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"convulsions" poems
To **** or not to **** that’s the ******* question: Whether 'tis nobler in the bowels to suffer The twists and turns of outrageous rumblings Or to take action against a bellyful of gas, And by farting pump one out? To strain, to bloat No more; and by a mighty outburst we’ll end The gut’s ache, and the thousand natural stenches That the **** is heir to, 'tis a resolution Right devoutly to be wish'd. To **** to **** But perchance to **** there's the ******* problem; For in that mighty **** of doom what turds may come, When we have let the little beauty out from mortal tail, Must give us pause; there's the danger That makes calamity of the farter’s life; For who would bear the sneers and mocks of men, The neighbour’s shock, the lover’s curling lip, The pangs of horrid stench, the ******* o’erflowing, The leaking **** orifice, and the drips, Impatient strainings that the tragic farter makes, When he himself might sweet easance make With a careful prodding finger? Who would a ******** wear, Grunting and sweating with noisome convulsions, But that the dread of solids after air-release, The undiscover'd oozings, from whose delivery No toilet visitor recovers, puzzles the will, And makes us bear the bellyache we have Than fly to others we know not of? Thus indigestion does make cowards of us all; And then the native heave of constipation Is sicklied o'er with the pale fear of defecation; And enterprises of both ******* and crapping With this regard, their currents turn awry, And lose the name of exciting toilet action.
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Mar 23, 2015
Mar 23, 2015 at 2:25 PM UTC
Hamlet's Toilet Problems
To **** or not to **** that’s the ******* question: Whether 'tis nobler in the bowels to suffer The twists and turns of outrageous rumblings Or to take action against a bellyful of gas, And by farting pump one out? To strain, to bloat No more; and by a mighty outburst we’ll end The gut’s ache, and the thousand natural stenches That the **** is heir to, 'tis a resolution Right devoutly to be wish'd. To **** to **** But perchance to **** there's the ******* problem; For in that mighty **** of doom what turds may come, When we have let the little beauty out from mortal tail, Must give us pause; there's the danger That makes calamity of the farter’s life; For who would bear the sneers and mocks of men, The neighbour’s shock, the lover’s curling lip, The pangs of horrid stench, the ******* o’erflowing, The leaking **** orifice, and the drips, Impatient strainings that the tragic farter makes, When he himself might sweet easance make With a careful prodding finger? Who would a ******** wear, Grunting and sweating with noisome convulsions, But that the dread of solids after air-release, The undiscover'd oozings, from whose delivery No toilet visitor recovers, puzzles the will, And makes us bear the bellyache we have Than fly to others we know not of? Thus indigestion does make cowards of us all; And then the native heave of constipation Is sicklied o'er with the pale fear of defecation; And enterprises of both ******* and crapping With this regard, their currents turn awry, And lose the name of exciting toilet action.
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Frozen in the darkness silence peacefully shrouds me hoping that I am breathless, praying he wont see, this sublime sorrow I am gasping in the pain swallowing bitter tears seconds from insane. Defining the emotion each and every time trying not to echo, balancing on the line, silence is a killer but not my reason to die hearing in this deafness will always make me cry. The shadows over take me, speak the unspoken curse just as well I am dying can't bear to smell this hearse. Weighed down by lost tomorrows my memory finally broke, why is it always my own hands gripped to make me choke? His hug comforts my stomach blindly in his sleep not knowing in this darkness my eyes can't help but weep, obscurity plays around me tries to steal my breath every time I close my eyes I know I’m close to death. Panic underestimates the power the black withholds carving me so gently, painless as it moulds I sweat out my reaction cause words can't find a voice, helplessly devoted to lay I have no choice. Everything suffocates can't bear to close my eyes repeated optimism as I see how everyone dies, my mind is there to haunt me it never gives me peace all the pills digested at will, still wont make it cease. Night is a blur now confused by chemical reaction convulsions rage as death excels performing its extraction, in the mix I see his face traumatised by my choice, it's made but time has gone his actions futile as sight begins to fade, regret stabs flesh repentantly too late to change effect I know he’ll cry forever at his failure to correct. My selfish, vengeful actions will speak louder than my word he never seen the suicide…do you think he finally heard?
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Aug 8, 2010
Aug 8, 2010 at 7:07 AM UTC
Doctors Permission
Frozen in the darkness silence peacefully shrouds me hoping that I am breathless, praying he wont see, this sublime sorrow I am gasping in the pain swallowing bitter tears seconds from insane. Defining the emotion each and every time trying not to echo, balancing on the line, silence is a killer but not my reason to die hearing in this deafness will always make me cry. The shadows over take me, speak the unspoken curse just as well I am dying can't bear to smell this hearse. Weighed down by lost tomorrows my memory finally broke, why is it always my own hands gripped to make me choke? His hug comforts my stomach blindly in his sleep not knowing in this darkness my eyes can't help but weep, obscurity plays around me tries to steal my breath every time I close my eyes I know I’m close to death. Panic underestimates the power the black withholds carving me so gently, painless as it moulds I sweat out my reaction cause words can't find a voice, helplessly devoted to lay I have no choice. Everything suffocates can't bear to close my eyes repeated optimism as I see how everyone dies, my mind is there to haunt me it never gives me peace all the pills digested at will, still wont make it cease. Night is a blur now confused by chemical reaction convulsions rage as death excels performing its extraction, in the mix I see his face traumatised by my choice, it's made but time has gone his actions futile as sight begins to fade, regret stabs flesh repentantly too late to change effect I know he’ll cry forever at his failure to correct. My selfish, vengeful actions will speak louder than my word he never seen the suicide…do you think he finally heard?
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A Letter To My Aunt Discussing The Correct Approach To Modern Poetry To you, my aunt, who would explore The literary Chankley Bore, The paths are hard, for you are not A literary Hottentot But just a kind and cultured dame Who knows not Eliot (to her shame). Fie on you, aunt, that you should see No genius in David G., No elemental form and sound In T.S.E. and Ezra Pound. Fie on you, aunt! I'll show you how To elevate your middle brow, And how to scale and see the sights From modernist Parnassian heights. First buy a hat, no Paris model But one the Swiss wear when they yodel, A bowler thing with one or two Feathers to conceal the view; And then in sandals walk the street (All modern painters use their feet For painting, on their canvas strips, Their wives or mothers, minus hips). Perhaps it would be best if you Created something very new, A ***** novel done in Erse Or written backwards in Welsh verse, Or paintings on the backs of vests, Or Sanskrit psalms on lepers' chests. But if this proved imposs-i-ble Perhaps it would be just as well, For you could then write what you please, And modern verse is done with ease. Do not forget that 'limpet' rhymes With 'strumpet' in these troubled times, And commas are the worst of crimes; Few understand the works of Cummings, And few James Joyce's mental slummings, And few young Auden's coded chatter; But then it is the few that matter. Never be lucid, never state, If you would be regarded great, The simplest thought or sentiment, (For thought, we know, is decadent); Never omit such vital words As belly, genitals and -----, For these are things that play a part (And what a part) in all good art. Remember this: each rose is wormy, And every lovely woman's germy; Remember this: that love depends On how the Gallic letter bends; Remember, too, that life is hell And even heaven has a smell Of putrefying angels who Make deadly whoopee in the blue. These things remembered, what can stop A poet going to the top? A final word: before you start The convulsions of your art, Remove your brains, take out your heart; Minus these curses, you can be A genius like David G. Take courage, aunt, and send your stuff To Geoffrey Grigson with my luff, And may I yet live to admire How well your poems light the fire.
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A Letter To My Aunt
A Letter To My Aunt Discussing The Correct Approach To Modern Poetry To you, my aunt, who would explore The literary Chankley Bore, The paths are hard, for you are not A literary Hottentot But just a kind and cultured dame Who knows not Eliot (to her shame). Fie on you, aunt, that you should see No genius in David G., No elemental form and sound In T.S.E. and Ezra Pound. Fie on you, aunt! I'll show you how To elevate your middle brow, And how to scale and see the sights From modernist Parnassian heights. First buy a hat, no Paris model But one the Swiss wear when they yodel, A bowler thing with one or two Feathers to conceal the view; And then in sandals walk the street (All modern painters use their feet For painting, on their canvas strips, Their wives or mothers, minus hips). Perhaps it would be best if you Created something very new, A ***** novel done in Erse Or written backwards in Welsh verse, Or paintings on the backs of vests, Or Sanskrit psalms on lepers' chests. But if this proved imposs-i-ble Perhaps it would be just as well, For you could then write what you please, And modern verse is done with ease. Do not forget that 'limpet' rhymes With 'strumpet' in these troubled times, And commas are the worst of crimes; Few understand the works of Cummings, And few James Joyce's mental slummings, And few young Auden's coded chatter; But then it is the few that matter. Never be lucid, never state, If you would be regarded great, The simplest thought or sentiment, (For thought, we know, is decadent); Never omit such vital words As belly, genitals and -----, For these are things that play a part (And what a part) in all good art. Remember this: each rose is wormy, And every lovely woman's germy; Remember this: that love depends On how the Gallic letter bends; Remember, too, that life is hell And even heaven has a smell Of putrefying angels who Make deadly whoopee in the blue. These things remembered, what can stop A poet going to the top? A final word: before you start The convulsions of your art, Remove your brains, take out your heart; Minus these curses, you can be A genius like David G. Take courage, aunt, and send your stuff To Geoffrey Grigson with my luff, And may I yet live to admire How well your poems light the fire.
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there is a darkness that the silver song of soft illusion lights in symbolic equivalents of images real it is a light brutally interrogative magnifying with dazzling rays the breakage at the jagged edges of the world and lays hostage to impersonation that resembles fragments of smashed oval shaped mirrors reflecting pieces of broken brown terracotta soldiers and causes the eyes to hurt with a watched inner holocaust of disturbing coloured detonations, implosively autonomous given to a deceived departure a departure from reality given by the advocacy of ideological rationalism that sees three kings with blood on their crowns in amplified convulsions call mustre for disturbance, disorder, destruction and death as blood stains the Balkan streets and all emotional impulse is volatilized and a sinister, stuporous, stagnancy stalks the land where sustaining minds are subject to a brutal insensitivity that dazzles on the edge of a spiral vertigo it is a light brutally interrogative magnifying with dazzling rays a vocabulary of incoherence like the rancid stains of ***** that inhabit the jagged edges of the world
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Apr 24, 2014
Apr 24, 2014 at 1:25 PM UTC
Crimean War???
Today again I saw a gate in the sky. Streams of pale light trickled through it. I no longer looked at the sun, only straight ahead, My silhouette reflected in the ***** tram window. I looked farther, hypnotized, sipping words veiled in the dust of the autumn sun. Dry spaces. Leaves. Golden bile sparkled, And no one saw this wonder in the sky. At the stop, in the crowd rushing by, An experiment took place: A man wrapped in copper threads. He searched for relief while anger bound his soul. He fought the air, attacked with words, Like a puppet moving in convulsions. Hands clenched, anger in his eyes. “This will pass, this will fade,” I thought, Moving to another car. A primal tremor. A change of frequency. Someone is turning the **** of our universe. How many more cells of the body will they spoil Before it is ground to ashes? Until all ends in colonization, A reward for micro-souls from another world. People sunk in their minds do not hear the hum of strings. And I plead in my thoughts: listen, look, be your reality. Behind the gate a hundred weeks ago, a crackling gramophone plays. My calm relieves someone’s thoughts. Somewhere, thousands of hours ago, the past becomes the future. Next time when you pass by me, indifferent, the warmth of my thought will warm your Dry, wrinkled hands. I will never know You, and I would like to know what you will say when these trembling words arrive on the wind. In the autumn glow of the setting sun, Like a gentle brushing of leaves at the next opening of the gate. I will be there in the crack like a stray thought that wanted to become immortality.
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Sep 25, 2025
Sep 25, 2025 at 5:59 PM UTC
Tremor
Today again I saw a gate in the sky. Streams of pale light trickled through it. I no longer looked at the sun, only straight ahead, My silhouette reflected in the ***** tram window. I looked farther, hypnotized, sipping words veiled in the dust of the autumn sun. Dry spaces. Leaves. Golden bile sparkled, And no one saw this wonder in the sky. At the stop, in the crowd rushing by, An experiment took place: A man wrapped in copper threads. He searched for relief while anger bound his soul. He fought the air, attacked with words, Like a puppet moving in convulsions. Hands clenched, anger in his eyes. “This will pass, this will fade,” I thought, Moving to another car. A primal tremor. A change of frequency. Someone is turning the **** of our universe. How many more cells of the body will they spoil Before it is ground to ashes? Until all ends in colonization, A reward for micro-souls from another world. People sunk in their minds do not hear the hum of strings. And I plead in my thoughts: listen, look, be your reality. Behind the gate a hundred weeks ago, a crackling gramophone plays. My calm relieves someone’s thoughts. Somewhere, thousands of hours ago, the past becomes the future. Next time when you pass by me, indifferent, the warmth of my thought will warm your Dry, wrinkled hands. I will never know You, and I would like to know what you will say when these trembling words arrive on the wind. In the autumn glow of the setting sun, Like a gentle brushing of leaves at the next opening of the gate. I will be there in the crack like a stray thought that wanted to become immortality.
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From behind your canvas you peer up at me taking in the details of my body. Your scientific eyes studying  me cold with neither lust or disgust as if I were a vase or a basket of fruit. Not long before this we embraced one another in the throes of passion. You've never been more into me. The skillful motions of your lips and tongue, throwing my body into religious convulsions and praising your name. It intrigues me how you can turn that off. How you can refrain from smiling as you draw the outline of my ****** How my naked body so near and ready doesn’t cause that animal I’ve come to know so well to overpower the artist in you. I’m truly fascinated, filled with both admiration and jealousy for that woman you are creating. I know that In your mind, we've never been closer but you look so far away hiding from me behind that easel cheating on my body with your interpretation. No doubt, she will be flawless, and have none of my ugly imperfections. She isn’t even finished being born and I hate her already. Although, I’ll lie when you reveal her to me. I’ll tell you that she’s beautiful that I really like her. Then, I’ll make love to you right there on the floor. Forcing her to watch.
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Dec 20, 2009
Dec 20, 2009 at 5:46 AM UTC
Art Appreciation
this poem started off intending to be the shortest poem in the world nay, more aptly in the whole wide, wide open uni-verse but ambition overtook it and it aimed to stretch far and wide an Aristotelian hubris, you know like the ambition of Macbeth going beyond what Mrs Macbeth intended and so this ambitious little poem of ours expanded starting meek as grass growing zealous and went beyond itself and its kind this poem that had such humble beginnings that dared to want to be the shortest poem in the world but turned out loquacious and it could go on, it said, beating all length, breadth and dimension and would have - but it got into convulsions and fits and shock when it had gone beyond its shortness and it couldn’t even spell couldn't even get words right floating in a soup of red lines in Word or in Mac’s Pages and so it took its own life or someone stabbed it like they did to o’erweening Macbeth or to our poor, poor misunderstood Rasputin who being a Saint was thought a Devil but was all humble as the shortest poem in the uni-verse
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Oct 29, 2011
Oct 29, 2011 at 10:06 PM UTC
the shortest poem in the uni-verse
Rolling dawn to dusk across the starry length, Spiraling circles amidst blazing orbs. Held no memories of my stellar birth, Nor tell vast upheavals of mighty epics.   Early shedding of original flames, A layer of hydrogen was burned away. Convulsions, diarrhea shrouds my youth, A steamy cloak caresses my tender skin.   Around four billion laps before this day, Life awakened in my ancient depths. Poison polluted my outer coat, aye, As oxygen poured from primal bugs.   Cycles of warmth and ice marks my crotch, Evolving life, risking death, must adapt. Such poor creatures persist beneath my watch, I shelter them from the frigid void.   Toward the day of the dull red giant, Even I am facing the gates of malicious wrath. All shall perish under their final monument, From youth, to strength, then wisdom, onto death.   Sadly, star dust tells no tales.
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Aug 30, 2010
Aug 30, 2010 at 5:19 PM UTC
The Gaia Monologue
Willow herb floating on silent certainty ashes of sighs not fleeting, unvapoured on the blossom of the rain, I am too light to pull or push the swing of delight through this land. The rain left me for a while sun unshielding -a thousand widows more unyielding than the depths . . Once shadowed whisperers of delight,gossamer sparkling , descending their chains of necromantic hope. Lilith is no night owl she is mother, eve and my becoming: sweet earth spun at once , exhaling her . The see saw bumped gently on my chin it is a most gentle form of awakening. The silence bore no whispers till sinking through the quicksand -or was it quicksilver? -in any case I could smell little in my amniotic amnesia. I made ten thousand friends,till their soap made this place clean. Is this a seed or a dying hopefulness -is my sallow sowing beyond all shores of reproduction; a reflection of the child they dared not bear? Is my last breath like this a forgotton yielding will they catch me as I fall ? -(sweet earth)- This moth of my ending, a shallow recantation, my fears- their memories, mere testubes of stylish hope . I breathe the elegant stare you have forgotten . Once more free from such rememberance I need not , remained not , your imploded , wakefulness . A thousand pardons exhaled like silk entwining an unfinished race spider of a thousand eyes . One may say I was stared to death but surrogate air mocks childish pity. Taut refelexions bear salt echoes in silk convulsions fresh water a veneered hope . Easier in death than life is a child's sorrowed partings , the illusion of bouyancy rippled tides unfelt. The oceans have not enough salt for such shrunken sorrow. if we could but once have shared unbreathed aspersion . The room has come and gone the pillow quite undry unforgotten unremembered. A web untouched
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Sep 27, 2010
Sep 27, 2010 at 7:46 AM UTC
Sibilance
Willow herb floating on silent certainty ashes of sighs not fleeting, unvapoured on the blossom of the rain, I am too light to pull or push the swing of delight through this land. The rain left me for a while sun unshielding -a thousand widows more unyielding than the depths . . Once shadowed whisperers of delight,gossamer sparkling , descending their chains of necromantic hope. Lilith is no night owl she is mother, eve and my becoming: sweet earth spun at once , exhaling her . The see saw bumped gently on my chin it is a most gentle form of awakening. The silence bore no whispers till sinking through the quicksand -or was it quicksilver? -in any case I could smell little in my amniotic amnesia. I made ten thousand friends,till their soap made this place clean. Is this a seed or a dying hopefulness -is my sallow sowing beyond all shores of reproduction; a reflection of the child they dared not bear? Is my last breath like this a forgotton yielding will they catch me as I fall ? -(sweet earth)- This moth of my ending, a shallow recantation, my fears- their memories, mere testubes of stylish hope . I breathe the elegant stare you have forgotten . Once more free from such rememberance I need not , remained not , your imploded , wakefulness . A thousand pardons exhaled like silk entwining an unfinished race spider of a thousand eyes . One may say I was stared to death but surrogate air mocks childish pity. Taut refelexions bear salt echoes in silk convulsions fresh water a veneered hope . Easier in death than life is a child's sorrowed partings , the illusion of bouyancy rippled tides unfelt. The oceans have not enough salt for such shrunken sorrow. if we could but once have shared unbreathed aspersion . The room has come and gone the pillow quite undry unforgotten unremembered. A web untouched
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I've been watching you from the nightstand, Eyes closed, But hearing, feeling Each rat tremor on top of cheap carpet Covered in cat **** and ***** stains. You have been sleeping too long, Eyelids turning to flakes of skin, Feeding your floorboard friends. I have seen your fingers curl into messy knots of Purple thumbprints and veins reaching For the ceiling and roof. You left me plugged into the wall, And I have inched closer to my own death With each misses phone call and text, My predisposed convulsions. I just wanted you to know Your mother called today To ask for the new street address, The landlord says the rent is 8 days late, But your boyfriend is ill concerned with your state of health, In fact, He left the state And bought a new haircut and identity.
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Jan 24, 2016
Jan 24, 2016 at 11:07 PM UTC
A Message From Your Phone
So beautiful White and Shimmery, They flutter in meandering patterns Mesmerize Draw you towards paper-white butterflies all all all all around me they fly fly fly fly A sea of white spots IT'S HARD TO- Tilt your head up -BREATHE, breathe, Focus Catch one ****** it by its wings pluck them out Crush its shaking body Feel as panicked convulsions turn into stillness Paper-white butterflies Don't let a single one slip by
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Nov 8, 2017
Nov 8, 2017 at 4:48 PM UTC
paper-white butterflies
I remember the first time I ********** I thought I was having a seizure- or that I had somehow malfunctioned the Matrix and had broken through a fold of reality; some white-noise ladder to greater plains, throbbing, animal convulsions, and a peak that only death could overpower. I remember crashing into shame upon my return, versus the smug welcome of oxytocin and my adult life; not knowing to what extent my ***** would dominate my mind; you know, I cannot write a poem without noticing my loneliness, all the ******** I have left behind. For that moment, in my New Found ****** I was paralysed at the thought of a sober life, and ever since that moment, ever since that night, I have been searching for those higher plains in the lowest branches of myself. Now I smoke my fill and redden my eyes to bleed out old anxieties, dry up old tears whilst softening scars that I have collected over years spent indoors, hiding from danger. I remember the first time I ********** how it came to me by accident, a repeated motion of unknown emotions; the undulations in her breath; even now I still sit by myself, and make love out of whatever is left.
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Jun 4, 2015
Jun 4, 2015 at 5:21 PM UTC
My First ****
I seize in the day, I seize in the night Convulsions plague me throughout my life The stiffness comes, And then it goes But the worst is afterward, when I’ve discovered that my friends can turn into foes The mere sight of it has scared them off As a result they laugh, taunt and scoff I seize in the day, I seize in the night Medicines plague me throughout my life The neurologist says “Let’s try this one” Dilatin, Depakote, Tegretol, Topamax They try my last nerve, Until finally I say “Haven’t you tried enough on me, you quacks?!?” I seize in the day ,I seize in the night Must I wear a “dogtag” for all my life? This little tag, on my necklace, it labels me Can’t you see the medical symbol and on the other side in big bold letters “EPILEPSY” It’s a ****** on the self-esteem It’s a reminder that I belong to a different regime One of a nature gone to extremes, If that is what I let it be I seize in the day, I seize in the night I don’t give up, I say to my brain and my soul, “Fight, Fight, FIGHT!” I’m frustrated and don’t give up Although there are times when I want to, I don’t. I’ve been a fighter from the day I was born And in the heat of this battle of neurons and neurologists My determination and perseverance were forged. The more I seized, the more I fought Through the trauma of it all, lessons were learned and taught And the more I seized, the more I realized That Epilepsy was a lesson in Serenity.
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Dec 4, 2013
Dec 4, 2013 at 5:09 PM UTC
I Seize
sonic bridge, seismic convulsions a desert for us and them, you can do many things with a blank canvas --maelstroms, blaze dispersions a line allows progress, a circle does not, infiltrates the surface, flashes into steam our red cathedral, our furnace lake, the promised land in spiritual drought this catatonic heaven, a thirst for something more
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Aug 16, 2023
Aug 16, 2023 at 1:50 PM UTC
Zabriskie Point
I want you… I want you instinctually and primitively. Spiritually and physically. I want to give you portions of me that I’ve never shown anybody; that will become distinctively yours - recognizable only to you and you alone. I want to submerge you in a realm of ******** gentleness that perpetuates an aggressive kindness, that stimulates, and soothes every aching, yearning, desire that flows through your body. Continuously… I’m telling you what you already knew, that I will always be there for you, and you will never again feel alone or abandoned. I  want to give you complete and total satisfaction. I want you and every little idiosyncrasy that makes you unique, that others have critiqued, because they didn’t understand. I want to show you that I can… I want to dwell in the depths of your being. I want to unravel your complexity. I want to give you vibrations in the form of a currant that arouses sensationally, at a frequency that makes you hum melodies of ecstasy uncontrollably as you call out for me. I want to initiate an explosion of soft convulsions from the warmth of my mouth penetrating every inch of your body rhythmically. I want the waters from the spring of your masculinity to drown me, and then I want you to save me. I want to embrace you each night and wrap you in between soft warm thighs, and welcoming arms under moonlight, until your torso is wet, drenched with sweat, until each kiss drips from the tip of your lips, and I caress your back with my fingertips. I want to make love to you the way an angel would if she could. I want to show you heaven and ethereal visions without limita-tions or specifications.   I want to give you happiness and pleasure unparallel, unlike any-thing either of us has ever felt, seen, or could create in our dreams. I want to protect you from harm beneath my wings. I want you to believe in me… I want you to come into my life.
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Sep 1, 2010
Sep 1, 2010 at 7:21 PM UTC
Come Into My Life
I want you… I want you instinctually and primitively. Spiritually and physically. I want to give you portions of me that I’ve never shown anybody; that will become distinctively yours - recognizable only to you and you alone. I want to submerge you in a realm of ******** gentleness that perpetuates an aggressive kindness, that stimulates, and soothes every aching, yearning, desire that flows through your body. Continuously… I’m telling you what you already knew, that I will always be there for you, and you will never again feel alone or abandoned. I  want to give you complete and total satisfaction. I want you and every little idiosyncrasy that makes you unique, that others have critiqued, because they didn’t understand. I want to show you that I can… I want to dwell in the depths of your being. I want to unravel your complexity. I want to give you vibrations in the form of a currant that arouses sensationally, at a frequency that makes you hum melodies of ecstasy uncontrollably as you call out for me. I want to initiate an explosion of soft convulsions from the warmth of my mouth penetrating every inch of your body rhythmically. I want the waters from the spring of your masculinity to drown me, and then I want you to save me. I want to embrace you each night and wrap you in between soft warm thighs, and welcoming arms under moonlight, until your torso is wet, drenched with sweat, until each kiss drips from the tip of your lips, and I caress your back with my fingertips. I want to make love to you the way an angel would if she could. I want to show you heaven and ethereal visions without limita-tions or specifications.   I want to give you happiness and pleasure unparallel, unlike any-thing either of us has ever felt, seen, or could create in our dreams. I want to protect you from harm beneath my wings. I want you to believe in me… I want you to come into my life.
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so I drank half the bottle to tell her how I felt but wasn't home that morning; she took me straight to bed. though all I am is a drunkard - my best to gasp and writhe. and the only landslide I want to cause: convulsions between her thighs. All cross eyed, in dead men's skies. and I could sleep beneath dancers. but as for now I'll play my fill But she'll struggle to move me after. Until then she does try and try to make me gasp and writhe. But she can feel what I cannot - Breathing "I love you"s between her sighs.
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Jun 29, 2011
Jun 29, 2011 at 3:11 PM UTC
Gin
Cry, child Let your tears bloom Stop not your weeping Cease not your sobs Harm not yourself Let it out Remember, child The inner temple you once held Break not your mind Sever not the link Discard not the love Let it stay Become, child Connected to Mother Nature Hurt not her heart Hate not her convulsions **** not her soul Let her live You are a conduit, child You are the link You are the river The blood The life
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Dec 7, 2020
Dec 7, 2020 at 12:11 PM UTC
The link
The convulsions of my chest splinter my ribs rip my heart from my breast Tearing muscle from bone grinding joints that creak and groan My lungs implode upon me choke my breath I die, suffocating slowly Stars painted on my eyes until I'm blind and my broken body cries.
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Nov 4, 2014
Nov 4, 2014 at 7:36 PM UTC
My body is broken
when i heard about it, when i heard of “free art:” i thought of free bread and wine, and celtic sirens, i laughed though... you made the earth so ******* boring we all wanted to become astronauts. when art became free we tried to moralise drinking wine (as a portent of richness) and eating bread (as a portent of the russian revulsion), i bought my art.. and waited for the ones who discouraged it complaining buying their bread “well fed.” the celtic sirens hung on though, singing softer and softer but more prone to the acid tongues dragging the democrats into a hope of kings and village kindred elders, but i still didn’t hope for free artistry that was akin to circus, caged the gypsy have i? i have, but i did not warrant free food or free aquas of variation, i simplified freeing the demands with the demands freed into excess, well... if i were kingly i’d still have provided free bread and wine rather than music and the curbing the excesses of lyricists; making music free just discouraged all originality, all creativity, it just became a realism of a struggled acting - i feel cheated having missed the antics of britannia in the 1960's and '70's like it was greek and roman without the epileptics of watching a documentary on trans-sexualisation of brazilians and ******** disco to gag on an excess of flashy lights just to sell lipstick... and have these quasi-epileptic shivers without having an opposing opinion to counter the freely stated & fluxed. i guess my convulsions were due to the fact that the men didn’t call it either homosexuality nor trans-sexuality, and that i was actually looking at two dodos talking, meaning i was seeing the extinction of the human race through the **** meaning i was watching the knights templar idol, baphomet, realised 2000 years after the crucifixion in that crown of thorn dreams, perfected in thailand... of all places; that actually beats the identification of ibn saud as the dajjal, moving further east of mecca than riyadh and the assassination attempt within the framework of muhammad’s hadith of ‘no entry’ into mecca by the dajjal.
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Oct 12, 2015
Oct 12, 2015 at 11:17 PM UTC
the celtic girls became odysseus’ sirens / the age of baphomet
when i heard about it, when i heard of “free art:” i thought of free bread and wine, and celtic sirens, i laughed though... you made the earth so ******* boring we all wanted to become astronauts. when art became free we tried to moralise drinking wine (as a portent of richness) and eating bread (as a portent of the russian revulsion), i bought my art.. and waited for the ones who discouraged it complaining buying their bread “well fed.” the celtic sirens hung on though, singing softer and softer but more prone to the acid tongues dragging the democrats into a hope of kings and village kindred elders, but i still didn’t hope for free artistry that was akin to circus, caged the gypsy have i? i have, but i did not warrant free food or free aquas of variation, i simplified freeing the demands with the demands freed into excess, well... if i were kingly i’d still have provided free bread and wine rather than music and the curbing the excesses of lyricists; making music free just discouraged all originality, all creativity, it just became a realism of a struggled acting - i feel cheated having missed the antics of britannia in the 1960's and '70's like it was greek and roman without the epileptics of watching a documentary on trans-sexualisation of brazilians and ******** disco to gag on an excess of flashy lights just to sell lipstick... and have these quasi-epileptic shivers without having an opposing opinion to counter the freely stated & fluxed. i guess my convulsions were due to the fact that the men didn’t call it either homosexuality nor trans-sexuality, and that i was actually looking at two dodos talking, meaning i was seeing the extinction of the human race through the **** meaning i was watching the knights templar idol, baphomet, realised 2000 years after the crucifixion in that crown of thorn dreams, perfected in thailand... of all places; that actually beats the identification of ibn saud as the dajjal, moving further east of mecca than riyadh and the assassination attempt within the framework of muhammad’s hadith of ‘no entry’ into mecca by the dajjal.
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For it was but a figurine of blue nothing majestic in its stance until a fateful day upon its happening of beleaguered figure with eyes that shone beyond this vacant etching. Without a yearning it picked at this still supple flesh and devoured the beauty within. Coexisting motions interlaced from a form of nothingness to an existence of beauty that birthed in form and a weave of colour liberated from its anatomy. Once it has given into repulsive convulsions of what had perspired it saw with what new eyes. But where one feather lingered it needed more. A craving of beauty even though needed through means that weren't intentional. But elegance is an obscurity of vain ambitions that once reflected upon is need to be kept within the grasp of moments now corroding at these delicate frames whisper in sight and where one fluttered now, more do. So many feathers adorned its foliage, and seen was the beauty that extended past its virtues that were as corrupted as its on moral compass that was dipped in blood, you should fear a Peacock of no foliage for it needs to be hole to see its feathers grace the air and only the inevitable craving will fulfil this plumage. For it see with many eyes that aren't its own but fulfil it plumage. *"So many see nothing, but a world where beauty is constructed from the eyes of others and even they do not truly see,*
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Nov 25, 2016
Nov 25, 2016 at 5:49 PM UTC
The Story Of A Peacocks Eyes
CLOWNS DYINGFIVE circus clowns dying this year, morning newspapers told their lives, how each one horizontal in a last gesture of hands arranged by an undertaker, shook thousands into convulsions of laughter from behind rouge-red lips and powder-white face. STEAMBOAT BILLWhen the boilers of the Robert E. Lee exploded, a steamboat winner of many races on the Mississippi went to the bottom of the river and never again saw the wharves of Natchez and New Orleans. And a legend lives on that two gamblers were blown toward the sky and during their journey laid bets on which of the two would go higher and which would be first to set foot on the turf of the earth again. FOOT AND MOUTH PLAGUEWhen the mysterious foot and mouth epidemic ravaged the cattle of Illinois, Mrs. Hector Smith wept bitterly over the government killing forty of her soft-eyed Jersey cows; through the newspapers she wept over her loss for millions of readers in the Great Northwest. SEVENSThe lady who has had seven lawful husbands has written seven years for a famous newspaper telling how to find love and keep it: seven thousand hungry girls in the Mississippi Valley have read the instructions seven years and found neither illicit loves nor lawful husbands. PROFITEERI who saw ten strong young men die anonymously, I who saw ten old mothers hand over their sons to the nation anonymously, I who saw ten thousand touch the sunlit silver finalities of undistinguished human glory-why do I sneeze sardonically at a bronze drinking fountain named after one who participated in the war vicariously and bought ten farms?
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CLOWNS DYINGFIVE circus clowns dying this year, morning newspapers told their lives, how each one horizontal in a last gesture of hands arranged by an undertaker, shook thousands into convulsions of laughter from behind rouge-red lips and powder-white face. STEAMBOAT BILLWhen the boilers of the Robert E. Lee exploded, a steamboat winner of many races on the Mississippi went to the bottom of the river and never again saw the wharves of Natchez and New Orleans. And a legend lives on that two gamblers were blown toward the sky and during their journey laid bets on which of the two would go higher and which would be first to set foot on the turf of the earth again. FOOT AND MOUTH PLAGUEWhen the mysterious foot and mouth epidemic ravaged the cattle of Illinois, Mrs. Hector Smith wept bitterly over the government killing forty of her soft-eyed Jersey cows; through the newspapers she wept over her loss for millions of readers in the Great Northwest. SEVENSThe lady who has had seven lawful husbands has written seven years for a famous newspaper telling how to find love and keep it: seven thousand hungry girls in the Mississippi Valley have read the instructions seven years and found neither illicit loves nor lawful husbands. PROFITEERI who saw ten strong young men die anonymously, I who saw ten old mothers hand over their sons to the nation anonymously, I who saw ten thousand touch the sunlit silver finalities of undistinguished human glory-why do I sneeze sardonically at a bronze drinking fountain named after one who participated in the war vicariously and bought ten farms?
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**Felt the pretense behind closed eyes,   composed vibrations of rhetoric                  freelancing in executing ignis fatuus drank the kool-aid of your own grandeur    a punch drunk conviction's onus    in false pretenses of a  mislead head trip a study in contradiction's convulsions     simmered of half past lucid judgement,    junctures of reality submersed       in cloudy formations         impervious to reasoning** ...a saga written upon piqued skies of indifference
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Jun 15, 2015
Jun 15, 2015 at 10:42 AM UTC
pretense behind closed eyes
How badly do I wish to love away your self-loathing, to kiss away your ignorance, to hold you through your dissatisfaction-induced convulsions; cry away your demons and hate, flushing the pain into my skin.
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May 8, 2014
May 8, 2014 at 5:40 PM UTC
ant I b I ot I cs
To be trapped in a body containing its own limits  While others trapped inside an open bottle  Both similar yet different People in bodies trapped can't aspire to break what can be broken Those trapped in a bottle can leave when they can shape themselves to leave the bottle that isn't closed But can't comprehend the shape What we seem to forget Is we are limitless in a reality deemed by culture and illusion To be produced and consumed  To fit any shape but not move You're not suffocating  I've moved air through clogged straw And still I stress  And I digress  Even when suicide is a mere option A cowardly choice some say Be glad Because when it seems bad It really is Then hysterically submit to convulsions And succumb to the shock These are our motives place by our limits in a society that doesn't exist  Like you It's man made
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Sep 18, 2014
Sep 18, 2014 at 4:57 PM UTC
Social philosophies and limitations