I am incapable
I am insufficient
Unworthy
To walk the path of man
What I have down
Or what I thought I did
Is inexcusable
My abilities over reached me
And now your gone.
I am now left with
The hidden messages in your
Bleeding words

Imagine Just for a moment
The one you love
Is there before you
Waiting patiently for
Your unwavering kisses
Time seems to pause,
Just for an inkling of a second
And you hope and dream
That this is not a figment
Of clouded imagination
That this was a real thing
But then time moves
And you realize
What you saw a lie
The person you wish was there
Disappeared
Everything was a lie
And you realize its time
To stop living in the moment
Of past memories

When you stumbled into
My broken life
We were filled to the brim
With fleeting romance
That Controlled our Minds
But then I realized
That our love was false
And the sweet nothings
Were the web of the poison spider.
And I realized you were leading me
To be a prisoner to your wicked smile.
I thought I couldn't escape
I thought that I was weaker than you
But my belief is the
Control you had over me
And so I decided that I should
Run Away

Knock Knock Knock
The blank room
Is opening
Ready it
To drag
Me to the brink of
Insanity
Having the padded
Cell Comfort Me
With the emptiness
Filling me
Leaving me to wonder
Why won't someone **** me.

Once, there was a girl
Who was pitiable,
Poisoned by the demons
Of the nightshade.
Unable to cope with
The fact that the world
Was against
Her tiny broken heart
She plummeted
From the tree that once
Touched the Round Moon.

I remember,
When the sun kissed the moon
On our first date.
We were shackled
By our romantic stares.

I remember when you stood
Down the aisle
Waiting for my warm embrace.

I remember when I cried
You consoled my breaking heart,

I remember the call
That told me you were not alright.

I remember you being taken
By the glowing angels
That wanted to be selfish.

I remember being blind by
Fury and alcohol

I remember being drunk
I remember the cliff
I remember the pain
I remember you meeting me
At the big white door.