i feel so cold and alone all the hurt i’ve experienced is my fault i’m so dumb so naïve so willing to please i let my personality fade away and i don’t know where it’s gone
all the feelings of those months came back to me the constant nausea the paranoia the want to hurt the feeling of being so utterly useless and ugly
i was beginning to regain some semblance of self-confidence but when i think of those days it’s gone and all i can think is: i’m so ugly i’m so dumb and stupid why why am i like this? why am i so awful?
planning a future your not here and the atmosphere is anything but delicate thoughts roam around the air in a gentle breeze distance is between us yet i feel your soul as it breathes an uneasy feeling of the past scars on my fingers for holding on tightly yet the rope collapsed
this is present day 2018 and you are not here with me as i stand and take a look of what surrounds me the future as i thought it not as clear as it seems to live life is to be free
seeking into the past into the role i was perhaps miscast actions were drastically misshaped a setback for love got me off the right track
Assurances will not make any kind of difference, what a good performace will make Word of advice will suffice in the present, however not good enough for the future Better learn from your own mistakes Learn to accept them Later also learn how to correct them Gain an experience of your own Enrich your experience Avoid same old mistakes Learn from new mistakes See to it, make sure Every new mistake adds to your experience As and when you learn from a new mistake
Rise in level of experience will enhance the level of confidence Definitely the ability to take risk depends upon level of experience A setback or two must not deter the level of confidence Experiences from past will rescue when steps are taken in the right direction
In a moment or two Things never settle Efforts need to be made for everything to get settled Confidence and experience serve as a key for taking steps in the right direction
Think in the present Think about yourself Think about your willingness to go an extra mile as and when required Think about all the efforts that you make Think and focus in the present, Better to concentrate on the present
Pretty simple Life becomes pretty simple, if you are a good listener Listen to the rest of the world, but always have a voice of your own Over a period of time it will bring a sea difference in your life Just wait and have patience Wait for the right moment of time to come.
Hope never fades away in life since expectations get built up over a period of time Be truthful to yourself Be honest Hope will always remain an eternal part of your life As and when expectations are met and even when expectations are not met In either ways, life continues since success and failure has always been part of everyone’s life.