Hear me out. Let me undress you with the truth. Let my voice touch your skin. Can we cut the space in between? What I am trying to say is, hey, I can be friendly, probably too friendly. We have lived in different worlds, yet we found each other for the same reason, the unspoken notion we call love. I've met so many, each with a different story. But your chapter is my favorite. The truth is I don't love you the way I loved you before. I love you more than the day I first saw you. There's no ground as I fall, I fall deeper.

I keep staring at you from afar
You were like a beautiful butterfly
I keep staring at a frowning face
But my heart doesn't hesitate
I love you I hope its our fate.

Don't look sad your day's not that bad
In fact mine's the best I ever had
Don't hide you're eyes and meet mine
Cause you know? I love your smile.
I could see those from a mile away.

Just don't look back I am here waiting
A knight of my lady and for my queen I am your King ,
Come on let me see how beautiful you can be,
Come closer I won't hold back , why?
I'll hug you tightly cause without you I will never be satisfied.

I am a King to my Queen
I'm a knight to my lady
I'll do everything just to make you happy
Just stay with me and don't let go
I love you! I hope you know.

There's trouble in my thoughts
There's guilt in my conscience,
It feels like hollow inside
With a confusion I cannot confide.

In my self there's a heavy burden
Added with the fear of being abandon,
Thoughtfully unto it but heartily  not
I'm in it yet there's one question "but?".

I cannot reckon myself anymore
My mind's in troublesome horror!
Help oh please , please ,please !
Assist me to feel at ease.

I cannot sleep
Thinking all steep,
I'm lucky having that is mine
Yet this does not make me feel satisfied.

I once a loner
Cared less nor more
A colorless world
Communicating with no words

Sitting Under  thunder clouds
As lightning struck and burned a house
Hear my heart as it howls
All will be clarified of what it sounds

Black bag ,jeans, & shoes
Roads cheap light post
I alone walks
With no one to talk

Pokered face
With the breezes' cold embrace
Emotionless days and nights
Its dark ,it was ,please let me feel the light.

With the musics rhythm
Clearing the  dim
Igniting the light
Comforted my sight.

Melodic to my ear
Dried all of my tears,
In my days
You are here in my every ways.

Break those walls
Announce His name to all
He's Jesus Christ our Lord
Know Him people at all sorts.

With Hymn
Give thanks to Him
All shall kneel and bow
And confess all of your sins
Praise and vow.

Where do I belong?
I can't continue this song
This song of my life
This sadness in my heart's  rife.

I have considered them wrong
I'm living in lie for so long
What am I to them?
Do they see me the same?

No matter how I look at it
I can't seem to fit
Their bond's too deep ,
For me to catch up and dig.

They won't even listen on how I feel
They wont!  I'm always concealed
I'm nothing but trash to them
They wont accept me for who I am!

Hear the echo
Of my never ending sorrow
Listen to the numbness beating of my heart
Listen as my soul depart.

This place's too dark
Hark to the soundless harp,
hark to my garbage life!
And see through to the darkest night.

My days with you
Was a dream came true,
My hours at night  you whom I seek
Every minute every second that ticks.

You're the reason of my every smile
I haven't been this happy for a while,
Since then I was longing to be love and admired
And here you came sudden and unexpectedly undesired.

I never knew that it'll be you
Because I was expecting other than you,
But now God have given me a fille like you
And that you have made me acceptable that I never knew .

I am thankful to have
I am greatful to be love
I am blessed to be gifted
I am proud to be shifted
With you I'm content
And nor will be discontent.

What are we fighting for
This isn't justice anymore
Both sides fighting for power
For what cost are those
Bullets for
This only open another door.

An intro to the exit
Realizing that in your heart
I won't fit,
For yours was longed acquired
For someone like your vibe.

I was so upset
Thinking to die and reset,
Trying to evade in this situation
Caused by too much admiration.

I wish you'll perceive
That once you've made me believed ,
That I have a chance
On a fille  I've only seen once.

Now and then you give meaning to my passion
Though your feelings for me was an acute ration.
And even after this treason
I'll still be imprisoned in the same situation.


This is my last poem
That you'll ever bring home,
This is all I have to say
And at this last , On you I convey.

I stand on top of a rock
Sorrounded by seas,
Carrying my sorrow at my back
And waves, aren't at eas.

Time to time I face roaring waves
I freeze at dark,burned during light,
Years passed,but still my self couldn't behave
For being watched by the rising tide.

From high and beneath
Seaguls and sharks scouts,
And There I starv and soon will face death

Within those glasses
Is the person I want to
Know...
The person who kept me on the flow.

On the widest
Ocean I will sail
With you, I just can't fail.

I am not a God
To give you the stars,
Because I am not
Of what you've desire.

And as you walk by
It suddenly breez,
And for a while,
It's like my whole
World freeze.

I'm vulnerable to your smile,
Seing those make's me dead for  a while .


And when I'm with You.
I have this feeling that I Can't tell.
And It's like into a bottomless pit I've fell.


You don't need to wear perfume to make you sweet.
You don't need to wear make up to make
You beautiful.
Your  love is whom I want to  meet

And you're...  like an angel ,
sent by God to lift me out..  from hell..
Because now I belong to you,
And on you, aint no letting, go..

For my heart only shouts your name
Cause  this feeling will never change,
And you're always in my mind..
Hoping you might feel the same.

Oceans may roar, earth may crack,
Rivers may flood, I'll always be at your back .

Till God comes back, Even if  devils wrath.,
We'll hold hands and trace the  same path..

A storm is forming deep beneath
Something is stuck that I can't breath,
Knowing I have nothing ,
And never heard the angel sing.

I  am bashful to face a pure water
I'm nothing but a desperate stalker,
Though all my efforts,
Never will her feelings distort.

I will never be the walls
Nor will she fall,
I will now ignore all signs
Cause there is not a chance that she'll be mine.

Stuck in the zone
I wish that I will die soon,
Cause she wouldn't even care
For I'm the failures heir.

I stand on top of a rock
Sorrounded by seas,
Carrying my sorrow at my back
And waves, aren't at eas.

Time to time I face roaring waves
I freeze at dark,burned during light,
Years passed,but still my self couldn't behave
For being watched by the rising tide.

From high and beneath
Seaguls and sharks scouts,
And There I starv and soon will face death

Wondering.
What if i did not grow feelings,
I assume too much to be your king.
What if I fall on someone else,
Will you unban me on your castle?

What if I let go on my ego,
What if my pride were on low?
Would I still be hearing my name
Coming out from you?


What if I did not tell you,
Can i still call you nicknames,
Like hey lil brat?
What if ?

If I die,would you remember me?
Would you say ,its your fault and tell sorry ?

I, first met you at a very weird place,
And that moment, my heart's beating, hazed.
your voice was most likely an angel,
but thats not the reason ,why, to you I fell.

Because of you, my world have  changed,
A chapter was written on my blank page.
You're the missing brick on my wall,
You're the reason why I still fight on the worlds brawl.

We maybe innocent to this world,
But never forget these words,
You are very special to me .


Your smile fuels my day,
It cleaned the problems on my way.
They say love can be cruel and  blind,
But still I want  you to be mine.

Thunder's  roar are nothing when I'm with you ,
Oceans  became gentle,beacause of you.
I may not be able to catch all the beautiful stars,
Yet I have you.

And you are enough,
Trust me this is not a bluff.
I will rise and you'll be my success,
You will be, the only treasure on my treasure chest.

I am a free planet , that you can invade,
I can be yours, I can be your slave.



I   .                   am   .                  yours...

Within those glasses
Is the person I want to
Know...
The person who kept me on the flow.

On the widest
Ocean I will sail
With you, I just can't fail.

I am not a God
To give you the stars,
Because I am not
Of what you've desired

And as you walk by
It suddenly breez,
And for a while,
It's like my whole
World freeze.

I'm vulnerable to your smile,
Seing those make's me dead for  a while .


And when I'm with You.
I have this feeling that I Can't tell.
And It's like into a bottomless pit I've fell.


You don't need to wear perfume to make you sweet.
You don't need to wear make up to make
You beautiful.
Your  love is whom I want to  meet

And you're...  like an angel ,
send by God to lift me out..  from hell..
Cause now I belong to you,
And on you, aint no letting, go..

For my heart only shouts your name
Cause  this feeling will never change,
And you're always in my mind..
Hoping you might feel the same.

Oceans may roar, earth may crack,
Rivers may flood, I'll always be at your back .

Till God comes back, Even if  devils wrath.,
We'll hold hands and traise the  same path..

A storm is forming deep beneath
Something is stuck that I can't breath,
Knowing I have nothing ,
And never heard the angel sing.

I  am bashful to face a pure water
I'm nothing but a desperate stalker,
Though all my efforts,
Never will her feelings distort.

I will never be the walls
Nor will she fall,
I will now ignore all signs
Cause there is not a chance that she'll be mine.

Stuck in the zone
I wish i will die soon,
Cause she wouldn't even care
For I'm the failures heir.

I will be the rainbow after the rain,
And whenever you get hurt let me handle your pain.

Just stay with me and you'll be fine ,
For I am yours and you are mine.

Just stay by my side,
Because someday I'll be your groom and you'll be my bride.

So much I have loved you my dear,
So much I want you to be near.

Don't leave now that you are here for loosing you ,
Is my number one fear.