Akemi

Akemi Aug 2014

I have framed you
In soft pewter blues
For too long

You are an arc of indelible
Electricity
Thunder clapping through
My broken heart
In an endless winter storm

10:40pm, August 14th 2014

The only time I've felt alive.

#love #heartbreak #loss #memories #winter #night #heartache #affection #adolescence

Akemi Aug 2014

repulsive entertainment

Perfect little ******* crowd
Laugh your lungs out
Swear humiliation
Sweat indifference

Salt your licks
Sever empathy
One death rattle
One night only

******* entertain me
Entertain me
Pillow talk massacre
Conscience guillotine

7:38pm, August 14th 2014

"It's just a joke."
I don't think the humiliation of another human being is a joke. Cruelty for the sake of amusement disgusts me.

#apathy #cruelty #indifference #bullying #humiliation #sadism #entertainment #inequality #narcissism #sociopathy

Akemi Aug 2014

permanence

If only lovers lasted
As long as mistakes

12:46am, August 13th 2014

#love #pain #loss #empty #heartache #mistakes #pointless #fleeting

Akemi Aug 2014

social suicide

Lay my mirth to rest
At the foot of my grave
I think it died the same day
I lost my face

Who the **** even knows me?
Who the **** even cares?

11:12pm, August 12th 2014

Hope is a ******* farce. Love no one.
Your friends only want you for entertainment.
This life is just a distraction from death.
You're only kidding yourself if you think there's more to it.

#depression #hate #death #fake #loss #meaningless #misery #shallow #lack #disillusioned

Akemi Aug 2014

death of an individual

this veil over your dreams
may as well be a guillotine

8:50am, August 11th 2014

'death of an individual' or 'invisible deaths'.

Be a person, not a puppet. Chase your dreams to the ends of the world. At least you'll have spent your life following your passions, rather than conforming to miserable social standards.

Material wealth means nothing. Find purpose inside yourself. Love people for who they are, not what they have.

Shallowness is a epidemic. Don't wear a mask to fit in with the ill.

#self #hope #dreams #society #existence #identity #individuality #passions #non-conformity

Akemi Aug 2014

sleepwalk society

Heavy weighs the death
Of childlike ideals
Their hollow corpses rotted
With severed wrists

The media says “tell no one”
Sleepwalk through reality

I cannot want
I cannot lust
For faces
In a world of masks

5:46pm, August 8th 2014

The world is cruel, but this cruelty is blanketed by the media. Most people don't want to be burdened by harsh realities. They want to be entertained, distracted. They choose to be selectively ignorant.

How can I respect a society like this?

#media #fake #society #wealth #masks #waste #consumerism #soulless #disillusioned #superficial

Akemi Aug 2014

pity ****

Pathetic poetry
Dissection apathy
Lull without breath
Passive aggressive

Self-defected, self-replicated
Pull out the year’s save
There’s ******* nothing
There’s ******* nothing

Intoxicate headless
Suffer indefinite
I’m going nowhere
I just don’t give a **** anymore

“Well, come now, what do you care about really? Don’t you care about anything? How can you be a good poet and not care about something?”

9:18am, August 8th 2014

No one gives a **** about you until you're dead. False ******* care the moment you try to **** yourself. Social pity.
Who the **** tries to understand? As if suicidal thoughts could be fixed with simple solutions.
Deal out pills, deal out sympathy. Doe eyes and white lies. Plaster symptoms with normality. Useless ******* advice.
I'd rather disappear than watch a crowd of strangers gather at my funeral.

Inspired by: https://topshelfrecords.bandcamp.com/album/stranger-songs
https://deathwishinc.bandcamp.com/album/i-v

#suicide #pathetic #empty #pity #hopeless #meaningless #apathy #isolation