Bea Rae: Poems

Dec 13 · 164

The Simple Truth

Bea Rae Dec 13

The Simple Truth

When will I learn that your words will always be lies.
When will I learn that I will always be too forgiving and naive.

Aug 13 · 677

Burnt Out Lies

Bea Rae Aug 13

Burnt Out Lies

Why do I find every reason to stay
With the man
Who makes me question
My own morals

#alcoholism #abuse #awareness #strongwomen #misery #tragedy #romance #love

Aug 11 · 811

Fragments of Us

Bea Rae Aug 11

Fragments of Us

The floor is littered
With dishes as broken
As your promises

#alcoholism #abuse #awareness #strongwomen #misery #tragedy #romance #love

Jun 25 · 629

Wise Decisions

Bea Rae Jun 25

Wise Decisions

While on borrowed time,
We wasted our minutes
For the things that did not matter.

#fate #misery #grief #random #think #strong #confused #abuse #past #love

Jun 23 · 689

Forever, Your Scapegoat

Bea Rae Jun 23

Forever, Your Scapegoat

He stated to me

I want to do better but

You will not let me

#fate #misery #grief #random #think #strong #confused #abuse #past #love

Jun 20 · 677

Painted Lies

Bea Rae Jun 20

Painted Lies

I miss the man I met on happenstance.
Not the unmasked version of you.

#fate #misery #grief #random #think #strong #confused #abuse #past #love

Jun 15 · 528

Growing Pains

Bea Rae Jun 15

Growing Pains

You taught me that loving someone with your whole heart is not worth the pain.

#fate #misery #grief #random #think #strong #confus #abuse #past #love

Jun 14 · 542

Love of My Life

Bea Rae Jun 14

Love of My Life

I envy the people

That get to spend their life with the

Other half of their soul

#fate #misery #grief #random #think #strong #confus #abuse #past #love

Jun 11 · 432

Our Tragedy

Bea Rae Jun 11

Our Tragedy

Fate has decided

To make us nothing more than

A distant memory

#tragedy #abuse #awareness #strongwomen #bravery #honesty #romance #love

Jun 10 · 500

After You

Bea Rae Jun 10

After You

Loving you broken me
Yet I still find myself
Missing you

#tragedy #abuse #awareness #strongwomen #bravery #honesty #romance #love

Jun 9 · 425

Maybe

Bea Rae Jun 9

Maybe

Maybe, you are right.
Maybe, I am why you cannot love yourself.
Maybe, I am the problem.

#tragedy #abuse #awareness #strongwomen #bravery #honesty #romance #love

Jun 6 · 559

Forgiving You

Bea Rae Jun 6

Forgiving You

I pray that you get

Everything you want in life

And heal your toxic traits

#tragedy #abuse #awareness #strongwomen #bravery #honesty #romance #love

May 24 · 500

Does Our Past Define Us?

Bea Rae May 24

Does Our Past Define Us?

My wish for you

May you never have to hide

Your story from others

#tragedy #abuse #awareness #strongwomen #bravery #honesty #romance #love

May 24 · 373

You Deserve More, I Deserve More

Bea Rae May 24

You Deserve More, I Deserve More

What you tolerate for pain and mistreatment today, will imprison you tomorrow.

#tragedy #abuse #awareness #strongwomen #bravery #honesty #romance #love

May 9 · 442

In Between The Battles

Bea Rae May 9

In Between The Battles

I do not need you to save me,
But I do need you to hold me while I rest.

#tragedy #abuse #awareness #strongwomen #bravery #honesty #romance #love

May 6 · 464

My Mentor Said

Bea Rae May 6

My Mentor Said

It's okay to mourn the things you never had,
As long as you don't let the grief consume you.

#tragedy #abuse #awareness #strongwomen #bravery #honesty #romance #love

Apr 19 · 556

Turning Tables

Bea Rae Apr 19

Turning Tables

With her upbringing

She could have been a villian

Instead she chose righteousness

#romance #love #tragedy #thoughts #awareness #honest #broken #misery

Apr 15 · 698

Our Final Parting Embrace

Bea Rae Apr 15

Our Final Parting Embrace

I cannot bring myself

To say goodbye because that

Means losing you forever

#fate #misery #grief #random #think #strong #confus #abuse #past #love

Apr 15 · 689

Worse for Wear

Bea Rae Apr 15

Worse for Wear

Tell me, which is harder.
Waiting for something you know will never be in your cards,
or having to come with the terms that it will never happen.

#fate #misery #grief #random #think #strong #confused #abuse #past #love

Apr 12 · 667

Inevitable

Bea Rae Apr 12

Inevitable

Maybe closing yourself

Off from me will make it easier

When the inevitable comes

#fate #misery #grief #random #think #strong #confused #abuse #past #love

Apr 8 · 668

Stages of Life

Bea Rae Apr 8

Stages of Life

Have you asked yourself

If you are running towards your fears

Or away from them

#fate #misery #grief #random #think #strong #confused #abuse #past #love

Apr 6 · 631

The Hues of Your Soul

Bea Rae Apr 6

The Hues of Your Soul

I fell in love with

The darkness of your soul because

It felt like home

#fate #misery #grief #random #think #strong #confused #abuse #past #love

Apr 1 · 861

Living Obituary

Bea Rae Apr 1

Living Obituary

I spend more time

Mourning the living rather

Than mourning the dead

#fate #misery #grief #random #think #strong #confused #abuse #past #love

Mar 28 · 1.2k

The End of Us

Bea Rae Mar 28

The End of Us

Will the ghost of you

Haunt me if I cannot let you go

After you leave me

#romance #love #tragedy #misery #grief #reality #past #abuse #trauma

Mar 22 · 804

Dear Lover

Bea Rae Mar 22

Dear Lover

Despite of every

Little thing you put me through

I loved you selflessly

#misery #trauma #tragedy #romance #love #passion #thoughtd #reality

Mar 19 · 498

The Game

Bea Rae Mar 19

The Game

Love with you was different,
but you still played me.
Like every person you claimed not to be.

#romance #love #tragedy #thoughts #awareness #honest #broken #misery

Mar 18 · 704

Greater Lessons

Bea Rae Mar 18

Greater Lessons

I've had enough loss

In this life and the next life

That has yet to come

#awareness #life #romance #love #tragedy #violence #strength

Mar 15 · 551

Silent Cries

Bea Rae Mar 15

Silent Cries

Why did I ever

Think you would respect my no

When I said it

#awareness #strongwomen #tragedy #romance #abuse #domestic #marriage

Mar 14 · 1.9k

Pour Another Drink

Bea Rae Mar 14

Pour Another Drink

I have been butchered

By your words your actions and

By your *****

#alcoholism #abuse #awareness #strongwomen #misery #tragedy #romance #love

Mar 12 · 540

Fragile Hearts

Bea Rae Mar 12

Fragile Hearts

Why would I break you

When I am entirely

Broken myself

#romance #love #tragedy #misery #curses #pain #lovers #souls

Mar 11 · 524

Love in Fate

Bea Rae Mar 11

Love in Fate

Nothing hurts more than

Finding the right person at

The wrong time in life

#reality #pain #tragedy #romance #love #lovers #hopeless

Mar 10 · 570

Mendax

Bea Rae Mar 10

Mendax

Empty promises

Hang on the line next to

Your ***** laundry

#tragedy #romance #love #awareness #abuse #strongwomen #bravery

Mar 5 · 657

Omnia Causa Fiunt

Bea Rae Mar 5

Omnia Causa Fiunt

Just because you did

Not notice does not mean

I handled it well

#tragedy #abuse #awareness #strongwomen #bravery #honesty #romance #love

Mar 2 · 519

Satur

Bea Rae Mar 2

Satur

Sweetheart what makes you

Think that you will be anything

More than doormat

#tragedy #strongwomen #pain #latin #romance #love #marriage #awareness #satire

Mar 2 · 639

Semper Meliora

Bea Rae Mar 2

Semper Meliora

When you are looking

For love in the wrong places

You will think of me

#romance #heart #love #tragedy #romantic #hopeless #thoughts #latin

Feb 29 · 945

Daemonium

Bea Rae Feb 29

Daemonium

As the walls close in

The demons inside my head

Steal every breath I take

#violence #abuse #demons #latin #awareness #mental #tragedy #tragic #strongwomen

Feb 28 · 478

Usque ad Mortem

Bea Rae Feb 28

Usque ad Mortem

It was my mistake

Trying to keep you close when

You wanted to leave

#tragedy #romance #leave #mistake #love #hopeless

Feb 24 · 526

Rétrospection Rose

Bea Rae Feb 24

Rétrospection Rose

Behind tinted glass

Your love is quite beautiful

I wish it was real

#tragedy #romance #love #awareness #marriage #reality

Feb 22 · 484

Ses Promesses

Bea Rae Feb 22

Ses Promesses

If I try harder

Maybe I can salvage this

Rather than fail you

#tragedy #love #romance #marriage #conflict #french

Feb 22 · 495

Cara Mea

Bea Rae Feb 22

Cara Mea

My greatest regret

Was breaking myself for you

So you felt loved

#tragedy #love #romance #lovers #regret #marriage

Feb 20 · 562

Osculum Mortis

Bea Rae Feb 20

Osculum Mortis

When will I be free

From his grasp and his control

What will it cost me

#latin #romance #awareness #love #tragedy #secrets #pain

Feb 18 · 601

Deus ex Machina

Bea Rae Feb 18

Deus ex Machina

With seven billion

Souls on earth how fortunate

Are we to have met

#universe #latin #romance #love #fate #inspiration

Feb 17 · 692

Aναταραχή

Bea Rae Feb 17

Aναταραχή

One day I might lose

To the hidden thoughts floating

Deep inside my head

#romance #abuse #awareness #tragedy #secrets #pain #love #reality

Feb 16 · 519

Amore Agrodolce

Bea Rae Feb 16

Amore Agrodolce

Please do not worry

I will cover the rubble

That you left behind

#love #relationship #abuse #domestic #tragedy #romance

Feb 15 · 888

La Vérité Blesse

Bea Rae Feb 15

La Vérité Blesse

I fault myself

For falling in love with your lies

Instead of the truth

#tragedy #romance #love #deception #abuse #awareness #strongwomen

Feb 11 · 1.4k

Dolce Far Niente

Bea Rae Feb 11

Dolce Far Niente

How could I forget

Being blamed for his abuse

When I spoke of it

#domestic #violence #abuse #awareness #strength #tragedy #love #beautiful #pain #romance

Feb 10 · 849

L'amour Ment

Bea Rae Feb 10

L'amour Ment

He was never mine

To love to hold or to lose

Yet I waste my time

#love #abuse #tragedy #romance #haiku #awareness #marriage #deception #time

Feb 10 · 952

Mi Bella Vita

Bea Rae Feb 10

Mi Bella Vita

Words I wish to hear

Your heart is worthy of love

Your soul merits happiness

#happiness #pain #deserve #growth #love #heart #soul #life #worthy

Feb 9 · 1.3k

Calanthe

Bea Rae Feb 9

Calanthe

Withered and broken

I long to be the flower

Blossoming with ease

#greek #blossom #tragedy #flower #feminine #imagine #dream #wish #envy #tired

Feb 8 · 1.2k

Esto Quod

Bea Rae Feb 8

Esto Quod

Why do I hold on

To the stranger's perception

Of who I should be

#perception #selfesteem #worth #value #thoughts #love #deception #manipulate #suffocate #bold