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Eugene Aug 2017
Saglit lang ang ligawang nangyari.
Wala ngang isang buwan nang puso ko ay nadali.
Magkagayunpaman, nakaramdam ako ng sigla kahit na sandali,
Pintig nitong aking puso ay hindi kailanman nagkamali.

Dama ko ang bawat silakbo at mga pighating iyong hinabi,
Nang magkuwento ka kahit pa umabot tayo ng hatinggabi.
Tuwang tuwa ako dahil tiyan ko ay napuno yata ng tutubi,
Para kang mahalimuyak na nektar na sa akin ay kumikiliti.

Pagmamahal ko sa iyo ay tumindi nang tumindi,
Para kang apoy na kapag sinindihan ay lumalaki,
Kagandahan at talino mo ay labis kong ipinagmamalaki,
Katulad mo para sa akin ay karespe-respeto, aking Binibini.

Mahigit isang taon din akong iyong napapangiti,
Pero bakit ngayon ang puso ko ay nagdadalamhati?
Wala bang saysay ang lahat ng aking mga sinabi,
Na higit kailanman ay minahal kita kahit may gatas ka pa sa labi.

Kahit labis akong nagdamdam at nasaktan ay nagagawa ko pa ring ngumiti.
Kahit hindi mo na ako pinapansin, pilit pa rin kitang iniintindi.
Kahit ang layo ng agwat natin sa isa't isa, ikaw pa rin ang aking pinili.
Kahit ramdam kong ang pagmamahal mo sa akin ay umiiksi, tiniis ko ang pighati.

Kaya, ako na ang magtatapos sa pag-ibig nating hindi na puputi.
Ibabaon ko na lamang sa limot ang lahat ng alaalang namutawi,
Kahit madurog pa ang puso at isipan ko sa kakahikbi,
Hindi na maibabalik pa ang tamis ng kahapong tayong dalawa ang humabi.
i just want to be invited to the funeral.
i'll buy a new suit. sunday best.
take the train to london
by myself. take some time to reflect.
stand at the back if that's better
i'll probably avoid meeting your family
because i'll still feel guilty.
about romanticising my own suicide
and telling you death was beautiful,
when i knew that you were just as unhealthy
as me. i was a black miasma.
noxious laughing gas.
i'll bring flowers for your coffin
if they survive the train ride.
the last thing i said to you was
how i felt like falling in love
so i could cultivate a broken heart
and finally **** myself,
you were always one step ahead.
Nichole Aug 2017
Two old friends
Meet again
Crying in the rain
They are both broken
Scattered pieces of their hearts
Hoping they heal it from apart
So much pain
Doesn't have enough energy gain
Adamantine to forget
They are not in the right mind set
They both saw the struggles
And decide to heal it by piece
And a promise that seals
It will take forever
But they will fight together
J C Jul 2017
I close my eyes to sleep
to see you smile through
your long, wavy hair.
Through uncoated curtains,
the warm gold of sunlight is
soft on your fair skin.
And pearls don’t shimmer
as your eyes, wide and (bright)
as heaven is on dark, cloudless nights.
And my eyes turn to yours
and we laugh like it’s new and
we fumble over hot breaths
and we sigh deep, (a deep,
contented sigh)
of unused I love yous.
And when mouths no
longer utter the right words,
the silence dwelt in is home.
In the blink of an eye,
the crank of a ****,
once more the cogs of life turn anew.
Since when do flies feast hastily
on rotten hopes
of unfulfilled promises and dreams?
To sadly realize (terrible fruition)
there is no home to go to
when there is no you—a fate worse than
death.
Atlas Jul 2017
Our relationship was like the part in a movie when two people run towards each other and the main character looks so unbelievably happy and they close their eyes and just as they are about to embrace the other veers right and jumps into the arms of another.
Jordon Rivir Jul 2017
I'm so accustomed to this sad heart of mine,
If it were whole, I may die.
The fear alone being full then drained,
I'm a prisoner to love,
Gold fashion, locks and chains.
I'll never speak of love.
Love has no face or name.
I'll never believe in love,
It will just cheat me again.
I'll never be in love,
Love is a losing game.
C. Tyler
Carolyn Cagnon Jun 2017
In the moment I wanted to say I hate you.
In the moment I wanted to punch you in the gut,
For it felt as if you had just done that to me.
In the moment I wanted to scream out to show the pain that I was feeling.
In the moment I wanted to rip your heart out and feed it to you...
And yet...

In the moment I laughed,
Put on a brave face,
And said "that didn't hurt...
The way I imagined it would."

In the moment I was right...
In the moment you broke up with me,
I was blissfully numb.

I curled up in bed and breathed a sigh of relief;
And in that moment I began to cry so violently that my lungs wanted to escape,
I begged the tears to stop,
And they kept rolling anyways...
And I looked at places for rent;
In that moment...I was broken.

In the next moment I rebuilt the wall that used to linger around my heart before you claimed it.
nara Jun 2017
i sure do hope
you will reach upon the day which
you will sit back
and start reminiscing your past
and remember those moments
which you have gone through
and laugh over your miseries
because my, oh my
you have already come this far


just hang in there
nara Jun 2017
You spend your nights
dampening your pillows with tears
but when the sun rises
you start faking a smile
and keep your head high
as if that little heart of yours
is changeable like your smile
Samira Jun 2017
I am whole with others but with you in my life, my heart remains broken. When you are not around, my heart is one. They say to heal a wound, you must not touch it. Over time I've constantly touched it. Every time I speak to you, my scab on my heart is ripped off and I feel everything you put me through. In order to heal a wound, you must not touch it. In order to keep my heart whole, I must distance myself from you... forever. I must refrain from hurting myself because I value the health of my heart.
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