wouldn't it be funny
if i overdosed on pills?
left everyone i love alone
no one put in my will
a greedy *****,
all from day one
going dead without a hitch,
her face repeatedly slapped by the sun
it's unpleasant
light, i mean
i don't understand what i meant
i physically can't come clean

You **** and **** and ****, expecting more and you know there is but you can’t reach it, no matter how hard you try.

Like you once,
I'm new here.
Can somebody show me around?
I'll give you a show.
With what, I don't know.
But please,
All I need is some help?

when you can’t make yourself ***** in public so you instead eat something you’re allergic to ****** mint but it wasn’t mint it was shrimp

i get depressed when you don’t call
but i get butterflies when you do
there’s so many words i have for you
but i can only use so few

i love when you say my name
i wouldn’t like it any other way
i have a special smile made just for you
but, you haven’t got a clue

i love to talk to you all night and day
i love to hear what you have to say
i’d follow you for all eternity
even if we’re kept in secret

oh my, dear, i love you, so
but, there’s so much that you don’t know
like, how i’ve lied
about how i didn’t cry

i’ve liked you from the start
and i knew that we wouldn’t be smart
but i’m dumb,
and now, numb
.
.
.
but i’ll still love you forever

Maybe if i let myself cry these feelings would go away
but i’m just a stupid kid with too much to say
i’ll hide myself,
i’ll hate myself,
no one believes me when i say i sobbed, anyway