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"domicile" poems
Static, memories Emanating, separating   The postcard- perfect Still life speaks From its storied past. Invisible, to drift Among   The florid aphorisms, Ending in Deleterious debris, Aftermath of The inevitable. Empty room, echo hollow Tabula rasa - Carpet clean, quite candid in it's Return to callow. Consciousness athirst, Absorbing phenomena Effervesce, inquisitive Ideas foment, Sealed inside a question. The what - Against the narrow Scarcity, And fatigue of should. A tender malleable Youth, Betrayed, under An assumed decorum - Residue of truth, Flattened emotion Privations of a self Unheard; Misplaced affirmation, Buried pathologies   In architecture Fear manifests symbolic. Harboring apathy The lunacy of pious Pedigree, Import contagion, Fetters of benignity Doubt and indecision   Into ****** Cognizance, Fallow spirits Seep fumes of decay, Credulity bleeds a human stain. Social edifice, inoculated   Heirs of neurosis; Palpable, sensual pain And transience, though Tacit - remain, Our haunted history, The blind hyperbole, Maudlin Forbearance, this haven, A portrait Of immaculate condition, Nurtured with precision Under sterling pretense. Provincial domicile - House beautiful, Savage irony - Unseen treasure Innocence unabridged, Faces, tiny creations; Compliant vessels Wounded,   While modernism murmurs   Its promise. Brave New World, In a late model sedan, Domestic ranch on a Corner lot, Suburban natives, Silence means security. The misunderstood Speak louder - Consumerism beneath     Unvarnished ambition, Never could Repair the brokenness within... © 2011 & 2018 W. S. Warner
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Oct 20, 2011
Oct 20, 2011 at 5:38 PM UTC
Hollow
Static, memories Emanating, separating   The postcard- perfect Still life speaks From its storied past. Invisible, to drift Among   The florid aphorisms, Ending in Deleterious debris, Aftermath of The inevitable. Empty room, echo hollow Tabula rasa - Carpet clean, quite candid in it's Return to callow. Consciousness athirst, Absorbing phenomena Effervesce, inquisitive Ideas foment, Sealed inside a question. The what - Against the narrow Scarcity, And fatigue of should. A tender malleable Youth, Betrayed, under An assumed decorum - Residue of truth, Flattened emotion Privations of a self Unheard; Misplaced affirmation, Buried pathologies   In architecture Fear manifests symbolic. Harboring apathy The lunacy of pious Pedigree, Import contagion, Fetters of benignity Doubt and indecision   Into ****** Cognizance, Fallow spirits Seep fumes of decay, Credulity bleeds a human stain. Social edifice, inoculated   Heirs of neurosis; Palpable, sensual pain And transience, though Tacit - remain, Our haunted history, The blind hyperbole, Maudlin Forbearance, this haven, A portrait Of immaculate condition, Nurtured with precision Under sterling pretense. Provincial domicile - House beautiful, Savage irony - Unseen treasure Innocence unabridged, Faces, tiny creations; Compliant vessels Wounded,   While modernism murmurs   Its promise. Brave New World, In a late model sedan, Domestic ranch on a Corner lot, Suburban natives, Silence means security. The misunderstood Speak louder - Consumerism beneath     Unvarnished ambition, Never could Repair the brokenness within... © 2011 & 2018 W. S. Warner
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Capricorns, Capricorns are ruled and schooled by the planet Saturn, Saturn, Saturn. A bandit with a similar pattern, pattern, pattern. Capricorns, Capricorns are brethren from a legion; a legion of an atmosphere of the southern-hemisphere; in the equatorial region. At an angle, angle, angle; Capricorns, Capricorns are angels of Aquarius and Sagittarius. They’re boisterous, courageous, contagious, glamorous, prestigious, rebellious, various and victorious-goats, goats, goats! Capricorns, Capricorns cope, devote, note and quote, quote, quote. They’re ambitions with superstitions and various missions, missions, missions! They’re novelties and poverties, revelations and revolutionaries, revolutionaries, revolutionaries. Capricorns, Capricorns are theories and visionaries, visionaries, visionaries. They’re objects, projects and rejects. They’re leaders and readers that are poetically, negatively or positively dictatorial and doctorial!  Some are historical, optical, political and radical; authentic, eccentric, neurotic, poetic, theoretic, theoretic, theoretic. Unicorns, Unicorns are biblical and mythical, mythical, mythical; they’re ****** exotic, iconic, ironic, magic, nostalgic creatures, creatures, creatures. Their features resembling a horse of course, of course. Furthermore, they’re fierce and a force. They’re a breed and creed of desire, fire and perspire, perspire, perspire, perspire! They’re viral, viral, viral! This partial, sworn steed; born awesome, awesome, awesome and too blossom, blossom, blossom. Unicorn’s spiral, crescent horn usually projecting and protruding from their foreheads. Rough and tough enough too pierce, pierce, pierce! Unicorns, Unicorns are defendants, independents and pendants. Hark! Hark! Hark! They’re brilliant and resilient sparks, sparks, sparks! They’re told as bold, old art, from the heart, from the start. Unicorns, Unicorns are fillers and pillars of guide, pride and stride, stride, stride. They’re along for the long, long, long ride... Unicorns, Unicorns are strong, strong, strong! Some as a song, song, song, some throng, throng, throng, some wrong, wrong, wrong. As a child, child, child; wild, wild, wild! Unicorns, Unicorns overwhelm, overwhelm, overwhelm. Their domicile realm, apparently, inherently and originally belonging from India; alleluia, alleluia for India, India, India! Capricorns and Unicorns; two different creations. Capricorns and Unicorns; two different relations. Capricorns and Unicorns; two different situations and superstitions. They’re rainbows that glow, know and show. They’re of borrow, of sorrow and of our tomorrow.
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Mar 29, 2012
Mar 29, 2012 at 9:12 PM UTC
POEM ENTITLED: “CAPRICORNS AND UNICORNS”
Capricorns, Capricorns are ruled and schooled by the planet Saturn, Saturn, Saturn. A bandit with a similar pattern, pattern, pattern. Capricorns, Capricorns are brethren from a legion; a legion of an atmosphere of the southern-hemisphere; in the equatorial region. At an angle, angle, angle; Capricorns, Capricorns are angels of Aquarius and Sagittarius. They’re boisterous, courageous, contagious, glamorous, prestigious, rebellious, various and victorious-goats, goats, goats! Capricorns, Capricorns cope, devote, note and quote, quote, quote. They’re ambitions with superstitions and various missions, missions, missions! They’re novelties and poverties, revelations and revolutionaries, revolutionaries, revolutionaries. Capricorns, Capricorns are theories and visionaries, visionaries, visionaries. They’re objects, projects and rejects. They’re leaders and readers that are poetically, negatively or positively dictatorial and doctorial!  Some are historical, optical, political and radical; authentic, eccentric, neurotic, poetic, theoretic, theoretic, theoretic. Unicorns, Unicorns are biblical and mythical, mythical, mythical; they’re ****** exotic, iconic, ironic, magic, nostalgic creatures, creatures, creatures. Their features resembling a horse of course, of course. Furthermore, they’re fierce and a force. They’re a breed and creed of desire, fire and perspire, perspire, perspire, perspire! They’re viral, viral, viral! This partial, sworn steed; born awesome, awesome, awesome and too blossom, blossom, blossom. Unicorn’s spiral, crescent horn usually projecting and protruding from their foreheads. Rough and tough enough too pierce, pierce, pierce! Unicorns, Unicorns are defendants, independents and pendants. Hark! Hark! Hark! They’re brilliant and resilient sparks, sparks, sparks! They’re told as bold, old art, from the heart, from the start. Unicorns, Unicorns are fillers and pillars of guide, pride and stride, stride, stride. They’re along for the long, long, long ride... Unicorns, Unicorns are strong, strong, strong! Some as a song, song, song, some throng, throng, throng, some wrong, wrong, wrong. As a child, child, child; wild, wild, wild! Unicorns, Unicorns overwhelm, overwhelm, overwhelm. Their domicile realm, apparently, inherently and originally belonging from India; alleluia, alleluia for India, India, India! Capricorns and Unicorns; two different creations. Capricorns and Unicorns; two different relations. Capricorns and Unicorns; two different situations and superstitions. They’re rainbows that glow, know and show. They’re of borrow, of sorrow and of our tomorrow.
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I have been forced, Out of domicile, And now **** bored, With sojourners' world worthwhile. I used to love phones, It's versatility in functioning, Obeying instructions  at all zones, I loved making calls and chatting . That was long ago , When it made me feel at home, Simply chatting could let go , Steam and heartbreak loom. Not now at this century , Where them need airtime to pick  a call, Where successive missed  calls arouse no worry, When they no bother reply at all. I won't lower my self -esteem, Not because of them dissaproval, That I aint  classy and fit for hymn, Its okey if u take me for a mall. Needless fight a loosing battle anymore , You won't torture me again as u laugh, Beaming is me at nirvana jaw, I declare enough is enough.
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Jul 21, 2018
Jul 21, 2018 at 4:10 PM UTC
ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.
the child's house domicile of estrangements his parents dressed him like a little girl against his will a pox of gender confusion glum aura he ascended by violence and lived through the logic of a mirage except for copulating with demons which of course was ruined by the good Christians they who always hate *** not wanting to be reminded they are animals too their heaven withheld their halo's sullied the vulnerability of desire their crime Eros a disgrace still beating their genitals until a wicked thunder the pro-creative an affirmation of paradox between the continuity of life and the dread of death ***** resurrections a second ******* **** flood without redemption Satan standing on their necks while God pulls them up by their hair rebels to reason bewitchers of wit deranged by the myth of dolls wood and plastic painted corpses staring and a blossom throated Goddess ham handed monkey fist jerking off in search of a bulls eye anyway eyes bleeding on bare legs; lifting a white cotton dress a bulwark of erections like canons blasting puce spats under his frilly skirt; a red rain haunted by dead girls dancing like homeless hip bones sway a bewildered phantasm in a doll house dream
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Jul 23, 2017
Jul 23, 2017 at 2:32 PM UTC
NECROMANCER
Living on borrowed time Decision at drop of a hat Down an empty vandalized street, I walk through the horror of silence and silence of serenity perdurable pathway of life The ghastly sights and the rustling gates scattered people with unknown tastes emptiness in their eyes, anger in their words void is profound down the perdurable pathway of life Bifurcated roads upfront my perception, one to hell and one to heaven the other end of roads, a mystery I stood there comprehending, while my mind harks back to before I came down the perdurable pathway of life Endurance of a toiler Stoicism, a rare trait, out of gratitude to employer pain and suffering he undergoes for common good loyalty to his master, inspire of hardships sincerity and humbleness of the bloke will inspire me, down the perdurable pathway of life Deprived of education desolated on streets laboring disparate from parental love, subject to father's fury fractious relations but still ignores himself, for family and domicile The kid's love and determination, will inspire me down the perdurable pathway of life Spurn love took her down Her heart wrenched and pushed her beyond limits killed herself, leaving her parents to sore reality not a wise choice, but courageous I ponder upon courage, rather than cowardly suicide Death is not an option down the perdurable pathway of life Happy faces around taunt me to do simplest Reality speaks otherwise Reckoning on past, the pathway is wrought conscious and hard choices right ahead The bifurcated roads to heaven and hell? I've seen it all, down the perdurable pathway of life
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Aug 2, 2012
Aug 2, 2012 at 4:52 AM UTC
The Ghastly Choices
Living on borrowed time Decision at drop of a hat Down an empty vandalized street, I walk through the horror of silence and silence of serenity perdurable pathway of life The ghastly sights and the rustling gates scattered people with unknown tastes emptiness in their eyes, anger in their words void is profound down the perdurable pathway of life Bifurcated roads upfront my perception, one to hell and one to heaven the other end of roads, a mystery I stood there comprehending, while my mind harks back to before I came down the perdurable pathway of life Endurance of a toiler Stoicism, a rare trait, out of gratitude to employer pain and suffering he undergoes for common good loyalty to his master, inspire of hardships sincerity and humbleness of the bloke will inspire me, down the perdurable pathway of life Deprived of education desolated on streets laboring disparate from parental love, subject to father's fury fractious relations but still ignores himself, for family and domicile The kid's love and determination, will inspire me down the perdurable pathway of life Spurn love took her down Her heart wrenched and pushed her beyond limits killed herself, leaving her parents to sore reality not a wise choice, but courageous I ponder upon courage, rather than cowardly suicide Death is not an option down the perdurable pathway of life Happy faces around taunt me to do simplest Reality speaks otherwise Reckoning on past, the pathway is wrought conscious and hard choices right ahead The bifurcated roads to heaven and hell? I've seen it all, down the perdurable pathway of life
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His housewarming gift was a night of sweaty sheets peeled eyelids and restless tossing. He lives beneath your bed, contributing to the eerie feeling that gives your domicile its familiarity. Always awaiting a conversation, but you're just so busy that he has to wait for nightfall to whisper in you ear. He will rarely show his face, maybe because he's shy or introverted. He's lonely, and desperately would like a friend because you have more than enough space under your mattress.
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Jul 13, 2015
Jul 13, 2015 at 7:07 PM UTC
Big Bad Brooding
Poems mean a lot to me indeed a very lot you see the society I live in is reflected in all the lines   love is very important almost a sin and the always one glasses of wines    the best medicine for our health they say is also wealth but I regard love is the most important remember I am human not a mutant love is the best for our life it is obvious that we must strife love is like the present wind that blows constantly so tender in through my thirsty body and mind I reside in this country oh so kind   a country full of peace, plenty of place and love to hide that's why I have my domicile here and reside    My beloved likes reading and traveling we have seen parts of the world a very lot I have other kinds of interests, like painting writing essays, listening to music, and praying to God building websites, designing cards and yes conducting PC Help desks, accounting, telebanking, and playing chess in London and Serfaus, going to musicals and skiing, along the Mediterranean sea, enjoying life, making love while driving how do I do that, d'you really want to know, dear? while whatsapping, walking, running, and the music to the ear really very simple, your love in you, your whole soul in there, just like our parents using tupperware but ah, I like most to describe the love in poems I write then posting them for your most beloved after that heavy night since love is so important in our life you must not take it for granted but must strife we can't miss it in our life its function like: though sometimes on our highway a junction it's like the great water of the mighty ocean it has grip on you, you feel the strength, but it's your addiction the strong water's ripples too, its mildness you demand the best, the most but never less and remember for ever that in the country I live in the kind of love I'm so addicted to, is never a sin in the end my heart and being will constantly say Amen © Sylvia Frances Chan 15th August 2013 - 5.21 hrs a.m. WETime
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Aug 14, 2013
Aug 14, 2013 at 11:23 PM UTC
Just a Poem
Poems mean a lot to me indeed a very lot you see the society I live in is reflected in all the lines   love is very important almost a sin and the always one glasses of wines    the best medicine for our health they say is also wealth but I regard love is the most important remember I am human not a mutant love is the best for our life it is obvious that we must strife love is like the present wind that blows constantly so tender in through my thirsty body and mind I reside in this country oh so kind   a country full of peace, plenty of place and love to hide that's why I have my domicile here and reside    My beloved likes reading and traveling we have seen parts of the world a very lot I have other kinds of interests, like painting writing essays, listening to music, and praying to God building websites, designing cards and yes conducting PC Help desks, accounting, telebanking, and playing chess in London and Serfaus, going to musicals and skiing, along the Mediterranean sea, enjoying life, making love while driving how do I do that, d'you really want to know, dear? while whatsapping, walking, running, and the music to the ear really very simple, your love in you, your whole soul in there, just like our parents using tupperware but ah, I like most to describe the love in poems I write then posting them for your most beloved after that heavy night since love is so important in our life you must not take it for granted but must strife we can't miss it in our life its function like: though sometimes on our highway a junction it's like the great water of the mighty ocean it has grip on you, you feel the strength, but it's your addiction the strong water's ripples too, its mildness you demand the best, the most but never less and remember for ever that in the country I live in the kind of love I'm so addicted to, is never a sin in the end my heart and being will constantly say Amen © Sylvia Frances Chan 15th August 2013 - 5.21 hrs a.m. WETime
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Such was the heraldry of your being. You stood before those who were of lower standing as you viewed them, appointed oneself upward through controversial means, non of which were worthy of commendation. Corruption rose you to dizzy heights and watched as you violated the lives of others. The lawful way is inconsistent and trust, honesty and goodness are words flaunted by your immoral and malicious demonstration. For ones own ends you walked the walk. Now become by expiration, death should hold no surprises for one so foul. The underworld is your new domicile and untold pain and torment are your future. Across the Styx, Charon will deliver you unto me. Watch with care the affliction of those minions that seek exoneration below the black wash. Purgatory however is beyond any reach that will veil itself to you. Your appointment is of a somewhat personal nature to me and along with myself and eternity you will wish life had leant you on another path.
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Jan 10, 2015
Jan 10, 2015 at 6:56 PM UTC
Path to Hell
Il n'est pas donné à chacun de prendre un bain de multitude : jouir de la foule est un art ; et celui-là seul peut faire, aux dépens du genre humain, une ribote de vitalité, à qui une fée a insufflé dans son berceau le goût du travestissement et du masque, la haine du domicile et la passion du voyage. Multitude, solitude : termes égaux et convertibles pour le poète actif et fécond. Qui ne sait pas peupler sa solitude, ne sait pas non plus être seul dans une foule affairée. Le poète jouit de cet incomparable privilège, qu'il peut à sa guise être lui-même et autrui. Comme ces âmes errantes qui cherchent un corps, il entre, quand il veut, dans le personnage de chacun. Pour lui seul, tout est vacant ; et si de certaines places paraissent lui êtres fermées, c'est qu'à ses yeux elles ne valent pas la peine d'être visitées. Le promeneur solitaire et pensif tire une singulière ivresse de cette universelle communion. Celui-là qui épouse facilement la foule connaît des jouissances fiévreuses, dont seront éternellement privés l'égoïste, fermé comme un coffre, et le paresseux, interné comme un mollusque. Il adopte comme siennes toutes les professions, toutes les joies et toutes les misères que la circonstance lui présente. Ce que les hommes nomment amour est bien petit, bien restreint et bien faible, comparé à cette ineffable orgie, à cette sainte prostitution de l'âme qui se donne tout entière, poésie et charité, à l'imprévu qui se montre, à l'inconnu qui passe. Il est bon d'apprendre quelquefois aux heureux de ce monde, ne fût-ce que pour humilier un instant leur sot orgueil, qu'il est des bonheurs supérieurs au leur, plus vastes et plus raffinés. Les fondateurs de colonies, les pasteurs de peuples, les prêtres missionnaires exilés au bout du monde, connaissent sans doute quelque chose de ces mystérieuses ivresses ; et, au sein de la vaste famille que leur génie s'est faite, ils doivent rire quelquefois de ceux qui les plaignent pour leur fortune si agitée et pour leur vie si chaste.
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Les foules
Il n'est pas donné à chacun de prendre un bain de multitude : jouir de la foule est un art ; et celui-là seul peut faire, aux dépens du genre humain, une ribote de vitalité, à qui une fée a insufflé dans son berceau le goût du travestissement et du masque, la haine du domicile et la passion du voyage. Multitude, solitude : termes égaux et convertibles pour le poète actif et fécond. Qui ne sait pas peupler sa solitude, ne sait pas non plus être seul dans une foule affairée. Le poète jouit de cet incomparable privilège, qu'il peut à sa guise être lui-même et autrui. Comme ces âmes errantes qui cherchent un corps, il entre, quand il veut, dans le personnage de chacun. Pour lui seul, tout est vacant ; et si de certaines places paraissent lui êtres fermées, c'est qu'à ses yeux elles ne valent pas la peine d'être visitées. Le promeneur solitaire et pensif tire une singulière ivresse de cette universelle communion. Celui-là qui épouse facilement la foule connaît des jouissances fiévreuses, dont seront éternellement privés l'égoïste, fermé comme un coffre, et le paresseux, interné comme un mollusque. Il adopte comme siennes toutes les professions, toutes les joies et toutes les misères que la circonstance lui présente. Ce que les hommes nomment amour est bien petit, bien restreint et bien faible, comparé à cette ineffable orgie, à cette sainte prostitution de l'âme qui se donne tout entière, poésie et charité, à l'imprévu qui se montre, à l'inconnu qui passe. Il est bon d'apprendre quelquefois aux heureux de ce monde, ne fût-ce que pour humilier un instant leur sot orgueil, qu'il est des bonheurs supérieurs au leur, plus vastes et plus raffinés. Les fondateurs de colonies, les pasteurs de peuples, les prêtres missionnaires exilés au bout du monde, connaissent sans doute quelque chose de ces mystérieuses ivresses ; et, au sein de la vaste famille que leur génie s'est faite, ils doivent rire quelquefois de ceux qui les plaignent pour leur fortune si agitée et pour leur vie si chaste.
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There is something about this House in Hackensack... It attracts people...like a magnet. They often gather here, and They are welcomed any time. Eyes and souls surround, Even strangers are drawn to it, Like bees attracted to the flowers. Reunions are looked forward to... Even short chats and visits For some coffee or wine Are always welcome. This house.... It makes people want to come back... It's not just the food, Or the help it offers... The comeliness of the place, The people that live within... The noise... ever-present, The shaking of the stairs, when the boys Chase, tease each other... The squabbles, replete with tears... Cabinets are real heavy, With weight-y stories to tell... The bedrooms, so inviting, where jokes And giggles underneath the covers Could be heard till late hours of the night... All gather in the kitchen, The hub in this house... Family, friends...even new guests Do not go to the living room... They walk straight to the kitchen. There, where the home scents Exude warmth, Fragrant with home-cooking. The long dining table says it all... A different kind of music Plays every time And invites everyone To stay for a while and relax... It beckons each time... It whispers... "Go, find your corner...do your thing, You'll be okay..." And so, the cozy sun room became A favorite spot in that house, Where beautiful poetry bloomed At any hour during that whole month. From out front, along the street, Circling around to the backyard, Then back inside... It has now finally dawned on this clouded mind, What that "something" is... This house, metamorphosed From an old, kind of cold Victorian, to a homier, More comfortable modernized domicile... Now radiates with love, warmth and kindness, The energy emitted by the family living within... The people are the crown and the charm... They are the smoke coming out of the chimney... The  A U R A  of this house, standing proud Along Catalpa Avenue......... ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: Sally Copyright 2014 Rosalia Rosario A. Bayan
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Jan 10, 2014
Jan 10, 2014 at 12:31 PM UTC
The House...
There is something about this House in Hackensack... It attracts people...like a magnet. They often gather here, and They are welcomed any time. Eyes and souls surround, Even strangers are drawn to it, Like bees attracted to the flowers. Reunions are looked forward to... Even short chats and visits For some coffee or wine Are always welcome. This house.... It makes people want to come back... It's not just the food, Or the help it offers... The comeliness of the place, The people that live within... The noise... ever-present, The shaking of the stairs, when the boys Chase, tease each other... The squabbles, replete with tears... Cabinets are real heavy, With weight-y stories to tell... The bedrooms, so inviting, where jokes And giggles underneath the covers Could be heard till late hours of the night... All gather in the kitchen, The hub in this house... Family, friends...even new guests Do not go to the living room... They walk straight to the kitchen. There, where the home scents Exude warmth, Fragrant with home-cooking. The long dining table says it all... A different kind of music Plays every time And invites everyone To stay for a while and relax... It beckons each time... It whispers... "Go, find your corner...do your thing, You'll be okay..." And so, the cozy sun room became A favorite spot in that house, Where beautiful poetry bloomed At any hour during that whole month. From out front, along the street, Circling around to the backyard, Then back inside... It has now finally dawned on this clouded mind, What that "something" is... This house, metamorphosed From an old, kind of cold Victorian, to a homier, More comfortable modernized domicile... Now radiates with love, warmth and kindness, The energy emitted by the family living within... The people are the crown and the charm... They are the smoke coming out of the chimney... The  A U R A  of this house, standing proud Along Catalpa Avenue......... ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: Sally Copyright 2014 Rosalia Rosario A. Bayan
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In real life I don't have the courage to utter all these words. By stringing them together, I can get these phrases. I am most amazed what poetry made possible, you can read it in: The Audacity of a Poem ************************************* Poems mean a lot to me since it is reciprocal you see the society I live in is reflected in all these lines love is very important almost a sin and the always one glasses of wines always getting in the best specialist for our health they say is also The wealth but I regard love is the most important remember I am human not a mutant love is the best for our life it is obvious that we must strife love is like the present wind that blows constantly so tender in through my thirsty body and mind I reside in this country oh so kind a country peaceful, plenty of place and love to hide that's why I have my domicile here and reside My beloved likes reading and traveling we have seen parts of the world a very lot I have other kinds of interests, like humming writing essays, feedbacking, listening to music, and praying to God building websites, designing cards and yes conducting PC Help desks, bank-scanning, and chess in London and Serfaus, musicals and skiing, along the Mediterranean sea, enjoying life, love while driving how do I do that, d'you really want to know, dear? while whatsapping, driving fastest, and the music to the ear really very simple, love in you, your whole soul in there, just like our parents using tupperware but ah, I like most to describe the love in poems I write posting them for my beloved after that heavy night since love is so important in our life you must not take for granted but must strife we can't miss it in our life its function like: though sometimes on our highway a junction it's like the great water of the mighty ocean it has grip on you, you feel the strenght, but it's addiction the strong water's ripples too, its mildness you demand the best, the most but never less and remember for ever that in the country I live in the kind of love I'm so addicted to, is never a sin in the end my heart and being will constantly see my one and faithful Man, for Thy most precious gift, I say to Thee thank You, my Lord. Amen  (fon.: A-'men) © Sylvia Frances Chan
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Sep 4, 2016
Sep 4, 2016 at 5:25 AM UTC
The AUDACITY of a POEM
In real life I don't have the courage to utter all these words. By stringing them together, I can get these phrases. I am most amazed what poetry made possible, you can read it in: The Audacity of a Poem ************************************* Poems mean a lot to me since it is reciprocal you see the society I live in is reflected in all these lines love is very important almost a sin and the always one glasses of wines always getting in the best specialist for our health they say is also The wealth but I regard love is the most important remember I am human not a mutant love is the best for our life it is obvious that we must strife love is like the present wind that blows constantly so tender in through my thirsty body and mind I reside in this country oh so kind a country peaceful, plenty of place and love to hide that's why I have my domicile here and reside My beloved likes reading and traveling we have seen parts of the world a very lot I have other kinds of interests, like humming writing essays, feedbacking, listening to music, and praying to God building websites, designing cards and yes conducting PC Help desks, bank-scanning, and chess in London and Serfaus, musicals and skiing, along the Mediterranean sea, enjoying life, love while driving how do I do that, d'you really want to know, dear? while whatsapping, driving fastest, and the music to the ear really very simple, love in you, your whole soul in there, just like our parents using tupperware but ah, I like most to describe the love in poems I write posting them for my beloved after that heavy night since love is so important in our life you must not take for granted but must strife we can't miss it in our life its function like: though sometimes on our highway a junction it's like the great water of the mighty ocean it has grip on you, you feel the strenght, but it's addiction the strong water's ripples too, its mildness you demand the best, the most but never less and remember for ever that in the country I live in the kind of love I'm so addicted to, is never a sin in the end my heart and being will constantly see my one and faithful Man, for Thy most precious gift, I say to Thee thank You, my Lord. Amen  (fon.: A-'men) © Sylvia Frances Chan
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My adored one  dwells in my feeling, I have actually seen that domicile of bliss. My queen is she, the imperishable My women is she, the never ending Only she knows the sullenness of love She has extremely felt me in her breathe No one comes nearby me, except you When I struggle in a dilemma, Everyone come to share the joy. Whenever destiny play, a game Love never shows an outside injury. But the pain pervades every aperture I am always a follower of her preachings The songs of her own naked body and mind As a sacrifice for me and for others too, She will live long forever and ever. By Williamsji Maveli www.williamsji.com www.williamsgeorge.com www.moonmakers.com www.kallettumkara.net www.ipoetree.in
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Oct 7, 2012
Oct 7, 2012 at 5:17 AM UTC
The follower
O how I loathe him, hideous man-child Bounding down the steep stairs of our house Barging through that shambles of a door, and leaving it open, the brute Clattering about the kitchen, cramped and yellow Rustling sweet wrappers as he raids the cupboards O fat disfigured son of mine I pray you leave this house for I love you no more The odour of a dying rat, the face of stoicism and sadness Leave, O leave disgusting boy, I love thee no longer My patience is tried, your mannerisms crude and vile Leave this domicile at once, for it is no longer a home
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Jan 27, 2013
Jan 27, 2013 at 6:20 PM UTC
Musings on Mothers; Matrons of Unspoken Truths
Seven born to a home in the hills Lost in the waste that time kills Each segregated to a different day Or so at least some say Anthony couldn’t help but fall Built too tall As he hit his head upon a door Running adjacent to the floor Young Mr. Cooper took form And quickly ran to his scholarly dorm On the way he transgressed to A fellow who Used to dwell in the same domicile Until he felt the environment was too vile Fled the scene in the matter of a moment Not knowing there wasn’t an opponent. Reluctant to turn around With no answer found Another division began to develop One, which was quick to envelope Everything the boy thought And freedom sought The new guy Stephan sold the car Got a job at a bar Cleaning up there every morning While other livers were still in mourning He had to remove the lingering drunks Still caught up in their mid life flunks One always takes a swing Ben Gunn wakes up feeling the sting In panic he flees Watching passing tress Tracing the trail of something known The place he called home. Once in sight This personality takes flight Out steps Dewey Dell, Who looks like a glimpse of hell Takes a nap to restore His body, which felt quite poor He had expected to awaken The boy was mistaken Waking up on the cliff Was a boy named Winston Smith A devotee to a righteous cause He just didn’t know what it was Spent his days inside a pew Surrounded by slim to few As answers ceaselessly taunt Halls made to haunt Without hope he grew less attached And quickly became Anthony Patch.
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Jun 11, 2013
Jun 11, 2013 at 8:45 PM UTC
Lithium Induced Ceremony
Seven born to a home in the hills Lost in the waste that time kills Each segregated to a different day Or so at least some say Anthony couldn’t help but fall Built too tall As he hit his head upon a door Running adjacent to the floor Young Mr. Cooper took form And quickly ran to his scholarly dorm On the way he transgressed to A fellow who Used to dwell in the same domicile Until he felt the environment was too vile Fled the scene in the matter of a moment Not knowing there wasn’t an opponent. Reluctant to turn around With no answer found Another division began to develop One, which was quick to envelope Everything the boy thought And freedom sought The new guy Stephan sold the car Got a job at a bar Cleaning up there every morning While other livers were still in mourning He had to remove the lingering drunks Still caught up in their mid life flunks One always takes a swing Ben Gunn wakes up feeling the sting In panic he flees Watching passing tress Tracing the trail of something known The place he called home. Once in sight This personality takes flight Out steps Dewey Dell, Who looks like a glimpse of hell Takes a nap to restore His body, which felt quite poor He had expected to awaken The boy was mistaken Waking up on the cliff Was a boy named Winston Smith A devotee to a righteous cause He just didn’t know what it was Spent his days inside a pew Surrounded by slim to few As answers ceaselessly taunt Halls made to haunt Without hope he grew less attached And quickly became Anthony Patch.
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Looking for an exit in life, perhaps other option that is rarely available. Time travel, utilitarian way to modify the past and the future. Trapped in a matrix of flesh and bones controlled by my encephalon, it controls every part of my daily life, from breathing and blinking to helping myself memorize. A feeling of antipathy in life that could never bring me happiness. The inculpation for the misapprehension in my past relationship and future. What does a man like me to do? How can one display their philia when they're not certain of that emotion? My endurance in this life is on a perpetual edge. I perceive with attention toward happiness. A deprivation I share with others. An absent of happiness. A happiness of dominance; a switch that is only controlled. Today he can be happy; switch ON. Next week he can be unhappy; switch OFF. I walk on egg shells in this relationship and have to be careful that it won't break. I'm sad and lonely, this is what I get and deserve. God nor I could change this, but I don't see it happening during my remaining life. Stifles with silence deploying infantile plots. A day at a time I enunciate as my composer easily is un-maintain. Hidden arcanum among a number of these unidentified entities lashes out at me discreetly. Posing no threat I conceal the pass deep in the abyss in an unmarked grave sealing off the hippocampus that only the Creator can breach. Unannounced the gravestone is turned my past is breached which I assumed that only the Beneficent can release. Once an inhabitation, but no longer my domicile. Set aside and noted as a lost monument. Ascendency barbarous with words of articulation fatal to ones self esteem, grossly spoken enslaved. An inclination to the predisposition of my life.
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Jun 12, 2012
Jun 12, 2012 at 5:46 AM UTC
Happiness
Looking for an exit in life, perhaps other option that is rarely available. Time travel, utilitarian way to modify the past and the future. Trapped in a matrix of flesh and bones controlled by my encephalon, it controls every part of my daily life, from breathing and blinking to helping myself memorize. A feeling of antipathy in life that could never bring me happiness. The inculpation for the misapprehension in my past relationship and future. What does a man like me to do? How can one display their philia when they're not certain of that emotion? My endurance in this life is on a perpetual edge. I perceive with attention toward happiness. A deprivation I share with others. An absent of happiness. A happiness of dominance; a switch that is only controlled. Today he can be happy; switch ON. Next week he can be unhappy; switch OFF. I walk on egg shells in this relationship and have to be careful that it won't break. I'm sad and lonely, this is what I get and deserve. God nor I could change this, but I don't see it happening during my remaining life. Stifles with silence deploying infantile plots. A day at a time I enunciate as my composer easily is un-maintain. Hidden arcanum among a number of these unidentified entities lashes out at me discreetly. Posing no threat I conceal the pass deep in the abyss in an unmarked grave sealing off the hippocampus that only the Creator can breach. Unannounced the gravestone is turned my past is breached which I assumed that only the Beneficent can release. Once an inhabitation, but no longer my domicile. Set aside and noted as a lost monument. Ascendency barbarous with words of articulation fatal to ones self esteem, grossly spoken enslaved. An inclination to the predisposition of my life.
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the osprey flys overhead, but the baby rabbit trembles not ~for any grandparent-poet lurking about~ the osprey overflies, a regularity scheduled patrol over our backyard emporium and all its hors d’oeuvre creatures, ***** has parental responsibilities, beaks to feed, PTA conferences, the pilot, a wary watchful animal-his-rights guy, catalogues their still living  existentialism, for though they are not fish, his diet of preference, but in a pinch a rodent  or rabbit stew will do, if the fish are running too deep for no warming sun beckoning them to the surface. Motel^ the baby rabbit, who lives with his parents, (who doesn’t these days?) beneath the deck, chews the clover overnight sprung, blissfully i g n o r a n t, unawares or ignoring the poet be-laureating (him-her) but a mere few feet above and away, pays no attention to the Poppy’s (grandfather) lecture about the rules of the animal kingdom, who, eats whom, and to be more attentive to flying raptors. thunderstorms forecast for the afternoon, severe say the textured textual phone-netical all green messages, which of course is a signal signal to the sun his job is done and can leave the untanned poet in his state of original sin, soooo deliciously white that he earns an appraising glance from eyes of the osprey, a privilege he would happily tan away to promote equality ‘n stuff like peace on earth. Motel, with his thermometer-humidity nasal instrumentation twitcher, decides, after chewing it over most carefully, time to go underneath where the white half naked people domicile, in order to avoid bathing, not his fav pastime, but making the osprey quitter le ciel, which is French for get out of Dodge, they got babies of their own to shelter and protect, even feed. The Poppy, contented, thinks to himself, god couldn’t be everywhere, so he invented grandpas to be “En Loco Parentis”  which Does Not Mean Instead of Crazy Parents, but easily could, for who else writes poems like this?
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Jul 5, 2020
Jul 5, 2020 at 1:08 PM UTC
the osprey flys overhead, but the baby rabbit trembles not (for any grandparent-poet lurking about)
the osprey flys overhead, but the baby rabbit trembles not ~for any grandparent-poet lurking about~ the osprey overflies, a regularity scheduled patrol over our backyard emporium and all its hors d’oeuvre creatures, ***** has parental responsibilities, beaks to feed, PTA conferences, the pilot, a wary watchful animal-his-rights guy, catalogues their still living  existentialism, for though they are not fish, his diet of preference, but in a pinch a rodent  or rabbit stew will do, if the fish are running too deep for no warming sun beckoning them to the surface. Motel^ the baby rabbit, who lives with his parents, (who doesn’t these days?) beneath the deck, chews the clover overnight sprung, blissfully i g n o r a n t, unawares or ignoring the poet be-laureating (him-her) but a mere few feet above and away, pays no attention to the Poppy’s (grandfather) lecture about the rules of the animal kingdom, who, eats whom, and to be more attentive to flying raptors. thunderstorms forecast for the afternoon, severe say the textured textual phone-netical all green messages, which of course is a signal signal to the sun his job is done and can leave the untanned poet in his state of original sin, soooo deliciously white that he earns an appraising glance from eyes of the osprey, a privilege he would happily tan away to promote equality ‘n stuff like peace on earth. Motel, with his thermometer-humidity nasal instrumentation twitcher, decides, after chewing it over most carefully, time to go underneath where the white half naked people domicile, in order to avoid bathing, not his fav pastime, but making the osprey quitter le ciel, which is French for get out of Dodge, they got babies of their own to shelter and protect, even feed. The Poppy, contented, thinks to himself, god couldn’t be everywhere, so he invented grandpas to be “En Loco Parentis”  which Does Not Mean Instead of Crazy Parents, but easily could, for who else writes poems like this?
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Do you want cook some crystal Do you want high, Ventilate the room, Remember the pieces they found last time I'll cook like mother used to make Her recipe got half of the town hooked Just on one take, Do you want build a crystal  **** lab We can do it in the Basement Garage Doesn't matter as we'll  only be getting high This is my own private domicile and I will not be harassed ***** Ok its just me getting high..
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Jul 15, 2014
Jul 15, 2014 at 5:02 PM UTC
Do You Want To Get high
Can you settle for more or less if today was your last day And what would be your retort if you were denied another chance? How life introduces sobriety and the impending inevitability The interstice and it’s ingress that encloses before your eyes The demanding pouring of importune time That soothing allaying sighs that evoke incalculable alleviation If someone were to impart as they closed their eyes As they died with a commital of happenings with not enough time As to burden you with the impression of only one chance It would seem and with the impending inevitability Of your death which would subito compromise the day A bearding contrivance plight of obligations engagement and commital no alleviation An abecedarian dossier concealed for a long time All this time the inevitable coinciding incident only for your eyes The emotional habituation was of quotidian rendition each day Of how trivial things take us on a dance with only one life one chance With your attention and awareness on the answer the inevitability Of what you are becoming with each passing second for each Thought which transpires and no alleviation Is there an epoch a replicating limn a depiction of our linear time As we perpetrate and pursue progressively for our alleviation Engaged to staying the course the day Stirring closing in on our deliberate objective determined chance Which remained for a terse duration from the inevitability In which at the atrium of this erstwhile portage of a duvet to belabor To stifle firsthand with your eyes The variant from this domicile from this residence on a day Is the vagabond to perish in yonder with no alleviation Once man was a brute dullard or a curmudgeon spinster at a time Which offers a mute disconnection ragged miscreant the inevi Naivety or absent mindedness to somnambulist and its silhouette Notwithstanding change The quagmire and it’s nightmare the ingrate delighted with coined Shunned eyes Reputation with a flagrant obscene defilement galvanizing The alleviation At the heart of this lies another chance A precocious inevitability A man who lies to die another day The annihilation in desperate want for from those argent eyes To the starving newfangled optimism which in its sheen Shines sunshine dulling the ocular orbs of time Forwithal in befuddlement remain here The time if infringement to comprehend the volatile vertigo And the inevitability The harrowing of hell Glance at the shinning suns in her eyes intention considers change After you heal and left are the cicatrix Will you plunge further for alleviation Or on the intent of regression once again From long ago to another distant day.
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Jan 23, 2019
Jan 23, 2019 at 9:20 PM UTC
Destination
Can you settle for more or less if today was your last day And what would be your retort if you were denied another chance? How life introduces sobriety and the impending inevitability The interstice and it’s ingress that encloses before your eyes The demanding pouring of importune time That soothing allaying sighs that evoke incalculable alleviation If someone were to impart as they closed their eyes As they died with a commital of happenings with not enough time As to burden you with the impression of only one chance It would seem and with the impending inevitability Of your death which would subito compromise the day A bearding contrivance plight of obligations engagement and commital no alleviation An abecedarian dossier concealed for a long time All this time the inevitable coinciding incident only for your eyes The emotional habituation was of quotidian rendition each day Of how trivial things take us on a dance with only one life one chance With your attention and awareness on the answer the inevitability Of what you are becoming with each passing second for each Thought which transpires and no alleviation Is there an epoch a replicating limn a depiction of our linear time As we perpetrate and pursue progressively for our alleviation Engaged to staying the course the day Stirring closing in on our deliberate objective determined chance Which remained for a terse duration from the inevitability In which at the atrium of this erstwhile portage of a duvet to belabor To stifle firsthand with your eyes The variant from this domicile from this residence on a day Is the vagabond to perish in yonder with no alleviation Once man was a brute dullard or a curmudgeon spinster at a time Which offers a mute disconnection ragged miscreant the inevi Naivety or absent mindedness to somnambulist and its silhouette Notwithstanding change The quagmire and it’s nightmare the ingrate delighted with coined Shunned eyes Reputation with a flagrant obscene defilement galvanizing The alleviation At the heart of this lies another chance A precocious inevitability A man who lies to die another day The annihilation in desperate want for from those argent eyes To the starving newfangled optimism which in its sheen Shines sunshine dulling the ocular orbs of time Forwithal in befuddlement remain here The time if infringement to comprehend the volatile vertigo And the inevitability The harrowing of hell Glance at the shinning suns in her eyes intention considers change After you heal and left are the cicatrix Will you plunge further for alleviation Or on the intent of regression once again From long ago to another distant day.
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she came from a broken home, wasn't to ambitious and the fact she was loose was surreptitious she did this to make up for what her childhood lacked so she picked dudes up and droped them quick like jacks so it wasn't surprising that after a while her abdomen became an embryo's domicile she didn't want it but her parents weren't pro-choice she might as well have had strep throat, had no vocie her days were then filled with insults down right explict all this for just one unsurpervised visit after nine months of the tribulations of misogyny it was time to bring forth her progeny after a few ardous hours she gave birth to a girl which suprisingly filled her with mirth she  relized she had something to live for and she promised to give her everything she need and to not let anything encumber her daughter's success as she watched her slumber she named her rose because she if it took till the world's doom she would nuture this child untill she finally blooms
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Nov 4, 2014
Nov 4, 2014 at 1:56 PM UTC
revelations part 2
Chronic disinterest Native contempt Velvet endeavors Tempting regret Instant retelling Elephant’s hide Plagiarized doctrine Burning inside Mystified longing Questions abound Domicile ****** Running aground Substance ingestion Alternate mind Daily addiction Hade’s defined
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Jun 24, 2011
Jun 24, 2011 at 7:54 PM UTC
Doubt
My two decades of existence Keeps me glued to the classroom furniture And the male colleagues too Not leaving behind the city lady The holidays argue out my freedom And am let loose into the countryside To the domicile of origin. This company that I need so. Of the human species ** Looking for all but to naught. They all be teen mothers Trampled roses, imprisoned souls I miss the beauty of the flowers And the noise of ****** laughter Cruelly held away from me By these a bit too early mothers. Nothing seems to get better, For the light denied countrysiders Will a sight appear in the sky? Or an angel drop from the heavens To bring a huge handed message To grab the fifteen years old woman Back to the classroom So that am not a grandfather At thirty years of age Slacken your pace oh teenage woman!
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Jun 23, 2012
Jun 23, 2012 at 5:35 AM UTC
TEENAGE WOMAN
God has given us the earth To take up refuge But yet in all staidness In this home of ours We human beings Have been very poor tenants Take a look around Scope out the view Our dying ionosphere From our constant pollution Our disengaging ozone layer Which protects us From the sun's burning rays When they someday disappear From existence We will all be doomed Becoming trillions of pieces Of human bacon On a global skillet Take another good view Of our plants and animals What all they do for us And what we lack to do for them We have killed so many Many which have met extinction Our precious plants and animals Are leaving us one by one Day after day Year after year Soon we will have nothing Left to our name Even the water Is becoming unsafe to ingest Some places it has been that way For centuries of time But why is it hard for us To remedy To refresh To replenish Our only home One we can never move from Why destroy so much life When we can make it better Oil is scarce Natural gas rises from asphalt Everything is dying And soon so will we Change will never come The damage is done Oxygenation is so depleted Soon will be no resources For us to live off of Because our dishes aren't clean Our rooms are so ***** Our floors need vacuuming Our walls peel valuable paint Our vents are clogged dramatically In the air lives dangerous molecules Speckles of death floating airborne Also we further the damage To our already destroyed home By the chemical warfare The biological weaponry Created by the minds Which are here to help keep up The exuberance of our home As does the war of countries Our rediculous governments Ensuring war upon us So called humble housekeepers Which allow blood and destruction To overtake our abode To make our predecessors Turn in their graves To make our God ***** A sandstorm of anger and disgrace We don't deserve to live here We have not pleased him We have not pleased each other We have only inflicted damage And so much pain To our home God deliver us please Bring us up to par Or this corrupted home You gave us to live in Will be dead and gone forever... ©Michael P. Smith
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Mar 21, 2013
Mar 21, 2013 at 12:20 AM UTC
Our Defiled Domicile
God has given us the earth To take up refuge But yet in all staidness In this home of ours We human beings Have been very poor tenants Take a look around Scope out the view Our dying ionosphere From our constant pollution Our disengaging ozone layer Which protects us From the sun's burning rays When they someday disappear From existence We will all be doomed Becoming trillions of pieces Of human bacon On a global skillet Take another good view Of our plants and animals What all they do for us And what we lack to do for them We have killed so many Many which have met extinction Our precious plants and animals Are leaving us one by one Day after day Year after year Soon we will have nothing Left to our name Even the water Is becoming unsafe to ingest Some places it has been that way For centuries of time But why is it hard for us To remedy To refresh To replenish Our only home One we can never move from Why destroy so much life When we can make it better Oil is scarce Natural gas rises from asphalt Everything is dying And soon so will we Change will never come The damage is done Oxygenation is so depleted Soon will be no resources For us to live off of Because our dishes aren't clean Our rooms are so ***** Our floors need vacuuming Our walls peel valuable paint Our vents are clogged dramatically In the air lives dangerous molecules Speckles of death floating airborne Also we further the damage To our already destroyed home By the chemical warfare The biological weaponry Created by the minds Which are here to help keep up The exuberance of our home As does the war of countries Our rediculous governments Ensuring war upon us So called humble housekeepers Which allow blood and destruction To overtake our abode To make our predecessors Turn in their graves To make our God ***** A sandstorm of anger and disgrace We don't deserve to live here We have not pleased him We have not pleased each other We have only inflicted damage And so much pain To our home God deliver us please Bring us up to par Or this corrupted home You gave us to live in Will be dead and gone forever... ©Michael P. Smith
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My two decades of existence Keeps me glued to the classroom furniture And the male comrades too And not leaving behind the city lady. The holidays argue out my freedom And am let loose into the countryside The Domicile of Origin. This company that I need so Of the human species ** Looking for all but to naught They all be teen mothers Trampled roses, Imprisoned souls I miss the beauty of the flowers And the noise of ****** laughter Cruelly held away from me By these a bit too early mothers. Nothing seems to get better For the Light-denied countrysiders. Will a sight appear in the sky? Or an angel drop from Heaven To bring a huge handed message To grab the fifteen years old woman Back to the classroom So that am not a grandfather At thirty years of age. Slacken your pace oh teenage woman!
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Feb 20, 2012
Feb 20, 2012 at 12:05 AM UTC
Teenage Woman
There are a lot of things I can never put into words, phrases, sentences, analogies, a concluding statement things like the feeling of falling apart when you just can't close your eyes at night or the impetuous carvings of your name into my heart when there was no more room for you in my head. I search on the internet a synonym for angry I get cross, vexed, indignant, irked, galled; when there are things I cannot put into words like when I feel this ditch, cavity, trench big enough to fit in all my sorrow at the bottom, extremity, underpinning, base of my stomach which flips with every bus ride home. Home. Property. Abode. Domicile. A place I never really had or knew how to get to because I always got distant— Location. I close, shut, get rid off the tab on my computer and I close, shut, the laptop screen. There are no words to describe this feeling. The feeling of messy closets and not sleeping for three nights and finding meaning out of a life that had no value to me. So I wonder if things will ever change. If my hair will get shinier, if my worries fade away and I still ask myself if I will ever stop asking myself to do things I can't do. Do. Execute. Achieve, I have achieved nothing but let parts of myself descend deeper and deeper into a Tiffany and Co.'s box filled with dust that never catch the light and a Marc Jacob's bag of dimes that just weigh it down. A glass hammer, an inflatable dartboard. A helicopter eject seat, always throwing myself into situations— I can't fix with the same bare hands I've used to beat myself up. And still I try to make sense of the nothingness I am typing. Yet, I still take the train to school. I take showers. I listen to music on long walks. I try. Everyday, I try.
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Jul 2, 2016
Jul 2, 2016 at 12:14 PM UTC
Stranger than Diction
There are a lot of things I can never put into words, phrases, sentences, analogies, a concluding statement things like the feeling of falling apart when you just can't close your eyes at night or the impetuous carvings of your name into my heart when there was no more room for you in my head. I search on the internet a synonym for angry I get cross, vexed, indignant, irked, galled; when there are things I cannot put into words like when I feel this ditch, cavity, trench big enough to fit in all my sorrow at the bottom, extremity, underpinning, base of my stomach which flips with every bus ride home. Home. Property. Abode. Domicile. A place I never really had or knew how to get to because I always got distant— Location. I close, shut, get rid off the tab on my computer and I close, shut, the laptop screen. There are no words to describe this feeling. The feeling of messy closets and not sleeping for three nights and finding meaning out of a life that had no value to me. So I wonder if things will ever change. If my hair will get shinier, if my worries fade away and I still ask myself if I will ever stop asking myself to do things I can't do. Do. Execute. Achieve, I have achieved nothing but let parts of myself descend deeper and deeper into a Tiffany and Co.'s box filled with dust that never catch the light and a Marc Jacob's bag of dimes that just weigh it down. A glass hammer, an inflatable dartboard. A helicopter eject seat, always throwing myself into situations— I can't fix with the same bare hands I've used to beat myself up. And still I try to make sense of the nothingness I am typing. Yet, I still take the train to school. I take showers. I listen to music on long walks. I try. Everyday, I try.
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