The only person who puzzles me is me myself these days.
i forget or claim that I forget! I do not really know.
love him or i just got used to him! Question make me crazy.
leave or walk with him into the unknown! really confusing.
Not lose my self into this, is all i'm trying.!
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Black rainbow                      
Dreams mixed in a cup of hurricane
Hopes flowing on the surface of the  tsunami
Desires and lusts breaking me  as a 7° degree earthquake                        
Anger and bruises burning into my  skin like a lava of a legendary volcano.

¤ It's true that sometimes we need some support to keep going.. darling You can be your own supporter, don't you ever count on poeple. ¤

I can't make you love you if you don't.
I can't make you're heart feel something it won't.
Please don't say you love me cause you never mean that.
& you take all control of me when you speak like that.
When i open my eyes your eyes all i see.
All i hope one day i'll be able to feel free.
I told ya once maybe one day i'll be writing about you.
Here i go but unfortunately not the way i want to.
Just really not the way i want to!.

Empty jar, i'm going so far.
I'm breathing hard, like i'm winning award.
I need some mercy, and he's giving me up slowly.
I'm searching for another plan, that i'll never get lost again.

I though we are made for each other.
But that's  only cause i didn't want to have another.
Sweet love sweeter lies, wild dreams take me to the otherside.
Black beard and dreamy eyes the hotset campaning in my longest ride.
Had me down brings me up back and nock me down to **** me up.
Covring my ears blinding my eyes getting prepared to tear me up.
Wild girl with big dreams, play the game with no fears.
Keep my self high.
I do believe i can reach the very high sky.
Baby i just want u to know that The tables turn.
You can confirme i'll make you burn.!
                                 ~'~'~'~

It was a beautiful fantasy that i lived with you for a while i kinda hoped that it would be everlasting even that i've always known that love was never made for me ... however it's too sweet to believe sometimes ~~~¤

Eye to eye then a moment of deny.
That's how we end it and how i started to die.

Maybe you're the chosen one, But I'll find another one.
I Promise you i'll do just fine, Even that You're not mine.
I'm already fell & you did get me toi well, But no matter what as always i'll Win the war.
I'll be Hurt but i'll forget, all i hope that you will not regret.

I feel warmer in your arms
I feel saver looking into your eyes

I want to hold you in the dark woods
I want to kiss you on the roads

On your chest i want to lay
Near to your heart i want to woke up everyday
And having too many children from you one day.


¤ In Shaa Allah ¤

He knows my weakness, that's what brings me sadness.
I'm falling so slowly and he keeps on tell me do not leave me lonely.
I'm numb by his green eyes, and he's my star from the far skies.
It's weird when i call him my  one & only , and maybe he's not even worthy.
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