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"furnishings" poems
*A Door's Rusty Hinges Screeched As It Is Opened, Though The Outside Of This Hall Is Ugly, Paint Chipping, The Scars Of Screams Entwined In Eggshell Trim, The Room Which Lays On The Other Side, Is Full Of Beauty, Is Full Of Tubes Of Paint, Some Which Lay On The Floor, Which Kisses Oak Furnishings, Some Lay On An Abandon Easel, Next To A Canvas, Half Completed, Created By Shaky Hands* *Empty Vases Sit On A Window Pane, Which Await, For The Return Of Freshly Picked Wild Flowers, Awaiting The Return, Of The Soft Glow Of A Candle, A Lanturn Perches On A Bookshelf, Full Of Stained Pages And Ripped Covers, The Stale Scent Of Memories Cling To Each Chapter, A Small Handcrafted Stool, Sits In This Ancient Home, In The Artist's Heart* *The Ancient Smell Of Paint, Is No More, Though The Stains Of Blues And Greens, Are Now Grey As Clay Upon The Floor, Yet Paintings Dwell On The Off-White Walls, Some Brilliant, Others A Hot Mess, Self Portraits, Redish Hair Cascading Like A Waterfall, Down A Slim Collarbone, Some Of Them The Women Smiles, Others She Frowns, Landscapes Of Rolling Hills, And The Moonlight Leaking Through Coniffer Forests, Are Stacked Ontop Of Eachother, And A Mirror Which Stared At The Artist's Face, And Who Saw Her Take Her Last Breath, Climbs Motionlessly On The Wall* *If You Looked Close Enough, You Could See Perfectly Preserved Fingerprints, On The Cracked Glass Of The Window, As If She Were Longing To Be Free, As If She Were A Prisoner, In A Colorful Cell, A Prisoner In Lockless Cage, A Prisoner With Flushed Cheeks, Yet A Face Still Pale, One Who Longed To Express Herself, To The Monarchy, Imprisoned For Creativity, She Lay In This Room, Breathed This Air, Painted These Pictures, Yet Where Is She Now?*
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Nov 10, 2012
Nov 10, 2012 at 7:47 PM UTC
A Room In My Soul
*A Door's Rusty Hinges Screeched As It Is Opened, Though The Outside Of This Hall Is Ugly, Paint Chipping, The Scars Of Screams Entwined In Eggshell Trim, The Room Which Lays On The Other Side, Is Full Of Beauty, Is Full Of Tubes Of Paint, Some Which Lay On The Floor, Which Kisses Oak Furnishings, Some Lay On An Abandon Easel, Next To A Canvas, Half Completed, Created By Shaky Hands* *Empty Vases Sit On A Window Pane, Which Await, For The Return Of Freshly Picked Wild Flowers, Awaiting The Return, Of The Soft Glow Of A Candle, A Lanturn Perches On A Bookshelf, Full Of Stained Pages And Ripped Covers, The Stale Scent Of Memories Cling To Each Chapter, A Small Handcrafted Stool, Sits In This Ancient Home, In The Artist's Heart* *The Ancient Smell Of Paint, Is No More, Though The Stains Of Blues And Greens, Are Now Grey As Clay Upon The Floor, Yet Paintings Dwell On The Off-White Walls, Some Brilliant, Others A Hot Mess, Self Portraits, Redish Hair Cascading Like A Waterfall, Down A Slim Collarbone, Some Of Them The Women Smiles, Others She Frowns, Landscapes Of Rolling Hills, And The Moonlight Leaking Through Coniffer Forests, Are Stacked Ontop Of Eachother, And A Mirror Which Stared At The Artist's Face, And Who Saw Her Take Her Last Breath, Climbs Motionlessly On The Wall* *If You Looked Close Enough, You Could See Perfectly Preserved Fingerprints, On The Cracked Glass Of The Window, As If She Were Longing To Be Free, As If She Were A Prisoner, In A Colorful Cell, A Prisoner In Lockless Cage, A Prisoner With Flushed Cheeks, Yet A Face Still Pale, One Who Longed To Express Herself, To The Monarchy, Imprisoned For Creativity, She Lay In This Room, Breathed This Air, Painted These Pictures, Yet Where Is She Now?*
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This is your day in the sun, Your day of triumph, Of commitment, Of promise and intention, Of New Beginnings, The end of loneliness. This is the new foundation, The plying together of bricks and mortar The bricks to give colour and shape, The mortar to give structure and soundness, So that together you are an impregnable fortress With doors of heartfelt love, Windows of vision, Rooms of peace and generousity, Furnishings of service and beauty, And a garden of sweet memories to grow. I wish you success at every turn, Joy on every path, Delight in all the little things of life, Deeply rooted and vigorously sprouting shoots of loyalty and love Nurtured on the fertiliser of experience and wisdom, And LONG LIFE TOGETHER! with very much love
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Jan 5, 2014
Jan 5, 2014 at 5:10 AM UTC
Your Wedding
I grieve for you in the cold quiet of winter My absent child, my long lost son Warming my hands over dying flames, frost covered smouldering clinker, By the wood where icy streams run Through the shrunken sedge, and barren fields Stretching for miles, empty of meaning. The landscape like a worn photograph yields Your tremulous smile, then nothing. Here, you ran with startled steps Through the yielding sheaves, yelling with surprise, Chasing indifferent spiders, and discomfited birds With hatred in their pebble pool-dark eyes. Querying awkwardly spoken words, small Tenacious fingers that caress and clutch Every passing object, loudly chuckling, wisely playing me for a fool A silly father who loved too much. On the anniversary of your leaving I required solitude Partnered only by memory Away from familiar crowds, the booming, barking fusillade Of the present day commonplace urban itinerary, Where only the crackle of snow And the fleeting trajectory of birds Distracts my slow Marshalling of comforting thoughts. The cottage where we lived haunts the shallow glade, A shrouded ghost swaddled by the half-light, Positioned squarely like an old man, its cladding beginning to fade, White branches like dead-fingers that gleam in the night. In the closet are your dust-sprinkled toys, a yellow plastic duck, A cheap skateboard, ancient video games, A guitar you never learnt to pluck A chess board on which you pulverised my endgames. In the preserved furnishings of your bedroom Your school work gathered into stacks Barely visible in the gloom, Our life together in disorganised packs Denoting year and level Development and academic achievement, If any, (but I mustn’t once again cavil) Indicating, even in your earliest years, a specific bent. Standing on the mantelpiece, propped up against the wall, Are brightly coloured, polished pictures Of you. Plump, blonde, agreeably small Dancing, standing, jumping, grinning, absurdly wistful mixtures. A bitter echo resonating from the shadows A cold thought darkening into memory The spectre of your voice disappearing in the meadows Having left all of us! Having left me!
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Nov 10, 2015
Nov 10, 2015 at 8:20 PM UTC
LOST
I grieve for you in the cold quiet of winter My absent child, my long lost son Warming my hands over dying flames, frost covered smouldering clinker, By the wood where icy streams run Through the shrunken sedge, and barren fields Stretching for miles, empty of meaning. The landscape like a worn photograph yields Your tremulous smile, then nothing. Here, you ran with startled steps Through the yielding sheaves, yelling with surprise, Chasing indifferent spiders, and discomfited birds With hatred in their pebble pool-dark eyes. Querying awkwardly spoken words, small Tenacious fingers that caress and clutch Every passing object, loudly chuckling, wisely playing me for a fool A silly father who loved too much. On the anniversary of your leaving I required solitude Partnered only by memory Away from familiar crowds, the booming, barking fusillade Of the present day commonplace urban itinerary, Where only the crackle of snow And the fleeting trajectory of birds Distracts my slow Marshalling of comforting thoughts. The cottage where we lived haunts the shallow glade, A shrouded ghost swaddled by the half-light, Positioned squarely like an old man, its cladding beginning to fade, White branches like dead-fingers that gleam in the night. In the closet are your dust-sprinkled toys, a yellow plastic duck, A cheap skateboard, ancient video games, A guitar you never learnt to pluck A chess board on which you pulverised my endgames. In the preserved furnishings of your bedroom Your school work gathered into stacks Barely visible in the gloom, Our life together in disorganised packs Denoting year and level Development and academic achievement, If any, (but I mustn’t once again cavil) Indicating, even in your earliest years, a specific bent. Standing on the mantelpiece, propped up against the wall, Are brightly coloured, polished pictures Of you. Plump, blonde, agreeably small Dancing, standing, jumping, grinning, absurdly wistful mixtures. A bitter echo resonating from the shadows A cold thought darkening into memory The spectre of your voice disappearing in the meadows Having left all of us! Having left me!
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Miles and miles of.... Space, stretched mouths, lips Drawn apart, gums claiming their Contents and the...... Famous uvula left dangling there Tonsil twins, the septic sisters Wore white adornments today Salt stained specs sitting spitefully Chastising for last night's overdose Remarking about being off colour Tombs stones stained on plaque Patrol alert, tongue wearing a Its stale white winter coat Colour palette was off white today With blue garland furnishings Strategically placed under the Black veil of last night's mascara Nostrils dragged their contents Into the daylight, sizing up and Producing a contest for the Incumbent tissue trail that slowly Gave the receptacle in the corner A purpose for the day...to see how Sturdy it claimed to be before it Regurgitated....spluttering and coughing
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Nov 9, 2012
Nov 9, 2012 at 7:15 AM UTC
Winters gift
Sister wants the jewels Brother eyes the deed to the house Aunt Jan covets Grandma’s wedding ring, She has for years. Uncle Ted asks about the furnishings. Casually. Like carrion beetles we swarm seeking the juiciest bits for ourselves. Masking avarice with feigned grief
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Jul 29, 2010
Jul 29, 2010 at 12:17 AM UTC
Hospice
this perpetual pattern. a thousand spreadsheets of the thing, draped unceremoniously about the furnishings of my mind. digits and symbols tapped into a machine to keep every schtick continually whirring. rare concessions of dumbfounded dazzle, no time or place for wonder. untidy notes, impure thoughts, callings from the mud--the whole deal, and yet i still hold my fancies. with careful introductions i can shut the monster down. it has dreams of its own, collected in dust, and when the time comes to sit out defeat they unfold in my lap like grotesque paper flowers
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Apr 28, 2013
Apr 28, 2013 at 5:37 PM UTC
monsters
assembly point first floor second floor P $1.00 per hour third floor others panelbeaters paint division spies heckler automotive no thoroughfare flooring centre - "fashion for your floor" kitchen things relocation sale plumbing laser - "totally dependable" Stop! convictions end careers science /three /fire /wardens /tally /board design + garden landscapes All violators will be towed at owners expense (doorway in constant use) National mortgage and agency (coy of nz ltd) "manufactures of quality soft furnishings" inward goods -> ABSOLUTELY nothing to be left outside of "floor" at all times (community probation service) "salsa moves New Zealand" Ice cold pacific fish shop Inward outward goods (Clearance 3.1 metres) <-chapel office-> hot pies fish and chips burgers milkshakes ice cream fried chicken STOP (funeral services limited) full system fabrications: - "free quotes!" hand painted / illuminated The art of refinishing; Leaders in worldwide approval&nbsp
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Jul 6, 2014
Jul 6, 2014 at 6:40 AM UTC
walk
Picture portraits in a small photo, generations on a great hall's walls. Prominent people of the past, lives emptied out in a room now empty, but still present in its patinated patterns. Like pretend gods they covet their ill-gotten goods, while the room fills with artisan phantoms, championing their creative crafts, charming the furnishings they fashioned. Their lives survive only in their works, some unattributed, unfamed but unshamed.
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Jul 4, 2015
Jul 4, 2015 at 10:32 AM UTC
A Photo of Charlecote Great Hall
drop dusk and there lies sleep                dawning of dream vital within                         there's a **** throat of energy a body of landscape       and a primal language   sewn obscene oh here comes alike a monkey see lung as he preens       engorged tongues of mystery read thirstily read   fingertips retrieve        little ******** from all surfaces all terrains and rearrangements                    of past furnishings lashed is all                                                   generous gobbings and ravishing demented in cementing and invasive warmth and decanting honey-clung vital ambrosia tightens and loosens human in ravel swallows of emerge and implosion of curtain                                     it passes til sistence                                     it passes with yawn
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Sep 23, 2025
Sep 23, 2025 at 10:06 AM UTC
dream womb
I once checked into an old hotel that’s served guests for many a year. The white-clad staff will serve you well and greet you brimming with cheer. Its handsome brick and stone façade shines gold in the bright morning sun. Inside, the red velvet furnishings’ a nod to the lovers’ tall tales there spun. The rooms are filled with patchouli scent, or perhaps with a strong note of musk. At first you’ll easily make the rent and stay there from dawn until dusk. Oh, how well could I in that chamber sleep on starry fields of Elysium each night, my baggage packed in cotton I’d keep to stow it from whatever gave fright. But the longer this hospitality I had the more a locked hospital it became; the doors that’d welcomed this young lad soon rusted, harder to open again. I chatted with the friendly concierge and noticed the crease of his smile was curled into the quirk of a sneer while his light humor shifted to bile. The mattress that once was thick and soft grew coarse and lumpy with age while the vistas seen from the gilded loft were obscured by the bars of a cage. The red velvet’s colors began to bleed. All was gilded with the gold of fools. Once this hotel had for me filled a need — but it sought to make me its ghoul. This hostel had to hostile turned, its host was revealed as a warden. With time I learned its charms to spurn and escape to a greener garden. Even now that hooking hotel calls, a sultry siren who woefully wails and summons her guests — or thralls? — to deep sleep in her heavenly jail.
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Nov 15, 2024
Nov 15, 2024 at 4:53 AM UTC
Hotel, hostel
I once checked into an old hotel that’s served guests for many a year. The white-clad staff will serve you well and greet you brimming with cheer. Its handsome brick and stone façade shines gold in the bright morning sun. Inside, the red velvet furnishings’ a nod to the lovers’ tall tales there spun. The rooms are filled with patchouli scent, or perhaps with a strong note of musk. At first you’ll easily make the rent and stay there from dawn until dusk. Oh, how well could I in that chamber sleep on starry fields of Elysium each night, my baggage packed in cotton I’d keep to stow it from whatever gave fright. But the longer this hospitality I had the more a locked hospital it became; the doors that’d welcomed this young lad soon rusted, harder to open again. I chatted with the friendly concierge and noticed the crease of his smile was curled into the quirk of a sneer while his light humor shifted to bile. The mattress that once was thick and soft grew coarse and lumpy with age while the vistas seen from the gilded loft were obscured by the bars of a cage. The red velvet’s colors began to bleed. All was gilded with the gold of fools. Once this hotel had for me filled a need — but it sought to make me its ghoul. This hostel had to hostile turned, its host was revealed as a warden. With time I learned its charms to spurn and escape to a greener garden. Even now that hooking hotel calls, a sultry siren who woefully wails and summons her guests — or thralls? — to deep sleep in her heavenly jail.
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I put my lips to your face and **** in old skin. Your face changes colour. Becomes pink with new complexion. Your mother calls. You can’t tell her about this. Instead you tell her ten, for coffee. After coffee. At shopping. She remarks, 'my daughter is so very beautiful.’ The salesman nods in agreement. She purchases a new appliance. It matches the colour of everything; it's the most powerful and efficient vacuum in the world. She is happy. Brings it home. And plugs it into the socket. It ***** up everything, including the paint from the walls, the curtains from the window and the telephone from its cradle. Your mother is pleased, it’s everything the salesman said it would be. Along with her furnishings, it ***** both of us into its black belly. Surrounded by the comforts of home we start a new life together. One day you say, we’ll be very happy. But it’s so dark I can’t see your face. The phone rings. It’s your mother. She wants to know how we’re settling in.
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Aug 13, 2011
Aug 13, 2011 at 7:45 AM UTC
Black Vacuum
I moved into our new apartment building and for two weeks every time I heard someone in the hallway outside our front door I imagined it was you coming home to me for two weeks I had every light in our place on all the time to let myself pretend this home was occupied and wished I had someone to argue over the electric bill with for two weeks I went to the beach and sat alone stared out into the ocean for hours until the sun burned my skin and the sand found it's way into my eyes here I allowed myself to think for a moment that you are only miles away from me just out of my reach but safe nonetheless for two weeks I looked out the bedroom window and the kitchen window and the living room window all the windows I could find searching for your car your face you in two weeks we came so close to seeing each other and yet we're still so far apart for two weeks I checked my phone two hundred times a day I sent you texts I knew you would not answer or receive and called to tell your voicemail goodnight for two weeks I fought back tears in grocery stores as I bought entirely too much food for just one person but I filled up the cart anyway because what if you come home? the milk went sour and the bread ran dry and I took out four bags of trash by myself in two weeks I transformed a house into a home without you I hung decorations you have never seen in a place you have never been I bought furniture without asking your opinion on the tan sofa or the gray one I had to make these decisions without you I put together our dinner table and ate at it alone I found this home feels one hundred times more empty with all these furnishings that are meant to accommodate several people and yet here I am alone for two weeks for two months I've waited and god please let it be over soon
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Sep 30, 2017
Sep 30, 2017 at 6:58 PM UTC
it's been hell without you
I moved into our new apartment building and for two weeks every time I heard someone in the hallway outside our front door I imagined it was you coming home to me for two weeks I had every light in our place on all the time to let myself pretend this home was occupied and wished I had someone to argue over the electric bill with for two weeks I went to the beach and sat alone stared out into the ocean for hours until the sun burned my skin and the sand found it's way into my eyes here I allowed myself to think for a moment that you are only miles away from me just out of my reach but safe nonetheless for two weeks I looked out the bedroom window and the kitchen window and the living room window all the windows I could find searching for your car your face you in two weeks we came so close to seeing each other and yet we're still so far apart for two weeks I checked my phone two hundred times a day I sent you texts I knew you would not answer or receive and called to tell your voicemail goodnight for two weeks I fought back tears in grocery stores as I bought entirely too much food for just one person but I filled up the cart anyway because what if you come home? the milk went sour and the bread ran dry and I took out four bags of trash by myself in two weeks I transformed a house into a home without you I hung decorations you have never seen in a place you have never been I bought furniture without asking your opinion on the tan sofa or the gray one I had to make these decisions without you I put together our dinner table and ate at it alone I found this home feels one hundred times more empty with all these furnishings that are meant to accommodate several people and yet here I am alone for two weeks for two months I've waited and god please let it be over soon
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Silver shivers run past the breeze leaving plains of white visions under the light Distance and corners merge into a blurred vacant platform where the ghosts of the singing children dance We stand aside each other Leaning arm to arm Locking fingers tightly Me and my other half Pictures are created by a silent venom Diving into pools of sharp corners Bushes set ablaze injecting some coloured lashings Heat melts away the beloved tranquil course We stand aside each other Touching arm to arm Locking fingers slightly Me and my other part Purple and blue faces left surplus in the sand Coarse furnishings decorate the mind Track tyres leave markings around constant bends Time dissolves into oblivious ruin We stand apart from each other reaching for the others arms
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Jun 28, 2015
Jun 28, 2015 at 12:58 PM UTC
Recover Me
i wasn,t a god but i('ve) drohc detonk tsrif eht detsat of ****** silence tonguing the velvety paint of nothing plastic thorns punishing sweetly a rose patient hands searing nouns of shapeless conformity straightly bending smooth roughness and red and yes and and and and smile little blood i'll cup your naked furnishings and we'll go strongly into the darkness burdened vine of stringy gargled nightmares and ;'hiccup"
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Oct 18, 2010
Oct 18, 2010 at 2:23 PM UTC
i wasn,t a god
1. my hands won't stop shaking, and I like to pretend it's because they are filled with the stardust of your words and infused with the chemicals of your skin 2. you haven't spoken to me in weeks and haven't touched me in even longer 3. I also pretend that the twinkling lights all around represent each of our promises 4. in a few days' time, the lights will be gone and put away (an echo of our plans) 5. I see you in the glint of sunlight on the cornfields and the glow of the moon when I'm still awake at three in the morning and the slope of the mountains that trap us in this town together and in the curve of my own lips 6. the lips that I'm starting to believe you didn't think about kissing as much as I thought about kissing yours 7. most of all, I see you in the emptiness of the fog each morning 8. I have to stop myself from thinking your name 9. all my plans must be scratched out of my furnishings and a new layer carved on 10. I'm scared because I don't know how to be me without you
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Dec 24, 2013
Dec 24, 2013 at 4:25 AM UTC
Ten thoughts on losing you
If pain was a friend instead of a burden – if I could make peace with the unwelcome – if perhaps I could see her as a teacher, not in a lecture theatre (distant and with sharp echoes), but in a private tutorial with soft furnishings and perhaps a vase of flowers. – If her lessons came with handouts, exploring, with pictures, the reason for the searing, the overwhelming – but no, my pain is that annoying parent on a pointless trek, refusing to stay silent, incessant in her insistence that we can’t part ways.
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Jan 31, 2023
Jan 31, 2023 at 4:19 PM UTC
Pain #3
I returned early, You were still there. You left a chair and table For my meals. My recliner and lamp were waiting, Before the new flat screen. You made-up my bed, One pillow at the head. Closet space had its place With missing clothes and shoes. Others fared less well More were desolute; But you walked out in style, Took time for a Good-bye. The house has less furnishings, Plenty of meaningless stuff; It's not the missing articles, But your missing voice, I guess.
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Apr 13, 2016
Apr 13, 2016 at 4:20 PM UTC
Something's Missing
The old house stood against the sea Neglected and alone Peeled paint and blasted tree Bleached as unearthed bones Windows cracked and broken There upon the heath Doors mouths with words unspoken A fence of rotten teeth The gardens are untended The ivy overgrown Supporting beams so bended The house should crumble down Walk into ancient fairylands Where the furnishings are dust The curtains torn to greying strands The chandelier is rust Alone a peeling mirror Along the wall I see I look into it's empty depths And behold the poet... ME. SoulSurvivor (C) 12/28/2016
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Dec 28, 2016
Dec 28, 2016 at 11:09 PM UTC
Neglect
Whimsical strings of particular words; Cut and pasted into delicate furnishings. A cadence, Rhythm, Feeling. Weaved together into metaphorical meanings And deeper understandings of not only oneself But the collective mind of humankind As if great discoveries are made with every letter. The barely comprehensible wisdom resonates, Echoing off walls and through empty minds As if carrying more of a meaning Than a gentle breeze Entertaining a slip of paper Through its nimble fingers. It’s hollow bones would crumble under the slightest press.
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Aug 25, 2015
Aug 25, 2015 at 2:23 PM UTC
Hollow Bones
Rebuilding the home After nearly a year trying, I moved house The house was tired It had dated It had lost the sense of who it was It had lost all its character Too much time with someone not attending to its needs And it, tired and unloved as it was, Didn't provide much of a home Frustrated by its loss of self I started by pulling down the ceiling Get the structure right first Dust and debris fell, I wore a mask to keep from breathing it all in The dust toxic with a touch of asbestos I wrapped it up in the carpet that smelled of an old mans dog and threw it out This weekend I knocked down a wall. There were sledgehammers, crowbars, chisels, saws, hammers, electricity, falling timber and plaster, screws and nails. I didn't even get a scratch on me. Tonight I picked up a cardboard box and got a paper cut and it hurt like hell. Sod's law! Breaking down all the bad parts of the house nearly broke me Pulling out the guts of it Taking away all the unloved furnishings The trappings that were there to make it a home but actually just held it back Searching for the hidden character underneath Everything was ***** - a building site Looking at the beams Wondering "would they hold?" I needed a break Eventually it changed It started with the fireplace I smashed through all the fake brickwork Stripped the plaster Needle gunned the paint And there was the character Beautiful, strong stone mullions Aged and flawed but beautiful I pulled up carpets and sanded floorboards Changed the bathroom for one more in keeping Painted, varnished, wallpapered Added in all the things that I loved The good memories The hobbies My artwork My children's photos and toys Filling the house with fun I took things that were broken and made them new Changed their form A garage door to a bed A smelly sofa to a garden bench Made the broken new and beautiful Seeing them in a new light Making amends with the past Talked to the kids tonight about me dating. They were really interested and happy about it. Told them I don't want to date at the moment and Tom and Hazel both said "well, when you get your house finished Dad, girls will like that" They're so sweet. I properly love my kids Just before Christmas, I got the carpet and the laminate down. When the kids saw the house all done up they said this... Hazel... I love our new house! Tom... It's the best house in the world! Jake... I think the reason it feels like home is because of all the work you've put into it Dad. We're home now
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Apr 16, 2016
Apr 16, 2016 at 5:35 AM UTC
Rebuilding the home
Rebuilding the home After nearly a year trying, I moved house The house was tired It had dated It had lost the sense of who it was It had lost all its character Too much time with someone not attending to its needs And it, tired and unloved as it was, Didn't provide much of a home Frustrated by its loss of self I started by pulling down the ceiling Get the structure right first Dust and debris fell, I wore a mask to keep from breathing it all in The dust toxic with a touch of asbestos I wrapped it up in the carpet that smelled of an old mans dog and threw it out This weekend I knocked down a wall. There were sledgehammers, crowbars, chisels, saws, hammers, electricity, falling timber and plaster, screws and nails. I didn't even get a scratch on me. Tonight I picked up a cardboard box and got a paper cut and it hurt like hell. Sod's law! Breaking down all the bad parts of the house nearly broke me Pulling out the guts of it Taking away all the unloved furnishings The trappings that were there to make it a home but actually just held it back Searching for the hidden character underneath Everything was ***** - a building site Looking at the beams Wondering "would they hold?" I needed a break Eventually it changed It started with the fireplace I smashed through all the fake brickwork Stripped the plaster Needle gunned the paint And there was the character Beautiful, strong stone mullions Aged and flawed but beautiful I pulled up carpets and sanded floorboards Changed the bathroom for one more in keeping Painted, varnished, wallpapered Added in all the things that I loved The good memories The hobbies My artwork My children's photos and toys Filling the house with fun I took things that were broken and made them new Changed their form A garage door to a bed A smelly sofa to a garden bench Made the broken new and beautiful Seeing them in a new light Making amends with the past Talked to the kids tonight about me dating. They were really interested and happy about it. Told them I don't want to date at the moment and Tom and Hazel both said "well, when you get your house finished Dad, girls will like that" They're so sweet. I properly love my kids Just before Christmas, I got the carpet and the laminate down. When the kids saw the house all done up they said this... Hazel... I love our new house! Tom... It's the best house in the world! Jake... I think the reason it feels like home is because of all the work you've put into it Dad. We're home now
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You are born into a gps place where pinpoints of religions, rituals and romances have been inbuilt into the waft and weft of the world from the fabric was rolled out in rolls of generations that went before you? Think back. There is little you can change abruptly but slow careful threads woven into the final pattern will reveal how you wish to include, direct and introduce a new pattern of thinking into the new curtains you may hand hang on the walls of a society that needs new furnishings! Soon you will find yourself in the middle of a movement shifting between traditions that lay suppressed and controlled by a segment of society that deemed belief in change impossible without tick marks from the elders of a stagnant culture unable to understand change and consequences! I say to you. Go change traditions to make society adapt better to what lies ahead not back! Change now. Its your time. © Marshall Gass. All rights reserved, 2 days ago
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Mar 17, 2014
Mar 17, 2014 at 2:10 AM UTC
Traditions
When you can't reach the stars at the top of the stairs. When your eyes become blinded in your darkened domain. All you find is storm, upon storm. Barrage balloons and a million blue moons ,none that I can find, pray someone remind me that life's really good. I find no interest but, I know that I should. When lost moments are gone and you can't see the sky, the nails on your fingers scratch hard, you're wanting to cry,but your tears are all gone, stolen by one, who says that you're stupid. Tears came back, they're chasing the tracks of the scratches of nails, where snails become slugs, salt hating bugs. Disintegrate into puddles of slush. Reminiscent tears, begin more to gush as they flush out bad feelings of battling with demons. Want more soft furnishings to cushion my head, I fight onwards and upwards, wish I was dead. I doesn't always follow, as sometimes I'm mellow, tinged with spots of cowardly yellow. The bus passed the stop and I just can't step off. The world keeps on turning, somewhere a sparks still burning. Never know why, I just need a good cry. I want a good sob. I know that I do. My world is beaten black shades of blue. I sit in the corner and rock like the clock on the shelf, with the crocodile tears, just a big fish out of water, they call me a flounder. A bit of a chicken, scratching the farmyard. Guess what ladies and gentlemen the poet's a ****** Not too hard to work out I guess, yep, everyone knows that the poet's a mess. Large black dog, swirls round my head, still wish I was dead, born a coward always will be, stay in bed, take some proper medication..no not suicidal, some delicious anti-d's. All shall pass, soon I shall be me again, Honestly. (c) Livvi
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Aug 30, 2015
Aug 30, 2015 at 9:41 AM UTC
LOST
When you can't reach the stars at the top of the stairs. When your eyes become blinded in your darkened domain. All you find is storm, upon storm. Barrage balloons and a million blue moons ,none that I can find, pray someone remind me that life's really good. I find no interest but, I know that I should. When lost moments are gone and you can't see the sky, the nails on your fingers scratch hard, you're wanting to cry,but your tears are all gone, stolen by one, who says that you're stupid. Tears came back, they're chasing the tracks of the scratches of nails, where snails become slugs, salt hating bugs. Disintegrate into puddles of slush. Reminiscent tears, begin more to gush as they flush out bad feelings of battling with demons. Want more soft furnishings to cushion my head, I fight onwards and upwards, wish I was dead. I doesn't always follow, as sometimes I'm mellow, tinged with spots of cowardly yellow. The bus passed the stop and I just can't step off. The world keeps on turning, somewhere a sparks still burning. Never know why, I just need a good cry. I want a good sob. I know that I do. My world is beaten black shades of blue. I sit in the corner and rock like the clock on the shelf, with the crocodile tears, just a big fish out of water, they call me a flounder. A bit of a chicken, scratching the farmyard. Guess what ladies and gentlemen the poet's a ****** Not too hard to work out I guess, yep, everyone knows that the poet's a mess. Large black dog, swirls round my head, still wish I was dead, born a coward always will be, stay in bed, take some proper medication..no not suicidal, some delicious anti-d's. All shall pass, soon I shall be me again, Honestly. (c) Livvi
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*sometimes I sit alone in our floral garden. We have travelled so very far together. The large pretty home and expensive cars in the driveway attest to our success. But my thoughts drift back to the start of us. fFnishing college together making love in our bare of furnishings single room. We dined at our picnic table Slept on an inflatable matrass. Ate frozen pizza and drank cheap wine. made love as the moon bloomed its light through our undraped window. talked the night away after ********** I remember thinking how much I loved you How I would never be able to get enough of you. I would give everything we have today to go back there with you my love. for without knowing it we had everything back then.*
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Jan 31, 2016
Jan 31, 2016 at 10:02 AM UTC
Finding all there is
If looking for your one true love You'll know as their loves shown You'll feel for once wrapped in their arms You're finally home sweet home! So open up your heart right now I know you'll find such peace, You'll never rent a space for love To set your heart at ease! Don't worry 'bout new furnishings Bring only what you've got 'Cause since your heart has moved in here I found I've got a lot! Don't take your time, just come on now You've got my heart rent free I give my love now all to you To be all I can be! I've looked all life for special love A love that's near divine A precious love so hard to find A love like yours and mine! So now I give all willingly You'll never have to pry I'll show you best my love for you A love you can't deny! So get your things and move on in And together life we'll roam Just sign this lifetime lease of love My heart is now your home!
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Mar 31, 2016
Mar 31, 2016 at 2:04 PM UTC
"Love Lease"