As I sit infront of the mirror,
Tears flood my face
"This is the last time" I thought to myself.
This is the last time I will ever cry for you,
The last time I will ever be this broken,
This is the last time I will ever love you.
I smiled and said to my reflection..
"Chin up, you pathetic thing. Cherish this moment with pride.. Because this is the last time you will feel this way."

I am attracted with a guy whom I met because of a friend.
I don't know but at first he seems so quiet.
But when I get to know him, he is so fun to be with.

I am attracted with a guy, I shouldn't feel this way.
I might get hurt.
I want to the the risk, but is it worth it?
Is it enough for me to get hurt?

I am confused.
Should I still like him?
Should I get close to him?
Should I let myself go with the flow?
Should I let myself fall in love again?

It may have never been enough,
It may have been in pieces,
****, It may even have been the worst you've ever gotten..
But I gave you the best parts of me.
I gave you all of what's left of me.

I used to cry  haha
I used to laugh  haha
I used to be angry  haha
I used to be nervous  haha
I used to be inlove  haha
Now, That's a poem.  **Haha

My lover boy, as I take your hand in mine
Can you feel my heart beat race faster and faster?
Lover boy, as you kiss my lips
Can you feel the shivers running down my back?

Everything you do, it affects me the same
Its affects me enough to drive me insane
I just want to be in your arms
So much that me it alarms

It alarms me that ive let you know the real me
Ive let you see Ive let you see
The wounds inside of me
How much Ive hurt How much ive cried
Ive let you in and what alarms me the most
Is how much I love you; How our hearts seem tied

And as I let you in tonight
Oh lover boy, dont cry
Cause its all in the past, My future seems bright
and lover boy, I promise ill never lie
Maybe just lie in your arms at night

So as those words slip from your lips first
I swear to return them; I just dont want to get hurt

But oh lover boy, if only you knew
Oh how much I love you

He is shy, very pleasing, my anonymous type of person.
I was ready to fall inlove with him,
until there's something
about him
that made me think of loving him.
Being inlove is one of the feelings
i always adore,
It makes me shiver without warning
and
makes me smile with nothing.
We became friends, which i think more now as
a very-very close friend
If youre going to ask me, how on earth..........
Id be telling you this
straight to the moon
as many times as you want.