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Oct 2020 · 316
solution:
dailythoughts Oct 2020
make noises in your head so you can’t hear your heart
Sep 2020 · 250
things that matter
dailythoughts Sep 2020
all of you
good and bad
sane and insane
Sep 2020 · 279
views
dailythoughts Sep 2020
what good is an amazing view if you can't share it with a loved one
Sep 2020 · 329
Fresh wounds
dailythoughts Sep 2020
Tired with unresolved overwhelming feelings
Attacking at the most random times
Opening up old wounds to only stitch them back again
It never gets old, does it?
Sep 2020 · 76
Curious
dailythoughts Sep 2020
To what extent pain is tolerable?
Sep 2020 · 79
?
dailythoughts Sep 2020
?
I don't know anymore
Aug 2020 · 66
unheard
dailythoughts Aug 2020
where shall the words go when I only want you to read
Aug 2020 · 88
pain
dailythoughts Aug 2020
burns holes in your heart
the kind you can not fill
until it becomes you

you won’t remember what it feels like
to have a complete heart
no aches that throb like a heartbeat

as if without pain
you can not breathe
holding on is much much easier
you heal when the pain becomes you
Aug 2020 · 217
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dailythoughts Aug 2020
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empty thoughts
drain my empty soul
Jul 2020 · 348
Sunrise | Hours of Sunlight
dailythoughts Jul 2020
When the sun is greeting the land
It’s light touches the heart of wildlife
Blooming the natural bouquets
I will be there for you always, I will be greeting happiness my way

When the sun is meeting the moon
The stars slumber with ease
Flashing still without being seen
I will be there for you always, you won’t see me

When the sun is whole
Through its blaze we are reborn
Starting another story  
I will be there for you always, you won’t be in my new story
Jul 2020 · 135
You Playin'
dailythoughts Jul 2020
Let's not play games baby
I don't have it in me to hold myself
when you are no longer playing
Jul 2020 · 208
Too Soon
dailythoughts Jul 2020
For whenever I see the sunset you cross my mind
Left after colouring my life

Too soon I couldn’t bid my goodbye
Too quick without explaining why
Jul 2020 · 828
goodnight
dailythoughts Jul 2020
every colour the sun paints while bidding goodbye leaves you smiling even wider for what you'll witness after is not dark but hope in shapes of a few bling bling
Jul 2020 · 611
You Choose
dailythoughts Jul 2020
either come closer or stay away
having you in between is very exhausting
Jul 2020 · 137
Time out
dailythoughts Jul 2020
I admit it. I really like you but it's not worth it anymore
nothing left to say
Jun 2020 · 87
It's You Again
dailythoughts Jun 2020
I wish he was not someone I was trying my best to forget.
To think about us is one complex path which I am lost in.
I can’t go back finding the way I walked so eagerly on and I don’t see a simple direction to get out of this matter of ache.

You held my hand and we both walked in the darkness of uncertainty. You stepped back and forgot you were not alone in this. Left me solving the mystery you created for the both of us to solve.

In the matter of seconds, I was there holding my heart on sleeves for you to see what I have to offer. The life came out of me and not even a single echo you could hear. My screams were so silent I could create the music you like.

Every pain I took wishing you will find the light guiding you back to where you want to belong. Faith is a thin thread but it is all I have. By now you must be out of the tunnel and still yet I am dancing on the thin thread of faith.
you
Jun 2020 · 219
send that text
dailythoughts Jun 2020
what's the worst that can happen?
test your luck honey
Jun 2020 · 118
...
dailythoughts Jun 2020
...
I swear I was fine yesterday
sudden blues
Jun 2020 · 63
Tell me one thing
dailythoughts Jun 2020
.

How am I supposed to be fine
Just like that

How am I supposed to forget you
Just like that

How am I supposed to enjoy the lil’ things
Just like that

How am I supposed to live
Just like that

.
and just like that you left
must have been too easy for you
to lie
Jun 2020 · 381
goodbye
dailythoughts Jun 2020
your spell is slowly wearing off
off my mind and soul
the ink you splashed all over my heart
is starting to leak

soon enough
the spirit of your fragrance
will vanish
in thin air

the curse lies in your return
please don’t look back
don’t call me
for one last glance
Jun 2020 · 519
hues
dailythoughts Jun 2020
what I love about sunsets is their decisions on a whim
Jun 2020 · 540
Dusk without Dawn
dailythoughts Jun 2020
.

A beautiful moment without you is a moment wasted.
A sunset without you is a twilight wasted.

I went on a date and all I could think about was how wrong it felt. You not being there with me sitting on the sand with an ombre blue sky above us. You not sitting close to me while we talk deeply about the things we care for. How wrong it felt being with someone who is not you. So wrong of you not being there.

.
at least you are present in my heart & mind
Jun 2020 · 173
on repeat
dailythoughts Jun 2020
it doesn’t get better
we just forget about it for awhile
until everything comes flashing back
even stronger this time
at least for awhile
i'll be in bliss
without terror
May 2020 · 385
Blank Space
dailythoughts May 2020
I want to runaway
Escape your thoughts
Runaway to nowhere
To be nothing
& to just be
Every now and then
We feel the need to belong someplace
To belong to someone
But every once awhile
We just want to be
Unable to see people
Fully isolated from the possibilities to feel

In all honesty
It is so exhausting
To feel
Every
Emotion

... my dailythoughts
May 2020 · 291
a perfect evening
dailythoughts May 2020
throw your head back
and listen to some Khalid

pour yourself a glass of wine
and sway to Alina Baraz
love me  
take me to outer space
May 2020 · 207
Lit
dailythoughts May 2020
Lit
Don't clear the smoke
Let me be in the smog of what-ifs
In my la-la land
I shall live my best life
In the heat of the blunt
I will live in the moment
Intoxication
May 2020 · 84
Is this called Peace?
dailythoughts May 2020
I am no longer in rush
Everything will happen when it has to
I'll be here
For everyone out there, I hope you are in peace with everything that once destroyed you.
May 2020 · 706
Dry Tears
dailythoughts May 2020
They won’t just touch my soul and set me free
Eagerly will open the deepest of wounds and fest on my worst fears
Harshly undress my faith and crush my hope

Victoriously laugh to celebrate my doom
Bleed me red to suffer in dry tears
Waltz with my ghost to slowly scatter my temple  

Taunt to enliven my mistakes
Proudly glorifying my shames
Only to win a soul that has been defeated

I sense them overstepping my shadow
The monsters catching up with my heart and mind
Will I score the final touchdown or will they devour me whole

Touch so contagious
The poison burns running wild in my veins
Won’t be long for when I am all at once taken away
good luck to me
May 2020 · 92
people are
dailythoughts May 2020
T
O
X
I
C

suffocating us in their opinions
always draining the energy
May 2020 · 195
Twisted Turns
dailythoughts May 2020
.
Sitting still with moving thoughts
Pretending nothing can break me more
You come and go like the wind
Leave me wondering if I should feel warm or cold

Suffering for sanity
Only smiles on my face
Guts are sickened of my imagery frame
Praying for a better God’s plan

Every once awhile I win the battle
Of sanity and peace within
There you come again with twisted turns
Blurring my worth with your twisted says
I will still welcome you back with everything I've got in me
May 2020 · 180
His text
dailythoughts May 2020
… and then he massaged after months

my heart lost its rhythm  
my mind lost its focus

my fingers lost their control
my eyes lost their dullness
May 2020 · 76
Anger
dailythoughts May 2020
.
How do you channel your anger?
Let me in your secret.
.
May 2020 · 118
What are we here for?
dailythoughts May 2020
Love hurts
Friendships expire

Are we only here to learn lessons?
To witness the harsh reality?
May 2020 · 279
Your Mind, My Game
dailythoughts May 2020
.
It’s easy talking the talk
Show me you are more than that
Show me you are not like the rest

I will hang on to your promises
When I see your effort
When I see your compassion  

I will be on your side
Moving with your loyalty
Alongside our royalty

You repeat your mistakes
Disappear I will
Rest you will

Twice you will think
With the deck in your hands
Next move on your sleeves  

If you are the King
I am an empty card
I hold the winning act

Surprise you will be
When I hit you
With all the power invested in me
May 2020 · 143
The void;
dailythoughts May 2020
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is filled with what-ifs
Irony
May 2020 · 76
My Bad
dailythoughts May 2020
.
For a second there
you got me thinking that you care
what a fool I am
To believe your lies
Again and again
.
Will I ever learn
Will I ever put myself first
Will this ever end
.
The pain
The suffering
The one sided love
.
May 2020 · 421
Tease by Tease
dailythoughts May 2020
. . . . . . .  . i bite my lower lip
. . . . .ready to tease the tease
                                                 the taste of your swollen lips
                                                 lingering on the tip of my tongue
                                                 ***** eyes glimmering in the dark  
                          come to me  
                          come home
                                                we’ll celebrate. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
                                                let's toast . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
May 2020 · 317
Thank you
dailythoughts May 2020
For what it’s worth
I was happy for a minute
.
.
.
.
.
.
Thank you &
I miss you
May 2020 · 4.0k
The Feeling of
dailythoughts May 2020
Life is black and white
One moment you are full of feels
Another you are nothing but an empty vase
Tell me which is worse
Tell me which is better

The feeling of being accepted
The feeling of being appreciated for lil’ things
The feeling of belonging to someone and someplace
The feeling of chasing dreams with hope
The feeling of inspiration brewing within you
The feeling of loving life while watching the sun set
The feeling of the sipping on the warm coffee
The feeling of cold water running down your body
The feeling of waking up to a sunny morning
The feeling of overcoming your fear of dogs
The feeling of achievement after finishing a 3000-word essay
The feeling of being

Or

The peaceful feeling of being lost in your own dimension
The peaceful feeling of not talking to anyone
The peaceful feeling of not having to trust a soul
The peaceful feeling of laying hopelessly  
The peaceful feeling of the 3am routine
The peaceful feeling of the bitter sensation of liquor
The peaceful feeling of hot water running in the dark space
The peaceful feeling of not leaving your bed
The peaceful feeling of gazing at the ceiling
The peaceful feeling of just being

Tell me which is worse
Tell me which is better
Apr 2020 · 421
Mind Games
Apr 2020 · 66
Self loathe
dailythoughts Apr 2020
I mistreat my soul by punishing myself for the sins you commit, allowing you to shame me while showering in misery.

The power in me which you have replaced with fear of losing you when in the first place you are not even mine.

You blinded this cruelty with the smell of roses, with the warm lies and with your deceiving eyes.

I name this love but it feels like the end of my very soul.
Apr 2020 · 208
S U F F E R I N G
dailythoughts Apr 2020
Lungs are yapping for air
Even breathing takes effort
This pattern can’t be trusted

Heart is empty from all the over pumping
The color red has turned black
The way to my heart is now dry

Eyes are zooming in the dark
Imaging the impossible
Imaging the comfort of my death bed

Ears are still to the nothingness
Yearning for your voice
Deaf to the words that will save me

Lips are sealed shut from the overthinking
Words want to flow free
Yet the only flow open is betraying me toxicially

Here I am
Still
Pushing my luck
To see another day
Without you

Here I am
Silenced
With a loud mind
Pushing my luck
To see another day
Without you
How anxiety and overthinking feels.
Apr 2020 · 126
damned
dailythoughts Apr 2020
i‘ll be ****** if i have to go through that again
the happiness followed by misery
the smiles followed by silent tears
the paradise with you followed by the hell without you
i‘ll be ****** if i have to go through that again
Apr 2020 · 169
truth to be told
dailythoughts Apr 2020
not every sinner pays for his/her sins
not every righteous person gets a happy ending
Apr 2020 · 141
Reckless Over You
dailythoughts Apr 2020
The warmth creeps in
You holding me tight
Over my body
You take control
Eyes are locked
You become a part of me

Your name is on my lips
Your hands are on my hips
We are dancing
You are leading

I open my eyes
For when the dance is over
A look at the cold and empty side of my bed
Wishing for you to take me over
Over and over
Over and over
Apr 2020 · 226
Moonlight
dailythoughts Apr 2020
Complete or not,

It shines through every phase,

What a perfect thing with grace.



Stands tall with its glory,

I am sure it has many stories.



My soul retreats to its wilderness,

When the moon is kissed by the sun.

In the pinkish soft sky of dusk,

Another love story has just begun.



The sun might be too bright to understand the darkness,

The moon, however, celebrates its lightness.

In my prayers, I reminisce,

When I see both with bliss.
Apr 2020 · 184
My Own
dailythoughts Apr 2020
This heart of mine
Is funny
Gives me trouble
Aches
Loves
Burns
Smiles
Handles me well
Reminds me of terror
Is weak
Is full of tenderness
But it’s mine
Apr 2020 · 263
Slow Death
dailythoughts Apr 2020
every time it gets easier
you come back
yet no one is left but myself to clean your mess
when you leave again
without a goodbye

the damage you do to my heart is painful
it’s beautiful how after picking up my pieces
i get excited and am ready to scatter them again
when you pop out of nowhere

without a second thought
i swallow all your lies
again and again

not cool I would say
not cool
Apr 2020 · 155
Formalities
dailythoughts Apr 2020
you asked me how I was doing
honestly
i’m not even close to being fine
Apr 2020 · 131
New Trouble
dailythoughts Apr 2020
i don't have it in me to go through things
i still have feelings for you
and you have no plans to stick around
or even try
just leave me alone
i am sorry
i don’t hate you
i never can
it’s just me who is weak and done for good
with everyone and everything
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