, RIGHT WING, LIBERALS, OR LAW BIDING CITIZENS, THEY ARE NOT TO CONTACT ME AND LOOSE MY NUMBER. BUT IF YOU SEE MY MOM, TELL HER TO CALL ME. ........................................................................BA-ZING....................................................................**
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I understand why you hurt and I understand what's been done But it seems to me you do not understand That I am not the one. She was the one that broke your heart, I'm not her. She was the one to psychotically start, I'm not her. The ones that left silver scars on your perfect face... I'm not them. Yet, You react and flinch at me as though I am your former femme. Ghosts of girlfriends past Haunting our sublime present They begin to scar me too As you reflect onto me your ailment. Punished for performing torment, neglect, and malice When all that I'd done was exaltment, respect, and cherish. I beg you to lift the mask from your eyes That will lead to our purest love's demise For if we were to end on their score I will forever bear my own wounds that were yours before.
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Jan 12, 2013
Jan 12, 2013 at 12:52 AM UTC
I'm Not Her
Table for one sir, a book my companion for a one-sided conversation Restaurant conversations buzz around me with intimacies and angst Pre-movie girlfriends split the bill for a bowl of gelato delightful chat Spooning in the Italian atmosphere for the price of a McDonalds. The repro man on my right boasts of dietary prowess to his fat date On the rack for his gluttony assuaged by the second rack of lamb Talking at each other I can feel the anguish of ugly gay loneliness Italian waiters providing comfort in the form of tiramisu temptations. Life the entertainment on Saturday night alone with ten pages read A drink talking boy will sleep alone without his now cold girlfriend Broadcasting life's loves and lies, everyone hears and nobody listens The opera of living more tragic than Tosca and as brutal as Butterfly. Rain soaked spirits sink on a trudge home to a lonely king-sized bed Goodnight loved one Skyped intimacies a warming blanket of comfort Sleep sweet dreams before the limousine blacked streets of tomorrow Nearer to honey sweet kisses and close in my love’s warm bed “hello”.
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Jan 21, 2012
Jan 21, 2012 at 11:26 AM UTC
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