the reason why i'm writing
this poem, is to lessen
the feels i'm having right now.
because,
you make me hyperventilate.

every time i close my eyes,
i see you.
your eyes are
illuminating my life.
every time i remember
how your lips curled into smile,
i cant help but smile
like an idiot.
every time i think of you,
oh my...
i can't even describe how
just the thought of you affects
my mood so much.

maybe,
i like you that much.

i always say that i'll be strong enough to leave you one day
but tell me
how can a flower
live without rain?

"If he hurt you, why are you still thinking about him?"
Because I put time and effort into that boy
I wanted to make him a husband
I didn't know he was gonna hurt me
I didn't know how it was gonna end
How I was gonna get a rude awakening
I didn't know
And can you really blame me for that?
I think about it
How do you fall out of love?

I feel like I am untouchable and useless,
Like an empty, fading piece of a shell,
But when you suddenly came in front of me,
You picked and kept me in your chest. 

I felt the care and warmness in your heart,
The feeling I have not experienced before,
You placed me near your heart and soul,
You took care of me like I am yours.

You give me the reason for my being,
And I really love what I am feeling,
You give my life brighter path and definition,
I am really thankful that I met you.

Now you are leaving to take a new journey,
I thought you are now going to leave me,
But you just hold me tight and stare,
There was no action, no words to say.

You should throw me back to the sea,
and pretend that nothing happens,
You are a human and I am just a shell,
Truth hurts, we are not meant to be.

Do not worry If I will be gone too soon,
I am always here, just look at the sea,
But if you will find someone that will cherish you,
I will be really happy for the both of you.