intoxicating to drink my content,
not halting until my heart is empty,
and my red spirit has been drained.
exciting to crack against the asphalt,
and everyone will avoid me,
scared to bleed from my jagged soul,
until i’m discarded once again,
that’s all i ever was.
you don’t even know what love is;
but, it’s a nice thought,
that you might forever.
all we know is school,
i have to spend the rest of my life after either working nine to five,
or starve to make my dream come true,
and after all of that i’ll peak either ending,
and then all that will be left for me is death.
I want to be the girl everyone dies for,
I want to be insatiable,
I want to be everyone’s favorite,
Because I just wanted to be yours.
Everytime I see the letter E,
I instantly think of your name.
I can’t stop listening to our songs,
And wondering how they make you feel now.
Would it **** you to spend a little time with me?
who knew this wasted opportunity,
would reignite the flame,
behind every passion i burnt out?
i cant tell,
if it’s to make me feel better,
or in hopes you’ll find me attractive again.
green chain link fences
lost dogs foaming at the mouth
blood stains in my carpet
the texts buzzing my phone
over and over again.
i only wanted to make you happy.