Every kiss you give is a stab I take.
Getting closer to beheading.
Careless and cold your touch, your hug.
I'm so tired of the begging.

it’s you.
the forbidden one that i’ve always been told is bad for me.
it’s you.

you are the reason i’ve hit my rock bottom.
my mother tells me i’m not the same.
i wish i could hit rewind back to autumn.

before i ever got addicted.
i never would’ve even considered you.
it’s almost as if this whole thing was scripted.

call me crazy but i don’t think i’ll ever get over you.
you’ve taken too much control.
i wish this whole situation wasn’t true.

i’m addicted to a drug.
but the drug is a human,
and the human is you.

Behind her smiles hides a story
A story that not known by many
Wearing her best mask is not easy
'cos underneath, her tears are falling
And pain is part of her living

A weakened self can't be able to fly
Because of her anxious mind that liquefy
That makes her stranded in death sea
Drawning in blood sweat and tears
Can't escape from island of her fears


Thoughts are overflowing
She over think about everything
Tired of all the things she's facing
She wonder if it's really worth living

Ain't happy neither sad
Just feelin' it bad
Being not good enough
Only can do is to be tough
And have faith in God

i’m so scared that one day i’ll wake up
and tell myself i’m giving up.
i’m so scared of losing,
losing myself to my problems.
i’m so scared that when i wake up that day
i realised my problems will stay with me forever
the day i realised i can no longer fight for myself..