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mal monson Dec 2018
choking
mal monson
Dec 2018
i layed forever just holding back dry tears and when i finally got the courage to move i went through the motions of going to bed
and i got upstairs and i grabbed my guitar and i held it and i tried to play but i couldn't it kept getting worse so i just stood there
guitar in my hands and i was shaking and i couldn't breathe
so i layed down and i waited to be told goodnight and i layed on my side choking on myself
and then i couldn't move and i couldn't do anything and i tried to write but it didn't feel good so i layed in my side choking on myself
and i tried to draw but it almost made me cry so i layed on my side choking on myself
and i grabbed my guitar again and put it down and layed down on my side choking on myself
and i just couldn't break away and
it was the most awful feeling on earth
and i could hear so many things being said and i could see
so many things happening inside my head and i couldn't shut them out so the tears started to seep but i couldn't cry and i could feel myself choking
on myself and i couldn't do anything about it
choking on myself and
i couldn't do anything about it
choking on myself
and i got upstairs and i grabbed my guitar and i held it and i tried to play but i couldn't it kept getting worse so i just stood there
guitar in my hands and i was shaking and i couldn't breathe
so i layed down and i waited to be told goodnight and i layed on my side choking on myself
and then i couldn't move and i couldn't do anything and i tried to write but it didn't feel good so i layed in my side choking on myself
and i tried to draw but it almost made me cry so i layed on my side choking on myself
and i grabbed my guitar again and put it down and layed down on my side choking on myself
and i just couldn't break away and
it was the most awful feeling on earth
and i could hear so many things being said and i could see
so many things happening inside my head and i couldn't shut them out so the tears started to seep but i couldn't cry and i could feel myself choking
on myself and i couldn't do anything about it
choking on myself and
i couldn't do anything about it
choking on myself
Ricky Oct 2018
// The Choking Man //
Ricky
Oct 2018
There’s a man at my job.
He’s always angry,
like the world owes him something.
He breathes out just to breath back in again.
And then he holds it.
Doesn’t he know he’s choking himself?
You can’t die from choking yourself,
But you will surely suffer.
Some people laugh, because the actual thought of someone choking themselves is kinda funny.
He doesn’t want to talk to people.
Now he’s choking himself in silence.
All this choking isn’t good for your body.
You could die sooner.
Maybe he doesn’t care because he doesn’t feel like he’s living anyway.
Or maybe he gave his life away.
To work.
To his mistakes.
or
To his past.
He’s always angry,
like the world owes him something.
He breathes out just to breath back in again.
And then he holds it.
Doesn’t he know he’s choking himself?
You can’t die from choking yourself,
But you will surely suffer.
Some people laugh, because the actual thought of someone choking themselves is kinda funny.
He doesn’t want to talk to people.
Now he’s choking himself in silence.
All this choking isn’t good for your body.
You could die sooner.
Maybe he doesn’t care because he doesn’t feel like he’s living anyway.
Or maybe he gave his life away.
To work.
To his mistakes.
or
To his past.
The only liable limitation is yourself.
In order to fly you gotta give up the **** that’s weighing you down.
It’s your choice.
In order to fly you gotta give up the **** that’s weighing you down.
It’s your choice.