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Amanda Kay Burke Oct 2018
Someday you will love someone other than me
You will love this girl even more
Each part of her body will hold greater beauty
Fills me with sadness to my core

The way we shared our dearest thoughts
The wonderful lazy days spent
How you always supported my goals
Those things you will forget

A new face will replace mine in your heart
It is quite tragic to bear that thought
Guess I'm unable to comprehend the idea
Of one day being nothing but an ex you forgot

Sad because I know the truth
Feeling down for many reasons
The prize I worked my *** of for is out of reach
Your adoration fading with the seasons

Wonder what your next partner will be like
Will she wear similar type of clothes?
Are those hands going to touch the same parts I have felt?
Only future knows I suppose

Hear you're having trouble moving on
I am too, never thought I would be the one to sever
One thing I promise to you my love
You will not stay lonely forever
The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love someone else.
Amanda Kay Burke Oct 2018
We fell in love, life was perfect for awhile,
Each touch was concentrated sunlight,
We'd kiss, I'd taste whichever flavor
***** we drank earlier that night.

Turned to you, I needed a friend,
Called to vent every day,
Time passed by us swiftly,
Had my heart, things finally felt okay.

Was the perfect romance for awhile
But as the summers and winters went by
Began to notice the thick haze we lived in,
Something different in your eyes.

Didn't know what was amiss,
Keep me waiting up all night,
Though I wasn't sure exactly what it was
Knew you were hiding something out of sight.

Uncovered more and more incessant lies,
Started small then grew, neverending,
We sadly floated further apart
With each secret text you were sending.

Was obvious there was someone else,
She took all of your time,
I figured you were buying her lots of gifts
Because you never seemed to have a dime.

Truth is, it was painfully clear,
Should have seen it at the start,
I was not the only one
Owning a piece of your heart.

The day I finally discovered who she was,
Identity of your seductive sin,
Is the day our world changed forever,
Your mistresses name was ******.
What do you think? I thought it was a pretty good idea. Does anyone else have any metaphors or similes they'd like to contribute for cheating compared to drug addiction? If that makes sense..
  Oct 2018 Amanda Kay Burke
Rebel Heart
She writes her pains
In between the lines
Of the story of her life
..
Forever stuck in
What could've been
Forever wondering
What should've been
Forever tormented by
What would've been

Never stopping to think
How if she finally
Imprisoned the ghosts
Floating in her future's past
She wouldn't really know
What to do with them
(Some broken parts of a poem I found in one of RH's old novel drafts which I absolutely loved. Happy Writing!~ BM)

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  Oct 2018 Amanda Kay Burke
Her
October tastes of deception
filled with empty hearts
and empty souls
looking for a place to call home

October tastes like a man
who is all bark
and absolutely no bite
trying to impress but doing less

October tastes like lies
fed from your mouth
tongues burning on my skin
leaving marks within the dark

October tastes like
everything you truly are
and nothing you think
you are from within
Amanda Kay Burke Oct 2018
I do not know what to say
To help you understand
You're the only guy I'd ever
Want to hold my faithful hand

I don't know what words to use
To make you amply see
You mean so much more
Than any other thing does to me

I cannot explain what you do to me
It's beyond the realm of what words can say
But despite the scary mystery
Would not want it another way

You are the answer to my prayers
Clique as this poem may sound
I never understood sappy quotes before
You flipped my life upside-down

Touched me and I realized
You were my destined counterpart
And that my world would never be the same
Forever you've altered my mind and my heart
Its crazy how one day someone walks into your life and nothing is ever the same again
Amanda Kay Burke Oct 2018
Sometimes lungs take air for granted
Same with skin, only sun
I suppose pain has turned me bitter
Still bleed though fighting is done.

Heal from the inside out
Help find myself buried deep in the ground
Life has lost significant meaning
My eyes not picking up beauty around.

Everyone waiting for me to return
To the former friend known before
What they don't realize is that girl
Does not live inside me anymore.

Back in summers of naive wonder
Woke up with a smile on my face
Not happy for more than an instant
That spark vanished, is tough to replace.

Taking day by day too hard
Wonder when things will change
Focused on gratitude every step of my journey
Yet happiness is always out of range.

Working myself to live a life
Impactful and without fear
Fufillment seems so far out of reach
With every "Thank you" becomes more near.
It is not happy people that are thankful it is thankful people who are happy
Amanda Kay Burke Oct 2018
I have finally given up on you
It hurts me more than you think it does
No point in looking backwards
I tried everything to save our love
It takes two trying for love to work
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