What is left
Sometimes
Is the best part

Not all
Of you
Is broken and lost

Through hope
And love
I became new

Because of...
What

You decide

Sometimes I wish things might be different
Decisions would be easier
Struggling each step would stop
Sleep would be longer
Fights would be over
Tears would fade away

But Sometimes I realize
That not even in my dreams those things happen
So why should I cry
And waste my time complaining
About everything
I dont have
I dont like


Sometimes I should just let go.
And things would be easier.

"what do you want?"

A meaningless question
with doubtful answers.

"What do you want?"
I want to walk outside without
having to feel worthless.

I want to be able to be taken seriously,
despite my taste in fashion or body modifications.  

I want to be able to love someone and not
hide my passion because you wouldn't approve.

What I want is to be accepted for me,
nothing more and nothing less.
Just me.

Sometimes it's not always morbid.
Sometimes I write when I'm happy.
Sometimes things make me feel good enough to write about them.
Those times are rare,
and right now is not one of them.

Remember last time?
2. Is --- really worth it?
3. So many people care - like so many
4. Time to reach your 6 month goal
5. Chicago
6. You really can get thru this i promise
7. You still have time to get that **** done
8. Do you really want to have to admit that you messed up again?
9. Everything is not your fault/your burden to carry
10. You have 96 sisters who love you unconditionally
11. You get to see your best friend with someone who makes her really  happy for the first time on friday
12. Your home isn't truly where you live
13. You ARE good enough
14. The only direction left to go from here is up
15. Better to hit rock bottom now rather than later
16. There's still so much music to discover
17. So much art to see
18. So many people to meet
19. So many friends to make
20. So many songs to sing
21. So much liquor to drink
22. So many books to read
23. So many stories to hear
24. So many stories to tell
25. So many jokes to make
26. So much *** to have
27. So much fun to have
28. So many mistakes to make
29. So many people to love
30. This is a new week and therefore a new beginning

I'm sorry* if you don't like me sometimes,
          and I'm scared for the day when I'll see you around and you won't         smile at me.
I'm sorry when I say things that don't make sense,
          and I'm scared for the day when I can't think about you without crying.
I'm sorry that I think I am in love with you sometimes,
          and I'm scared for the day that I forget what it's like to be close to you.

If a little or a trivial ,and even tiny dispute                                                              Over a parking lot leads to three murders ,                                                            Then what will happen if it is more than                                                                   This anytime ,anywhere ,and everywhere ... ?                                                          Inevitably this is not the exact motivation                                                               Behind three killings of three innocent souls !                                                             Chapel Hill is another reminder that there                                                                   Are criminal minds anywhere and everywhere ..                                                          No one can take laws by oneself anytime                                                                      Simply because laws were found to solve                                                                  Disputes among people for different reasons...                                                             It is a big lie to believe a liar who witnesses                                                                 That his motivation was simply a parking lot !                                                           Life has taught us different things about                                                                    Criminal people and their criminal minds                                                                  Anytime , anywhere ,and everywhere ...........?                                                           Regretfully three innocent souls got perished                                                            For a trivial,absurd,tiny,and sad dispute ...                                                                Will justice prevail to prosecute that lone wolf                                                            Who assassinated three innocent souls in vain ...?                                                    Even if justice prevails ,but there will a lot of                                                            Criminal minds who might prey on more victims !                                               _____________________

Sometimes I wonder
if I really mattered to you
Sometimes I wonder
if you even cared
Or was I just a pretty flower
brought to make you smile
One you never took care of
walking away from me as I cried