do i love London
so much due to
nobody knowing
what has happened
to me here
where i can
act like i had
the perfect upbringing
where i can
pretend to not
know pain and suffering
or maybe
i love London
so much
because you have
shown me a new
way to look
at life and our trajedies
to not be ashamed
of them
to feel everything
as it comes
to relinquish control