Anxiety
is a breath never released
suffocation of the lungs
and the whole of your mind
Anxiety
is a clock
that never stops ticking
with the constant click, from past to present
Time never ends
and oh darling
nor does anxiety.

His name melted
in my mouth
every time the words
left my lips
and my tongue
and my teeth
and my heart

Her tears fall harder
as pain raps on her chest
like on a door
in the cold
just trying to get in

I've been awaiting
your texts
Not because I want to respond
But I want to know your mind
Is some how still attached to mine

I walk among the shattered glass
glass that mirrors
my broken past.
I step and walk and run and cry
Above, below and right beside
The way I used to feel
back then
How I would wish
For my own end.

I gave you my body
My mind
and my heart
You gave me a lesson
a reminder
a start
I dreamt about you
and you dreamt about luck
Constantly lying
your lies just stuck
They stuck to my
hair
and my eyes
and my lips
they stuck to my mind
Like your hands on my hips
I'm wishing for you
someone better than me
A blonde
maybe 2 maybe 3
Guess we'll see

I stepped
Onto that empty
cold
dark
stage
My heart fell
under spotlights
For you to see
But
Of course
All you did
Was throw my heart back at me.