Some days...
I just want to disappear. I want to crawl into the earth and hug the
ground around me like a blanket and be unseen, be swallowed up
by mother nature.
Some days....
I want to scream- "I am MORE." I am more than you see. I want to
beg someone- anyone- to see all of me, to really know me, and to
accept me as I am- not how they'd wish me to be.
Some days...
I want to let out the rage within me. To pound my fists against the
pain until they are ****** and unrecognizable. I want to scream and
cry and rage and hurt and let out the anger about what was done to
me. I want to yell that I am no longer afraid, I will no longer hide my
anger and turn it inward. I want to unleash the fury that lives in my
heart, turn it against the ones who deserve it.