the highest is where im headed
gotta go through hell to get to heaven
lights glaring feel so loud
popping pills like im proud
felt good a while then i fell
turns out i never even reached hell

Controller in his hands
My body in his arms
His eyes on the screen
He's not being mean
He's just prioritizing
The games over me

I don't want to see you later,
or in heaven or hell,
or anywhere in between.

It shimmers as the light hits it
Then worry fills my mind
What if they notice
The one sparkle my lips left behind