I see you, you're there
But do you see me?
Probably not 'cause you're everywhere
All you see is yourself
You don't even care
Self is your first priority
It's no longer fair
Why do I even stay
You can't even offer me a chair
Just say something
Maybe compliment my hair
It's so painful
I don't even dare
Dare to say what happened
What happened to the love we used to share

g a l a x y
her lips are a galaxy
i was not ready to explore
yet tasted with glee
and she, herself, is a galaxy
forget the milky way
for she is my galaxy
her heavenly bodies never fail to astonish me

h a r p

A lady that grew into a devil
With strong features and strong hands
Expected to be playing around with keys
Taunting all the life out

Sat still, dressed in white
Looking like an goddess against the flames
Plucking the strings of an angel's harp
And the strings of a hopeless heart

You were always an enigma I was waiting to uncover
Coming to me drunk and leaving sober
It was clear we were never meant to be together
But I constantly wandered, hoping I'll discover

Who is this man I meet every winter?
Whose touch is tender with words so bitter
Someone I pined for while he cared lesser
Maybe I should succumb under the snowflakes of surrender

c o c o n u t
the girl is so random
pointing at objects and saying, "coconut"
a different type of crazy
chill and cozy
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*insert heart emoji

I know it's not alright
And things are just messed up
But I want you to hold me tight
And tell me it will be
Even though it is a lie
I feel the need of you right now
Whisper everything positive
Say you love if you have to
You don't have to mean it
Even if I want you to
Cause right now all I need is you
So comfort me with words
That are not meant to be true
But make them sound like they do

b o l d
five letter name i do not even wish to write
the name of the guy she likes
and everyone knows because she is so bold
she has the guts to shout it to the world

f e r r i s  w h e e l
her words,
her laugh,
her smile,
her goodbye
on our last ride
are not the things i would ever forget
because, it was as cold as winter
in the middle of summer
when she looked to the farthest as possible,
to the iris of my eyes,
to the lustrous lips of mine,
to the soul about to be left behind

ice cream

awful for the health
the teeth
the emotional well being
but like every confection
she was delicious
the slide of my tongue
unto her neck
then her nectar
the temporary pleasure
after everything
cold skins melting

a b r a s i o n
on her elbows and knees
on her missing soul and tainted heart
on the puppy that's been left behind

it was that night, not under her sleeves
so dim, i didn't see
the outcome of blissful events
not hidden yet unseen

e r r o r
i cannot function
the mistake is grave but I will not yeild
my life's a mess before I met her
but now it's messier
and even brighter
her mind's all over the place
my heart was once trapped in a cage
now we're here, let's cut to the chase
i can't make another error of waiting for too many days
i'll give her this raging beast,
so she keeps her mind in one place

I felt winter pass by
         But not to be followed by spring
           Everything after was even more colder
             Gauge, I tried to
                       Yonder in which I seek to find
                         Understanding of whatever lies
                           Over the valley high above

d e m o n ' s  e y e s
dear her, cursed with scarce beauty
slitting throats with no pity
with one look you will plead guilty
guilty of bewilderment with her fierceness