Whispers lingering in the air
Gossips flying here and there
Judgemental eyes and deadly stares
Throw every word at me, I don't care

Is minding your own business, such a hard thing to do?
Is your life too boring for you to take interest in mine too?
What did I do to you to deserve this?
You back stabbed me and left me wondering in an abyss

Some parts of the story might be true
But everything else you say is completely taboo
The secrets I kept were carelessly divulged
And so my reputation was completely misjudged

You don't think of the consequences of your lies
How it could end in someone's demise
Though I guess a part of it is my fault too
For I was dumb enough to give my trust to you

Now I know your tricks when you play
You enjoy hearing the secrets that other people say
Then these people are also the ones you betray
Expect my revenge, I will make you pay

I was your shield,
and you were my doom.
My heart you peeled,
until it could no longer bloom.

My face is blank,
void of emotion.
With you I'll be frank,
you've set a snowball in motion.

For a while I've been tumbling;
falling, but never landing.
The skies are grey and rumbling,
enjoy life while you're still standing.

You aimed the gun at me
Finger set on the trigger
You gave a wicked smile to see
And pulled the gun away from my figure
You hugged me assuring you're sorry
Then my body draped down on the deck
In a pool of blood, as you whispered, don't worry
With the dagger stabbed on my back
You kept smiling until I passed out
Then you dumped my body in an unknown creek
You cleaned the blood stains without doubt
And left the place for good within a week
My soul still cries till this day
Waiting for him to return
To ask him why he threw me away
And let my soul revengefully burn
Why my tears poured for his love?
Why he stabbed me on my back?
Why he dumped me in a creek?
Why he turned down my luck?
But today, I have a feeling
That he's coming over soon
A mindset for healing
I'll see him at noon
To get away from his wealthy life
To find peace
To embrace my memory
To find me
To apologize to me
But it's been many years
My spirit still weeps in fears
Each day I waited and saw the way
Nonetheless...
It's now, his time to pay!


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