omehow? I was a mystery To you But I was a broken piece A tired soul feeling unease I closed doors windows built fences around my home all I wanted was control Of the car My life was driving and wasn't it nice every other sunsets a shadow beneath the surface we collided a disruption my routine gone anticipation and back to drama It was uncontrollable the fifth gear I am scared The wind flying my hair car radio, top volume it was going too fast It was beyond me, my white fences disappeared and my living room couch is occupied Why cannot I stop this mess Soon it will be too late A repeat of fate Or maybe this is not a mistake
Thrown into the ice river
Blinded and screaming To the end we rush We've no control Over the currents whose icy waters Brush our soul When waterfall's rise When our bones have cracked And our muscles dried Our eyes see the land We brushed aside And we cry For we never took the time To love the beauty of the river
The other day I caught you staring,
I don’t think you realized because, When my eyes met yours we broke into uncontrollable laughter. The incredible feeling of being in the presence of pure love, Intertwined instinctively Remember to never grow a day older, But always grow a day wiser. And know our love is a pre-written plot from the very beginning A script sent straight from stars —letters to my sun ☀️
Picking up the pace
Trying to win the race Attempting to flee this place... Running wild Movements swift Like that of a hare Legs pumping I need to be free Here I come Prepared to strike But the question is; Are you? Brace yourself Collision is inevitable Like the flow of time Tick Tick Ticking away Be careful I'll strike 'Cause you know what I am I'm a monster Teeth bared Believe me I don't care if it's aired I'll still tear you apart So please Get out of the way As I come charging through Like a rhino Destroying all in my path... - Jay M May 6th, 2019
I've been a bit...aggressive lately. Just - no surprises...
So unaware... of the pain she causes.
Hot salty streams
Accompanied with An occasional sob. Sometimes fall soft Barely noticeable Little snowflakes Spot the ground. Other times fall heavy Hard not to notice Forceful hailstorms Thunder as they fall.
Don't tell me who I am
Or who I'm supposed to be Because I am strong Because I am beautiful In every way Don't tell me I need to stop frowning Or why I should pretend I'm happy Because I have the right to emotions Because I have the right for what I need to feel Each and every day Don't tell me to stop living my life Or to stop the things I love and do Because I am me Because I am not a reflection of you You don't control me Don't just tell me I need to share To love To smile Because I'll only do it If you show me first I am independent I am strong I am flawless yet imperfect I am me.
hope you get everything you deserve, because what you are getting isn't,
Thinking about you even though I shouldn’t, I want to forget you as fast as I can, so I don’t have to feel so guilty or sad, over someone that probably already forgot about me...