hey...
sorry i'm replying late
well, maybe it isn't too late yet?
but at whatever time you may read this
i'm just certain
that it is not a good time.
but i'll say it anyway:
always drink in moderation--
i know you like to act
like you can take it
but honestly,
you say the stupidest things drunk.
especially when you're alone.
i just doubt you'll be able
to find a couch like mine
that you can just crash on
whenever you were wasted.
not wherever you'll be going anyway..
also,
i know we like
joked about this a lot
a little too much maybe?
but if ever you think about
trying it,
you know i've been there too
we both know how much
of a pain this has been
but please
put out the cigarettes
before you throw them
in the trash
and just one stick a week
okay?
well maybe not that strict...
look,
it will be hard to keep living
in an innocent and pure life
well, without me of course--
i've been such a good
role model for you after all.
but remember your promise:
never ever get a tattoo
not even if its something
awesome
or maybe a meme
or even if it is in memory of me,
you're way cooler than
any ink that would scar your body for life
also,
no matter how rebellious
you think you could be
don't do drugs.
never.
got that?
don't think about even sowing
the same seeds i'm now reaping.
i guess i got someone like you?
so maybe it is worth it...
but being left behind makes it
maybe even more painful
than is should be.
and hey,
lastly...
i know we made
all those
vows:
i'll never love anyone else...
not the way i did with you.
and i'll always be here for you
and that i'll never ever send you away.
but look
i broke the pact already didn't i?
so please,
fall in love.
and if ever
you get in a fight
or any other chance
to prove to this lucky guy
how much you love him...
do it.
and ps.
never let him see you wasting away
please.
lie if you have to hide
all the bottles of gin
and febreze all over
the smoke perfume swirling around you
just never
let him see you break.
thank you.
good bye.
this has a moral lesson. don't do drugs.