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Kalliope Dec 2020
What do you do when you don't
Want to break a heart
But the heart in question
Cant actually be broken
Its a facade
Created to break you
Over and over
Again
Block out all emotions
Lady Arcanum Dec 2020
In this life that is full of mystery
Missing someone is another game for thee
It can lose all your loyalty
Yet save your love and dignity

Giving your love to someone isn't an easy task
"Why do you love him?' isn't easy to ask
But all the questions remained unanswered
Someday your heart will be earned

Why do you keep pushing me to someone
Even you know I like you more than anyone
Does all your feelings for me went gone?
Or you just gave it to a better one

I remember everything when we first met
I know it coz my heart isn't easy to forget
He can melt everything with his smile
Yet you can see the truth in his eye

He show me all his love and sincerity
Promise me he's willing to wait for thee
Time had passed but I know he's still there
Wait me to love him back that no one dare

I don't know how can i confess
I'm afraid that everything became a big mess
But all I know is I want him
I want him more than anything

Do we really need to play hide and seek?
Hide your feelings and make me sick
Getting sick because i'm thinking of you
Making me feel you have someone new

Don't tell me you're just playing basketball
Trying to get me and make me fall
But when the time came that you can't fight
You'll pass me to someone to feel alright

If everything for you is a game
Don't blame to someone all your shame
Coz I can forget everything that I feel
What i deserve is what making me real
"Keep reading, Keep inspiring"
Tony Tweedy Dec 2020
How can I feel the extreme pain of loss and deepest dark despair,
from something that reality affirms was never mutually there?

I loved you and my heart stands witness to every lie you told,
yet it is I who loved for real that is left to feel the frigid cold.

You made me feel both my very best and my very worst,
leaving my mind torn by memory that is both loved and cursed?
Only those you give you heart to can make you feel like this.... how does a mind reconcile both the happiness and sadness of such emotions? The lies still hurt.
Tony Tweedy Dec 2020
I remember how it felt and every dark and angry pain,
the feeling of tender soreness from every ache and throbbing sprain.

I remember ruptured internals and the fire of an appendix burst,
and the excruciating agony at every touch that was loudly cursed.

I remember the touch of many physical pains that left me feeling sore,
But nothing hurts so much as that last time you left my door.
Some wounds just refuse to heal and some pain never abates.
GQ James Dec 2020
You put your trust in the one you think you can trust,
Then it turns out you can't trust em,
That trust is more lethal than them bullets in a gun,
You can run from them bullets,
You feel them bullets harder than a heart attack,
They both can **** you,
The question is which is more fatal.

If that bullet hits you inside your heart,
You're pretty much dead,
You're heart is the most fatal,
Without your heart you can't live,
Nothing compares to a broken heart,
The ones you love the most hurt you the most,
It's less painful not to care.

All that pain made me cold,
The only thing I care about is family,
My mama more than anyone,
Heartless what I've become,
I can't feel nothing,
My EMOTIONS have been faded.
THAT HEART IS MORE FATAL THAN YOU NAY REALIZE. WITHOUT YOUR HEART YOU'RE DEAD.
Tony Tweedy Dec 2020
Solid door seemingly so sturdy now tight and firmly sealed.
No hint from outward of hearts secrets, the mansion has concealed.

Many dreams long now vacated from the vast and empty halls.
Fragmented memories that hang, framed upon the fading walls.

The facade of many windows where no light within does show.
Seemingly no memory of love that this heart may once did know.

Like echoes upon the air the hidden memories ensconced in there.
Until echo fades to nothing and empty sadness taints the stale air.

Tortured walls in hallways that peel, are rent with unfilled crack.
Memory that time has worn and eroded as only time can lay attack.

No hint of any joy or laughter left within this mansions frame.
No face of beauty even in memory by which love recalls her name.
As memories fade ever more lonely is the soul.
Philomena Dec 2020
"When you said it was real, guess I really did believe you
Did you fake how you feel when we parked down by the river that night?
That night?
That night when we fogged up the windows in your best friend's car
'Cause we couldn't leave the windows down in December

Tell me what you hate about me
Whatever it is, I'm sorry...
I know I can be dramatic
But everybody said we had it...

I'm coming to terms with a broken heart
I guess that sometimes good things fall apart"
Mary L Sep 2020
I hung up the phone

And collapsed into myself, sobbing

The sky was honey gold with rainbows

And the ocean was a lovely royal blue

You don’t think of me in THAT way

And I wish I didn’t too


I was crying cuz I felt myself physically lose something I had come to depend on

And

I was crying with my eyes shut to pretend nothing happened

And

I was crying over that rainy Sunday morning in the parking lot

When I couldn’t flip my skateboard like you

You held my shaky hands

So that when I thought I would fall you would be right there, your calm hands in mine, your breath on my forehead,

When I fell you fell with me,

Cuz when we go down,

We go down together,

But this time, I was falling FOR you,

Tripping over my laces for you,

Head spinning for you,

Breath catching for you,

With nobody there to catch me.
first poem
You were my happy place
You were my home
But then you left me
You left me suffering alone
What am I supposed to do know
When I'm broken lost and without a home.
Dedicated to my once favourite person.
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