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elizabeth Sep 2016
I thought I was done,
I thought it was over;
I thought maybe I had it beat.
I thought I had won,
I thought I got better;
I thought it was gone.
But I guess that, after everything,
*I thought wrong.
September 21, 2016
elizabeth Sep 2016
I can no longer see
the light of day;
I've been blinded by
*My very own darkness.
September 20, 2016
Molly Gilkey Sep 2016
Cut
Why waste your blood
On a silver blade
Why stay afflicted
On meaningless life
Why not slash vertically?

Molly
This is niche... I am in no way saying you should cut or harm your baby in any way.
elizabeth Sep 2016
Faking is my specialty;
Didn't you know?
I fake everything,
Everywhere I go!

That smile you saw?
Wasn't that so perfect!
That twinkle in my eye
Was just so terrific!

That laughter at your "joke";
My, that was a performance!
The happiness I showed,
And that stress-free stance!

Everything I do is fake;
Even my own skin.
You don't see the scars;
Neither do my kin.

You don't see the pain
That lies behind my eyes;
You don't see the harm
I'm doing to myself out and inside.

You don't see my suffering,
You only see my mask;
You don't see the anger,
And you don't bother to ask.

No one really wants to know
What's hiding under there;
They only want to know
The happy, sweet, and fair.

No one sees my covered scars,
As new ones start to show;
No one sees my tears,
Nor watches the blood flow.

Why can no one see
Through my smile?
No one's even seen
The real me in a while.

I guess I'm just that good;
It is a full-time job, after all.
I wonder how I shall fake it
When I finally fall?
September 14, 2016.
Viseract Sep 2016
Something that I try to fight
You fight it too, in dark or light
Together we can win, across the distance and time
My Nightmare that fights me, sometimes he makes me blind

Do not fall to the voices in your mind
That make you cut, leave a ****** sign
Time heals but leaves a scar
When it's over, do not forget your past

Rant, rave, spit or talk
You and I, we walk the walk
The path we dread is a path we share
The demons in the dark, the knife, the snare

Watch my step and I'll watch yours
Together we can unlock closed doors
Find a reason not to, rather than one to do so
It's working for me, why not you, y'know?

I hope you read this, but do not ignore
For me to write this was quite the chore
To have such pained effort fall when it's so near
Would be a reason to cut, ear to ear

I think you're beautiful, regardless of what you believe
For our eyes and mind can trick and deceive
When nobody trusts, compliments or gives hope,
Know that I do, though my responses are slow

Sleep well, my <3
At least, try to rest
Restlessness is eagerness
But eventually, is Death

And I do not wish to lose someone like you

An Insomniac and Pyromaniac message each other... one's mind does burn, the other wishes to burn everything in mind...
<3 you, Maddii
elizabeth Sep 2016
Sadness...
So overwhelming.
Depression...
So dark.
Harmful behaviors...
So prevalent.
Sleep...
So scarce.
Blood...
So red.
Self-hate...
So harmful.
Myself...
*So scarred.
September 10, 2016.
There's no actual blood or cuts, it just feels like it.
Emma DeBoer Sep 2016
The swift sound
Of steel against skin
Brings me to a
Deja Vu
I promised myself
To never feel again.
But with waves
Come a crashing.
And now I require
my old friend
And a bit of slashing.
Only for the hope
That my heart will
Steady again..

3/10/16
Written during a dark time..
Your beauty is just like a razor sharp to cut
Under the circumstances love acts as bandit
Even then love pierces me as a stray bullet
Let my sweetheart touch in trance the infinite

Very many lovers has been butchered by love
What you do is in vogue for centuries not now
Procedure remains same in where what and how
But Still I love you my just real innocent dove

You have taken over with your alluring beauty
Now I am totally in the servitude and not free
I will remain as such whatever circumstances be
Which never dies down love is evergreen tree

Col Muhammad Khalid Khan
Copyright 2016 Golden Glow
kenny Diamond Aug 2016
I wish  you knew  the thoughts in my head
i fall down but where this going?
My heart  broken torn inside
The words cut my skin
Dug  a hole  that never went a away
I was never ment to shine in your world
so fast to judge me push me away
Too quick try to  mold me into what your views where
I am just to complex for you or did  you not care to understand
A work of art but  lost in your paint of negative ,
My love was my weakness
Beating my head on this brick wall
It seems to never  end
I wish you  can voice in my head
It time to pick different road.
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