If I'm lost, then in my Lost the Journey will be...
What more I will lose after all what I Lost in my life....
My Learning in the Dark, is deeper than in the light...
My tears in those darkest nights are more profound than those smiles in the light....
I wonder where this Journey is taking me!
I wonder When it will end...
I question if is it a Journey or it themed with a content of an endless War!
I can say....My Journey...
Has its own flavor!

I don't recall how long exactly it's been
Since I've seen your playful, boyish eyes.
The nonsense in me says to play it cool,
But I know I'm just a lie that only dreams it flies.
This is how love goes when the lights turn on,
But no one is or ever shall be home.
I'd rather be in hell dining on hot firey coals,
Then know how it feels to be this sort of alone.
To me you were precious sunshine that fell from above,
But never did that sunshine share with me love,
Instead I wound up in a world of pain,
I can never be whole, never one nor the same.
You still exist, yet the carrot before the donkey's nose no more,
For now, forever, I do not know when, but that's why I'll
Always be so forlorn.

This my darkest hour, whether by pain or pleasure,
I can never forget my feelings for you,
Try as I might, run for now and forever,
You will always be there somewhere in my gloom.
How is this possible? That one person can hold me
So close from so far, that I imagine their arms around me
Even with this my dwindling flame in the dark?

*...till it's no longer burning, going out, just a spark...

Out of the darkest shell I emerge,
Bringing Out a path once trailed
I Arrive; With a story to tell
From a past once bitter
To a Path Now Fitter

Out of the grave of dreams, I Arrive
Standing on the Rays of boom
From the pains of Mirage,
To the Shadows longed for
I will take my Chances

Out of the loneliest Sea,
I conquered
Beneath the Deepest Clouds
I Fly, I sojourn without feathers
And tell my tales at Heavens Gate

A
      *LOVE
                  SO
                         STRONG
                                           THAT
                                                        P­ENETRATES
                                                      ­                             YOUR
                                                          ­                                   VERY
                                                    ­                                SOUL,
                         ­                                   REACHING
                   ­                             INTO
                             ­         THE
                   DEEPEST
          DARKEST
                    CORNERS
                    ­                     OF
                                                YOUR
     ­                                                         *HEART

In my darkest moments, O Lord,
You are the illumination I need;
the lamp of Thy Holy Word glows
with Your Truth and I concede

the value of Your principles.
Despite my feelings, emotions
and thoughts, I’m still assured
that I can raise my perception

to conform to Your high standard.
Your soft Light, easily penetrates
the darkest moments of my life;
the narrow path, leads me straight

to You and Your unending Love.
Therefore, I’ll trust Your Word;
storing it within my heart insures
that my spirit will remain stirred.
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Author notes

Inspired by:
2 Sam 22:29; John 8:12

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By Joseph J. Breunig 3rd, © 2016, All rights reserved.

In the hole
Only the darkest of thoughts flow
In the hole
Only the worse scenarios go
In the hole
Only the coldest winds blow
In the hole
Only the demons patrol
In the hole
Is where you lose your soul

Into your mind



S h o w  m e
Your deepest thoughts



F e e d  m e
Your darkest lies

There's nothing you can do, there's nothing you can say
I will always and forever feel this way
So go ahead and just turn the **** away
I'm condemned for eternity to stay
In the waltz of the darkest sway

Don't look in my face, don't look in my eyes
I'm trying so hard this part of me to disguise
When you look, I want you to see butterflies
Not the tracks of pain, confusion, and a trillion tears

Please don't speak, don't ask
Way to much of my skin has tasted the razors slash
Time for a soumate,true and undying love has endless centuries ago passed
Once upon a time, in a little girls life a die was cast

The cards where dealt, the wheel spun
There would be no time in her life for fun
Her future dim, no beaming sun
Only the frenzied moves of the insane trying to keep it together, as she constantly comes undone

The watchmen sits at the darkest hour waiting for the morning shower.

When I'm tumbling through
my DARKEST of dreams,
a vast blackness
of unwavering fear,
Your evanescent glow
flashes in
my hazy iris,
until I'm gently pulled
into the safety of
my haven of tears.