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Mar 5 · 114
Desire
Desire is a candle trick
Burning brightly in a room
Full of wicks

Between regret and satisfaction
The silking rope hangs
Just beyond the hand's reach
At the peak of jealousy

It wraps tightly around
One's neck like the slithering snake
slowly, surely suffocating
Like a never-ending nightmare

Forever wanting more
Never inching close enough
Desire is a waterlogged hole
Waiting to drain your blood
Feb 21 · 100
The Quiet Emptiness
Loneliness
Could lead me to the darkest places
A hall of memories
Hiding obscure blurry faces

When I search inside myself
There's a quiet emptiness
Still as the lonesome midnight

There's always regret
In Letting go
Not ever how I wanted
This to go

In another life
We can see eye to eye
Tomorrow is another day
Promise, we'll be fine
Oct 2023 · 395
Clockwork
Samir Mohammed Oct 2023
In an hour
You made my entire day
The things you say
The silk of your hair
When you lay next to me
I wish you could stay
Oct 2023 · 1.3k
Blue
Samir Mohammed Oct 2023
Under azure skies
To places we used to go
Resting under sunlight
Just hides in my mind

In fields of green
I held you tight
I'd never felt so much joy
In my entire life

It hurt so much
In one word
Just to say goodbye
Aug 2023 · 770
Heartsick
Samir Mohammed Aug 2023
The weight of the world
Sits on my chest
Suffocating my dreams
Making it hard to breathe

The pain of my heart
Aches from within
Paralyzing my limbs
With this lovesick disease
Aug 2023 · 1.3k
Songs to Sirens
Samir Mohammed Aug 2023
We built a wall of memories
Perfect picture painted symphonies
A tapestry of two written in the melody
That seemed to sing softly in my ears

In the cold world
You made a refuge in the dark
I could stay awake just to feel you breathe
To hear that comforting tune you play

You let me hear
The beauty in the harmony
Then sung sweet promises
That made me believe, in destiny

Now all that's left is woeful silence
The beautiful song that my heart chased
Just seemed to fade away
Gone into the midnight like a castaway

When you left me in the darkness
I didn't have the words to say
Nor did I have the things to feel

Now I hear sirens sing for me
A cold hollow call
Discordant in their misery
When you left me underneath
Oct 2022 · 1.5k
Cry for me
Samir Mohammed Oct 2022
Sometimes I feel
Like the rain
Cries for me

These bottled-up emotions
I hold onto underneath
Leave me hurting
And empty

But then it rains
and it feel like something
knows my pain
And I don't worry

Thank you
Sep 2022 · 284
Somewhere Else
Samir Mohammed Sep 2022
I'm always stuck
In the future or the past
Trying to hold on
Trying to make it last

Never living
In the moment
Stuck in the future
Where I keep on hoping

To see you someday
In my heart
I'll keep you there
Until the skies fall apart
Aug 2022 · 2.1k
Bed of Thorns
Samir Mohammed Aug 2022
I lie here
In a growing bed of thorns
The roses red
And the stems strong

They cover my eyes
In their petals white
Hiding my demise
Beneath the night

I try to sleep
But the spines are sharp
they pull me in
And stab me in the dark

I try to run
But it's no use
They wrap around my neck
Like a noose
Jul 2022 · 237
Glass
Samir Mohammed Jul 2022
See through me
Like light through glass
Look to the future
and not my past

My soul is brittle
And so is my heart
When it cracks a little
The pieces are sharp

I'm a weathered window
With perpetually pulled curtains
don't want the cracks to show
'cause deep down I'm hurting

No one thinks they're fragile
Until they're broken apart
It only takes a smile
To hide a broken heart
Jul 2022 · 272
Colorful
Samir Mohammed Jul 2022
My body is cold
and my heart is black
I've done some things
That I'll never take back

My path is grey
and my hands are pink
Some things just
Don't wash off in the sink

My soul is ice
and my mind is blue
At this point
I don't know what to do

My eyes are red
and my lungs are brown
I always knew
I'd let you down
Jul 2022 · 324
Poetry
Samir Mohammed Jul 2022
Speak for me
When I'm in the depths
Down on my knees
And my strength has left

Sing for me
Like the falling rain
When I weep
And can't take the pain

Breathe for me
When my lungs are black
And I can't breathe
With this weight on my back

Scream for me
When my words make no sound
When I bleed
And no one is around
Jul 2022 · 294
Change for a change
Samir Mohammed Jul 2022
I go from pocket to pocket
From hand to hand
I've a couple coins in my locket
But never the same man

Call it constants and variables
People tell me I've changed
That I've gotten unstable
I guess that part is still the same

I still ask myself
"Am I someone else?"

"Am I going insane?"
"These voices are messing with my brain."
Jun 2022 · 457
Skeletons
Samir Mohammed Jun 2022
There's a monster in the mirror
Something in me has changed
And it won't disappear
These voice in my head
They whisper in my ear
And won't stop until I'm dead
Jun 2022 · 165
Obsessive Compulsive
Samir Mohammed Jun 2022
The world is crooked ;
In its twisted       grip ;
it has us          hooked ;
and I fear every   slip

They call me a   perfectionist ;
I'll work until I'm the      best ;
There isn't a step I'll         miss ;
Nothing is worse than a mess
Jun 2022 · 274
Borderline
Samir Mohammed Jun 2022
I'm sorry but
Can you tell me who I'm supposed to be?
I've been caught in a rut
and I can't see too clearly
just yesterday I was me
But today I'm in the between
Can you help me to understand what I feel?
Jun 2022 · 218
Narcolepsy
Samir Mohammed Jun 2022
These feelings come in waves
One second I'm here
the next I'm away

It's like I'm in a daze
Am I still awake?
It felt like a second ago
I was looking at your face
Jun 2022 · 186
Metamorphosis
Samir Mohammed Jun 2022
This rotting and cold feeling
Is tearing at me under the skin
Ripping me apart from within
Is change really such a good thing?

I feel it in my bones and my blood
All the parts of me that have gone cold
Have asphyxiated and atrophied
Till I can barely recognize me
May 2022 · 257
Polarized
Samir Mohammed May 2022
No more grey
I want to break chains
From all the mundane
And make my own way

What's the point
If we're all the same?
I think it's time
For a little change
May 2022 · 586
Summer
Samir Mohammed May 2022
O' Sun I beckon to thee
Shine thou light
O' set me free
In overpowering might

This light of day
Thou hast burnt the rain away
In all coming wake
A new dawn breaks
Apr 2022 · 438
Anger
Samir Mohammed Apr 2022
It toils and it burns
In my stomach it churns
I seal my lips
To hide a choice of words

No wrong or right
In this cold night
I don't want to fight
But I just might

I'm not one to attack
But this knife
You've stabbed my back
I might just snap
Not a feeling I'm overly proud of, but I feel ashamed even feeling that way.
Apr 2022 · 417
Clairvoyant
Samir Mohammed Apr 2022
It takes more than eyes to see
beyond the veil
what is underneath
this path you sail

You have eyes
they won't help you here
The blinding light
the ultimate sight
Apr 2022 · 1.5k
Stars
Samir Mohammed Apr 2022
I often look up
When my world is down
To stare at the stars
When no one is around
Mar 2022 · 300
Dreams
Samir Mohammed Mar 2022
Yesterday feels like a dream
Like just yesterday I was me
But today I can't remember
Who I'm supposed to be
Mar 2022 · 336
Butterflies
Samir Mohammed Mar 2022
This feeling in my stomach
Won't fade away
It's like the butterflies I felt
When I used to see your face
Mar 2022 · 138
Sundown
Samir Mohammed Mar 2022
As the last light fades
My hope leaves with the day
So goes my heart into the fray
Waiting for a new dawn to break
Mar 2022 · 251
Praying for rain
Samir Mohammed Mar 2022
I've spent Sleepless nights in bed
Running through thoughts in my head
Going through things I've said
And through all my regrets

I prayed for the silence to go away
For the thoughts to drown in rain
I couldn't take any more of the pain
I couldn't face it again

And every time the sky wasn't blue
I wasn't the only one crying too
Mar 2022 · 813
The worlds in your head
Samir Mohammed Mar 2022
A sweet story being told
Melting, it fills the mold
Every word is a piece of us
Every new world on the canvas

Couldn't you see
Every part of you and me
Has shaped the flowers
Until they became ours
Even this poem is a reflection, uniquely, because your mind has made it a part of you and has written its own story.
Mar 2022 · 745
Empty Vessel
Samir Mohammed Mar 2022
I'm just a shell
Of who I used to be
Can't you tell
This isn't really me?
Mar 2022 · 546
Hindsight
Samir Mohammed Mar 2022
If I knew it would've been this way
Then maybe I wouldn't be here today
Lonesome in the dark with no friends
A Hole in my heart until the very end
Feb 2022 · 2.6k
Strings
Samir Mohammed Feb 2022
Surrogate pawn
In the light of day
These moves aren't yours
In this game we play

Make a move
Take your time
In the end
It's still all mine

You'll be the first to laugh
At the end of my string
you'll know it's all pretend
'Cause I always win
Feb 2022 · 395
Vicarious
Samir Mohammed Feb 2022
It's getting harder to see
Through this smoke in my lungs
Hoping to break the fog
Cigarette on my tongue
It calms my anxiety

Ensnared in my mind
Too scared to scream
My body's not mine
This feels like a bad dream
Life can't go on living in the past, or through another.
Jan 2022 · 369
H O L L O W
Samir Mohammed Jan 2022
My heart is a void
Black and empty
You and I are not the same
I don't know how to feel
Like a moth to a flame
I break my bones
And tear my skin
I'm only a home
For the evil within
Jan 2022 · 338
Alexithymia
Samir Mohammed Jan 2022
I wanted to feel what I say
Without the colours washing away
I apologise everyday,
"Sorry I am this way"

I try every now and then
I even use poetry to vent
But in the end it's all pretend
And I'm in tears again
Jan 2022 · 678
Always
Samir Mohammed Jan 2022
Roses are red
Violets are violets
Everyone is dead
Why is it always violence?
Dec 2021 · 517
Split
Samir Mohammed Dec 2021
Is any of it ๐’Ž๐’†?
                                Am I lost in the In between?

                                       I keep asking myself
                                   "๐‘ช๐’‚๐’ ๐‘ฐ ๐’•๐’“๐’–๐’”๐’• ๐’˜๐’‰๐’‚๐’• ๐‘ฐ ๐’”๐’†๐’†?"

                        I'm stuck between ๐–œ๐–—๐–”๐–“๐–Œ โ€‹and ๐–—๐–Ž๐–Œ๐–๐–™

                       In a world that is bฬธฬšฬฬญอ“lฬธฬ”อฬจaฬทอ—ฬ„ฬ‘ฬบฬฎcฬดฬฟฬ›อ›ฬชอ•kฬธฬ”อ’ฬกฬนฬจ and ๐Ÿ††๐Ÿ…ท๐Ÿ…ธ๐Ÿ†ƒ๐Ÿ…ด

                                         And I  ฬถdฬถoฬถnฬถ'ฬถtฬถ  know

                                   ฬถIฬถfฬถ  I can'ฬถtฬถ  win this ๐–‹๐–Ž๐–Œ๐–๐–™.
Dec 2021 · 1.7k
Worlds Away
Samir Mohammed Dec 2021
I often lock my eyes
On the sight of the sky
And I stare into the night
Under the glow of moonlight

Through this looking glass
I could see
An entire world out there
Looking back at me
Aug 2021 · 498
Human
Samir Mohammed Aug 2021
Our flesh and bone
Circuits of veins and arteries
Not alike the stone
Or even the trees

Complex machines
Blood like a red blush
Not alike the ice
Yet cold to the touch
Aug 2021 · 830
Seasons
Samir Mohammed Aug 2021
Like the earth around the sun
Ever changing
Like the dusk until the dawn
Never waning
You ever think about how you're a completely different person than you once were?
Aug 2021 · 937
The Deep End
Samir Mohammed Aug 2021
My mind is an ocean
Vast and Deep

In it I have found
Every piece of me

In it I have drowned
Who I used to be

In it I have Crowned
The new king of deceit
Aug 2021 · 1.1k
Chamber
Samir Mohammed Aug 2021
He said to my face
"You miss every shot
You don't take"
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  And I replied
"I only have one bullet
And on it is your name."
Aug 2021 · 791
Mirage
Samir Mohammed Aug 2021
Blur the lines
Between the tides
Swim with me
In the sea of lies
And you will see
Who I am inside
Aug 2021 · 390
Opportunistic
Samir Mohammed Aug 2021
I'll take every chance
That I can take
I don't care
If my life's at stake
I'm sick of falling asleep
And crying in my wake
Aug 2021 · 433
Sickness
Samir Mohammed Aug 2021
It's a bitter taste
On the back of my tongue
The growing seed of hate
Spreading into my lungs
Aug 2021 · 607
Rigor Mortis and Tendon
Samir Mohammed Aug 2021
Writhing like a worm
Spent too much time
Basking in the sun
Baking my bones
In a bed of leaves
Laying with the stones
Buried like a seed
In pieces like the sky
Split by the clouds and breeze
In a dried lake of red
Where I rest my head
Jul 2021 · 748
Dandelion
Samir Mohammed Jul 2021
I've never had roots
I go where the wind takes me
I'm like a ghost
When I go to sleep
Please don't wake me.
Jul 2021 · 1000
Empty Cries
Samir Mohammed Jul 2021
What were once dreams
Unveiled to be nightmares
I can still hear their screams
I can still feel you there

Beyond the reverie
I asphyxiated
In the deep cold sea
That I created
Jul 2021 · 414
Nimbostratus
Samir Mohammed Jul 2021
It's raining every day
The skies used to be so clear
Beautiful in every way
Now they're clouded with fear
Jul 2021 · 597
Tenebris angelus
Samir Mohammed Jul 2021
I never feared death
I welcomed her with open arms
To take my last breath
Thrown into the ways of harm

And death was my console
Slowly sinking into the abyss
An invitation to my soul
The life I lived remiss
Jul 2021 · 1.1k
Sinesthesia
Samir Mohammed Jul 2021
Your words are like poison
Venom from a snake
On my tongue like medicine
I love the way it tastes
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