The words are pouring out of me
The thoughts scramble in my head
As i lay in stress in this bed
I'm so deeply depressed
I write this out loud for all to see
And everyone says go seek therapy
It's like a shock when they hear
I am already seeking professional help and couseling
So they assume I'm fine and let the phone just ring
Everyone thinks the gesture of the hotline is good enough
Never stopping to realize i know the number
That's supposed to stop me from my eternal slumber
No one ever thinks
That a simple hug or being around
Could help someone keep their feet on the ground
If once someone could be there and listen while i cry
Just as simple as knowing someones there to comfort me in the dark
It would help me keep a little bit of spark
But I've learned all too well
People are inherently selfish as of late
They can't stop to help you with all that's on their own plate
Now i don't want to be the ***** who thinks she's better then all
Im just saying what i believe to be true
No one has ever stopped to help when I'm deep in blue
Unless i came crying and begging to them
Even then it takes them time before they'll stop to see if I'm okay
Becuase they have more important things then if I'll decide to live another day
I myself am selfish as can be
But i always tried to fight it and stop to help anyone in need
But to expect that from another is what's truly selfish of me
im just not ok and no matter of tberapy or meds seems to be helping. No one is ever around for me to even just be a normal friend amd thats really weighing. Guess life alone is fine too.
