When the heat
Rises
In summertime
And snow falls
Like crystal rain
There is where
The heart resides
There is where you gain

His breath
Takes my memory
Away
Is Love Enough?

I feel
Thru these stone walls

Enough to break
Enough to steal

Too much to take
Not Enough to feel

I sleep

            diagonally

on    a    queen size


           mattress.

When the trees blow
In the wind
the grass
blows thru the trees

Many revelations
Have come and gone
However, His freedom
Remains
Life
Love
Liberty
and Justice
His Final Product

Even tho/we come
from distant lands
we are still one
you are still my friend

Thru Him
With HIm
In Him
We are made strong

We are filled
with strength
with Our Anger
And our shield

Thru the Light
Thru the Fire
We  are made Pure
Honest
Enough
ro Treasure

Entice me
With your scent

Caress me
With moans

Bury me
In your eyes

Shower me
With sweat

Soothe my soul
With your lips

Take away
My breath
With your hips

Under the blanket
Of the cloak of night
I tended my garden
I reached for the seeds of the stars of night
And drew them down to Earth
To relish them forever
Sweet fruits, apples, and pomegranates
And rose buds in bloom
Permeated the air like sweet incense
I fed myself of the beautiful trees
Which grew too numerous to count
But nightmares arose from deep within
When I slumbered beneath the tree
I dreamt of falling
Fleeing to the ocean's depths
My bones were brittle
And my face was covered
In filth and stench
From roving in the desert
My hair was matted
And my eyes bulged from their sockets
My tears were running dry
I did not deserve this torment

~

So I sank and saught the truth

~

The bottoms were pleasantly beautiful
I befriended monsters there
And remember the seaweed
Toying with my hair
In time, I arose as Mother of the Sea,
As Venus
Yet another garden was claimed by me
And I harkened to their call
To come to know
This destiny of mine

~

I swelled in the gardens of others
Until I needed to return
When the student is ready
Their teacher appears
And I am a willing student of life!

~

That's when I saw him from afar
And my world would change forever
I peeked at him through the willows
He was shining iridescence itself
I've met others like him before
If I knew what was in store
Would I still approach?
Knowing me, probably!
He whispered that I was a wanted woman
He's the first that saw my soul as true
Everyone else misunderstood
Or feared my intentions
Towards them
While I hungered for fruits
I could never receive again

~

I am barred from the land by the river
Why would He do this to me?
The Universe's eyes aren't shut
And have 20/20 vision
His servant always maintained sure distance
From his most prized possession

~

He gave me his cloak
A garment of protection
The dark night
And elevated me thusly
I took on another form
As beautiful as any
I vowed not to harm his Master's garden
~

So I tended mine
With stars of night
And rain and snow
With bountiful deer and squirrels
If I knew the curses thrown
Would I have stayed in the sea
If I knew that ruling the skies of night
Would bring this upon me
I would still stay where I am today
I how this seventy tomes seven

~

My garden bears fruit gloriously
But I long to bring honor
To my garden
By making his mandrakes
My own

~

All hail to these
Three times three

~

The first pear I tasted
The first apple that fell
The first time I glowed
And knew the Never - Uttered

~
... the longing to be like Him! ...
.... the pang to be His mandrake!....
          The love we once shared
Please, God
Give me one more
Bite!
~
Lord, what have I done?
He raised me up
And I dragged him down
Now we must spend eternity this way
In foxholes and carcasses
Always dying to relive the recent past
When morning glories were my favorite flower

~

... he shielded me
And I was cast away from the Garden
And it's fruits forever
I wander the desert once again
But this time
I am not alone

~

We roamed...
He offered me a desert flower
And bade me to plant
From it sprang a river stream  
To sustain our coagulating blood
It did not satisfy
We fell
And in each other's eyes we found the key
To drown out exile' s realities
I saw the sun's rays in his eyes again
The dark nights will not be gloomy anymore
The Name of God is no longer a four letter word
We fell down
Again and again
And the more we fell
The more, before our eyes
This garden
Our garden
Grew

~

We tended our garden
Until then

~

Contemplating on Jehovah
Grieves my heart
Until it rips open and I spill my blood
The animals retreat
My plants for
Because my blood has been spilled
Innocent blood
Within my own garden
My lover has left
My night lamp
To become the hunt
And perish
For the unspoken
Uncherishef
.  The defiled .

We will never share our garden
Again evermore

Sweet as the moon

Tender as the sun

Wanna live in sin

Call me a Harlot

Battles beginning

And guess...

We've already won


We have been winning

Since the beginning of Time




Now darkly

Tho she bleeds

Heal me heal me

The full moon bleeds


To be without her touch

Is a sin to any woman

It is a Sin for every man

To be with her


She is the dark maid

So without Me is SHE

Please be careful calls out the moon



Then well speak again

As I can understand you

Woman so beautiful

So I can speak to you

Lets speak tenderly

Woman to woman

Moon to 🐉
And the moon counsels the dragon
Saying thus

Practice and repeat
May the God and Goddess be Merrily Blessed
Are you pleased with me

The God says:
No
Not yet
And yet shall I be
Look at my Wife
Treat her Tenderly

Or can you says the Goddess

See dear one the God is always faithful steady and true
And even tho the Goddess bleeds for all humanity
She'll bleed for you too

Who is this holding my hand?
And why am I bleeding?

It hurts to move in circles
across this blue-lined white piece of street.

This partner, my friend
is a vampire
so it seems!

At any hour:
morning, noon, or night
I bleed and bleed again.
I hope that my ink
will not run out
because of my vampire friend.

As quickly as she holds me,
she puts me right back down...
unaware of what the dalliance does to me.
Please don't let my ink run out!

I can't believe I'm saying this but I'm dizzy and she cheats and cheats again

by holding someone else's hand.

My ink has run out!

I guess I believe
in vampires now.

He took my life
Can't take it back
Gonna give him
All of myself

The 8x11''
Red, white, and blue
Stars are gonna fall
But i aint thru

He is gonna wail
In hell, he will sink
For stabbing my heart
Over and over the brink

Yet, i dont care
All's been said and done
Times are changing
Time to have some fun

The sun will rise
The stars will fall
The grass will grow
The flowers show

No time for peace
The battle,s begun
Over and over
We,ve already won

So call out the angels
Call out the demons
Time to get going battle,s a raging

The sun will rise
The stars will fall
The grass will grow
The moon will glow

All we gotta do
Is let it rain

Nomatter what
Nomatter how
That doesn't bug me
Because you're here
With me now
And we'll never be apart
Tho we're miles away
In my heart you'll always stay
Til the end of time

Every time
We kiss
Every time we touch
I keep gazing
In your eyes
Begging me
To fall into your arms
The miles
Are crashing in
My heart reserved for you alone
You and I
Together are one
I take you in

I know
Someday in time
Everything
Will work out fine
You'll see
Because you'll be here
With me

And if
Our bodies nevet find eachothet
My soul will find yours
In the end
Of time
And
Dont you know I'll always love you
Til the end of time

I

   Love

You

For everything you are

What you have done

To and for me

What can you

Become

When all Earth's pleasures

Are both taken away and fulfilled

Because I am the 🌙

In all her phases

Don't be afraid.

I'm still here

For you

“Wolves may show the eye of maleficence, understand what it means.”

“By all means, become an abomination, but only when unhinged by grief or wrath.”

“You love life because life is all there is.”

It’s true what they say about wolves. To me, the wolf represents freedom. A type of freedom without borders. A freedom that cannot be taken away. A pack is a pack and each of them carries one another their pack within them. “The strength of the pack is the wolf, the strength of the wolf is the pack.” So to speak. If one drifts or is out of order, one look, or growl can mean something. Or everything. A very interesting point is that the Alphas mate for life, or until the other passes. Wolves represent loyalty. They are loyal to their pack mates and have maybe the strongest bonds in the animal kingdom.


They are a Pack. They are family. They are One.

Fear of the Lord is Wise, But so is the Gift of Understanding
One must be filled with a mixture of things to be able to follow the Word, Himself. We must first understand where God is coming from in order for full obedience to kick in. Following blindly is not something the Lord wants. It is a Matter of Faith. He wants us to know what and how he feels about our lives and our decisions. He wants us to know him more and wants for us to be able to feel His presence. One must be Pure of Heart in order to see Him. How can a clouded mind hear God.
He died for us and accordingly, He is one of the only gods that came down to be with His people. Look at the fruits He bore! He, along with His Apostles and disciples afterward, started a Movement. The Movement and Denomination of Christianity.
When one ponders on how the religion started, it’s a miracle.
From His Birth to His Resurrection, and even Death on a Cross - He lives within each of us.

The whole of the Religion is based upon Love. Why is that?

Jesus performed Miracles upon Miracles. His Love and Power filled His Soul and Radiated from Him. His Death upon the Cross Redeemed us All from the Near Occasion of sin if humanity so chooses. Even angels were Gifted with Free- Will.

He Breathes His Holy Spirit upon us All. It’s up to us to choose Right from Wrong.

i.

A hand reaches
from the myst
and bids me forth
to the darkness.
He tells me not to fear
"You are safe," he murmurs.
The pit of my liver
reminds me otherwise.
Candles,
statues,
and books
fill this moldy chamber.
My whisper
searches for him,
but I recall
only his shadow.

ii.

She lay frozen
in limbo
when I first saw her.
I tended
to her wounds
and redefined her muscles,
for she had none.
She gazed at my broken flesh
with eyes
that pierced my stomach.
At that moment, I knew
her heart was full of tears
and not to fear her touch.
She is both Aphrodite
and Artemis
and I am nothing
if not her slave.