I feel so lonely
With
No one to trust
Or
Turn to.
Supposed to be friends are more worried about themselves and can't notice what I'm doing.
I'm hiding
and
hurting,
Hurting emotionally
to the point where I've gone
numb inside.
The only times I remember I have feelings is
when the flood of emotions comes rushing out
and
leaves me
shaking
and panting for air.

This can’t be normal ..

I crave your touch, lips and love

You're the drug
And I'm the addict

A simply touch will take my breath away

And a kiss will freeze my thoughts

Same as my soul, are you my soulmate ?

Your loving hands dried up my tears,
          And water droplets no longer blur my vision.

Your caring hands removed my blindfold,
                     And I can see you now as clear as day.

Your powerful grace transformed my frozen heart,
                               And it now beats to the rhythm of your love.

Ever since I stopped running,
          Ever since I stopped and accepted my mistakes,

I have been able to forgive myself,
                                  Love myself,
                                  And just be
                                                      Me
       ­                                                Authentically.
       I was so lost,
                 But I’ve been found.

I’m holding onto you
                                      With both hands
                                                           ­        And a tight grip
I will never
                     Let
                          You
                               ­ Go

Because if I lose you, then I will lose myself.

I love you King Jesus. Forever and Always.

Hope nowadays resembles the wind.

One second people have it,

And the next it’s gone like the wind.

When an obstacle greater than you presents itself and stares you down.

Don’t coward away and forget about hope.

Being obedient to retaining hope pays;

People who are obedient,
Who remain faithful,
Who hold onto hope without hesitation,

Will see obstacles,
No matter how great or small,
be conquered by the divine.

You see when an obstacle seems too big for you, or too complicated and the how just won’t present itself .. it’s because you’re not supposed to be fighting that battle.

It’s God’s battle.

Give him his FIGHT BACK!

He called and asked to have his fight back.

He wants you to return it.

Give it BACK,
Let go and Let God.

Everything happens in divine timing.

Don’t let your hope dissolve,

Don’t let hope escape from your grasp like the wind, instead hold onto it with both hands and stand witness to how OUR God will conquer the fight.

Because he is the king of kings,
There is no obstacle greater than him
And he will succeed.

Spirit guides are divine warriors,
they provide you with positive energy,
And guidance.

They are always watching,
They are always near.

Their presence is too powerful for the eyes to see, and only your soul can feel.

To love and be loved
Is what we all crave

To give and receive
Is what we believe in

People wish for an abundant life,

Yet they fail to provide the level of effort that’s needed to match the financial wealth, emotional happiness and love that is craved by people.

Just like money,
A fruitful life doesn’t grow on trees.

On the contrary,
it’s a small seed that needs to be watered.

Take the time to look within and I promise that’s where you’ll find your seed.

Once found,
Water your seed,
Nurture your seed,
And provide love in abundance to your seed.

From here, you will watch as your birth right sprouts and grows.

And when spring comes,
You will have a strong tree that will meet all of your mundane needs.