You ask me,
how can you be happy and sad?
Or Joyful and mad?
All at the same time

It’s pretty easy, I say,
Easy as seeing my parents
In the screen everyday
for my city I fled
and I don't get to hug them

But they're fine, you see
and that makes me happy
and my friends live their lives
as well as I live mine
and their news make me smile
make me joyful and then perhaps mad
for I wish I could be there
and I know that can't happen

So, yeah perhaps I'm mad
cause I have no future in my land
but I'm happy where I am
and the contradiction starts
So, I'll make peace with my mind
let my feelings aside
I'll be thankfull for what I got
and shut everything aside

Suddenly you left me in the meadow,
Where I can't even imagine your shadow,
The rare hugging of your love,
Has become the memory of owe.

Why you left me so soon,
Where I always see you in the moon,
You are in my mind,
Where I can't find,
Anyone so kind!!

You always use to fight for me,
In all the time  I  light  the candles in the dark,
You always think am a spark,
Of your art.

Baby why you left me,
In da shift of a dark nest,
Baby why are u so far away,
Even I can't image why you let me so sure!!

_amna miyath _

"Where do you want to go?"

"Far, far away..."

"It doesn't seem right."

"Never it did"

"Was that supposed to hurt? The constant disappointment."

"..."

"Your mind is in a dark place and you let them win, don't you?"

"..."

"You can't keep it all inside. You're torturing yourself."

"I always end up getting into this situation."

"Stop doing a damage to your ownself."

"You have no idea what I've been through, do you?"

Far from home but never far