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Sep 26 · 25
A letter to you
Bloop poems Sep 26
Sometimes I sit and think
Of all the things you could have said to make me stay or things you could have done to change my mind but deep down I know you wouldn’t have said anything

Even if you knew what to say.


Even tho I still think about how we talked all the time or the warm hand I always got to hold

The way you had a nice smell all day and everyday. Sad part is I miss it

You moved on but I haven’t and I made the choice

If you see this I’m sorry
Aug 20 · 114
Most nights
Bloop poems Aug 20
I go out

Most nights

They consist of slushes and candy and sweet night time kisses

Most nights it’s dark and I remember to put things back

Not last night

Unlike most nights I forgot

I forgot to pick up and be quite.



No my most nights will be no nights..

And my sweet kisses will be a wet pillow full of sadness
I messed up forgive me
Jul 22 · 315
Goodbye katie
Bloop poems Jul 22
Broken.
Empty.
The name you gave still hurts
Only been a day and yet I have more tears to last two years.
You asked what we were and then left when I didnt know left because it's not the answer you wanted...
I can't feel anything, the pain runs through my blood and crushes my heart in to little pieces.
The run of tears from last night still stained to my cheeks..
In the month we talked you brought more light to my life then ever and now you leave me with


             Goodbye

                               Katie
Bloop poems May 12
I'd love to be loved

The thought of someone keeping me smiling or holding hands and the small jokes

I love the thought of being in love

The thought of how things would be or could be

If I wasn't so scared to take a leap of faith than these
                Thoughts
Wouldn't be just
                        Empty actions
The thought of him runs through my veins and the fact of being gone makes me home sick for him if only him and I were closer to something rather then nothing
May 12 · 155
12 in the morning
Bloop poems May 12
I'm awake
Wide awake at 12 in the morning
Ready for my eyes to be heavy with sleep, but instead my eyes are heavy with tears

While my family is sleeping in the bed next to mine

I lay still and empty of life as not to wake them at 12 in the morning, when the world itself is not even up yet
I can't sleep to much on my mind and not enough energy in place to turn down the voices in my head that are keeping me up past time to be sleeping. Have a good night or day depending on where you are and hopefully you get enough sleep❤
Apr 29 · 738
Can't write
Bloop poems Apr 29
I can't write

The words used to spill out of my head like a waterfall but now I feel like there's a wall

A wall that blocks my brain from putting symbols together to form a word or even a sentence

The sentences on my paper must be invisible I can't see them

I don't know where they went

They meaning the words I used to write or say but now can't even think

I can't write
Apr 23 · 45
soon
Bloop poems Apr 23
the poems run deep just like the sadness
i wait for the time to come when it fades
when the poems are no loner deep or lonely
but sweet and full of honey words.

i want to let go drop this
forget poems, maybe the world and how it spins to.

but i hold on even if i get lost,
one day my poems will be full of heart again

one day the sun will rise up and ill write about how beautiful the sky is and how the birds chirping on the way t school are lovely and sing a different tune.

one day ill wake up from this nightmare,
one day things will be better



one day i will be myself again
ive been down for a few days waiting for things to turn around and im sure this is when that time is

love everyone on here stay true to yourself<3
Apr 7 · 54
Something new
Bloop poems Apr 7
It's hard
Hard to see past the lies you told me that are still stuck in my head even when your fake presents of the "love" you had for me has left.

Part of me hopes it would have died by now

But it hasn't.

I remember when you fell asleep on my lap and how we used to be before you moved on to someone new
   Better
       Pretty
           Fun for you

It's okay though,
I shouldn't have been so close to someone I knew could break my heart
Feb 13 · 289
People on the street
Bloop poems Feb 13
People on the streets say pretty
   Cute
         Lovely

But the people on the streets are not friends

So when I say lonely
    Gross
       Falling apart
    
They don't understand because they are just

  
           People on the street
Jan 7 · 157
Where did i go wrong
Bloop poems Jan 7
It's hard to say when it went wrong
  Exactly when the sun hit the trees,
    When the moon became my best friend?

Where did I stray so far from the "right" why of life
Dec 2018 · 597
Essays
Bloop poems Dec 2018
Words
Can't find the right ones
Essays
  Can't seem to write them selfs
Stress
   Bubbles over the will to work
Rain
   Smoothing out the ruff edges
Finished
   The next day is free to write what
Writes
        
  

                                     It




Self
Practice for essays today and tomorrow and I'm almost done even tho I wasted my class time
Dec 2018 · 83
When you left
Bloop poems Dec 2018
I wish you took all our memories with you when you left
   With the feelings
      And the messages
        Even the thoughts

I would've rather they lefts when you did so I wouldn't miss you as much as I do right now
I miss you so much
Dec 2018 · 89
this is it
Bloop poems Dec 2018
its over. schools back and the soul I once thought no one could never break caved in with the weight of someone i thought never meant to hurt me

is it bad the little cracks in my heart and the empty feeling in my tummy keep growing

the scars on my wrists grow darker because the cat my lack of A's in the report card bring peering eyes and worry

the crushed soul has left and the sad eyes to leaving me with this shell people would once have said was beautiful

the beauty should come back but its been forever and the broken child hasn't left since she first came to visit  

           that's it the once smiley hopeful child


                                        gave up her everything
Dec 2018 · 319
i wanna stop
Bloop poems Dec 2018
I wanna stop
stop smoking
   stop the cutting
     and at some point

stop existing
Sep 2018 · 93
Zombie in a ghost town
Bloop poems Sep 2018
It's all so
  Easy

Ghosts flouting pass
   Simple

ghosts are friends with ghost
    Zombie

A zombie in a ghost town
    Lonely
I am a zombie living in a ghost town
Sep 2018 · 185
Scrambled words
Bloop poems Sep 2018
The scrambled letters
Always spell what I want

Jsjajsgvdcutkjnhk

Even if no one sees

Kajhdbdldepressionkmadjqf

It's there in my head in my soul

Kakebkfoaldiekajshd

Always what I should do

Qljwcutkwjddepressedjakdie

Never leaves me alone


YOUNG TEEN COMMITS SUICIDE

The scrambled letters are gone

And so am I
Every single day I see it I feel it drives me mad j just want to all to stop
Aug 2018 · 86
Cold
Bloop poems Aug 2018
Cold
Hitting my bones
Hiding in my warm many layers
Shaking my small fleshy skeleton freezing my toes to the top of my nose
So skinny and so cold
Jul 2018 · 146
Time of year
Bloop poems Jul 2018
It's that time again, time for the leafs to turn red/orange/brown-ish

To pull out those nice cozy bagy sweaters on and the socks that keep your toes toasty

Pull out your big fluffy blankets and your favorite hot chocolate mug with your new book

It's that time of year were the leaves start to change and the cold sets in are you ready
The colds setting in already but im still not ready
Jul 2018 · 94
Vent
Bloop poems Jul 2018
isn't it funny that no matter how much pain you can be in you can't seem to let go? even if you feel like dying you can't. because for whatever reason you just can't let go. maybe its because you made a promise to someone, maybe because your all someone has left.

for me its someone. not just one but many. i cant go because people need a nice girl to talk to or a shoulder to cry on. you never know what one person has going on inside their head. all you can do is be nice to everyone because that one word could change someones life, that one push could ruin everything.

we are all human no one wants to show how sad there are or how much they need someones help.
to all the people who need help im here for you i know ** hard it can be but your never alone
Jul 2018 · 124
Return Policey
Bloop poems Jul 2018
a pink pretty person
sweet and kind, do what you wish
nods, doesn't fight back
smiles like an angel
does as told, has little to no opinion
that's what you wanted

a rebel with cold eyes
quite and shy, do what she wants
straight faced, fights for freedom
hardly smiles, likes what others don't
speaks her mind, own opinion to top it
that's what you got

the store you got me from doesn't do returns
I know that people wish for something else but that's just not always how life works its self out
Jul 2018 · 172
RIP
Bloop poems Jul 2018
RIP
I wanted to talk about it to cry with every other hurt kid out there
I could have screamed and cried till my eyes turned blood red
I wish that it didn't happen or there was a support group for it

I didn't talk about it or cry like every one else
I couldn't scream my voice was no longer existent
I didn't need a support group or to sob over what was once here

I got high to feel okay with it
I smoked just like he once did
I missed what was once
   my bus driver and best friend
RIP to my mazing bus driver. he passed away and i miss him so much. he was so nice and sweet. he'll be missed very much and i hope hes in a better place. he used to smoke and now Ive taken up that habit because its the only thing i have of him
Jul 2018 · 66
See
Bloop poems Jul 2018
See
Ii walked
   to look in the mirror
what I seen
   looking back at me was

a thin, pasty white
            girl
big eyes and
         fallen dreams
a heart
          that's to big
and a death
               wish
loving harder then people
               see


I walked away in fear
fear the girl in the mirror was me
I have a problem that when i look in the mirror i see a monster but when someone else sees me they see something that i never do believe
Jul 2018 · 90
Words
Bloop poems Jul 2018
my breath is slow
my checks are cold
the world is still
the earth is calm
your kisses are sweet
your voice is missed
words are scrambled
words fall in to place
my tears fall life rain
my mind goes black
the world rewinds
the earth spins again
your hand on mine
your soft lips that fit by mine
words make sense now
words that can be spoken
my mind says love
my heart says love
I'm running out to of poems to write, my inspiration  is gone.
Jul 2018 · 84
S E X
Bloop poems Jul 2018
heart beat fast but steady
sigh low but pleasant
purple pendents loud but silent
silk, warm but hot like flames
foggy windows, time stops
hope fly's like fire works high in the sky
hope that this lasts hope that
I
  wasn't
           just
               your
                      new
                             one
                                   night
                    
                        
                              stand
Jun 2018 · 392
Counting
Bloop poems Jun 2018
I started counting
counting my calories
the numbers between my thighs
how many times I lied about being "fine"
I cant stop counting
I'm counting down
Ill stop counting when i hit

Zero
Jun 2018 · 281
Sun And Moon
Bloop poems Jun 2018
He's her moon, up all night making sure she always has a safe space
She's his sun, up all day just to make sure he stays
for just one
more
day
Jun 2018 · 75
Random
Bloop poems Jun 2018
I want to dance and sing my heart out but sleep till the sun dies out
Jun 2018 · 145
I Miss
Bloop poems Jun 2018
oh how I miss the words you'd whisper softly in my ear
the way your heart beat on your rib cage

oh how I miss the sound of your small voice
smaller then a mouse that only a bear could hear

oh how I miss the I love you
the sweet kisses you gave
i miss my lover
Jun 2018 · 150
Wintergirls
Bloop poems Jun 2018
"we held hands when we walked down the ******-bread path into the forest, blood dripping from our fingers. we danced with witches and kissed monsters. we turned our self into winter-girls"

-Wintergirls by Laurie Halse Anderson
Ive read this book over and over I honestly love it
Jun 2018 · 136
Untitled
Bloop poems Jun 2018
wake up to a life full of fake lies and empty promises
how did it end up like this after all the truth and love
what happened to all the love that died
half way in between death and life
where do we go after we are gone
hell or heaven
wake up to crying souls and dying hope
how can it end like this


~K.C
Jun 2018 · 225
Over
Bloop poems Jun 2018
sun shines down one day to bring the girl out of her living hell

~K.C
i hope one day to get out of my living hell. soon it will be to deep and ill be out of here
Jun 2018 · 118
Drugs
Bloop poems Jun 2018
people tell you not to do drugs because you'll get addicted and wont be able to stop
they say this about crack or ******* and more drugs, they say dont smoke as it will wreak your body

so what about love?

loves addicting, it makes you crave it more and more,
it can wreak you
they tell you about all of the other drugs in the messed up world but what about love, love is one of the worst drugs, no one really sees that love is the biggest killer out there

~K.C
my friend said  something like this and i thought it made a chill poem
Jun 2018 · 143
Sunshine
Bloop poems Jun 2018
rain slows till its no more
sun shines down and birds start to sing
the kids come out to play in what is left
of the beautiful sadness

~K.C
Sometime After Crying You Start To Feel Better Just Like After A Storm
Jun 2018 · 86
Hurtful love
Bloop poems Jun 2018
You said goodbye
While I said hello

you said I hate you
I said I love you

You gave me bruises
While I gave you hugs

I told you my life story
While you told me lies
But yet I still love you

~M.Z
Jun 2018 · 67
Painting with silver
Bloop poems Jun 2018
Pressing a brush of silver agansit a blank canvas with red paint

The red paint runs down like water onto the floor

Screams cry, sirens play, while I’m still laughing with no sense of pain

~M.Z
Jun 2018 · 58
Mirror
Bloop poems Jun 2018
Why do I have to see such a monster look back at me with small **** eyes and dark brown hair

Why do I have to see such an **** monster looking back at me with a fat head and big thighs

Why oh why do I see such a monster looking back at me

~M.Z
Jun 2018 · 46
Dark society
Bloop poems Jun 2018
How did it end up like this?

The weight of the world on my chest

Tires scream and the once bright world darkness

Some shocked, some shiver

White covers my cold bruised body

News filters videos of the skeleton failing to fly

~K.C
Jun 2018 · 61
Untitled
Bloop poems Jun 2018
rain drops down my blue umbrella dropping to the gray pavement the sun hides beneath the blanketing clouds
Jun 2018 · 74
unbelievable lies
Bloop poems Jun 2018
I let you in my sheets, even though your mouth was full of simple lies,
you put your hands all over my body making it hard to scrub your lies away
how do you forget something that has been painted all over your body? oh why did I believe your silly little
lies
Jun 2018 · 105
Brown Eye's
Bloop poems Jun 2018
you had the prettiest brown eyes I have ever seen,
yet they have cried more tears then could have existed,
I love your brown eyes that can see past my walls
your beautiful brown eyes are like the stars
your brown eyes light up my life
My Love Of My Life Has Beautiful Brown Eyes That Light Up My Life In The Darkest Hours
Jun 2018 · 73
Sunshine (original)
Bloop poems Jun 2018
you are my
    sunshine
my only
        sunshine
you make me
             happy
when sky's are
                gray
please don't fade
                     away
Jun 2018 · 165
Little Actor
Bloop poems Jun 2018
shes the actor
the light in your eyes
she is your life line

she is the sad girl with a fake smile
the smart girl with dreams of death,
dreams you cant believe,
shes the thin pretty girl,
the girl who wishes to fly,
shes the late night crier,
she is dying

shes your life line,
the light in your eyes,
shes your little actor
Jun 2018 · 453
love poem
Bloop poems Jun 2018
a poets love can be written but not seen,
their heart poured on the page for you to read,
heart break could last for days, poems upon poems,
their empty souls tears laying on the pages you see,
hearts have so much pain to much to take, till its to late,
their guns are loaded and the pain is almost over,
heart to heart, its all over
Jun 2018 · 57
Fly
Bloop poems Jun 2018
Fly
oh i wish i could fly
fly far, far, away from here
fly higher then the clouds
oh how i wish i could fly
Jun 2018 · 190
Untitled
Bloop poems Jun 2018
you hated me
you hated that I smoked
you hated that I could not sit still
you hated that I have scars
you hated
me

I loved you
the way you smiled
the way could stay calm
the way you laughed
I loved
you

now I hate you
because you left me
but I still really
love you
i loved someone once and they left now i hate them because i still really love them
Jun 2018 · 98
Welcome To Society
Bloop poems Jun 2018
welcome to society
where the kids cry rivers and the adults are to stressed to go work
where the sun shines daily but never in their hearts
where the kids load guns and the adults tie nooses
where society cry's for the ones they've killed
welcome to society
Jun 2018 · 195
Expectations
Bloop poems Jun 2018
you asked me not to smoke
i asked you to stay
you wanted someone else
i wanted you
you pressed your lips on someone else
i pressed a cigarette to mine
both forgetting what was expected
Jun 2018 · 194
Cigarette
Bloop poems Jun 2018
smoke in my lungs
cigarette pressed to my lips
memories of you
start to fade away
as I smoke my cigarette

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