Certainly there are moments when something seems to be possible
This is then followed by moments when the same thing seems impossible

Anticipation is followed by risk,
a failure to get the required thing done,
an uncertainty, an anxiety,
all of which makes the heart beat much faster.

Important things become much more important when importance of important things is realized, understood and accepted.

Time passes by, more and more new things come up
Time is running out
Time now to think about something specific
Something definite along a definite line of action
Lot of things happened up until now,
more things will happen along in the future.
Definitely the present needs to be separated and sorted out with regards to the future. .

Something like this has happened,
something because of which the future has come into focus,
then something similar to this much have been in existence since the past.
Something like this seemed to be certain, then the next moment with regards to the same it seems as if there was no way out.
For a few moments it seems as if everything is over.

Either of the two,
one thing remains for sure,
some sort of development was happening in the direction of an inevitable thing that has happened and is in existence in the present.
Something which cannot be averted, neither ignored, nor denied or even avoided.

What happened in the past was an experience while what is taking place in the present is a lesson.
An experience is gained when lessons are learnt and revised.

Definitely when the lessons learnt in the present are revised in future,
then they will add to the experience,
which is in existence then,
enriching the experience gained from past.

Confidence was gained over a period of time
So was experience and expertise
Everything in present cannot be like it was in the past
A lot has happened since the past has happened to be a thing of past
The past and present are two different things, two different states and two different sides of the same coin
Over a period of time the past varies from present as does the present varies from past.

As time passes by things change
Over a period of time what happened in past remains a thing of past
A lot has changed in everything done before in past when compared to present.
The individual remains the same
His skills, methods, techniques, they remain the same, as they are
Originality holds it's state, position and place.

Striving to win always remains the aim
It goes on in mind since the past,
In present too
Also along in the future
Striving to win remains the aim.

Now all that remains is related to time
It’s a matter of time,
Within a period of time everything has changed

Still the mind and it's thought are active
As of now the mind is at work and work goes on
Relating to the past,
Ascertaining the future
Again at the same moment of time remaining in the present moment of time is what goes on at some point of time during the day
It’s like the work of a pendulum clock that keeps ticking throughout the day
It's the mind that is at work and work goes on.

i have revisited the thought of revisiting thoughts of you
for our memories hold nothing
just a vast empty space that your insincerity made
emptying out anything that i held dear from each photo frame

i love the music that played, our soundtrack, so sweet
but the music reverberates far deeper, in my veins and bones
than the meaningless, shallowness and airbrushed harmony
which was a year-long facade and a full-blown emotional felony

the ability to untag, delete, block and look away
has gifted me with the modern miracle of digital amnesia
and if i wanted, i could look back and reminisce
but with such sweet beauties on the horizon, this amnesia is bliss

Burn me away with with love or hate
Either way is just the same.
I feel my legs give way
as you kiss me or walk away.
My soul gets warm with your embrace
Or cold as ice as you slap my face.
I could've yelled, I could've screamed
Instead I was silent as you stared into me.
And now your gone like like smoke on water
and yet for some reason I did not falter.
I look now toward the future with pride
even though I feel frozen inside.
I can now look at someone new,
with eyes so beautiful and lovely too.
Your smile warms me and brings me comfort,
even when I feel like I suffered.
You bring the light into my life,
and make the shadows disappear and die.
I'm glad I found you and that you made my life better.
But now its time I helped you be the light in others lives.
Thank You for all that you've given me.
I now wish to give you the same respect and love of life as you have given me.

It's amazing
                     Isn't it?
    What a difference
                                                       EIGHT
                             *******
        
                                                   POUNDS
makes..

                       I was feeling okay
    Then I stepped on that ****** scale
                                              And now
I'm                   Falling
            To                    
     P
      E
         I
           C
              E
                 S

If only that were a literal statement..
            Then maybe I could forget some shards of myself

And I'll be lighter