Being in love can be such a pain
I know what you're going through
and I have to say that I'm truly sorry
being so far away from your partner
can be so agitating..
But you have to remember what will come next
when you're finally together things will be fixed
the love you've been storing away just for them,
you'll finally be able to let out and give.
So just hold on a little longer, okay?

I miss you and wish I were there
To celebrate the day of your birth.
I would toast to your continued health
And sing out for all I am worth.
I’d exercise my vocal chords well
So that everyone around could hear
That I am delighted for another year.

Three hundred sixty five and so,
The days since your last birthday,
When friends and family take the time
To give cards and cake and say
Congratulations to you, dear heart
And hug you ever so generously.
I wish I could be there with you
To give you one of those hugs from me.

I hope a hundred people call you;
Write and send you clever cards.
I hope they bring you tasty cake
And gifts enough to fill your yard.
Maybe that will keep you so busy
You won’t notice I am not there.
This little bit of rhyming rap
Is to hint at how much I care.

So, this will have to do, I fear,
A Facebook note in poetic form.
It won’t quench your sweet tooth,
But maybe it will keep you warm
When you realize that it means
The love I feel far too distantly,
But don’t let the miles apart
Let you for a moment, forget about me.

I am not
a damsel in distress.
I need no saving
from the tower that I built.

I am sympathetic towards the blind ones,
Who have been engulfed by how alone they are.
They cannot hear the others that are like them,
So all they do is shine their lights from afar.

They hope that another will see them,
Even though they are so far apart,
As they don't have the strength the reach them,
But they need someone to light up the dark.

Black Sand,
Under The Feet,
Of A Self Defeated ,
Low Energy Depleted Man,
Who Needs A Hopeful Woman,
To Assure & Hold His Hand,
Grey Sky's , Rainy Over Cast,
Dark Past , Memories Of A Maniac,
Reality Seems It Will Never Be,
Broken Start , No Map,
No Soft Safe Place To Sleep,
No Grass No Matt,
Earth Is Hateful , Disgraceful ,
His Planet He Wills To Go Back,
Manic, Maybe Schizophrenic,
He Begs For Her Not Panic,
They Don't Understand It,
So Frantic ,
A Space Ship Full Of Sad Souls,
Bottomless **** Pit ,
Missing Pilot , Can't Land Road ,
Oh No To Far Out, Wish I Could Go Home,
This Empty Space, With An Empty Face,
Is Now Where I Rome, With A Soul So Still
Filled Like Medusa's Dome,
A Super Hero Is Something I Need,
Cos This **** Only Makes Time Slow,
Me Sink Deep & My Eyes Bleed,
So Insecure When People Near,
On The Ground Where My Eyes Be,
My Demons Surround, Such Hungry Hounds,
Angel Behind Me,
For So Long , I've Been Running From My Self,
Now I'm To Far A Head,
This Time I Need Help,

If You Need To Vent , Talk To Some One , Reach Out,
Don't Stand Alone, You'll Sink Fast Like Quick Sand,
From All The Mental & Emotional Weight . Take Care.

~Ad3pt

(Immortal Expressions)

Un-Xplained… by Nirvana



How it feels
                                     When we have telephone
But we can't talk

How it feels
When we have number
But we can't contact

How it feels
  When we are near
But still apart

How it feels
              When we are desperate
But no guts to confront

How it feels
When we can be in touch
But no  such permissions....

As you gracefully continue your life,
I'll be waiting.
Hoping.
Deteriorating.
We didn't share much, but it was real,
Was it?
Or was it all a game? A lie?
Maybe I'll taste love too soon
Too much...
I get drunk on that thought, I crave that feeling.
To live.
To breathe.
To be something.
Anything!
But as I stare into your meaningless, distant eyes, a void fills me up.
It crawls to my heart, to my soul.
And it whispers untill I cannot stand it anymore.
The thought of not being with you...