Tea - Hello Poetry

Tea May 2014

1.18 am

I don't love everything about you.

If I said I did, I would be dishonest.

I don't love the way you hold yourself too arrogantly sometimes

I don't love the way you can be too mean with your jokes,
even though you don't mean them seriously.

I don't love how your sense of humor gets too weird sometimes

I don't love how you just love talking about yourself

I don't love how you can seem so cold and how
you can so easily ignore me to the point of madness.

But I will tell you this.

I do love the way you flash your imperfect teeth into a warm smile
whenever you see me.

I do love your stupid laugh, because it makes me laugh even more
than the joke itself.

I do love the way you talk about your dreams and your views and the world.

I do love how you can surprise me with kindness and attention
when I least expect it.

And most of all, I love how you can make me feel everything
no one else ever could.

And that is why the reasons that I love you
are all so much more important than the reasons why I don't.

#love #heartbreak #broken #sad #life #lonely #heart #alone #hurt #unrequited

May 2014

i

him,

i like the way
he smokes his cigarettes,
a puff of smoke
coming out of
his curved lips,
lips that
give me a wicked
smile before
walking away
without a word,
and i am left once
again, imagining
of seeing him again,
and gathering some
courage to tell him
everything,
but that courage
disappears everytime
he appears in front
of me, with another
lit cigarette, and
another wicked smile.

i love him no matter what.

#love #truth #heart #boy #smile #lips #him #courage #smoke #cigarettes #smoking #everything #lit #aching #wicked #curved

May 2014

burning bright

Painful silence

We sit in deafening silence
And look on painfully
Is there anything left in this dust,
or is all already forgotten?

All of the pale faces in the room
but yours is the palest
And no one dares to look your way
with denial, they try to escape the madness

I know how they feel
After all, you were a part of us
And I know that we're in for sleepless nights
That they will blame you for abandoning us

But there is something they don't know
That's why I don't worry
You have evaded this tragedy
So for sorrow I do not long

Now I hope that you're happier
That you have found your peace
Because if faith was more cruel
You would still be here.

Sometimes death is not the worst thing.

#broken #sad #depression #life #death #depressed #dead #hurt #longing #missing

Tea May 2014

Intoxicating (10w)

From the first moment
I lost myself in your eyes

Maybe I'm too busy being yours to fall for somebody new.

#love #dream #broken #sad #life #lonely #need #alone #beautiful #dreaming #perfect #unrequited #longing #wishing

May 2014

Amitav Radiance

Perfection

The perception of perfection, changes with time*- Amitav

#time #change #perception #perfection

May 2014

vail joven

requite

i would
do anything
to feel your
love

i'd steal all
the stars
and inject
their luster
in my veins
to know what
it would feel
like to be
adored by you

i would drown
myself in the
ocean and fill
my lungs with
its waves
because you
said you
fell in love
with the sea
and i would
like to have
the idea of
what it is
like to be
loved by you

please hold
my heart
in your hands
and listen to
its beating

because the silent
pattern bothers
me at night
when it wails
your name and
i can't do anything
to satisfy it's
insatiable craving

all i need is
to feel your love
for just a second
to put this
heart to rest

#love #heart #girl #pain #unrequited #craving

May 2014

kyla marie

2:36 AM

this might sound crazy but
I'm thinking of you
again

of the endless
us
we
me and you
that will never be

maybe I'm insane

I was never good enough
and never will be

you hold her hand
as tight as you hold my
pusling
shattering
still longing for you
heart

#iloveyou #you #me #together #never #us #we #ever #iloveyounot