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251 · Nov 2019
Sigrid
Beautiful
Wise
Victorious
All words that describe Sigrid
But Sigrid,
None describe you.
For: Sigrid Mathisen
246 · Apr 2020
Untitled
her name always sparks something.
a song,
a thought,
a conversaton.

but sometimes just thinking about her makes me panic.
this could be sooooo many people
244 · Jan 2020
now
now
dear, if you saw me now,
you'd be rolling in your grave.
for: frances lefevre
244 · Dec 2019
Cuts
Count the lines and see
All I've done to me.
Self-inflicted harmony.
Count the lines
And tell on me.
For: Jenny Thoma, Huxley Densen
237 · Jan 2020
Temper
You’re so close to letting it out.
And I’m the only one around.
Just snap at me already,
I deserve it anyway.
For: Jenny Thoma, Huxley Densen
229 · Jan 2020
Like You
Your sweatshirt smells like you
My bedsheets smelled like you
My blanket smelled like you
You know that I like you <3

Your ring reminds me of you
Your sweatshirt obviously reminds me of you
Some songs remind me of you
Plenty of things remind me of you <3

From green to blue,
It reminds me of you
I hope my sweatshirt
Reminds you of me, too <3
For: Jenny Thoma
I love you *****
226 · Dec 2019
Right | Wrong?
There's no way I'm in the right.
My head is filled with a cacophony of screams and squeals.
All telling me ways to make it your fault,
your fault,
your fault,
your fault...
But, for once, I don't believe the voices.
I'm sorry.
But sorry's not enough.
There's no way for us to both get what we want.
For: Huxley Densen
222 · Dec 2019
Together
We'll spend the night together,
and talk all through the night.
We'll change our minds forever,
and find out what's inside!
And if
We fall apart,
Well that's alright.
Cuz we'll always have our memories
That we cherish all the time!
Maybe forever
Won't last.
But that's fine by me!
Cuz for forever,
You were beside me,
And all fun comes
To an end.
For: Huxley Densen, Jenny Thoma, Frances Lefevre
215 · Feb 2020
Bad Stress
I took it out on you
Drama’s tearing us apart
But, this story isn’t new
And I know I’m not that smart

I can’t even use words
To show how wonderful you are
I hope I don’t use fists instead
It’d send the wrong message

I’m sorry for hurting you
On all my stupid days
But, I don’t have a clue
To really say sorry.
For: Jenny Thoma
209 · Apr 2020
i want you
laying in bed,
staring at my empty hand
i just wish you were here
to hug me, and hold me
we may laugh,
we may cry
but either way,
we don’t mind
but now i’m hanging on empty hope
that i’ll hold you again
202 · Apr 2020
bedtime blues
everybody’s got it worse,
you crying, smelly pig
keep screaming til your voice is hoarse
or you’ve snapped like a twig

she won’t die, you’re just scared
but what if you’re not?

what the ****, are you crying again?!

******* what was this for
dont worry im fine
199 · Feb 2020
why?
lashing out a cry for help,
i'll sadly sit and cry.
sobbing,
               sobbing,
                              sobbing more
                                                          without a reason why.
uwu
panic panic
late at night
make me feel
manic manic
every night
194 · Apr 2020
Untitled
lol ik i was having depresso hours but i just saw a really funny tumblr post and now i feel better still wanna die but i feel better
190 · Feb 2020
i need
i need you to hold my hands
so i don't hurt myself worse
i twisted my thigh
i near stabbed my hand
i can't
s t o p
i need
your help
190 · Nov 2019
Once Upon a Time
Once upon a time,
Not so long ago,
Lived an unhappy girl
Living an unhappy life.

One day,
She fell down a hole.
F
  a
     l
       l
         i
           n
              g,
She called for help.

No one answered.

The little girl was all alone now,
At the bottom of an endless pit.
Nothing to hope for,
Nothing to lose.

She first tried to help herself.
Finding twigs to build up.
But they were twigs,
And twigs snap.

Then, she tried to call for help.
Anybody passing by could hear her pleas.
But nobody cared,
And nobody came.

The little girl tried and tried,
She yelled for help and hurt herself.
She jumped high as Jack’s beanstalk.
Cried as loud as Hansel and Gretel.

Eventually,
She came to terms that she was alone.
Alone and done for,
She laid down on the cold rocks below her.

She reflected on herself.
Her happy ending wasn’t coming,
That’s for sure.
So what could she do?

As darkness slowly enveloped her,
She smiled grimly.
“I was done for from the start.
Unwanted and uncared for.”

“I hurt myself and starved myself,
Nobody listened.
I tried to make a scene.
I had tried everything.”

“Now,
I start as I began.
An unhappy girl
In an unhappy life.”
For: anyone who will listen
happy cry, happy cry, happy cry
maybe i'll just sob my "happiness" out
happy cry, happy cry, happy cry
i'll comfort myself without making a sound
owo
188 · Feb 2020
<3
<3
feeling most lonely
without you
sorry i said it, love
but being without you
is lonelier than being forgotten alone
For: Jenny Thoma
185 · Feb 2020
Untitled
i'm sitting without you
and what am i to do
when my sweatshirt smells like you
but you're not even there?
For: Jenny )))):
185 · Jan 2020
~You’re Lovely~
You’re lovely,
and loving,
and I really wanna kiss you.
Is that too straight forward?
Is this too fast?
I think I just made a mistake.
For: Jenny Thoma
love you
183 · Feb 2020
Still Love You
You could be as selfish as you want
And I'd still love you...
You could put me last,
After everything else
And I'd still stay by your side.
For: Jenny Thoma
isn't that lowkey abuse tho ok maybe i shouldn't stay if you do that but i mean you wouldn't so-
183 · Jan 2020
bulimic
i finally told you:
i have bulimia.
at least, you caught on.
at least, you worried.
i'm sorry-i'm sorry, stop yelling, i love y
For: Jenny Thoma i'm so soryr
182 · Apr 2020
Untitled
whoa according to a sudden realization i just had i have no shame or anxiety when im sad ic ried and im sleep deprived so bedt time for me to vent? riht mnow!
181 · Feb 2020
"you're not okay"
Yeah, but I'm fine, right?
Just ruining everybody's day after the last light.
I'm working on improving myself.
Whether that's the result of a mental breakdown or not,
I don't know.
But, it's something.
And you guys help a lot!
You try to, at least.
Thanks to you, it's harder to give in.
Easier to fight back.
180 · Dec 2019
Fruit Poem!
I dunno how to explain
my feelings for you.
So I put it in a poem
all about fruit!

You’re the lemon to my lime,
the apple of my eye.
You’re the cherry on top
of a sweet, sweet sundae!

Even if you cantaloupe with me,
Don’t lose any hope!
Oh! Question!
Honeydew you wanna dance?

We’re like slices of a mandarin!
Or pineapple in a metal can.
We’re two different pears
that make a delicious pair!
For: You!
176 · Feb 2020
My Hero~
Dear, you’re looking better every day
And hey, I’m begging for ya on my knees
You’re a darling, beauty, super girl
The only superhero I need

Not the slightest average,
I’m a simple civilian
I’m gazin’ up from the streets
As you beat up the supervillain

I catch your eye as you fly down from the sky
You’re smilin’, but no one says “thanks”

I approach you and say “Hi,
You’re a huge influence of mine.
I wanna be like you someday.
It’s your present I pine.”

Your smile droops but that’s alright.
You sigh and say,
“I wish I was more like you.
Livin’ the life of a civilian.
Not chasin’ any villains.
Wishin’ I was more like you.”

Even if one day you give up,
You’ll still be my hero for this day.
I still hope you never give up,
And again, one day,
You’ll look my way.
For: you know who. (It's Jenny)
172 · Dec 2019
Densen
Everyday with you
Is a game of hide and seek
You try and hide,
You've lied and cried,
And you've been hidden for forever.

Who is the real you?
I still don't have a clue.
Your heart was mine,
But in due time,
It only fell apart.
For: Huxley Densen, Sigrid Mathisen
170 · Feb 2020
yes another one bitch
You have my heart
Held firmly in your grasp
Dear, you’re a work of art
And I **** hope we last

Thinking of you,
I laugh and smile
Do you have a clue
How much I love you?
For: Jenny Thoma
168 · Feb 2020
next step: tongue

i made out with my girlfriend
165 · Jan 2020
Dreaming Reality
At first,
You were a dream.
A dream I couldn’t keep,
And I couldn’t make reality.
Months later,
Though,
You said you liked me, too.
And my heart did twirls!
I love you,
Подсолнух.
Maybe a bit too much.
For: Jenny Thoma
163 · Jan 2020
I sound creepy
“I miss you, i’m sleeping with your sweatshirt”
“I miss you still and it’s been like 2 hours”
“It smells like you and makes me sad :(“
“sowhataboutafterschooltomorrow”
Jenny, it’s not too late to call us off
For: Jenny Thoma
159 · Dec 2019
tell me?
maybe just tell me
next time
so i don't make that mistake
again
for: huxley densen. i'm sorry on your breakup and me.
158 · Nov 2019
Jenny
We'll take our time
Just passing by
I'll make your day
A happy day, indeed!

Maybe you're sad,
Well, that's too bad!
I'll take you to see your favorite band,
Or spend a day out in the sand
but I'll make your day
A happy day, indeed!

Maybe hugs aren't enough,
Or maybe you're just stressed...
I'm sorry for how hard I pressed.
I hope I still made your day
A happy day, indeed.
For: Jenny Thoma
157 · Feb 2020
Us Odd Ones
long discussions on who's better
i need to shower,
leave you hanging
you're the only voice i love to hear
and i love to listen to your singing
we're oddballs
dumb dumbs, too
you're a sweet one, though,
and you're really **** soft
your face is so pretty
jesus ******* christ i wanna kiss you-
okokokok this was supposed to be serious but jenny if you see this, i want to kiss you please-
154 · Dec 2019
Wish
I simply wish to be happy.
Is that too much to ask?
I want to stay with you,
Be there for you.
But you don't want that.
You don't want me.
someone please...
For: Jenny Thoma, Huxley Densen, Sigrid Mathisen, Michael Andersen, Frances Lefevre, Anya Våldsam
153 · Jan 2020
Not Too Late
Not too late to call it quits,
We haven’t even had our first kiss yet
You can dump me, it’s cool
But, how will we handle it at school?
For: Jenny Thoma
152 · Dec 2019
Like Cinderella
Take me to the Ball.
Then trip me,
make me fall.
I’ll run and flee,
make everyone see,
how hurtful you truly are.
For: Huxley Densen, Quincy Taylor, Alistair Cadger, Sigrid Mathisen
147 · Feb 2020
Sorry
For everything
and nothing
Having happiness,
Feeling sadness,
are not things you like
Leaving you
For someone else
Cuz she's better
I'm sorry
For everything
and nothing.
147 · Mar 2020
Untitled
you're not even gone yet
but i miss you
i'll spend as much time with you as i can
before you are
144 · Feb 2020
funny?
wouldn't it be funny
if i overdosed on pills?
left everyone i love alone
no one put in my will
a greedy *****,
all from day one
going dead without a hitch,
her face repeatedly slapped by the sun
it's unpleasant
light, i mean
i don't understand what i meant
i physically can't come clean
143 · Dec 2019
Crush
I've got a crush on you,
But, not you on me.
If I told you,
Crush would mean two different things.
For: Jenny Thoma
141 · Feb 2020
jenny to me pt. 1
me: i'm gonna die in three years anyway, what's the difference?
her: you don't know that.
me: still might.
her: we can't be a married couple if you're dead!!
138 · Feb 2020
Untitled
gonna- gonna *******-
stab a *****
sigrid what the ****
you said we werent friends
so why
are you taking your ex's place
when he isnt here
You **** and **** and ****, expecting more and you know there is but you can’t reach it, no matter how hard you try.
129 · Dec 2019
H E A R T
Do you have a heart
Or only half a heart?
You gave it to her.
The one whose name contains art.

Heart contains art,
And you are a work of art.
She ruthlessly ripped you up.
The one whose name contains art.

You still want her,
However bad she is.
You still want her.
The one whose name contains art.
For: Huxley Densen
128 · Nov 2019
Light
Light of my life
You helped lead the way
Through those creepy corridors
And those creaky wooden doors

You lit up my life
Through my hardest, trying days
Helped me up when I fell down
Didn't laugh when I hit the ground

A new darkness has arrived
Now you have to be their guide
You have more passengers to lead
Now please, leave me be
For: Jenny Thoma
128 · Dec 2019
History
Let's comprehend the past
and hope it won't come back.
Not in camps or war,
Nor politics or lore.

From the supernatural to hysteria,
We'll find out what-for.
With Europe and Asia,
We'll keep colony scores.

But remember not to repeat it.
No matter how much you adore a person.
For then the cycle restarts again,
And the world succumbs to sin.
Just FYI, if you didn't know: This poem was based on how China has been keeping Muslims in prison camps for ***** harvesting(I think?) and forcing them not to practice their religion, forcing them to eat pork. I forget everything, but that's the general gist and all I can remember. But please, the least you can do is raise awareness about the situation. I don't think we can just stop China with this, but I do know we can spread awareness. In my opinion, this whole thing just seems to be a repeat of the Holocaust. Please, do some research about it yourself, at least.
126 · Jan 2020
WHAT A SIGHT
i'm a maniacal insomniac
and i don't ******* know how to act
you ask if i'm the brains or brawns,
but it's innocence i ******* lack

hacking, coughing, left and right
i'm vomiting up blood all night
bile and last night's spaghetti shows up
like little worms, it's a ******* sight

maybe i'm sick
or you're just being a ******* ****
i say i'm fine
is that a crime?
i'm just running out of time...
For: Huxley Densen, Jenny Thoma, Sigrid Mathiesen, Alistair Cadger
124 · Dec 2019
S O C I A L
...
Ding.
...
I check and find something.
A text from you,
I'm turning blue.
I don't want to speak to you.

How I've been used.
Socially abused.
I don't want to talk,
Just keep staring and mock.

Don't look at me,
Don't talk to me,
Just leave me here to be.
Please.

Look that way,
Look away,
Look the other way
From me.

Don't stare,
Don't act like you care,
Don't like how everything's fair,
It's not fair.

I'm just fine,
Stop asking.
Interest
Is just what I've been lacking.
For: Frances Lefevre
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