The pain behind 2 pairs of far away eyes... The pain given from the same guy..
She gave him her all, She made him her everything, But pushed away was all she's ever been. Kissing the lips that lied and destroyed her.. Holding the hands that were harmfully layed upon her. Once passionate love making,turned to harshful punishment. Your manipulating lies brought you laughter, It absolutely sickens me you continued after the birth of our daughter.
She was an unexpected miracle to her mother, She couldn't be what saved her father. Shes innocent in everyway. Heart broken by the abandonment her father threw her way.
But he swears that there's love.. Where's the proof ?.. Not in his actions when he's still actin like a g**f.
The full truth needs to come out and actions need to be proved. You can't expect to see a child youve done all this too. Your worse than a stranger, All that's known is your a danger. Hiding from your warrant, Surrounded by jibtecs and underage kids.
I'm not the deadbeat, Sweetie that's you.. Congratulations on bailing on child #2.
You swear left and right how wrong I am, But what you've chosen to do instead of the right thing tells me everything..
This tough momma bear needs to move forward, My baby girl and I deserve a whole new beginning.
My family **** I wonder Everyday if their ok But look It doesn't matter what I say Cuz they don't understand What it takes to spew this energy All over this loose leaf, ohh my Look at that guy "He don't even know what he's saying" "He must be going crazy" But I been there done that still got the **** Oh whoa I forgot what I got there
I used too feel whole Bowl after bowl I'd watch my life each day Just vaporize Or go up in smoke I gag and I choke I sleep and I puke When's it enough I made out twice It wasn't by fluke Once to coke the other too ice It wasn't till near death I realized I need to wake up And stop acting victimized Too my surprise *I get too see another day
Remember the warmth of our body No one else can tame and control me Other than the ones I know as family It's sad to see The way you act is so empty And it really ***** with things That pain tho it really stings I wish you fucken knew The things I wouldn't Fucken do
It doesn't matter if your winning when your living Or if you **** around with life that you've been given Just know your souls on a mission Either it's in intermission strung out with addiction Or its heading in the right direction
Now I'm not a preacher or a reverend But take it from a personal lesson This isn't a form of aggression to steal all your attention Was wrote just for me to mention
"You are all important, stay strong and don't let up"
I'm not actually here I'm self destructive and angry I write cuz words wont ever betray me So don't try and slay me We're all mortal men - nothing to fear So listen up I want you too hear I'm dead inside Locked in a cage or a cell I can't decide My mind unwinds or gets twisted up I'm confused it's hard to tell I almost fell Went stumbling I'm wobbling I'm going home I'm fucken done Peace ✌
I miss your touch I miss your eyes I miss the way we used to smile I smoke my **** Just too help forget its been awhile What I wouldnt do to be beside you Inside you But clearly you got other **** too do I realized you replaced me Im not able to compete with technology One day I hope you actually love me Actually miss me And actually need me Until than Ill remain lonely
<3 I love you more than my words can say I know its too late but its the truth.
Stop the fighting And useless bickering You say you love me You say you want our family But all you can do is judge Call me names and make demands And still expect me to budge Telling me lies and orderin commands While you been holding a grudge I been trying to make things better But it doesn't seem to get no better I did everything you told me too But no matter what it never seems to be enough for you
<3 no one will ever be able to take your place :'( I miss you