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  Sep 2015 Farah Knox
Jellyfish
I didn't want you to leave
What happened last night
makes me want to scream
Why couldn't I have just
let things be?

You're everything I want
and have been wanting
Tell me why I had to go
and mess things up?
Heartbreak loves me.

Did you know I'm slowly rotting?
Just wasting away, hurting
How could I have made such a mistake?
I'm sorry.
Heartbreak loves me.
An old poem I found that I wrote on my 3DS. Thought I'd share it.
  Aug 2015 Farah Knox
Jellyfish
I close my curtains once the sun comes up
I ignore the light and keep myself closed off.
I'm sick of the brightness when I'm in such
a dark place
Does no one understand, they should go away?
The darkness is soothing, but also leaves me
with a wanting; some special kind of craving
it nags at me even when I'm safely sleeping
Which should be a place where it leaves me
but sadly there is no such place
**It always finds me.
  Aug 2015 Farah Knox
Jellyfish
Because of you,*
my favorite shades of blue are now ugly.
Everything that you ever told me is now
some form of anxiety I don't want to hear
sometimes I wish you'd just disappear..
  Aug 2015 Farah Knox
Jellyfish
Losing people,
for me,
is a constant cycle.
No one ever sticks
I never knew it'd
end like this.
So tell me, now is it my turn to be a Jellyfish? I may extend this later.
  Aug 2015 Farah Knox
Jellyfish
There's a hole in my ceiling
the roof caved in a bit
There's a hole in my ceiling
dust keeps falling in
There's a hole in my ceiling
I have to turn off my fan
There's a hole in my ceiling
I wish there wasn't
There's a hole in my ceiling
here's where it gets personal
There's a hole in my ceiling
it was definetly not optional
There's a hole in my ceiling
maybe it's telling me something
There's a hole in my ceiling
what if it had fell in on me?
There's a hole in my ceiling
and it's got me thinking
There's a hole in my ceiling
bigger than the one in my heart
There's a hole in my ceiling.
where's the button? I need to restart...
You glisten,
so listen to what I have to tell you.
In a crowd of many people so bland, trying to fit in, you,
you're different.
The crowd that mumbles sweet nothings of importance
that I pay no attention to, someone that glimmers and
shimmers in such a fraud world, but you,
you're unique
someone that no one would pay attention to
because of their blind world sculpted by others and
not themselves,
they've missed their opportunity on the most beautiful
discovery because they're too busy trying to fit in.
With a world darkened in such a cruel way, wont you light up
my life forever for I,
I could watch you forever, listen to your problems whenever
because you are my treasure so, just do whatever.
I just want you to stay my unique and shiny
diamond forever.
This computer screen that glares so brightly
as my sleepless self stares within it endlessly,
the repetition of this that once was my everything
is now growing old and withering away
just like my life is.
hoping, just hoping
One day my lifeless and useless self will someday have an
eventful life,
*a reason to live.
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